[Comprehensive British and American] Emanuel the autistic

I don't know who I am.

I don't even know when I was born.

I just remember that from the time I became conscious, I lived in a vast universe.

In the beginning, the universe was nothing but endless void.

I wandered freely in this dark void, and over time, I began to tire of it.

I thought: Should there be some different scenery?

So I started making some substances.

Under the action of the existing physical laws, these substances began to change, and more new things were produced.

Those substances come together to create a gravitational force, which in turn attracts more substances to hold them together.

After a long, long time, they became planets.

These planets have different appearances and environments. I traveled around and went to many, many places.

But then, I got bored again.

Because those are all dust, flames, meteorites, and boiling energy, everything is desolate.

So I started to create something organic.

In some places suitable for life, organic matter began to aggregate, resulting in simple life.

After a long time, some planets began to be covered by various plants, and even some small animals appeared.

But they are all too fragile, and their lives will come to an end in the blink of an eye.

They're all so stupid, I once tried to teach a rabbit to talk to me, but it couldn't do it anyway.

I pumped it with energy, tried to make it sane, but it just wailed and exploded.

I revived it and tried again, but same end.

It doesn't matter.I think, if you can't talk, you can't talk, at least it's cute.

So I also became a rabbit and lived with these little creatures on this planet for a while.

I seem to have found new fun.

So I kept looking for new life in the universe, integrated into them, and played with them.

From a single-celled organism to a giant beast the size of a planet, they are all kinds of strange things.

But they are really stupid, acting entirely on the instinct of wanting to live.

It was kind of fun at first, but it got boring after a while.

I gradually got tired of this kind of life.

I couldn't think of how else to change this universe, so I made a decision.

I'm going to another universe.

I'm going to see my neighbors, maybe I can find someone like me, so I won't be so alone.

So I tore apart the space and moved to another parallel universe.

As soon as I entered this parallel universe, I felt the difference.

Unlike my lifeless, utterly silent universe, this one is buzzing.

There are lives on many planets, which are different from the lives I created. These creatures have their own thoughts, their own emotions, and they can even communicate with me and understand what I mean!

Although they have been living on their own planet, it is inevitable that they are a bit narrow-minded, but it still brings me great fun!

For the first time, I felt that I was not the only one in this world!

So I started trying to create such creatures.

But I failed.

No matter how much the creatures I made resemble them, they always seem to be missing something, just some rabbits with different appearances.

In a place called Xandar, one of their leading women told me that maybe it's because the creatures I created have no souls.

What is soul?

This woman explained a lot to me, but I didn't get it.

"I should be omnipotent, why can't I create a soul? Is my power incomplete?"

No one can answer this question.

So, I left this planet named Xandar and embarked on a journey to find the answer.

I don't know how long I have been wandering in this universe. Every time I go to a place with intelligent creatures, I will stop to study their souls.

In order to explore the secrets of the soul, I even killed an intelligent creature to see if the soul would leave his body.

But no, he just died in front of me, nothing happened.

I resurrected him.

But what was resurrected was only the shell, and he changed from an intelligent creature to an instinct-driven creature.

His family and friends were very sad. I didn't know what to do, so I fled the planet in a hurry.

Even so, I still learned a lot.

For example, I learned the calendar of this universe and calculated the time I stayed in this universe.

But I still can't calculate my age—although I don't understand the meaning of age, most creatures with souls seem to have an extraordinary obsession with age.

Maybe it's because their souls have a shelf life.

Thousands of years later, I finally found a very interesting planet.

The name of this planet is Cybertron.

There are many, many intelligent creatures on Cybertron, but what is interesting is that they are all composed of inorganic substances!

I observed the process of their birth. They were just lifeless inorganic objects at the beginning. After certain rituals, they had souls and became intelligent creatures capable of independent thinking.

I think I seem to have found the answer.

So I found the energy body they protect in the center of the planet, and this energy body has the ability to inject soul into inorganic matter.

He was very surprised to see me, but after I explained my purpose, he put down his hostility.

"My name is Sigma Vector, what about you?" he asked me.

"I don't have a name," I said.

"How come there is no name?" Sigma Vector said.

