〖Bottle Evil〗Silence and noise

"Keep your voice down! Next time the neighbor will have to open my door." I laughed.

"Love it! Hang up!" Then the fat man hung up the phone as he said.

I smiled at my little brother, "Is what he said true?" I asked.

"Ok?"

I simply sat next to him and sat next to him, "The fat man said, you just left in such a hurry because you didn't want him to follow, is it true?" He didn't say anything, "Actually, I'm more curious about you What exactly are you going to do this time? You said to return the things, but is there anything that requires you to return this trip? If Li Cu and Su Wan did not propose to leave today, but said they would go together, would you agree? ?”

He looked at me, and there seemed to be some change in his eyes.

I smiled, "At least it's been more than ten years, don't underestimate me, and all this is too coincidental, I have to think about it." I took a deep breath, "Brother, can you tell me the truth? , what are you doing this time?"

The little brother blinked his eyes calmly, with a calm look, "It's nothing, it's just an excuse, I want to take a look."

I sighed silently, sure enough there was still something I couldn't tell me, but... why did you choose to let me come with him?In the past few years, I have been used to controlling some people and things, but I have never been able to control the person in front of me, what decisions he will make, where he will go, and what he will say. Wrong results, such as his return, I have imagined countless endings, but none of them are his return safely.

A nasty happy ending.

It's very contradictory. On the one hand, I feel that all my previous efforts have been rewarded, and on the other hand, I feel, oh, I'll go, and this is the end?Is that all?

Unreal, very very unreal.

I remembered the neatly folded clothes I saw in front of the bronze door. I wondered if this person who had no worries at that time really wanted to come back when he went in.

I drove for more than 20 hours. When I arrived at the destination, I was so tired that I couldn’t open my eyes. It was too dark, so I got off the expressway first, but because I didn’t enter the city and the surrounding area was desolate, even if I could find it The place to stay must be of average condition. I weighed it with my brother and decided to stay overnight in the car, rest first, and make plans after dawn.

First, I casually ate some things I bought at the rest stop.

The little brother probably wasn’t too tired, but he wasn’t too relaxed either. He just flattened the seat and lay down, but he didn’t close his eyes directly and stared at it with no focus. I really lay down but didn't feel sleepy, probably because I had such a relaxing time at home during this period that I was already in bed.

He opened the skylight smoothly, and couldn't help but exclaim a little.

The sky is full of stars, because it is in the suburbs, there are no people, occasionally there are slight insects, and the night breeze is blowing. Under such a situation, the fatigue of the whole day is almost dissipated.

I turned my head to look at my little brother, his eyes were also staring at the night sky, I don’t know why, he was very absent, he seemed to be distracted, not the way he should be when he was shocked by the beautiful scenery in front of him, this time I came back, I always felt that This little brother has a lot of things on his mind. After thinking about it, I was inexplicably surprised. What is "this little brother"? !

Could it be that I feel puzzled from the bottom of my heart, thinking that this... isn't the little brother from before?

Thinking about it carefully, it's really...not quite like it.

The way you treat things, the words you say, and...the attitude towards me, can all these changes be said to be because of these ten years?

I cleared my throat, and the little brother's expression finally changed a little, and he turned his head slightly to look at me.

I smiled at him, "Are you looking at the stars?"

He was puzzled for a moment, then straightened his head, and then focused his eyes on the starry sky, his brows naturally stretched out, it seems that he was really distracted just now, little brother, why did he become so outrageously distracted?

"The last time I saw such a beautiful star was in front of the Bronze Gate." I said.

The people next to him didn't respond, as expected.

"Brother, why did you leave us with a fork in the road?" I asked.

But I also know that he can't answer, usually he can't answer this kind of question, now he seems to want to forget all the past things more than me, and instead gossip with him, he will talk more.

"Maybe what I want to know, everything is in that place, maybe, you just want to try, I'm still the one who can't see the truth clearly, but also brooding, right?" I looked at the starry sky in a daze , "Can you see such a beautiful starry sky through the bronze gate? Sometimes I wonder, can you not help sneaking out for a stroll in the past ten years? When you walk on the street, you will also feel that the next I can meet you in seconds, but the people around me have never met you."

