Don't spread rumors, who is your wife?

Three months after Kan Ze left, Qiao Zi fell ill. The doctor said there was nothing serious about it, but maybe he had an irregular diet. He stayed in the hospital for two days before returning home.

During these days, Qiaozi sometimes skipped meals, and sometimes ate very little. When asked, he said that he had no appetite. Although Ke's father and Ke Muxun were also worried, they thought of many ways to no avail. How to coax Qiaozi to let her eat more food in the future, Qiaozi fell ill.

It's not a serious illness, but Qiao Zi is in his fifties or sixties.In the past, it was well maintained and did not work hard. It looked like a person in his [-]s or [-]s.Until this period of time, after Kan Ze disappeared, Qiao Zi faded away quickly, looked haggard, and had a lot of gray hair in his hair. Qiao Zi was not in the mood to fix himself, and hadn't dyed his hair for a while.

At the beginning, Ke Muxun lived seven days a week, and he went home for two days at most, and he didn't know where he lived the rest of the time.I also go to work in the company during the day, but I can't see anyone when I get off work.

Ke's father was busy taking care of Qiao Zi, and was not in the mood to take care of Ke Muxun until one day, while eating, Qiao Zi suddenly asked why Ke Muxun didn't come home.

After asking, without waiting for Ke's father to answer, he continued to lower his head to eat.After a while, Father Ke heard Qiao Zi say in a low voice: "Tell me, how did a good family become like this." After speaking, Father Ke saw Qiao Zi's shoulders trembling, and hurriedly Sitting beside him, he held Qiao Zi in his arms and comforted him softly.

After Qiao Zi fell asleep, Father Ke immediately called Ke Muxun.It took a long time to connect to the phone, and there was a noisy voice from the opposite side, which was very messy, and one could guess how noisy the environment on the other side was.

Enraged by this voice, Ke's father almost hung up the phone when he heard Ke Muxun's "Hello".

But after thinking about it, he still restrained himself, and growled into the phone: "Ke Muxun, do you still have this family in your mind? Look at your mother, what she has done for you, you look a little bit better." Is it!" After finishing speaking, Father Ke hung up the phone without waiting for Ke Muxun to speak.

He stood in the corridor, the more he thought about it, the more he felt distressed.He loves Qiao Zi, the family, and the two children.

Regarding what happened some time ago, he was a little angry at first, and he still didn't understand.Being a parent, you still have to solve the problem, but Kan Ze left before he could come up with a solution.

They searched for a long time, but there was no news. For those contact information, he had seen Qiaozi send a lot of messages and emails, but none of them were answered.They have also contacted Kan Ze's friends, but there is still no news.

Regarding Ke Muxun and Kan Ze's homosexuality, there is no solution yet, so they are forced to accept Kan Ze's solution.When Kan Ze left, he had just finished the operation a few days ago, everyone was worried, and he was not in the mood to care about other things, so this matter was put on hold.

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After Ke Muxun answered the call, he looked at the phone that was hung up, and was silent for a long, long time.It wasn't the best solution, but it was the one that made him feel most at ease.

While drinking, in such an extremely noisy environment, he would temporarily forget his troubles.After drinking, he will sleep well, all of which can make him numb for a short time.

When did you start to feel your feelings for Kan Ze little by little, and when did you start to feel more and more painful?

Maybe it was the day when I saw Shen Qiao.

Later, when I got home, I saw crumpled paper balls in the trash can in Kan Ze's room.

Looking at the photos of the two of them together before, and seeing the appearance of the two of them for several years, these things seem to have happened a long time ago, so long that Ke Muxun will soon forget them.

The photos hidden in Kanze's apartment, the three words "Ke Muxun" that occasionally appear in books, and a hidden notebook.All of these are telling about Kan Ze's feelings for him.

These reminded him of those years.

What should make him feel the most painful is that when he returned home, he dug out the things he had in college and the two years just after graduation.

There are many photos of Kan Ze and him together, and many photos of Kan Ze alone.Kan Ze fell asleep lying on the table, Kan Ze lowered his head and smiled, and Kan Ze looked back at him.Kan Ze was drinking water in a white shirt, and Kan Ze pouted.

These were all from those years, but Ke Muxun forgot, and along with that, "Kan Ze" also disappeared.

Kan Ze compared Kan Ze in the photo, and then thought about Shen Ku, he suddenly thought, if Shen Ku disappeared now, would he be so sad?No, actually not.

He was so sad only because that person was Kan Ze.

It is the unique Kan Ze in this world.It was Kan Ze who would call him "Brother Mu Xun" with a smile.

But how did the two get to this point?

