After being tagged by the boss of the scumbag ex-wife
Chapter 104 Rainstorm
"Haven't you come yet? I haven't responded to WeChat. I'll go down and pick her up. It looks like it's going to rain, and she doesn't have an umbrella."
Zhu Sui was holding a tablet to read the new information sent by Team You, and there will be a video conference later, and he needs to use it. Hearing this, he raised his head from the tablet, glanced at Song Zhen who was speaking, thought for a while, and said : "Wear sneakers, non-slip, and take a big umbrella."
After speaking, he was still a little worried, and turned his head to look out of the French window of the living room. The dark and heavy clouds were rolling over. In Shangjing, which had been gloomy for most of the day, it was estimated that it would rain soon.
It seems that it is not light rain.
Looking back, Song's father had already taken out the things for Song Zhen, and told him, "Just wait at the gate of the community. If it rains, go find Tiantian."
After speaking, I went to the shoe cabinet to pick up a pair of nice sneakers.
Only then did Zhu Sui's heart calm down a bit. After changing his shoes, Song Zhen picked them up, and before leaving, he finally told him, "Walk slowly, remember not to run."
"Okay, okay, Colonel Takenaka."
I don't know if Zhu Sui is still angry, and it's not easy to ask in front of Song's father. Song Zhen nodded obediently, confirming that Zhu Sui had heard and seen his promise, and then went downstairs with an umbrella.
The elevator door opened on the first floor, when Song Zhen just pressed the switch and opened the door of the unit building.
boom -
Along with the sound of thunder, another bolt of silver lightning strikes down.
Light up the sky, and Song Zhen's face.
The sky and the earth are vast, and people appear insignificant in the midst of it.
Wait for the second bolt of lightning to break through the sky.
The silvery white that shines on the sky and the earth also shines on Zuo Tian's face, under Xu Anbai's unblinking gaze, Zuo Tian opened his eyes.
Rumbling--
A lightning followed by a thunder, the sky and the earth changed color.
The rain hadn't fallen yet, but the evil winds from the southeast to the northwest had already picked up.
Blowing around Zuo Tian's well-groomed ear hair, the hair sticks to her face.
In the silence, Zuo Tian blinked, and the tears started to fall straight down.
What sank, at the same time, was Xu Anbai's heart.
"Need not."
"I do not need."
Zuo Tian smiled, sad and sad, slowly shook her head, and said firmly, "I don't need it, Xu Anbai."
After the focus of those round eyes loosened, they became condensed again, and then the end of the line of sight fell on Xu Anbai's face.
Looking at the person he likes, Zuo Tian's black and white round eyes sparkle with indescribable joy.
It was pretty, with an extremely agile expression, but the words she said with this undisguised expression were diametrically opposite and cruel.
"I don't need you to persist for me, lower yourself, and fight against your family."
"I don't need you to endure gossip and condemnation from your closest relatives for me in the future. I don't understand."
"I don't need, don't want, don't want to..."
Left sweet tears falling like broken beads.
But her gaze was fixed on Xu Anbai with extreme tenacity, no matter how embarrassed she was, her voice could speak clearly, and she was determined to speak clearly and clearly.
"Seeing you make any sacrifices for me, destroying your own future."
"I……"
Zuo Tian's back trembled, but she didn't wipe her tears, a line of broken water fell out of her crimson eyes, Zuo Tian frowned deeply, looked at Xu Anbai, and turned her head to a small arc, as if it was still the first time seeing her coquettishly Appearance, said tragically.
"I can not let it go."
Zuo Tian closed her eyes heavily for a moment, Xu Anbai called her name, took a step forward, and reached out to touch her, but Zuo Tian subconsciously took a step back, and the two of them were like this, deadlocked, with a subtle distance.
Zuo Tian took a deep breath, "Don't say any more, I've thought about what you said."
I have thought about it more than once, I have thought about it a thousand times, I have thought about it a thousand times...
Get rejected thousands of times.
"If, if you were like Cheng Lang, maybe I would consider it, after all...but you are not her, your surname is Xu..."
"I'm not anymore, and I'm past the age of dreaming."
"My parents said, as a human being, we should be more realistic. No matter how we look at it, it's impossible. Why bother, why force it? Just leave it like this, can't you?"
She has personally shattered her colorful fantasy dreams.
Then bury the magnificent fragments deep in my heart.
Let's go and say goodbye, except for the occasional late at night, she will never take it out to recall and take a closer look.
She has made up her mind.
I have already made up my mind!
Xu Anbai was silent for a long time, then repeated with a pale face, "But I like you."
"Among so many people, I like you."
Growing up to such an age, I just fell in love with her.
Why are you willing to give up?
