[Comprehensive British and American] Emanuel the autistic

Emmanuel opened his eyes.

The feeling of hangover remained in his body, he frowned and got through the first headache, and was about to get up, but found something pressing on him.

Emanuel: "?"

He looked carefully, and suddenly his forehead was throbbing with veins: "Tony Stark!"

"Ah?! What's wrong?" Tony was awakened immediately. He immediately sat up and looked around in surprise. Then he came back to his senses and looked at Emanuel.

"Are you awake?" He froze for a moment and asked.

"Can you get up from me first?" Emmanuel said angrily.

"Why are you like this?" Tony said angrily, "Who insisted that I sleep with him last night, and stuck my neck to prevent me from getting up."

Emmanuel was shocked: "What did you say?"

Tony raised his eyebrows: "You don't remember?"

Emmanuel still hasn't recovered from the shock: "I...you...last night..."

"Yeah, you were so rough last night, you pressed me on the sofa and said you were going to get rid of me." Tony said with a serious face.

Emanuel was stunned, and quickly checked the clothes on his body, and he was obviously relieved when he was fully dressed, and then said with a lack of confidence: "You... Anyway, you get up first."

"First, how do you want to compensate me?" Tony was unrelenting, teasing Emmanuel without changing his face.

"I...you insisted on making me drink, and nothing happened at all!" Emmanuel said helplessly.

"Are you planning to rely on drunkenness for everything? It's really a common routine of scumbags."

"No, I..." Emmanuel was at a loss for words, his head was still a little groggy from the hangover, and he didn't realize that Tony was misleading him.

Tony sighed: "It seems that you can't be serious like a dog, but I didn't expect you to be this kind of person in private."

Emmanuel-face confused: "What the hell did I do?"

He also knew that he would do anything after being drunk, so he really felt guilty.

Seeing Emmanuel's expression on his face, Tony couldn't help laughing, and stretched out his hand to pinch his face: "Why are you so serious?"

No matter how clear his mind was, Emanuel knew that Tony was playing tricks on him.

After slapping the guy's hand away, and glaring at him angrily, Emanuel said viciously, "If you don't go down, I'll kick you."

Tony quickly climbed down, with a regretful face: "You are still cuter when you are drunk."

Emmanuel almost picked up the wine bottle on the ground and gave him a flowery head, as if someone had knocked on his face - a sap expression, Tony couldn't hold back seeing his angry and a little bewildered expression He burst out laughing.

"What are you laughing at?!" Emanuel was furious.

"I think of happy things." Tony said, holding back a smile.

Emanuel: "..."

He endured and endured so that the uncontrolled facial muscles did not appear so distorted, and asked in a muffled voice, "What time is it?"

Tony glanced at his watch: "Four in the morning."

"What the hell." Emanuel cursed in a low voice in annoyance, pulled off the tie around his neck and threw it aside, then covered his forehead, frowned and said, "Is there anything to sober up? "

"Yes, wait a minute." Of course Tony is not lacking in such things, and soon he did not know where to make a glass of orange juice and handed it to Emmanuel. God knows why he is so proficient.

Emmanuel finally felt a little better after drinking it. He rubbed his temples and said, "Do you still remember the promise last night?"

"What?" Tony asked.

"I drink and you tell me the truth," Emanuel said. "Fair trade."

"You drank the broken piece, but you also forgot what happened before drinking!" Tony said rather annoyed.

Emanuel showed kind eyes.

Tony: "Okay..."

He looked around the messy hall due to the party, and said, "It seems that this place is not suitable for talking about serious topics. Let's change to another place."

Although Emanuel didn't know what tricks he wanted to play again, he nodded.

After half an hour.

"This is what you said is suitable for talking about serious things?" Emmanuel said indifferently.

The two of them were standing on the observation deck on the highest floor of the City of Liberty, facing the boundless Atlantic Ocean.

It was the early hours of the morning, and everything was silent, and only the galaxy filled the sky shimmered in the endless deep sky.

The cool sea breeze blows over the moonlight-reflecting sea surface, licks and kisses the soft sandy beach, mixed with wetness.

Silent, cool, dark.

"Is something wrong?" Tony asked.

"..." Emmanuel was silent for a moment, and said, "Forget it, it's up to you."

Anyway, no matter how you look at it, four o'clock in the morning doesn't seem like a good time to talk about serious things, so don't pay too much attention to the location.

Tony leaned against the fence of the observation deck, looked towards the horizon, and said, "Have you seen the starry sky at 04:30 in the morning?"

"No..." Emmanuel also looked towards the end of the transition between heaven and earth, "Who will get up at 04:30 to look at the stars?"

"Yeah..." Tony thought deeply, "There must be something wrong with this kind of person."

Emanuel: "..."

Tony: "..."

The two quickly noticed that they were scolding me, and Tony quickly changed the subject: "Okay, you can ask."

Emmanuel was stunned for a moment, thinking that this guy was going to talk to him, but he didn't expect to get to the point so quickly.