"I will always think, what will you do inside the bronze door? Plant mushrooms? Train Yin soldiers? Or will you sleep all the time? More often, because you can't feel the breath that you still have in this world, you will guess, Maybe, you are already dead." I said slowly.

The hand was lightly covered by the other hand. That hand was very cool and dry. I squeezed it lightly, and there was a thin layer of calluses.

"But most of the time, I feel that even if you have never appeared again, you will appear again one day." I laughed lightly twice, and then I couldn't laugh anymore, "Actually, after you left, I often Regret, at that time I should have chased you, pulled you, neither of us would go in, but you probably wouldn’t let me succeed, I was very depressed at that time, and I didn’t even know who was more depressed, the fat man or me. You are not sure until now, how do I feel about you, why I agreed to be with you so easily, why there is almost no resistance, and there is no resentment, so you don't believe me..."

"I didn't..." the little brother said suddenly, as if he was about to interrupt me.

"Let me finish first." Sure enough, he didn't continue talking, and instead of looking at the starry sky, he looked at me fixedly, "I don't trust myself very much, and I'm not sure if I'm that kind to you right now." This kind of relationship, but..." I turned my head slightly, looking into his eyes, "...I know, if I can spend my life with another man, I'd be happy that person is you."

The little brother's face gradually showed the expression of surprise that a normal person should have.

I blinked, stopped looking at him, and took a deep breath. It took some courage to say these words, "I think the relationship and bond between us should be more than simple as ordinary people."

After I finished speaking, I felt a little hypocritical, "Ouch..." I couldn't help rubbing my forehead, "Why do I like to say these contrived things more and more as I get older, it's so fucking contrived!"

The little brother next to him hooked his mouth slightly, gently raised his hand, and stroked my face. I became nervous for no reason, but he didn't make any further movements. His callused fingers rubbed against my lips slightly, subtly The atmosphere was flowing between the two of us, I looked at him, besides being nervous, there was also a little excitement, and a little fear of the unknown.

Couldn't help trembling a bit, he gently put down his hand and took my hand.

He sensed my slight psychological fear, so...

He must have been crazy just now to feel that this person is not him.

In fact, he has never changed, but, more than ten years ago, I was outside his circle, but now, I am inside his circle, the distance is closer, but stranger.

"Actually, I've said so much, what I want to express most is, what are you doing here? I'm curious." I said.

He took my hand and put it on his stomach. Through the clothes, he could feel the temperature of his body. He raised his other arm and put it under his head. He closed his eyes, "When I'm done, I'm done. will tell you."

"Okay." I curled my lips, "It's not like I said, no matter whether you were in the past or now, you are a master at keeping secrets."

Not long after, listening to the chirping of insects in the wild, sleepiness hit me, I closed the skylight and closed my eyes.

When I woke up, it was already dawn, and I found that I was covered with a coat that I didn’t wear yesterday. Lazy, took out the mobile phone, there is still a little battery, there are two unread text messages.

One is from a fat man.

"Fuck, naive, why is your family such a big stone statue?! And it's my little brother's one! It almost scared the baby to death!"

I clicked my tongue, as if I really forgot to tell him about it. Although he saw it, he probably wouldn't expect to see it again at my house one day. It was really frightening.

I looked at the time, it was six o'clock in the morning, I must still be asleep, but I still called the phone, and sure enough, no one answered the phone after it rang for a long time. I guess even if I heard it, the fat man would not answer it, so forget it, hang up Called, edited a text message to him, explained it roughly, and told him that if we go into the mountain today, there may be no signal.

Another text message was sent by Li Cuo.

"It's here, don't read it."

Hehe, he also became aloof. He laughed for a long time, and replied "Yeah."

There are also some strange missed calls, I don’t care, put down the phone, get out of the car, move my arms and legs, there is no one around, I saw a simple toilet not far from the roadside, locked the car, three steps And take a step forward, seize the time to solve it.

When I got back to the car, I saw the little brother holding breakfast.

I drove the car away, "I didn't see any food here? Where did you buy it?"

Both of them got into the car, opened the door, and let the air go.

"Someone passed by in the morning. I asked. It's not far from here. It's just a bit deserted here. There are more people about 1000 meters away." He said.

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