〖Bottle Evil〗Silence and noise

Fatty said he was going to leave early the next morning, and I personally sent him to the airport. My little brother didn't say much, not even a word of farewell, just followed, but it was enough to see the importance of Fatty to him, Fatty He insisted on dragging me through the check-in procedure and asked my brother to wait. I was puzzled, so I followed him. Sure enough, he did have something to tell me where my brother couldn't see it.

"You're so secretive, you can't see it?" Fatty is not such a careless person, unless it's on purpose.

"Of course I know, I'm not stupid, fat man." The fat man was rather complacent.

Sure enough, "So what the hell do you have to say?"

The fat man glanced at me, then looked in the direction of the little brother, and then said, "Have you asked the little brother what you plan to do in the future?"

I shook my head, "I don't know more than you, and he said he wanted to stay yesterday and he knew about it later than you."

Fatty was rarely serious, frowning.

I patted him on the shoulder, "Brother knows what he should do, you don't have to worry about it, you'll be just like his old father in an instant."

The fat man slapped my hand away, "Damn it, am I worried about my little brother? I am worried about you."

"Worrying about me? What are you worrying about me?" I wondered, and suddenly became a little nervous. Did he know about the stone statue in my study?No, I locked it up last night, and, even if he knew about the stone statue, he couldn't just leave like this. Besides, what does this have to do with my brother's future whereabouts?

The fat man held his forehead pretentiously, "The cold leaves are flowing, sprinkled all over my face, my son is rebellious, hurting my heart..."

"Hey!" I took a few steps back in disgust.

The fat man smiled for a while before he became serious, "You believe what I say, the fat man. Although the little brother said that he was with you first during this time, his meaning is definitely not just the literal meaning."

I looked at him without speaking.

"I've been watching you for so many years. It's harder than anyone else. Although the little brother doesn't know the details, he doesn't necessarily know everything. Have you ever wondered why he didn't tell me to go back to Beijing?" , but to stay with you first?"

I shook my head, I really didn't think about it, but I thought it was reasonable, but this matter is more and more unreasonable when I put it on my little brother. I was confused by the stone statue yesterday, so simple point is not considered.

The fat man sighed and shook his head, "Forget it, even if you think about it, you still can't figure it out, but, naive, you have to know that some things are better understood by bystanders, you have to jump out and see."

I seem to understand some of his metaphorical meanings, but I don’t seem to understand, but I dare not go further to confirm, but what if I guess wrong?I'd rather not do anything, and I don't dare to do anything that will lose some people. Over the years, I have lost too much, and I understand this truth most deeply.

"Have you mentioned the village you mentioned to my little brother?" the fat man asked.

I shook my head, "I haven't figured out how to tell him yet."

"What's there to think about?" The fat man was a little surprised. "Just tell him what you think, and then ask him if he wants to go together."

"He is Zhang Qiling, not anyone else, how could he follow me so easily?" I retorted, "He has his own way to go, I can't use my own ideas to interfere with him."

The fat man was silent for a while, "Naive, have you noticed that because little brother, you sometimes think too much, why don't you show him your path and let him consider whether he should go with you or not? You just keep following him now, and accompany him to do what he has to do."

The fat man finally said, "His work is over, you should take a good look at yourself and find yourself."

I was speechless after hearing his words, not knowing what to say.

Everything he said made sense, but after experiencing so much and seeing so many "Is", how could I find my true self so easily?

"Call me when you've figured it out, and I'll come over." He patted me on the shoulder and smiled, "Remember to keep the secretary of the village party committee in your village for me. Fatty, I don't have any business anymore. Not even a village party secretary can be found, it’s too much trouble.”

I didn't know what expression to use to face him, and finally I just pulled out a wry smile.

On the way back to the car, my little brother was sitting in the co-pilot, and I couldn't help thinking about what the fat man said.

It's time to ask a good question, but it's too abrupt to ask so directly.

"Brother, I'm hungry, do you have something to eat?" I asked.

"No, it's up to you." He glanced at me.

"Okay." I held the steering wheel and turned a corner, turned left and right, and finally turned into an alley, "There is a steamed dumpling house at the end of this alley. The shop asked Wang Meng to buy it. Once he became addicted, he could only eat this for a week. He was asked to run a few kilometers every day. Later, he protested and asked me to pay extra. In the end, I said, "Did you not eat any of them?" I've been suppressed..." I laughed for a long time, remembering that the Wang Meng I met in Changbai Mountain was completely different from the past, and I was a little embarrassed, "...Thinking about it, it was already more than ten years ago, and I don't know Is it still open?"

