〖Bottle Evil〗Silence and noise

Chatting, not long after, we arrived at the place where we should get off. Before getting off the car, the little girl asked me for my contact information, saying that I would go to Hangzhou to find us to play. I looked at the little brother next to me, still There was no expression, but I vaguely felt his displeasure, and smiled at the little girl: "We won't be in Hangzhou for a while."

This was considered a polite refusal, the little girl hesitated for a moment, then opened her mouth to say something, but was stopped by her boyfriend, "I must be busy at ordinary times, so don't make trouble for her." The boyfriend is a sensible person.

The little girl pursed her mouth, but she didn't reply. I smiled and stopped talking, and got out of the car with my brother.

The place where we parked was not on the main road, maybe we parked in the right place, luckily, we were not towed away.

It wasn't until sitting in the car that the whole person was really relieved, as if he had returned to his familiar place, although it was only a mobile tool at most.

I took out a cigarette, opened the window, lit it and smoked.

"Is that what ordinary couples are like?" The little brother suddenly said this without beginning or end.

"Huh?" I didn't respond for a while.

After thinking about it, the little brother should be talking about the young couple, but I don't understand why he suddenly said such a thing.

"That's right...probably so." I twitched the corners of my mouth, took a puff of smoke, and exhaled the smoke, "To be honest, I don't really know what ordinary couples are like."

"If you hadn't met me, you would probably be the same as them now." He stated such a conclusion in a flat tone.

I felt a little depressed for a moment, and my words became a little more unpleasant, "It's nothing if it happens, it happens. How do you know that putting me in the position of an ordinary person is the life I want?"

The little brother didn't speak, he took out the cigarette case from my pocket, took out one, lit it and smoked.

"You didn't always smoke before." I looked at him and said casually.

"Yeah." He exhaled smoke, "Everyone needs a change, right?"

I looked at him, feeling a little uncomfortable, retreating to the life of a normal person, must there be troubles of a normal person?I know what he is worried about, who is the little brother, I am very clear, all people are sophisticated, he actually has a clear mind, and he has naturally thought about my life after returning from Changbai Mountain, but I don’t think it’s nothing, even if it’s with me He has established a relationship, it's nothing, he is different, he will consider a lot of things that I don't really care about.

There is not much space in the car, I leaned on the back of the car, I was a little tired, because his words made me sober, I didn't think much, I put my hand on his hand, his hand was very cold.

In retrospect, the little brother is in very good physical condition. When I found him in the ancient building of the Zhang family, I thought he... I never thought that a person could survive such a long period of torture without any sequelae.

This little brother, in the first half of his life, faced too many sinister people and spent too much time chasing after him, but in fact he basically didn’t get anything. The decisions he made by himself would not be on a whim. It must be serious, but how should I repay his affection?Eliminate the uncertainty in his heart. If he doesn't feel my equal response, will he suddenly be disappointed with me and leave one day?

There is no rush on the way back. I first sent a message to the fat man and told him that we are going to drive home slowly. Apart from the rush, I want to relax with my brother. It is a real relaxation. I drove straight forward. I stayed in Xi’an for five days, visited some must-see places for tourists, and walked along many ancient alleys. I have been to Xi’an before, and I have actually been to those places, but this time it is Being with my little brother has a different meaning. I told him which street I came to many years ago, who I was with at that time, and asked where he was at that time. He remembers the past very clearly now , answer all questions.

In a sense, we have been involved in each other's lives a long time ago.

On the fifth day, I went to the History Museum. My little brother knew everything about every cultural relic displayed inside. I also knew some, not as good as him. Two people stood inside and chatted one by one. I enjoyed this state very much. There is something to say at any time, and there is no embarrassment when there is nothing to say.

After leaving Xi'an, I went directly to Luoyang and stayed for another five days. I was thinking about going directly to Chengdu for a few more days, when the fat man called me.

"You all go out to play, leave the fat man alone to look after the house, are you embarrassed?! Wouldn't it be too inhuman?!"

The little brother was taking a shower in the bathroom, and I was wiping my still-dry hair while listening to the fat man’s voice, a little funny, “I thought you were quite carefree, my house is entrusted to you, and I even gave you an antique shop, I thought you Spinning around every day, and teasing the little girl by the way, living a leisurely life."

"Get lost, old man!" The fat man was very rude, "That antique shop of yours doesn't even have a ghost! I'm almost bored to death, you guys come back quickly! If you don't come back, fat man, I'll go back to Beijing to tease little girls!"

