〖Bottle Evil〗Silence and noise

It's easy to say, but I spent a lot of thought on what to prepare. When I was dealing with those forces, every time I wanted to go home and have a look, I had to forcefully suppress my thoughts. My that When you are in the position, you can't have personal emotions, and you can't be too close to your family, which will harm them.

In the end, I drove away even Wangmeng, and I went on the road alone, and joined my friends who were able to work hard. After the matter was over, I could easily take off my armor and go home, but I didn’t dare to go back alone. I didn’t know what to do. What to say, what to do, I am afraid that when I go back, I will find that everything is different. Even if I work so hard to maintain some things, I still can't stop the changes from happening.

This time is different, I have my brother with me, I am not alone, and my attitude towards my brother, and my attitude towards me, is the main information I will tell my parents when I go back this time, and it is not without any excuses to go back ,not bad.

I just don't know if my parents' ability to accept is as strong as I imagined.

I bought some skin care products and nutrition products for my mother, some good tea for my father, and picked out some clothes. Anyway, I want to buy them back everything I see, and I want to move everything that can be moved away. Give them everything.

In the end, I had to force myself to be more rational, otherwise, they would be frightened just by seeing such a large number of things, so I don’t need to say what I will prepare later.

I have never done the matter of coming out of the closet, and the circle around me is very small, and I have no friends who have come out of the closet. Now, if Xiao Hua also likes black blind people, then Xiao Hua is also considered a fellow of ours, but... the problem is that he You don't have to come out to your parents either.

Mine is a little more complicated.

I can't think of it now, would my parents feel that I was finally alive and other things are not important, and readily agreed, or would they feel that I finally got out and got involved in such things that the world doesn't understand, making me even more sad?

You can only know it if you really face it.

The only thing I can be sure of is that no matter what, I can't let go of my little brother. There are not only ordinary feelings between us, but also too many fetters.

The trunk was full of things I bought for them, and the car was parked downstairs for half an hour. I had already smoked five cigarettes and lit a sixth, but I still had no idea how to get up.

The little brother sat next to him and kept silent. I don't know if he was really nervous, but it was indeed a little different from the usual indifference. I can't say exactly where the difference is. In short, the two of us didn't say a word. In the car, no one is ready to get out of the car, but no one is ready to leave.

It seems to be waiting, waiting for something, I don't know.

I sighed, "Maybe it's because of the feeling of being close to the hometown."

The little brother didn't make a sound, just stared at the front.

"I'm more nervous than the exams when I was a child, and I can't relieve it by taking a deep breath." I continued to babble, "Brother, although you don't see any clues from your current appearance, I guess you are also really nervous."

I still didn’t get any response, my heart was a little heavy, I didn’t have the mind to continue talking nonsense, I planned to smoke the sixth cigarette, whether to go straight up, or light the seventh cigarette, my mind was a little blank.

"Wu Xie." The little brother finally uttered the first syllable of the day.

"Ah?" I shook my hand, the cigarette almost fell on my pants, but the ash fell on my pants, so I quickly patted it with my hands, "What's wrong?"

"There's someone there." The little brother didn't point directly, but raised his head forward, "He's looking at us."

I followed his gaze and caught my breath.

There was indeed a person standing not far away looking at our car, squinting his eyes, and stretching his head forward, trying to see something clearly.

"That's..." I put out the unfinished cigarette in my hand, "...my mother." I opened the car door, got out of the car, and called "Mom".

She also trembled, and walked towards us with a wobble in her mouth, "Xiaoxie...it's really you..."

I trotted two steps to support her. My mother lost a lot of weight and aged a lot. I remember that my mother used to be very beautiful. It has been too long. In fact, I don’t remember the last time I saw her. What is she? I just know that in the past few years, she must have suffered in her heart no less than me.

Without saying a few words, my mother burst into tears, and my nose was sore when I saw it. She wiped her eyes with the back of her hand, and I pretended not to see it.

"Oh, why did you come back so suddenly, without saying a word, nothing is prepared at home..." I tugged at the corners of my mouth, and found that it was difficult for me to even smile the best, "I just wanted to surprise you and Dad , is dad there?"

"Go out, come, come, go up first, I'll call him back." Then she pulled me into the building, and during the walk, my mother found the little brother who had been next to me, "This is... "

"This is my friend." I pulled my little brother and stood in front of her, feeling a little guilty, "I came back with me today to see you."