"The name was given to you by others, but in my birthplace, I was the only one." I said truthfully.

"You can give yourself a name," Sigma Vector said.

"I don't know how to get it," I said, "Why don't you get me one."

"Then you'll be called a cube." Sigma Vector said, "You look like a cube."

"According to your logic, why don't others call you Ball?" I asked.

"You can call me that if you want." Sigma Vector said, "Anyway, the name is taken by others, and I don't care."

So I called him Round Ball, the name Sigma Vector is too convoluted.

Then I lived on Cybertron and became friends with Yuanqiu.

The intelligent creatures on Cybertron seemed to welcome my arrival very much. They put my body in a box and connected it with many cables, and then absorbed my energy to provide energy for the entire planet.

Hmm... This kind of welcome is quite special.

Yuanqiu said to me apologetically: "These children are just too greedy. If you don't want to, you can beat them up, but don't beat them to death."

"It doesn't matter..." I said, "I can't draw much energy anyway."

In fact, the rate at which they drain the energy is not as fast as the rate at which I can regenerate it, and it doesn't hurt me at all.

Think of it as paying tuition.

Every day I watched the ball provide souls for inorganic substances, and the ball told me that it was not called a soul, but a "fire".

I don't think there is any difference, it should just be called differently by different civilizations.

I have lived on this planet for hundreds of years, watching the Cybertronians use my energy to build this planet better and better, and the technology is getting more and more advanced.

I even met a lot of powerful characters on Cybertron, although I didn't remember their long and tongue-twisting names.

But I have never been able to learn how to make "fire".

"Maybe this kind of ability must be innate, and it should not be acquired after learning." Yuanqiu said to me.

But I am not reconciled.

I think this should be the closest I've come to learning the skill of "transforming energy into soul".

So I studied very hard, and finally my hard work paid off. With the help of Yuanqiu, I finally researched a crooked way.

I cannot create souls, but I can energize dying souls to last a little longer.

I can even absorb other souls, transform them into soul energy, and supply them to another soul. In the saying of Cybertron, it is "dismantling parts and making parts", but this method will kill other people, so it is called I have temporarily deprecated it.

I can capture a few souls into my own universe, and then use my own energy to renew their lives indefinitely. In this way, I am also a cosmic energy body capable of possessing intelligent creatures, a supreme, omnipotent creator .

However, the ideal is very full, but the reality makes me very disappointed.

The conversion rate between this kind of energy is frighteningly low.

I expended a lot of energy - enough energy for the Cybertronians to absorb [-] million years to do experiments.

However, with so much energy, it only lasted for less than a day for a Cybertron star whose fire was about to go out.

Yuanqiu comforted me and said, "At least a zero breakthrough has been achieved."

I don't feel comforted at all.

So I said I was leaving.

I can see that Yuanqiu is a bit reluctant to part with me, after all, I am the only one who can talk to him on an equal footing.

But I didn't want to stay in this sad place any longer, so I told him that I would come back to visit him every 1 years.

He was happy again.

Seeing him so happy, I began to wonder if 1 years is too short.

So I embarked on the journey again, this time, I met a cube that looked very similar to me.

He said his name was Rubik's Cube, and when he first met me, he thought I was his long-lost twin brother.

But he soon discovered that this was not the case, because my energy was much, much stronger than his.

He was still a little unconvinced, and told me that he actually had five brothers, and when the six of them got together, they would be as powerful as me.

I asked him are you gourd babies?

He seemed even angrier after hearing that.

It may be because too much energy was consumed during the soul transformation before, or it may be because I haven't slept for hundreds of millions of years, I feel a little sleepy.

I asked Rubik's Cube where he was going, and he said he was going to the earth. He said it was a very good place, the center of the universe, and asked me if I would go on an adventure with him and have some fun.

The center of the universe?There must be a lot of secrets hidden there, I have to find out.

"Okay..." I said, "I'm a little sleepy, I want to sleep for a while, you take me to the earth together."

Cosmic Rubik's Cube agreed.

So I fell into a short sleep.

I'm not worried about someone hurting me while I'm asleep because no one else can.

But I didn't expect at all that just because of this deep sleep, it became a turning point in my long life.