"Don't, don't, don't." I thought that it would be too unreasonable for me to continue this instant trip with my brother, and it would be more righteous to go back and meet him first, "We'll go back as soon as possible, and you'll stay on standby for a few more days." .”

The fat man whimpered and said something about what happened to him during this time, then hung up the phone.

During the time when my brother and I were running around, there were no messy things to bother us, which is very rare, but I also feel a little sorry for leaving the fat man in Hangzhou.

Just as I was thinking, the sound of water in the bathroom disappeared. I looked in the direction of the bathroom and took a tight breath. The little brother’s hair was still dripping with water, and there were also wet drops on his body, flowing down his smooth muscles. He was only wearing a pair of underwear and dangling in front of my eyes, wiping his hair casually with a towel, I was breathing a little more lightly, I felt that my nose was about to bleed, so I quickly moved my eyes to other places.

"The fat man said let's go back quickly, otherwise we can go back directly tomorrow." I tried my best to control my voice, at least it sounded normal. I kept wiping my hair with a towel. After thinking about it, I felt I am too deliberate in this way.

"Yeah." The little brother didn't have much emotion, and he didn't express too many opinions. He came over and sat next to me. His arm accidentally touched my back. I trembled and stood up immediately.

It must be crazy recently. After confirming the relationship, the thoughts of my brother's infidelity are gradually magnified, and there is a trend of getting bigger and bigger. The last time I said it was so heroic, but it finally disappeared. Except for the thoughtful consideration of my brother Apart from paying homage, I was also a little disappointed. During this time, I ran around every day. Basically, I was sleepy to death after taking a shower in the hotel, and fell asleep with the pillow on my head.

Today, my thoughts are carelessly rippling again.

"What's wrong?" The younger brother looked up at me with a calm tone, as if he didn't notice anything.

"..." But I couldn't speak. Although I don't care, I will do it sooner or later, but the little brother doesn't look like he's being provoked now, so I'd better hold back.

Thinking of this, I walked to another bed and sat down, feeling a little irritable, wiping my hair carelessly with a towel, feeling stuffy and unable to explain why.

The towel in my hand was suddenly taken away, and as soon as I turned around, I saw the person who made me angry, standing behind me, his hand gently brushing my hair.

"It's already dry, don't need to wipe it off." He said softly.

I didn't talk to him, and watched him put the towel back, and walked to me without saying a word.

I was sitting and he was standing. When I turned my head, I saw his flat stomach. The muscle density on my brother’s body is very high. If he really grows old like ordinary people, I don’t know if he will experience a period of weight gain. In the stage of class, probably not. In my impression, he will still look like this even at the age of 80.

But this person, because of me, gave up something that no one else could ask for.

There is a faint smell of shower gel on him. In the past few months, the little brother I have been with is very different from before. He smells like this, light, faint, very gentle, not harsh, not cold as frost, He's right there within my reach, and I can touch him as soon as I reach out.

I reached out, grabbed his arm, and pulled him towards me, and after that sequence of actions, I was dumbfounded.

"What's wrong?" He rubbed my hair, it was the same question, but different from before, this time there was a hint of a smile in his tone.

"Hmm." I answered in a cowardly manner, and hugged him, "The shower gel on your body smells very good."

His hand stroked my head lightly, again and again, as if stroking some small animal.

"Don't you have the same taste?" He asked back.

I rolled my eyes secretly, "If you take the opportunity to play a hooligan, you will expose me." I let him go and looked up at him, "It's really boring."

The corners of his mouth were bent, very small, almost invisible, but I caught it accurately, and he sat beside me, "Are you playing me a hooligan?"

"Ah." I squinted at him, "Why? Don't you want to?" I changed my tone to be vicious, "Young master is playing you as a hooligan to save face!"

In the past, I would never have imagined that one day I would talk to my little brother like this, but after this day came, I felt that it was quite logical.I can see that during this period of time, he is also working hard to integrate into the life I am familiar with, except for fighting. This person really wants to be an ordinary person for me.

However, sometimes I am very uncertain, why should I?

He didn't speak, but looked at me with a smile in his eyes, such a little brother, like a certain animal, warm, but... I couldn't hold back a sigh, and fell on the bed.

He took my hand and squeezed it again and again. I looked at him with complicated emotions.

"Brother, are you not very interested in me?" I asked looking at the ceiling.

There was no movement, and as soon as I moved my gaze, I felt a person pressing on me, with some forbearing emotions in my eyes.

The author has something to say: Come back!There will be a reply tomorrow, and I can't tell if I can update it (finger). Tonight's update is to save RP.

Guess there will be wood and meat in the next chapter.

Good night~