Being confessed again, Zuo Tian trembled all over, bit her lip, and couldn't control her tears. Just when Xu Anbai reached out again, wanting to touch her, Zuo Tian couldn't bear the excessive emotions anymore, and broke out.
"enough!"
"Stop talking, enough is enough!"
Zuo Tian raised her eyes, eyes dim with tears, and asked sharply.
"Like, what's the use of liking?!"
"Does your liking change my identity as a beta, or can it change the reality that you are an alpha?"
"Xu Anbai, is your surname Xu Hao? Do you know what you are responsible for in your family? Do you know what the Xu family is like to me? Do you know what alpha means to me? ?"
"Like, can liking break prejudice, can change Huaguo, and even the whole world, is the reality of Alpha and Omega, can it?"
"Equal rights have been advocated for half a century. Except for loud slogans, most of the doors of convenience are not open to AO. When Zhenzhen and I were in college, no matter how good we were, we couldn't skip a grade, let alone Like Cheng Lang, when she puts forward an excellent scientific research project, there will be support projects set up by the school constantly, and they are vying to help her!!"
"My heart, my heart is small, not so strong, not so brave!"
"I don't want to be a moth to the flame, and I don't want to be ridiculed by your family, or even the family in the five districts, for being overweight."
"Ten thousand steps back, even if we pass this test, it's fine if I can't bear children. If we really have a child in the future, should I just watch him and stay in a place like the Xu family as a Beta? Surrounded by alpha and omega friends, have you been in an environment you shouldn't be in since you were a child, and feel sad because of your incompatibility!"
Zuo Tian thought too far.
Even what she said was far beyond what Xu Anbai could answer.
What Zuo Tian wanted was never attachment, nor a lonely and courageous self-movement. What she wanted was far more than what Xu Anbai could give.
She wanted them to be together so that they would not be hurt by rumors, ridicule or slander.
She wanted herself to be able to stand beside Xu Anbai openly, as a tree of equal weight, and to stand shoulder to shoulder with him.
She wants their future children to grow up healthily in an environment without discrimination.
These are more than Xu Anbai can't give.
No alpha or omega can promise.
These are social, and even global, recognized social problems.
Zuo Tian shook her head, tears were like broken pearls, "Liking can't change reality."
"But people can be changed by reality."
"I'm fine in an environment that's all Beta. I don't lack fame or fortune. As for where you live, I'm sorry, that's not something I can climb."
"And all of this was preordained when I was born."
"Confront the prejudices of the world, sorry, I can't do it."
"That's it, goodbye, you..."
Zuo Tian finally went to wipe away her tears, and wanted to take another look at Xu Anbai, but found that she couldn't see clearly, Zuo Tian accepted her fate again, sobbing and expressing her blessing, it was what she could give, and it was the last thing she could give Little by little.
"I wish you all the best, this way, the future is bright."
After finishing speaking, he resolutely turned around and ran towards Song Zhen's community.
Xu Anbai didn't react at the first moment, and when he stepped up, he wanted to chase after him, rumbling——
The sound of thunder and lightning resounded across the sky, and several bolts of lightning flashed each other in the sky.
A cold drop hit Xu Anbai's forehead, he brushed it over, and there were bean-sized drops of water on his fingertips.
It's raining.
Heavy rain is coming.
Zhu Sui also heard several thundering sounds, finally he was worried, put down the tablet, and said to Father Song: "Dad, I'd better follow along."
"If she bounces around, don't fall."
Especially now...be careful.
Saying that, regardless of Father Song's suggestion, he went to the porch to change his shoes.
After changing her shoes, there was an umbrella in front of her, and the one Father Song gave her was also a big umbrella.
Zhu Sui thanked him, turned around and went out.
Seeing the big raindrops fall, Song Zhen still didn't see Zuo Tian at the door, and called her, but no one answered.
After calling three or four times and still not being able to get through, Song Zhen looked at the sky, opened his black umbrella in the violent wind, and the raindrops hit the umbrella surface, Song Zhen stepped out of the unit downstairs, Worried, she was going to wait for Zuo Tian at the gate.
Such a heavy rain, if it really takes a shower, people may not be able to bear it.
Just thinking about it, before walking a few steps, I saw a familiar figure rushing inside.
While running, he reached out to wipe his face, as if... crying?
When he realized that the figure was Zuo Tian, and the distance between the two was less than a hundred meters, Song Zhen stretched out his hand and shouted Zuo Tian's name.
The footsteps of the running man faltered, Song Zhen yelled twice, Zuo Tian realized that it was Song Zhen.
Realizing her friend's arrival, Zuo Tian stopped running instead, she stopped running, Song Zhen approached her with an umbrella, close enough to see her face clearly, and then confirmed that she was right, Zuo Tian's face was full of tears.