I glanced to the side, and found that he didn't look at me, he was looking out of the window, not knowing what he was thinking, his eyes were dark and unfathomable.

I stopped the car, turned off the ignition, opened the car window, took out a pack of cigarettes from my pocket, took out a cigarette, lit it, and started to smoke. The little brother stretched out his hand, "Give me one too."

I looked at him in surprise, and then handed him a cigarette. I was about to light it for him with a lighter. Counting his eyelashes clearly, his indifferent breath surrounded me, and I felt suffocated for a moment.

This person is back.

I feel so real at this moment.

The two of them smoked quietly, and the two cigarettes were burned out, but they still had nothing to say.

"Let's go, go to eat, we have to walk a little longer." I opened the car door and walked down.

Sure enough, that store is no longer there, but there are many steamed dumplings nearby. I don’t know if it is a chain or a copycat. We picked the one with the most people in the family and ordered three drawers with different fillings. There were only three tables, two of which were young couples, and one of which seemed to be girlfriends, all of whom were chatting enthusiastically.

"I knew it earlier, so I drove here. I remember that the entrance of the steamed dumpling shop is not big, and it is usually full of parks. Now I didn't expect it to be so big. There is a parking lot outside to eat steamed dumplings." I regretted holding the sign called number.

The little brother looked at the table, "Wu Xie." Suddenly he called me.

I was taken aback. It had been many years since I had heard this person call my name like that.

"What's wrong?" The reaction was half a beat slow.

"What are you going to do next?" He looked up at me, really looking at me, his dark and deep eyes seemed to suck my whole body in.

I collected myself and told the fat man exactly what I had told him, "I once visited a village in the mountains in the south of Fujian. The Feng Shui in the village was very strange. The water falls on the village all the year round, like it is raining. The old man in the village said that a monk lived here before and wrote a poem, saying that it rains for a thousand years with dry vines here. It is beautiful, the water is very clean, and the village There are many big trees nearby, and the village is very simple, I plan to go there for a while, but I haven't thought about the things behind."

I looked at him, although I was a little hesitant, I finally mustered up the courage, "Brother...you...do you want to go with me?"

He looked at me, then moved his eyes back to the table, not knowing what he was thinking.

I continued: "When I was waiting for you outside the bronze gate, I made an agreement with Fatty that he would go with me then, and I also said that I would give him a village party secretary Dangdang." I smiled and looked at him, He looked at me too, "I just thought it would be better if you were there."

"Your meal is ready!" The waiter brought three trays of steamed dumplings and placed them in front of us, interrupting our conversation and looking at each other.

I picked up my chopsticks and ate, "Come on, try it quickly, but I'm sure it's not as good as the previous one."

The little brother ate properly, and he was not polite to me.

What I'm most afraid of is the situation just now, hesitation, he is hesitating, if he is willing, he will directly say yes, but no, he didn't even ask him to think about it, just hesitation, maybe, hesitation, I don't know what excuse to refuse me It's better, it seems that what the fat man said is not entirely correct, there is a reason for the little brother to stay by my side, but it is definitely not the reason we think.

He has traveled so long in this world alone, how could he stop because of us so easily.

I was naive.

I lowered my head to eat the steamed dumplings, but it was tasteless, and I never dared to look up at him again.

I was a little embarrassed on the way back, but maybe I was the only one who was embarrassed. I stopped talking about the Fujian village, and he stopped asking me about my future plans, and he didn’t talk about my own decision. a topic.

I played some light music, and gradually relaxed his tense body with his indifferent breath.

After entering the door, I put the packed steamed dumplings into the refrigerator, "Brother, go take a shower first, I will pick up my clothes for you later."

He wore another set of clothes prepared by Xiao Hua after taking a shower yesterday. Our dirty clothes were all piled up and washed before they were dry. I thought about buying him a few more, but I definitely couldn’t take him out for shopping. , took Zhang Qiling to buy clothes, it was a challenge to think about it, so I bought a few sets online, and visually measured his size, it should arrive in a few days.

He entered the bathroom, and soon heard the sound of splashing water.

The author has something to say: Hurry up.