Ke Muxun sat on the bed with the photo in his hand, and flipped through Kan Ze's notebook, which contained diaries with a long time interval.

"3.24, the weather is fine

Just now, brother Mu Xun drank too much, he suddenly came to my room.

He was so strong, I couldn't dodge, no, maybe I didn't want to dodge myself.

It hurts a bit, I don't know if it's always like this the first time, it's not the same as I imagined.Brother Mu Xun drank and fell asleep after the end. I wiped his face, wondering if he had some kind of sweet dream, the corner of his mouth was still smiling, wondering if he dreamed of me.

I don’t know why, it’s actually very uncomfortable, but I can’t fall asleep. I lay in bed for a long time, but I still didn’t feel sleepy, so I had to get up and write something.

A little flustered, did I do something wrong.

If Brother Mu Xun wakes up tomorrow, will he be angry? He won't... feel sick.What should I do if he feels sick?

Aunt Qiao and Uncle Ke...... If they find out, will they regret taking me home.

I really...how could it be like this, brother Mu Xun was drunk, how could I be confused.

Waiting for tomorrow, Brother Mu Xun might hate me.

what to do........"

Ke Muxun turned page by page, and he saw that Kan Ze had written it the next day.

"3.25 the weather is fine

This morning, when Brother Mu Xun moved, I woke up, but I didn't dare to move, I was afraid of seeing Brother Mu Xun's disgusted expression, and I was afraid that I would not be able to accept it.

So I endured it, and after a long time, I didn't see Brother Mu Xun say anything, maybe it wasn't too long, but I was too nervous.

It seems that brother Mu Xun returned to the room after a while.

Nothing major happened, it's just...... Brother Mu Xun didn't come home today. "

For a week, they were all talking about Brother Mu Xun not coming home.

Ke Muxun recalled what happened at that time, and it has no impact on him now.

But at that time, the impact on him was not small.After getting drunk at that time, he didn't completely lose consciousness, but he just wanted to find Kan Ze. At that time, he wanted to see Kan Ze, but after seeing Kan Ze, the next thing got out of control.

He has never dared to think about it, nor dared to admit it, but what happened that night was all in his thoughts.

It's just that after waking up from the wine, I suddenly realized what I had done, because I was afraid that Kan Ze would mind, and I couldn't accept myself at the time.

In the following days, he never dared to see Kan Ze, nor did he dare to agree with his feelings.He dare not admit that he likes Kan Ze, because Kan Ze is also a man.

Because of this, he avoided his emotions, but because of Kan Ze, he started to get in touch with men later.

The predecessors planted trees, and the descendants enjoyed the shade.The former Kan Ze was ignored and discarded by Ke Muxun.

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Ke Muxun moved back home after receiving a call from Ke's father. Within half a month, Qiao Zi's condition became a little serious.Father Ke took Qiaozi in to see a psychiatrist. The psychiatrist said that Qiaozi was not very serious now, and suggested going out for a while instead of staying at home all the time.

So in the following time, Father Ke often left work early, went home to accompany Qiao Zi, and was preparing to abdicate.

All the work suddenly fell on Ke Muxun, who went to work during the day to deal with documents and company cooperation and development plans.Occasionally in the evening, he would go home half-drunk on the grounds of discussing cooperation. Ke Shi rarely had contracts on the wine table, not without them, but too few.

Just looking at Ke Muxun's appearance, Ke's father didn't try to expose it.

"Why did you come back so late?" Qiao Zi said while helping Ke Muxun to walk in, "It smells so strong, why did you drink so much?" Qiao Zi didn't expect Ke Muxun's response after asking. Answered, when Father Ke came over, he took Ke Muxun to the sofa with him, then went into the kitchen, and brought out the night's sober soup familiarly.

Ke Muxun sat up straight, took the bowl in Qiao Zi's hand, poured it down, and then put the bowl on the table and said, "Mom and Dad, I'll go up." went upstairs.

Although he was drinking, his walking was not very steady, but he was a little fast, as if he was escaping from something.Walking all the way to the door of the room, Ke Muxun stopped, looked at the door next to the room, and paused.After a long time, he reached out and twisted the doorknob, and walked into the room where no one lived.

Without turning on the light, he threw himself on the bed in a familiar way, kicked off the slippers, moved up a few times, put his head on the pillow, took a few deep breaths, and exhaled hot air full of alcohol.

After Ke Muxun went upstairs, Qiao Zi stared at the bowl without moving until Father Ke came to hug her.After a long time, a gentle female voice sounded in the living room.

"You said, will he come back? I miss him too. How is he doing outside? How is his health? Do you have any money?"

"You said, why is he so cruel and doesn't miss us?"

"When will he come back?"