〖Bottle Evil〗Silence and noise

Facing the person in front of me, I feel a lot of psychological pressure to say this, but it must be discussed, and my brother also said that he will tell me everything after the end.

"Huh?" He sat up and looked at me in a leisurely manner.

I looked down at myself, then at him, we were both naked now, it didn't feel like we were negotiating... no, talking about..., I coughed lightly, and pulled the quilt on my body guiltily , "As you said, you will tell me when you finish what you want to do."

I looked up at him, "So, what exactly are you here for?"

His eyes are soft.After he came back, I often saw this softness, but some time ago, probably after Li Cuo and the others came, I rarely saw it. Now, it reappeared in front of my eyes. What exactly happened can probably be guessed out.

He pondered for a while, "I'll return the things."

"What?" I asked.

……

"Longevity."

As if struck by lightning, my mind went blank for a few seconds, and when I recovered, I was a little incoherent, "What... what?"

Longevity?

Are you kidding me?

"Longevity." He repeated lightly, his eyes scanned my face for a while, his face remained unchanged and his heart was beating, I had an indescribable feeling that he looked very indifferent and distant, which was different from the previous one. He is different.

"What do you mean?" I adjusted my breathing and asked, "You said you went to return the thing, and you said that the thing is longevity?"

"That's right." His lips parted slightly, his expression remained calm and calm, "The longevity of the Zhang family is not accidental."

After saying this, the two of us were silent for a long time. I didn't know what to say, and he probably didn't know how to tell me.

I can slightly feel that I am getting closer to what I have been pursuing before, but I hesitated. I don't have the energy to touch those things now, and I don't have any interest, but now those things are laid out in front of me. I opened it, maybe some dust will be raised, but maybe some of my doubts will be answered.

I took a deep breath, licked my somewhat dry lips, and tried to look calm, "Brother, you left us a fork in the bronze gate before, I told you my guess last time, now, you are too Are you testing me?"

He looked at me and didn't speak.

I swallowed, "You just want to try, I'm still the one who can't see the truth and hold on to it, right?" I paused, looking into his eyes, "What about you? Do you hope Do I know?"

"If I don't want it, would you choose not to know?" He asked me suddenly.

"If you don't want it..." I really thought about it seriously, and looked up to meet his gaze, "I will choose not to know." I said my thoughts word by word solemnly.

It's not to prevaricate him, and it's not necessary. I didn't choose that road in front of the bronze gate, and it's the same now. I know, for now, what is most important to me, what is the most important thing for me? It cannot be lost anyway.

He seemed to sigh softly, and suddenly stretched out his hand to me. I was startled, and I hid directly, but I didn't dodge. He put my head lightly on his shoulder, and I could smell it. His body smells like mine, and his body, I don’t know if it’s because of himself, is very warm. I didn’t push him away. I didn’t feel uncomfortable in this state, but rather felt quite comfortable. But again, I didn't hug him, just let him hug me.

Time ticked by, and I estimated that this state lasted for about 2 minutes. He let me go gently, and looked at mine.

"I gave up longevity."

My eyes are wide open, I don't know what expression to make, and I don't know what expression I am now. I had such a guess after he said "Longevity" just now, but I can't be sure. Now, I am sure. up.

Seeing that I didn't know what to say, he continued to speak his own words, "In the future, I will live, grow old, get sick and die like ordinary people." He looked at me, "Wu Xie, don't you have anything to say to me?"

I took a hard breath, "Why... why?"

Why?

Why give up longevity?

Why give up this something that others can't meet?

Why do you suddenly want to be like normal people?

It's not that I don't know the answer, but right now, I just know to ask this.

The blood in the whole body seems to be draining, the body can't move, the brain can't function normally, just simply looking at the person in front of me, I feel extremely uncomfortable, but there is no way to solve this uncomfortable situation .

He looked down slightly, "I know your concerns, and you should also know that I did it after careful consideration."

"Is it because of... me?" I asked very hard.

"It's not all." He said lying on the bed, as if he had finished talking about it, and his whole body became very relaxed, "I have done everything that should be done, and I have fulfilled all the responsibilities that should be performed. , In the future, I want to have my own life, and this can be regarded as one of my choices."