Finally walking to the front, Song Zhen tilted the umbrella on Zuo Tian without hesitation, and regardless of the coldness on his shoulders from the rain, he stretched out his hand to draw paper to wipe Zuo Tian's tears, while wiping, he asked distressedly, "What's the matter?" ?”
"How did it get like this?"
"What happened, Tiantian, you are not today..."
Halfway through the speech, the three words Xu Anbai got stuck in his throat, and Song Zhen realized it later.
When she asked her last words, Zuo Tian bit her lip, lowered her head and started crying again.
Song Zhen didn't know what to say, so he stood closer and let the umbrella firmly support the two of them on top of their heads, covering them tightly so that they could not get wet from the rain.
"Really, I...I'm useless, I want to cry, I can't control it."
Song Zhenzhen sighed inwardly, and said softly, "Cry when you're sad, you'll feel better after crying."
Zuo Tian choked up, took the tissue from Song Zhen's hand, and said bluntly, "He said he likes me."
Who this he is is everyone's tacit understanding.
Song Zhenxin skipped a beat, then heard Zuo Tian laughing miserably and said, "But I refused."
After laughing, tears flowed down again.
Zuo Tian looked at Song Zhen, bit her lip, and asked Song Zhen like a child, "You said, why am I not an omega, why am I a beta?"
Song Zhen couldn't answer.
Zuo Tian burst into tears, "My heart is hurting."
"The whole person is uncomfortable."
Song Zhen didn't speak this time, stretched out his hand, and slowly hugged Zuo Tian in silence.
This gentle movement, made by her best friend, seemed to have completely stripped Zuo Tian of her strength, making her unable to control herself anymore and began to cry loudly.
Song Zhen had never heard Zuo Tian cry like this, it was heartbreaking.
As if to cry out all the grievances in my heart.
Zuo Tian was crying, and would mutter a few words. Song Zhen couldn't hear clearly, but if he could hear clearly, he could sum it up in two words. Not long ago, Song's father said in front of her and Zhu Sui , also said the same.
These two words are, unworthy.
She and Xu Anbai are not worthy.
Song Zhenxin was about to be broken by Zuo Tian's crying, and when he patted the other party's head, his eyes turned red.
Song Zhen shook his head and said with difficulty: "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry, Sweetie."
Zuo Tian cried and collapsed, completely indulging in her own sadness.
Xu Anbai looked at the house number sent by his friend, turned a corner, was drenched in heavy rain, and this was what he saw.
The world is silent, and the rain is pouring down.
Through the thick rain curtain, Xu Anbai saw the girl whom he had just confessed to, crying badly.
That voice pierced his heart, making him feel like being torn apart from the inside out.
While walking slowly, Xu Anbai and Song Zhen's eyes met.
Silently, Song Zhen only slightly shook his head, signaling him not to come over.
Xu Anbai paused, and the next moment, he stood where he was.
Neither advance nor retreat.
Just like that, watching and listening from a distance of hundreds of meters.
The relationship between him and Zuo Tian seems to be the same as their current position.
In reality, separated by layers of obstacles, you can't get close, retreat, and don't give up.
Did he do it wrong?
Obviously her name is Zuo Tian, but she is really a sweet girl who loves to laugh.
As long as he is with her, Xu Anbai can always reap a lot of happiness. She seems to have infinite energy, and she will never give up in the face of setbacks. In his heart, she is like a warm existence like a little sun——
But now, the warm little sun is crying for him.
Could it be that what he said and what he thought were original sins.
However, obviously liking should be a beautiful relationship, isn't it?
Why, it turned out like this!
In the line of sight, the second umbrella slowly appeared, and behind the umbrella, Zhu Sui's face was exposed. When Zhu Sui walked up to Song Zhen, he glanced at him in the distance, and then looked at the weeping Zuo Tian in Song Zhen's arms. .
Xu Anbai watched, Zhu Sui stared at him, turned his head and said something to the two, Zuo Tian shook his head in Song Zhen's arms.
Xu Anbai closed his eyes.
He knew that the best time had passed.
Zuo Tian also answered.
Although it was not what he wanted, it was the only answer Zuo Tian could give.
After a while, the pouring rain stopped.
Xu Anbai opened his eyes when he heard the sound of rainwater falling on the umbrella surface.
Zhu Sui's umbrella enveloped the two of them, worried, and asked with a sense of distance, "Captain Xu, are you okay?"
Xu Anbai said with a hoarse voice, "I'm afraid not."
The words fell, and the belated tears also fell from the red eyes.
Zhu Sui looked at the tears on his face.
Xu Anbai touched his face, it was warm, and only then did he confirm that it was tears.
Looking at the beads of rain or tears on the fingertips, Xu An asked Zhusui dully: "I fell in love with Tiantian, did I do something wrong?"
