I'm finally divorced

"You don't seem to love me that much."

Shang Lian frowned slightly and looked at Lu Jinyan.

"You love stars more."

Lu Jinyan took out the medicine from the drawer again, the hot water prepared next to him was still steaming, Shang Lian thought about it, and felt that this scene was somewhat familiar.

"Take medicine."

Shang Lian was disobedient this time, and knocked over the medicine bottle, and the white particles scattered all over the floor.

Lu Jinyan frowned deeply, his expression looked a little scary, Shang Lian said he wanted to play the piano, and then left the room without his shoes on.

At this point Song Qingzhou was taking a lunch break and was in a deep sleep, but he was woken up by a loud noise, which was continuously mixed with the weird muffled sound of the piano, which made one's scalp tingle.

It came from the third floor.

Song Qingzhou went out of the room, and bumped into Lu Jingpan's arms just in time. He came out of his arms and asked, "What's wrong upstairs?"

"It's nothing, you go back to your room."

"I don't, I want to go up and have a look." Before he finished speaking, he ran away from Lu Jingpan, who followed him without catching him.

The sound came from the piano room, but the door was closed. Song Qingzhou hesitated for a moment, and wanted to open the door to check the situation, but he couldn't. At this moment, Lu Jingbai chased after him and held Song Qingzhou's hand arm.

There was a few more intermittent beeps inside, and then it stopped completely.

"Who's... smashing the piano?"

Is it Teacher Shang?

But he obviously loves the piano very much.

Lu Jingbo took Song Qingzhou's arm and went downstairs, and explained while leading him back to the room: "Shang Lian's mental state is not very good."

"What happened to Mr. Shang?"

"I don't know, probably only my dad knows about these things."

Song Qingzhou was pushed back to the bed and sat on the bed by him. He wanted to stand up, but was pushed down again.

"So, don't be curious about these things."

"But I'm a little worried about them."

"It's like something happened between you and Xie Xun, and it's useless for others to intervene."

Song Qingzhou nodded with a half understanding.

After Shang Lian smashed the piano, he sat calmly on the chair beside him. He stretched out his hand and pulled Lu Jinyan's collar to draw the distance between the two of them closer, and then kissed him. With some bewildered looks, a few more tears flowed out, wet the blond hair sticking to his cheeks.

Lu Jinyan wiped it for him, and then wrapped his hair behind his ears.

"I've told you many times that the stars are my relatives, and I'm his elder, so don't say weird things in front of him."

He repeatedly explained these words in front of Shang Lian many times, but he never remembered them once. When he fell ill, he liked to guess this and that, and he was a little crazy.

"You are also my elder." He touched Lu Jinyan's cheek and said.

"Go back to your room and take your medicine."

"Don't eat."

"If you don't eat, I'll send you back."

"That's just right. You might as well find some young lovers. You'd better forget about me, so I can find someone else."

When he was sick, Lu Jinyan tried to pamper him as much as possible, but sometimes what Shang Lian said made him angry for no reason.

"Okay, I'll send you back tomorrow."

Shang Lian suddenly grabbed his arm and said I don't want it.

"Do you think you are a child? Talking back and forth."

"Because you didn't give me a sense of security, you left me alone abroad and didn't come to see me."

Lu Jinyan never said he loved him, never.

When he met Lu Jinyan when he was 20 years old, he didn't care about anything at that time, he just entangled with him wholeheartedly, although the people around him kept advising him not to get too close to Lu Jinyan.

"Think about whether I have ever looked for you."

Although Shang Lian couldn't remember, he hugged his arm and said, "No."

"never mind."

"You are patient with the stars, but impatient with me."

"Xing Xing is not as unreasonable as you."

"you……"

"Don't talk like that." Lu Jinyan pinched his chin, "You are more like a child than him."

"It's really hard for you to be with me."

Lu Jinyan: "..."

The dinner table was quiet, and Song Qingzhou suddenly said, "Uncle Lu, I'm going back later."

"So fast?"

Song Qingzhou nodded and said, "Xie Xun will come to me."

In the current situation, Lu Jinyan didn't want Song Qingzhou to stay for a few more days, so he didn't object, but said, "Give me a message when we arrive..."

"Uh-huh."

Shang Lian looked up at Song Qingzhou and said, "Stay for a few more days."

Song Qingzhou blinked suspiciously, Teacher Shang hoped he would stay for a few more days?

"I haven't talked to you much yet."

"Then I..."

Lu Jinyan said, "It's time for the stars to go home."

Song Qingzhou pursed her lips and said okay.

After the meal, Song Qingzhou sat on the sofa and chatted with Shanglian. At this time, he looked the same as usual. He was always cold, he didn't like to laugh, and he didn't get close to others.

When Song Qingzhou first went abroad, Shang Lian came to pick him up and Xin Ran, and he arranged the house.

Because Shang Lian lives upstairs, Song Qingzhou often takes his car home after school. Even after four years of getting along like this, Song Qingzhou still feels a little distance between him and Shang Lian.

"What are you thinking about?"

