〖Bottle Evil〗Silence and noise

I often boast that I am a sensitive person and a person with a lot of thoughts, but tonight, I am a little confused. I don’t know why my little brother was stimulated by something. Suddenly, I was shocked by such a sentence. what to say.

I even regretted turning on the light just now. If I could only see the basic outline of my brother, I wouldn’t feel as uncomfortable as I do now, and I could easily avoid his gaze, but it’s not possible now, it’s too late to say anything.

"Brother...why did you say such a thing all of a sudden?" I asked.

His eyes were deep, although he was very reluctant to look into his eyes, but once he saw them, he couldn't move them away.

After a while, he lowered his head, took another puff of the cigarette, exhaled the smoke, and extinguished it, "Just to clarify something with you."

"No need." I hurried to him and said, "Besides, there is no current life. I know what you mean. We have gotten rid of those things, and the previous life has also got rid of it. I, you, Fatty, and many others, can start other lives, and your statement is actually wrong."

I didn't know that I was so quick-spoken before, maybe I was too worried, but this time I came back, I was always trembling, thank God if nothing changed, but as long as there was a slight change, I would be terrified.

To make it clear, make it clear immediately, it will be too late if you leave it until tomorrow.

He frowned slightly and looked at me for a long time without saying a word.

I think I explained it very clearly, but he still looks like this. I really don’t know where the problem is. After thinking about the recent things over and over again, I still don’t know what the problem is, so I just look at him. .

He didn't speak, and I didn't dare to speak either.

After a long time, he sighed slightly, "I didn't mean that." Then he looked away, as if he didn't intend to continue entangled with me on this issue.

"Then what do you mean?" I asked sincerely. I felt that the little brother tonight was really strange. The loneliness and worry just revealed just now made me extremely flustered. I must make it clear that he always It’s been ten years since I’ve been away, and I’m afraid that if something is wrong and he doesn’t want to talk to me, he’ll disappear when I wake up, and I don’t have that much time anymore, so I’ll wait for him for another ten years and find him. He is ten years.

After staring at each other for too long, I was about to give up, thinking, let’s not talk if he doesn’t say anything, but another voice immediately appeared in my mind, telling me that my brother would leave if I didn’t ask clearly, and I had to ask clearly on the spot.

He also looked at me without blinking, our eyes met, my eyes hurt, I almost shed tears, I don't know what expression I have now, but I guess I am stupid.

He still didn't speak, so I gave up and competed with Zhang Qiling in endurance, patience, and I really never won.

I looked away, raised my hand and rubbed my eyes, "Don't say it if you don't want to, anyway, there are already so many things you don't want to tell me, so it's no big deal to add one more thing."

This sounds like a provocative method, but I know it probably won't succeed, and I didn't have much hope at first, but I really have some anger and resentment in my heart, I don't know how to vent it, and who to vent it to, so in fact, seven points of complaints in the words just now are Really, I have been guarding him without talking too much, trying not to talk about the past, talking about the future, if I fail, I will not mention it again and again, one day is one day.

I think about him wholeheartedly, first because he is my brother, the kind of brother who has gone through life and death, just like Fatty.The second is because he suffered for me for those ten years, no matter whether he did it for his own purpose or not, it was because of me. There are not many people in this world who are sincere to me, and I don't want to lose any of them.

But until now, I realized that he has never changed. It will be the same ten years ago, and it will be the same ten years later. The expression on my face said to me, "What does my business have to do with you?"

He has never positioned himself as someone who has a relationship with me, so I am so worried about gains and losses, thinking that he will leave at any time, and I can't keep him at all.

When he left that time, the fat man asked me, did he feel that he would never see him again when he left?

During these days, I behaved cheerfully every day, like a second fool. In fact, I knew that I couldn't help being flustered. Only now did I realize that it was because of this. An independent individual, wandering in the world, leaving no trace, should never think of staying.

The biggest difference between him and Fatty is this. In the final analysis, we are still different people. Fatty and I will grow old and die. His life may still be long. When we leave, maybe he will forget us Clean and tidy, we are just one or two passers-by in his long life.

That's it.

"Brother, I often don't know what you are thinking, I really want to know your opinion on everything, but you don't say anything, of course, I can't guess, I don't know what you think of me, I Wu Xie, I really regard you as a friend." I looked at the ground and said seriously.