After a pause, rubbing his fingers to crush the water droplets, he murmured blankly, "But I can't control who I like."
Xu Anbai left, and Zhu Sui sent him off.
Looking at his appearance, she was worried, Zhu Sui gave Xu Anbai the umbrella.
Then Zuo Tian was taken home by them.
Zuo Tian also got caught in the rain, and Song Zhen also got some on her body. When she got home, Song Zhen couldn't help but push Zuo Tian into the bathroom of the guest room, and asked her to take a hot bath to avoid catching a cold.
Just after being persuaded here, Song Zhen was going to change and wash Zuo Tian's clothes, but was pushed into the bathroom of the master bedroom by Zhu Sui.
"You also take a hot bath, look at your back, it's all wet."
No way, heavy rain, no matter how big the umbrella is, it's useless.
"That sweet..."
"You take it out for her after washing, it's not so fast on her side."
As Zhu Sui said, after Song Zhen took a quick shower, Zuo Tian hadn't come out yet.
While holding the clothes, Father Song made a booing gesture to them, and whispered, "Listen, I seem to be crying inside, you guys pay attention to what you say later."
Song Zhen was taken aback, and looked at Zhu Sui, Zhu Sui had expected it a long time ago, and nodded.
"Let her cry, and it will be fine after crying."
The hot water snaked along the skin, Zuo Tian crouched in the closed bathroom, wrapping her arms around herself.
The hot water was warm, but her heart was cold.
In fact, she never thought of revealing such a little affection, Xu Anbai probably didn't either.
But since that day, I can't go back. That day, the day of Zhuyi's child's hundred-day banquet.
Xu Anbai was persuaded by his acquaintances to drink, he drove here, everyone in District [-] had their own arrangements, no one drove for him, Zuo Tian could only resign himself to it.
When it was sent to the place arranged by the scientific research institute, where they lived temporarily, Xu Anbai dropped his phone in the car before getting out of the car.
The first reaction of the two people was to reach out to pick it up, and their heads moved together.
I don't know if the atmosphere was too good that night, or the night was too gentle, looking at each other with entangled eyes, Xu Anbai leaned over to kiss her, and Zuo Tian didn't reject her immediately...
From there, the disguise is torn and there is no going back.
You can't pretend to be friends, that alienation is the only end.
That is, the best way out.
Zuo Tian buried her head in her knees, letting the hot water pour down from her head, from head to toe, mixed with tears, and then flowed away.
It was raining too much that night, and they really couldn't let anyone go. Seeing Zuo Tian's state, they didn't dare to let people go.
In the end, after asking Father Song, he settled him in the guest room.
Zuo Tian cried with red eyes and was extremely tired.
Sleep on the pillow.
If you fall asleep, you won't be sad anymore, that's okay, Song Zhen closed the door for her.
Song Zhenxin had something to worry about, felt guilty, and couldn't sleep, so he stayed in the study for a long time.
I didn't want to turn on the overhead light, so I turned on the desk lamp and read the paper data of Alpha's clinical trial repeatedly.
What I looked at was not data, but Zhuang Qing's signature and handwritten opinions.
Song Zhen could feel some sporadic relief from these few words that traveled through time and space.
If Zhuang Qing is still there, she still has a lot to say to her, right now.
"Am I doing something wrong?"
When Zhu Sui entered the study with milk, Song Zhen flipped through the materials and muttered.
"What are you mumbling about alone?" Zhu Sui put down the milk, put his hands on the table, looked at Song Zhen, and asked her, "It's so late, aren't you sleepy, usually you are already asleep at this time."
Song Zhen let out a long breath, glanced at Zuo Tian's room, and did not hide it, "I still can't sleep."
Zhu Sui knocked on the table, "Then how long do you have to watch, Teacher Song?"
Song Zhen begged, "Look at it for another 10 minutes, okay?"
Zhu Sui glanced at his watch, nodded, "OK."
Before leaving, Song Zhen thought of something, touched the cup of warm milk, and said, "You are, are you not angry?"
Zhu Sui turned his head to the side, deliberately shook his head, and sighed, "That's not life, it's hard to be coaxed by Baba and others, and this kind of thing happened, you just finished comforting a broken-hearted friend, how can my wife If you don’t wink like that, it makes you feel old-fashioned, doesn’t it? Don’t dare to be angry!”
The playful words made Song Zhen laugh.
Song Zhen smiled, Zhu Sui looked at her, and laughed too.
"Okay, just 10 minutes. After 10 minutes, I will arrest you and return to the bedroom!"
"Look, I won't bother you anymore."
Song Zhen smiled, turned the page, Zhu Sui was about to turn her head, when there was a flash in the corner of her eye, she froze for a moment.