The little brother is worthy of being an actor-level character, and he is still very good at the etiquette of ordinary people. He bowed his waist slightly, and although his expression was very calm, he respected my mother, "Hello, auntie."

"Ah, hello, hello, Xiaoxie's friend, welcome." There was a momentary doubt on the mother's expression, but it was fleeting. My mother is a smart person. I know she will definitely doubt, I go home, why? I will bring a friend back with me, but I don’t know if she will think in that direction. After she finished speaking, she continued to pull me forward. The little brother followed us respectfully, and my hand stretched behind , touched his hand and squeezed it lightly.

My little brother was sitting on the sofa drinking the tea made by his mother. He looked like a professional guest and was not rude. I walked around in the room. The house is still the same, and my room is still the same as it was before I moved out. Look, nothing has changed, only, I grow up, they get old.

Dad was the eldest son of Wu at the time, and he was the most successful one in the Wu family. He left home very early and went from the south to the north to do geological exploration. He returned to Hangzhou in the late 70s and married the daughter of an official in Hangzhou. It was my mother who finally gave birth to me.

My second uncle once told me in private that my father managed to escape by himself, but I was still unable to escape my fate. My father told him that he regretted it, and when he was drunk, he always said, "It would be fine if it was me, if it wasn't for Xiao It's okay to be evil..."

"Yes! Xiaoxie is back! You heard me right! Come back quickly. I passed by the vegetable market to buy some vegetables. I didn't prepare anything at home. I bought all Xiaoxie's favorite food. Oh, I didn't lie to you. I really came back and brought Come back a friend... what friend? How do I know! Come back and see for yourself! Hurry up!"

I heard my mother call my father in the bedroom, and I laughed a little. My father probably didn't expect me to come back, and I didn't know how they lived without a call or a text message for all these years.

Mom washed some fruits and put them in the fruit bowl, and gave them to my little brother, "My friend Xiaoxie, you don't have to be polite, just treat this as your own home."

"Yeah." The little brother's answer was very short, but he still gave his mother face, took an apple from the fruit plate and ate it.

"Mom, they have names. What's 'Xiao Xie's friend'? It's a code name." I walked out of the room, sat next to my brother, took an apple, and took a bite.

My mother sat on the sofa on the other side and looked at me with a smile. The traces of tears just now were gone, and now her eyes are full of smiles, and I can see that she is very happy, "Yes, look at me, I am so happy that I forgot Excuse me, what's your name?"

"Zhang Qiling." The little brother replied calmly.

Mom's smile froze on her face, and in just two seconds, she returned to her previous look, "Auntie is cooking, you must eat more."

"Ah."

My heart sank. I originally thought that although my mother and father definitely knew what I was doing to some extent, they would definitely not know too much other detailed information. However, just now when my mother heard the word "Zhang Qiling" The reaction didn't seem like they knew very little. They must know more than I imagined. They just don't know what will happen when Dad comes back later.

The three of us sat for a while, and my mother and I talked nonsense. Everyone tacitly didn't mention the past few years, but talked a lot about my childhood.

Not long after, the doorbell rang and I almost jumped to open it.

"I bought everything Xiaoxie likes..." Dad held the things in his hand, and when he saw the person who opened the door, he was suddenly speechless and looked at me with a stagnant expression. I smiled at him, "Dad, I Come and get it." After taking the things in his hand, he turned around and found that the little brother was behind, and took it again, like a relay, the little brother took the things to the kitchen, and the father finally recovered and walked in the door .

"Xiaoxie, why are you back..." I asked the most difficult question to answer, an old man who was not young, and there was a sound of crying, and my stable emotions almost broke the embankment. I thought it was a little funny, "I just... want to come back, I miss you guys."

"Hey!" Dad replied, "It's good to be back, it's good to be back." Seeing the little brother come out of the kitchen, "This is what your mother said... the friend you brought back?"

"Yeah." I nodded towards my little brother, "His name is Zhang Qiling." Then I turned to my dad and introduced to my little brother, "This is my dad."

"Hello, Uncle." The little brother understood and was still very polite.

Dad seemed to be unsteady on his feet, and he almost staggered. Fortunately, the mother who was closest to him was quick-eyed and supported her, and whispered something in his ear. Dad looked at me with a frown, and then looked at me again. Brother, the eyes are less emotional than just now, and more refined, and there are still some things I don't understand.

The little brother looked normal, and I was instantly stressed.

This feeling is really long gone.

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