Song Qingzhou shook his head and said nothing.

"Curious, my current situation."

"I'm a little worried about you."

"Don't worry, it's just that I often forget something." Shang Lian brought the pieces of fruit cut by his aunt to Song Qingzhou, and gave him a fork.

Song Qingzhou wanted to ask why, but she held back, maybe Shanglian didn't want to mention it.

The watermelon is icy and sweet, and tastes so good that Song Qingzhou couldn't help but raise his eyebrows.

"Has anyone ever told you that you feel appetizing when you eat?"

"Does Teacher Shang want to eat it?" Song Qingzhou forked a piece of watermelon and wanted to feed it to him.

Shang Lian refused, "No, you eat by yourself."

"Are you really all right?"

"If something happens, you can't help me." He spoke in a very soft voice, so soft that it felt a little unreal.

"I will try my best to help you."

Shang Lian pinched his cheek and said, "I really envy you."

Song Qingzhou looked at Shang Lian without saying a word, waiting for his next words.

But he didn't speak any more.

"I'm looking for Uncle Lu."

With that he put down the fruit and the fork, and ran upstairs.

Lu Jinyan was in the study at this time, Song Qingzhou called him at the door, and then heard Lu Jinyan say come in.

"Uncle Lu..."

"You don't need to pay attention to what strange things he said."

Song Qingzhou moved a stool and sat beside him, and said, "But Teacher Shang doesn't look happy, and you don't look happy either."

"Something happened in the last two years, so he got sick."

What kind of things can make a person go into a trance?

"A few days ago, I was not in Qinghe often because I went abroad."

His eyes lit up slightly, and he said, "So you like Teacher Shang."

Lu Jinyan pinched the center of his eyebrows, "Where did the illusion come from to make you think I don't like him?"

"That's because Uncle Lu didn't show it. Mr. Shang must not know that you like him."

"He just likes to make trouble."

In the past, Shang Lian was cautious when he was with him, for fear that he would get angry, but now Shang Lian always wants to provoke him.

Lu Jinyan thinks that Shang Lian should know that he is always special to him, because he has been challenging his patience. There is a big age difference between the two, so Shang Lian likes to use age to scare him. You you're called.

"Why is Teacher Shang sick?"

Lu Jinyan said: "It's not convenient to tell you about this matter."

Song Qingzhou said okay, then lowered her eyes and thought for a moment, but couldn't think of any problems.

"Don't worry, he'll be fine if he stays with me."

"I know, but I think Mr. Shang may not feel safe. You should always tell him that you care about him."

Song Qingzhou's head was rubbed, and he continued shyly: "Well...that's how Xie Xun and I are."

The party with more intense emotions seems to be more likely to feel insecure. Teacher Shang seems to like Uncle Lu more.

"Taught, Star."

When he said this, Song Qingzhou's cheeks were a little red.

It was already dark when Xie Xun came. Lu Jingsi and Lu Jinyan sent him to the car. Song Qingzhou really took Xie Xun to the riverside where the photo was taken that day. At this time, there were still many people walking.

Song Qingzhou told Xie Xun what he had just said to Lu Jinyan again, and said happily: "It turns out that Uncle Lu likes Teacher Shang. If this is the case, you don't have to worry too much."

Seeing him bouncing around, Xie Xun was afraid that he would fall, so he stretched out his hand to hold him.

The two gradually walked to a crowded place. Song Qingzhou put on a mask. Someone was skateboarding in the square and almost bumped into Song Qingzhou. confluence.

Song Qingzhou looked at them, and one of the teenagers with red hair whistled at him and said, "Would you like to come and play with us!"

Xie Xun frowned, and grabbed Song Qingzhou's arm.

Song Qingzhou couldn't help smiling, "Let's go, let's go somewhere else."

The two of them walked around the river, very slowly, and it took nearly an hour. Song Qingzhou ate all the way. Song Qingzhou drank half a cup of milk tea, and his stomach was a little full.

Xie Xun originally didn't plan to buy him so many snacks, but Song Qingzhou looked at him eagerly like a little sticky cat.

I don't know when he developed the bad habit of eating a little bit of food and then not wanting to eat it. Except for milk tea, the rest was given to him.

"I can't buy so much next time."

"There are a lot more here that I haven't eaten before, and I want to taste it."

Xie Xun said, "I will get fat."

Song Qingzhou bit the milk tea straw and said, "I don't know how to do it."

"I can."

"It's okay, I will still like you very much." Song Qingzhou stood on tiptoe and kissed his cheek, with a burst of sweetness of milk tea between her soft lips.

Xie Xun pinched the little greedy cat's cheek, it was soft.

Song Qingzhou smiled so that his eyes were crooked, and the long eyelashes seemed to be buried with stars, which was especially charming. He stretched out his hand and pulled the corner of Xie Xun's clothes, and said, "You also have to say that you like me."

In Xie Xun's consciousness, it is always too superficial to say that he likes Song Qingzhou, so he is more used to saying 'I love you'.

Song Qingzhou looked into his deep eyes and added: "I love you too."

"go home."

"Ah."