The next moment, Zhu Sui turned around and said seriously, "Don't move."
Song Zhen looked up blankly.
Zhu Sui, "You turn the page again, yes, just turn the page, you turn the next page."
Song Zhen followed Zhu Sui's instructions.
When Zhu Sui came up, he turned over the pages of data recording paper in Song Zhen's hand, took a bookmark and flipped through the previous pages, asking Song Zhen, "I remember , this is special paper, right?"
Song Zhen was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "Ah, yes, it's specially made."
"S-level scientific research project, it was the world's attention at the time, and then entered the clinical trial for the first time. In order to avoid tampering, or to distinguish the authenticity in the future, a special drug was added to the paper, which can be preserved..."
"That's not what I'm talking about." Zhu Sui interrupted, "What I'm asking is, I remember, for S-level scientific research projects, each batch of data paper is specially made, right? The difference is used to distinguish."
Song Zhen was a little confused, blinked his eyes, thought carefully, Fang said, "It seems that a batch of papers for copying will be issued at the beginning of every month, but are the labels on them different?"
"It's different!" Zhu Sui suddenly determined.
"And for Alpha, obviously the measures were more complete at that time."
Already understood, Zhu Sui turned to the bookmark page, and the watermarks on those pages were clearly revealed through the light.
Then Zhu Sui turned to the front again. The watermark on the front and the last few pages were indeed different.
Song Zhen was stunned for a moment, "But maybe this time just happens to be, it's the beginning of the month, just..."
Halfway through the conversation, I got stuck again.
Because after Zhu Sui turned these few pages, the light shone through on a certain page at the back, and the watermark became the same as the previous page.
For the last batch of data recorded by Alpha paper, the watermarks are messy, some of them are the same as the previous ones, some of them are self-contained, and they are another kind.
Realizing something, Song Zhen hurriedly looked through it by himself, after reading it, he sat down in a daze.
Zhu Sui concluded, "There is only one situation that fits the way this watermark appears, and that is..."
Song Zhen murmured, "The pages with incorrect watermarks are all recorded medication data, while the pages with consistent watermarks are the temperature, humidity and pregnancy status of the day."
"This is the last batch of data. You can't use the principle of sandwiching. Use the data before and after to approximate the positive and negative derivation at the same time to verify its correctness. This batch of data only needs to conform to the forward and reverse derivation of the previous data."
Staring wide-eyed, Song Zhen couldn't believe it, "It proves that someone replaced the data from the source!"
Zhu Sui was holding a tablet to read the new information sent by Team You, and there will be a video conference later, and he needs to use it. Hearing this, he raised his head from the tablet, glanced at Song Zhen who was speaking, thought for a while, and said : "Wear sneakers, non-slip, and take a big umbrella."
After speaking, he was still a little worried, and turned his head to look out of the French window of the living room. The dark and heavy clouds were rolling over. In Shangjing, which had been gloomy for most of the day, it was estimated that it would rain soon.
It seems that it is not light rain.
Looking back, Song's father had already taken out the things for Song Zhen, and told him, "Just wait at the gate of the community. If it rains, go find Tiantian."
After speaking, I went to the shoe cabinet to pick up a pair of nice sneakers.
Only then did Zhu Sui's heart calm down a bit. After changing his shoes, Song Zhen picked them up, and before leaving, he finally told him, "Walk slowly, remember not to run."
"Okay, okay, Colonel Takenaka."
I don't know if Zhu Sui is still angry, and it's not easy to ask in front of Song's father. Song Zhen nodded obediently, confirming that Zhu Sui had heard and seen his promise, and then went downstairs with an umbrella.
The elevator door opened on the first floor, when Song Zhen just pressed the switch and opened the door of the unit building.
boom -
Along with the sound of thunder, another bolt of silver lightning strikes down.
Light up the sky, and Song Zhen's face.
The sky and the earth are vast, and people appear insignificant in the midst of it.
Wait for the second bolt of lightning to break through the sky.
The silvery white that shines on the sky and the earth also shines on Zuo Tian's face, under Xu Anbai's unblinking gaze, Zuo Tian opened his eyes.
Rumbling--
A lightning followed by a thunder, the sky and the earth changed color.
The rain hadn't fallen yet, but the evil winds from the southeast to the northwest had already picked up.
Blowing around Zuo Tian's well-groomed ear hair, the hair sticks to her face.
In the silence, Zuo Tian blinked, and the tears started to fall straight down.
What sank, at the same time, was Xu Anbai's heart.
"Need not."
"I do not need."
Zuo Tian smiled, sad and sad, slowly shook her head, and said firmly, "I don't need it, Xu Anbai."
After the focus of those round eyes loosened, they became condensed again, and then the end of the line of sight fell on Xu Anbai's face.