He turned his face to look at Tony standing beside him, and asked, "So, what's the matter with you recently?"

Tony also turned his face, looking directly into Emmanuel's eyes.

After a long while, he said, "I didn't want to tell you guys, after all...it would be useless even if I told you, so..."

"What the hell?" Emmanuel asked.

"You're right." Tony turned his face away, no longer looked into Emanuel's eyes, but looked at the starry sky, "That reactor is killing me."

Emanuel's pupils narrowed slightly: "Is killing you?"

"Hmm..." Tony nodded, "I thought I found a way to extend my life, but in fact it does, but it can only last me less than half a year."

Emanuel felt as if someone had hit him on the head with a stick, his eyes turned black, and he felt dizzy for a while.

"What?" He heard his voice trembling.

"It's no big deal, anyway, people always..."

"Tony!" Emanuel yelled, startling Tony, "tell me what the hell is going on?!"

"Hey, hey, Language!" Tony looked at Emanuel, who seemed to be going berserk in seconds, and hurriedly tried to calm him down, "Calm down, it's useless to be angry now, right?"

Emmanuel stared at him with wide eyes, he could only feel his heartbeat making his eardrum ache.

After a while, he said in a low voice: "This is why you have been so abnormal these days? Are you thinking of giving up your addiction?"

"..." Tony shrugged, "Actually, I didn't have much fun."

Emanuel looked at the other party's dodging eyes, and felt his heart constrict for a while.

——He was just using external stimulation to temporarily forget his fear of death.

"If I don't come to ask you, are you going to hide it from me to death?" Emmanuel asked.

"..." Tony looked at the calm sea without saying a word.

Emmanuel clutched his chest, he felt like he was going to have a heart attack, - half angry, - half anxious.

But he also knew that now was not the time to lose his temper over the issue.

"Why?" he asked.

"What?" Tony was taken aback.

"Why would the reactor kill you? Is it really a radiation problem?" Emanuel asked.

Tony shook his head, and even smiled at Emanuel: "Of course not, I can't bear this pot of radiation."

Although he was smiling, there was no smile in his eyes.

"Why is that?" Emanuel asked.

"..." Tony glanced at the reactor in his chest, sighed for a long time, and said, "Forget it, there's no way to cure it anyway, so don't worry about it."

"Tony, you tell me what's going on, we can - find a way together." Emmanuel said.

"There's no way!" Tony suddenly raised his voice, almost roaring.

Emmanuel froze - under.

Tony was also stunned for a moment. He quickly realized that he had lost control of his emotions. He put his hands on his forehead helplessly and said, "I'm sorry, I... I have tried everything, the most I can do is to delay my death."

- For a while, both of them fell silent.

This sudden silence was like an invisible hand, strangling their throats, almost suffocating them.

After a while, Tony looked at the starry sky and said calmly: "The reactor in my chest contains an essential element called palladium, and this heavy metal element will slowly seep into my blood, eventually causing me to die of palladium poisoning.

I can't get it out because the reactor - once out of my body, the shrapnel enters my heart in a very short time. "

"Perhaps... you can consider changing to another power source. Why do you have to use a reactor?" Emmanuel suggested.

"Iman..." Tony looked at him and said softly, "When I was first captured in Afghanistan, a scientist who was also captured by them helped me make this life-saving device. There was no reactor at that time, guess what? What did I do to survive?"

Emanuel looked at him without speaking.

"A car battery that's bigger than a football." Tony said, he even smiled and gestured the size with his hands, "And it won't last long, and it has to be replaced every so often."

Emmanuel looked at him sadly, opened his mouth, but couldn't say a word of comfort.

"I'd rather just die like this, than be like a useless person, holding a battery every day, lingering for the rest of my life."

Tony looked at the vast expanse of the Pacific Ocean, the stars and moonlight reflected in his eyes.

"Tony..." Emmanuel wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Tony.

"Iman..." he said, "I have done a lot of wrong things in my life, I have had a lot of regrets, and of course I have also had a lot of luck. I haven't lived a long time, but I have lived a more fulfilling life than most people. There are many."

He looked at Emmanuel, two small candles seemed to be lit in those caramel-colored eyes, warm and bright.

I'm finally back!

three months!Do you know how I spent these three months!Every day, I am worried about the re-examination for the postgraduate entrance examination and the graduation project. The time for the re-examination has been delayed because of the epidemic that kills thousands of dollars, and it just ended yesterday!

Thank you for your hard work and blessings. The exam went very well and went very smoothly!

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Well, now that the retest is over, I will keep my promise and come back to update.The daily update cannot be resumed for the time being, because there is still a graduation project to be done, but it can be guaranteed to be updated at least three times a week (probably).

I've been gossiping for so long, and I don't know how many readers are still chasing the article. First, I sincerely apologize for keeping you waiting, and then bow ninety degrees to thank you for your patience and waiting!

You are the biggest motivation for me to come back and update. When I think that you are still waiting, I can't slack off after the retest, so I quickly took out the keyboard code!

Thank you for your perseverance, happy eating!

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