I rubbed my nose, crawled over and lay down next to him, "Then you don't have to..." Before I finished speaking, I suddenly thought of a possibility.

"When I was there on the rock, did it have anything to do with my discomfort?" I asked.

"I don't know, but it's probably there. At first, I thought it was a problem with your body itself. Later, the closer you got there, the more uncomfortable you became. I guess, there is something in the sacred tree that is affecting you." He said .

I sighed, "After you came out, I do seem to be much better."

"Ah."

"What's this all about?" I muttered under the quilt, very annoyed.

He stretched out his arm and rubbed my head, "From now on, nothing will happen."

I poked my head out, looked at him, and sighed, "Actually, you don't have to..."

"I don't want to stay alone." He interrupted what I was going to say, his expression was still calm, no different from usual, but looking at him, my heart felt a little twitching pain. sad thing.

"If you die, the fat man dies, and everyone around me dies one by one, leaving me alone and continuing to wander in the world, maybe, one day, I won't remember who I am, or even remember who I am. Remember who you are, and you will walk on the road you have walked before, walking over and over again, but you are gone, and all the people who are good to me are gone, so what is the point of me staying?"

I didn't say a word, I stretched out my hand and stroked his face lightly.

I understand what he said, and I am worried about it, but I didn't expect that he was also thinking about the things I couldn't let go of every day, and made such a big decision.

"Then why did you bring me here this time?" I asked, he could have come by himself, finished the matter by himself, and then went back to tell me.

"Will you let me come alone?" He asked back. I was speechless. He was telling the truth. If he proposed a person, I would definitely not agree. If he sneaked away again, I might have more troubles. A big reaction might turn the world upside down.

He smiled, and I was dumbfounded.

"I will also grow old day by day, so I also want to cherish and be with you in the days to come, every day."

I have read a lot of books, watched a lot of movies, and heard a lot of love words, but this sentence is the most touching word in my life, and it can't even be called a love word, at least the person who said it didn't have this awareness.

I didn't know what to say, I held his hand and expressed my attitude.

I haven't been with my lover for too long, let alone this man. After being with him, I am sometimes embarrassed, sometimes at a loss, and sometimes I can't even express my normal emotions well, like a fledgling newcomer. As if he had never been in a relationship before, he was as nervous as a primary school student.

Often behaved cowardly and stupid.

But it was this man, and I looked up at him.

This man, for my concern, gave up his long life.

I use my fingers to lightly trace his appearance, forehead, eyes, nose, lips.

The previous uncertainties, worries, and anxiety are all gone because of what he did. He is right, we will all grow old day by day. Loved ones together.

Without hesitation, I kissed his lips.

He was obviously taken aback for a moment, he probably didn't expect that I was still discussing such a serious matter just now, why did I suddenly change my style of painting, but he quickly responded, our tongues were entangled, and my body just now The heat is rising and clamoring at this moment, the lips are kissing, and the hands are not idle. The two of them are not wearing any clothes. When the kiss reaches the emotional point, I hug him tightly with my arms and grope on his back. Come back to your senses, gently push me away.

I stared at him without saying a word, my saliva was still on his lips, it was shiny, his body temperature was not low, and the unicorn tattoo that I hadn’t seen for a long time crept up, he was a little dumbfounded, "What are you doing?"

I made up my mind and took a deep breath. "Since your attitude is so sincere, I also express my opinion. If you cherish the present, it is better to do everything now."

The little brother frowned, as if he was thinking about something, then slowly raised his head, a storm was hidden in his usually indifferent eyes, "Are you serious?"

I regret it a bit, but I chose the path myself, anyway, sooner or later.

"That's right." I answered him firmly, and nodded.

The author has something to say: I will have a physical test tomorrow, too. I don’t know how to do the physical test when it’s almost snowing. If you’re afraid, just pray silently.

I will update tomorrow if I come back.

By the way, will there be meat in the next chapter?Will it?

Well, there will definitely be one later, but don’t expect too much. To be honest, if you write too much, you will be locked. If I write it, I will remind everyone to find it elsewhere.

good night!