Looking at the person he likes, Zuo Tian's black and white round eyes sparkle with indescribable joy.
It was pretty, with an extremely agile expression, but the words she said with this undisguised expression were diametrically opposite and cruel.
"I don't need you to persist for me, lower yourself, and fight against your family."
"I don't need you to endure gossip and condemnation from your closest relatives for me in the future. I don't understand."
"I don't need, don't want, don't want to..."
Left sweet tears falling like broken beads.
But her gaze was fixed on Xu Anbai with extreme tenacity, no matter how embarrassed she was, her voice could speak clearly, and she was determined to speak clearly and clearly.
"Seeing you make any sacrifices for me, destroying your own future."
"I……"
Zuo Tian's back trembled, but she didn't wipe her tears, a line of broken water fell out of her crimson eyes, Zuo Tian frowned deeply, looked at Xu Anbai, and turned her head to a small arc, as if it was still the first time seeing her coquettishly Appearance, said tragically.
"I can not let it go."
Zuo Tian closed her eyes heavily for a moment, Xu Anbai called her name, took a step forward, and reached out to touch her, but Zuo Tian subconsciously took a step back, and the two of them were like this, deadlocked, with a subtle distance.
Zuo Tian took a deep breath, "Don't say any more, I've thought about what you said."
I have thought about it more than once, I have thought about it a thousand times, I have thought about it a thousand times...
Get rejected thousands of times.
"If, if you were like Cheng Lang, maybe I would consider it, after all...but you are not her, your surname is Xu..."
"I'm not anymore, and I'm past the age of dreaming."
"My parents said, as a human being, we should be more realistic. No matter how we look at it, it's impossible. Why bother, why force it? Just leave it like this, can't you?"
She has personally shattered her colorful fantasy dreams.
Then bury the magnificent fragments deep in my heart.
Let's go and say goodbye, except for the occasional late at night, she will never take it out to recall and take a closer look.
She has made up her mind.
I have already made up my mind!
Xu Anbai was silent for a long time, then repeated with a pale face, "But I like you."
"Among so many people, I like you."
Growing up to such an age, I just fell in love with her.
Why are you willing to give up?
Being confessed again, Zuo Tian trembled all over, bit her lip, and couldn't control her tears. Just when Xu Anbai reached out again, wanting to touch her, Zuo Tian couldn't bear the excessive emotions anymore, and broke out.
"enough!"
"Stop talking, enough is enough!"
Zuo Tian raised her eyes, eyes dim with tears, and asked sharply.
"Like, what's the use of liking?!"
"Does your liking change my identity as a beta, or can it change the reality that you are an alpha?"
"Xu Anbai, is your surname Xu Hao? Do you know what you are responsible for in your family? Do you know what the Xu family is like to me? Do you know what alpha means to me? ?"
"Like, can liking break prejudice, can change Huaguo, and even the whole world, is the reality of Alpha and Omega, can it?"
"Equal rights have been advocated for half a century. Except for loud slogans, most of the doors of convenience are not open to AO. When Zhenzhen and I were in college, no matter how good we were, we couldn't skip a grade, let alone Like Cheng Lang, when she puts forward an excellent scientific research project, there will be support projects set up by the school constantly, and they are vying to help her!!"
"My heart, my heart is small, not so strong, not so brave!"
"I don't want to be a moth to the flame, and I don't want to be ridiculed by your family, or even the family in the five districts, for being overweight."
"Ten thousand steps back, even if we pass this test, it's fine if I can't bear children. If we really have a child in the future, should I just watch him and stay in a place like the Xu family as a Beta? Surrounded by alpha and omega friends, have you been in an environment you shouldn't be in since you were a child, and feel sad because of your incompatibility!"
Zuo Tian thought too far.
Even what she said was far beyond what Xu Anbai could answer.
What Zuo Tian wanted was never attachment, nor a lonely and courageous self-movement. What she wanted was far more than what Xu Anbai could give.
She wanted them to be together so that they would not be hurt by rumors, ridicule or slander.
She wanted herself to be able to stand beside Xu Anbai openly, as a tree of equal weight, and to stand shoulder to shoulder with him.
She wants their future children to grow up healthily in an environment without discrimination.
These are more than Xu Anbai can't give.
No alpha or omega can promise.
These are social, and even global, recognized social problems.
Zuo Tian shook her head, tears were like broken pearls, "Liking can't change reality."
"But people can be changed by reality."
"I'm fine in an environment that's all Beta. I don't lack fame or fortune. As for where you live, I'm sorry, that's not something I can climb."
"And all of this was preordained when I was born."
"Confront the prejudices of the world, sorry, I can't do it."
"That's it, goodbye, you..."