I was sincere in everything I said to him, and I have deceived some people more or less, but I have never deceived him. In retrospect, it seems that he has never deceived me.

I don’t plan to say anything like this in the future. The little brother knows everything in his heart, but he has his own way of dealing with it. No matter what it is, I understand and support it, and my attitude towards him will not change. He himself You should choose your own life, even if you choose to leave, you can choose to continue wandering by yourself.

I have no right to tie him to me.

It was suddenly dark in front of me, probably because I had been thinking too much recently, and my life was so leisurely, my reaction was actually a few beats slower. After I realized it, I realized that it was not me who was slow, but the other party who was too fast.

My eyes went dark, my lips felt hot, my head went "boom", and I lost everything. What did I say just now?Is this... a kiss? !

Or is the younger brother taking the initiative?

I widened my eyes and saw his long eyelashes cast a silhouette on his face, and his breath was even. Compared with him, I felt a little short of breath.

However, I didn't push him away, maybe I was frightened, I didn't have time to do anything, I could only freeze in place.

Just lip to lip, no further movement.

After a while, he backed away, I still stared, opened my mouth, didn't say anything, then touched my lips again, as if the warmth from just now was still on it.

Is the little brother's action a momentary fever?Why are you kissing me suddenly?In other words, I don't really remember the last time I kissed, but I never thought of two men kissing together. Moreover, this man is the younger brother, Zhang Qiling, the two of us?Kissed?

Am I dreaming?

Could it be... I went through all the things during this period again, what he said, all the abnormal things he did tonight.

……Does he like me?

He opened his eyes with a normal expression, "Don't look at me like that, that's what I mean."

What's the meaning? !

I was shocked.

like me? !

"Brother...you...I..." To be honest, I don't know what I want to say now, what should I say, but I was really scared, I was so scared that I couldn't speak coherently, I was almost scared out of my wits, but still Want to say something, say what?

"If you can't accept it, I can go." He said.

Still very calm.

How exactly?It's as if he wasn't in the party.

I couldn't figure it out. It turns out that my little brother sometimes acts abnormally because...he is...

real or fake?

is it a joke

No, my brother won't joke with me, let alone this kind of joke.

He looked at me for a long time, but I still couldn't say a word, I just frowned and looked at him for a while, and looked away for a while, feeling extremely impatient.

He sighed slightly, and was about to walk out of the study.

I suddenly thought of what he said just now, is this going to leave?really go?

I immediately grabbed him, "Wait!"

He looks back at me.

"Don't go." I watched him finally utter a few words, "I... I was just a little scared, I didn't expect you to be..." I was embarrassed to look at him, and looked away, " Let me take care of it, don't rush to leave."

He lowered his eyes and looked at me holding his hand, "I just want to go out and get you a glass of water, your face is pale now."

I froze, is it that serious?Let go of him.

He glanced at me and walked out.

I only relaxed a little after he went out.

Little brother, Zhang Qiling, Poker Ping, are all alone.

This person kissed me just now, and he took the initiative.

Meaning, like me.

A person like him who is so cautious in his words and deeds, who feels that no one will find out if he disappears, actually kissed me on his own initiative.

Am I dreaming?

Turning his head, he saw the stone statue in the corner, which was also the little brother, but it was different from the flesh and blood one just now, but the crying expression was so real.

The stone statue was carved by him, so, is that the self in his heart?

My head started to hurt so badly that I couldn't keep my eyes open.

After hugging my head for a long time, I heard someone shouting outside, it wasn't my brother's voice, it was so late, who would come?

I straightened my clothes and walked out of the study.

"Boss Wu! Long time no see!" As soon as he went out, he happened to see Li Cu's white teeth, and he smiled brightly.

I couldn't help rubbing my forehead, this troublesome kid still came, and it was so unlucky to come.

"Boss Wu!" Hearing another voice, Su Wan came out from behind Li Cu, raised his arm and waved to me while standing so close.

I looked at the little brother who was standing in the living room and looked at the two of them. He was always indifferent. He took a deep breath silently, and instantly one head and two grew bigger.

The author has something to say: It's so difficult, so difficult, so difficult, good night! 【2015.11.07 Bug Catch】