Zuo Tian finally went to wipe away her tears, and wanted to take another look at Xu Anbai, but found that she couldn't see clearly, Zuo Tian accepted her fate again, sobbing and expressing her blessing, it was what she could give, and it was the last thing she could give Little by little.
"I wish you all the best, this way, the future is bright."
After finishing speaking, he resolutely turned around and ran towards Song Zhen's community.
Xu Anbai didn't react at the first moment, and when he stepped up, he wanted to chase after him, rumbling——
The sound of thunder and lightning resounded across the sky, and several bolts of lightning flashed each other in the sky.
A cold drop hit Xu Anbai's forehead, he brushed it over, and there were bean-sized drops of water on his fingertips.
It's raining.
Heavy rain is coming.
Zhu Sui also heard several thundering sounds, finally he was worried, put down the tablet, and said to Father Song: "Dad, I'd better follow along."
"If she bounces around, don't fall."
Especially now...be careful.
Saying that, regardless of Father Song's suggestion, he went to the porch to change his shoes.
After changing her shoes, there was an umbrella in front of her, and the one Father Song gave her was also a big umbrella.
Zhu Sui thanked him, turned around and went out.
Seeing the big raindrops fall, Song Zhen still didn't see Zuo Tian at the door, and called her, but no one answered.
After calling three or four times and still not being able to get through, Song Zhen looked at the sky, opened his black umbrella in the violent wind, and the raindrops hit the umbrella surface, Song Zhen stepped out of the unit downstairs, Worried, she was going to wait for Zuo Tian at the gate.
Such a heavy rain, if it really takes a shower, people may not be able to bear it.
Just thinking about it, before walking a few steps, I saw a familiar figure rushing inside.
While running, he reached out to wipe his face, as if... crying?
When he realized that the figure was Zuo Tian, and the distance between the two was less than a hundred meters, Song Zhen stretched out his hand and shouted Zuo Tian's name.
The footsteps of the running man faltered, Song Zhen yelled twice, Zuo Tian realized that it was Song Zhen.
Realizing her friend's arrival, Zuo Tian stopped running instead, she stopped running, Song Zhen approached her with an umbrella, close enough to see her face clearly, and then confirmed that she was right, Zuo Tian's face was full of tears.
Finally walking to the front, Song Zhen tilted the umbrella on Zuo Tian without hesitation, and regardless of the coldness on his shoulders from the rain, he stretched out his hand to draw paper to wipe Zuo Tian's tears, while wiping, he asked distressedly, "What's the matter?" ?”
"How did it get like this?"
"What happened, Tiantian, you are not today..."
Halfway through the speech, the three words Xu Anbai got stuck in his throat, and Song Zhen realized it later.
When she asked her last words, Zuo Tian bit her lip, lowered her head and started crying again.
Song Zhen didn't know what to say, so he stood closer and let the umbrella firmly support the two of them on top of their heads, covering them tightly so that they could not get wet from the rain.
"Really, I...I'm useless, I want to cry, I can't control it."
Song Zhenzhen sighed inwardly, and said softly, "Cry when you're sad, you'll feel better after crying."
Zuo Tian choked up, took the tissue from Song Zhen's hand, and said bluntly, "He said he likes me."
Who this he is is everyone's tacit understanding.
Song Zhenxin skipped a beat, then heard Zuo Tian laughing miserably and said, "But I refused."
After laughing, tears flowed down again.
Zuo Tian looked at Song Zhen, bit her lip, and asked Song Zhen like a child, "You said, why am I not an omega, why am I a beta?"
Song Zhen couldn't answer.
Zuo Tian burst into tears, "My heart is hurting."
"The whole person is uncomfortable."
Song Zhen didn't speak this time, stretched out his hand, and slowly hugged Zuo Tian in silence.
This gentle movement, made by her best friend, seemed to have completely stripped Zuo Tian of her strength, making her unable to control herself anymore and began to cry loudly.
Song Zhen had never heard Zuo Tian cry like this, it was heartbreaking.
As if to cry out all the grievances in my heart.
Zuo Tian was crying, and would mutter a few words. Song Zhen couldn't hear clearly, but if he could hear clearly, he could sum it up in two words. Not long ago, Song's father said in front of her and Zhu Sui , also said the same.
These two words are, unworthy.
She and Xu Anbai are not worthy.
Song Zhenxin was about to be broken by Zuo Tian's crying, and when he patted the other party's head, his eyes turned red.
Song Zhen shook his head and said with difficulty: "I'm sorry."
"I'm sorry, Sweetie."
Zuo Tian cried and collapsed, completely indulging in her own sadness.
Xu Anbai looked at the house number sent by his friend, turned a corner, was drenched in heavy rain, and this was what he saw.
The world is silent, and the rain is pouring down.
Through the thick rain curtain, Xu Anbai saw the girl whom he had just confessed to, crying badly.
That voice pierced his heart, making him feel like being torn apart from the inside out.
While walking slowly, Xu Anbai and Song Zhen's eyes met.
Silently, Song Zhen only slightly shook his head, signaling him not to come over.
Xu Anbai paused, and the next moment, he stood where he was.
Neither advance nor retreat.
Just like that, watching and listening from a distance of hundreds of meters.
The relationship between him and Zuo Tian seems to be the same as their current position.
In reality, separated by layers of obstacles, you can't get close, retreat, and don't give up.
Did he do it wrong?
Obviously her name is Zuo Tian, but she is really a sweet girl who loves to laugh.
As long as he is with her, Xu Anbai can always reap a lot of happiness. She seems to have infinite energy, and she will never give up in the face of setbacks. In his heart, she is like a warm existence like a little sun——
But now, the warm little sun is crying for him.
Could it be that what he said and what he thought were original sins.
However, obviously liking should be a beautiful relationship, isn't it?
Why, it turned out like this!
In the line of sight, the second umbrella slowly appeared, and behind the umbrella, Zhu Sui's face was exposed. When Zhu Sui walked up to Song Zhen, he glanced at him in the distance, and then looked at the weeping Zuo Tian in Song Zhen's arms. .
Xu Anbai watched, Zhu Sui stared at him, turned his head and said something to the two, Zuo Tian shook his head in Song Zhen's arms.
Xu Anbai closed his eyes.
He knew that the best time had passed.
Zuo Tian also answered.
Although it was not what he wanted, it was the only answer Zuo Tian could give.
After a while, the pouring rain stopped.
Xu Anbai opened his eyes when he heard the sound of rainwater falling on the umbrella surface.
Zhu Sui's umbrella enveloped the two of them, worried, and asked with a sense of distance, "Captain Xu, are you okay?"
Xu Anbai said with a hoarse voice, "I'm afraid not."
The words fell, and the belated tears also fell from the red eyes.
Zhu Sui looked at the tears on his face.
Xu Anbai touched his face, it was warm, and only then did he confirm that it was tears.
Looking at the beads of rain or tears on the fingertips, Xu An asked Zhusui dully: "I fell in love with Tiantian, did I do something wrong?"
After a pause, rubbing his fingers to crush the water droplets, he murmured blankly, "But I can't control who I like."
Xu Anbai left, and Zhu Sui sent him off.
Looking at his appearance, she was worried, Zhu Sui gave Xu Anbai the umbrella.
Then Zuo Tian was taken home by them.
Zuo Tian also got caught in the rain, and Song Zhen also got some on her body. When she got home, Song Zhen couldn't help but push Zuo Tian into the bathroom of the guest room, and asked her to take a hot bath to avoid catching a cold.
Just after being persuaded here, Song Zhen was going to change and wash Zuo Tian's clothes, but was pushed into the bathroom of the master bedroom by Zhu Sui.
"You also take a hot bath, look at your back, it's all wet."
No way, heavy rain, no matter how big the umbrella is, it's useless.
"That sweet..."
"You take it out for her after washing, it's not so fast on her side."
As Zhu Sui said, after Song Zhen took a quick shower, Zuo Tian hadn't come out yet.
While holding the clothes, Father Song made a booing gesture to them, and whispered, "Listen, I seem to be crying inside, you guys pay attention to what you say later."
Song Zhen was taken aback, and looked at Zhu Sui, Zhu Sui had expected it a long time ago, and nodded.
"Let her cry, and it will be fine after crying."
The hot water snaked along the skin, Zuo Tian crouched in the closed bathroom, wrapping her arms around herself.
The hot water was warm, but her heart was cold.
In fact, she never thought of revealing such a little affection, Xu Anbai probably didn't either.
But since that day, I can't go back. That day, the day of Zhuyi's child's hundred-day banquet.
Xu Anbai was persuaded by his acquaintances to drink, he drove here, everyone in District [-] had their own arrangements, no one drove for him, Zuo Tian could only resign himself to it.
When it was sent to the place arranged by the scientific research institute, where they lived temporarily, Xu Anbai dropped his phone in the car before getting out of the car.
The first reaction of the two people was to reach out to pick it up, and their heads moved together.
I don't know if the atmosphere was too good that night, or the night was too gentle, looking at each other with entangled eyes, Xu Anbai leaned over to kiss her, and Zuo Tian didn't reject her immediately...
From there, the disguise is torn and there is no going back.
You can't pretend to be friends, that alienation is the only end.
That is, the best way out.
Zuo Tian buried her head in her knees, letting the hot water pour down from her head, from head to toe, mixed with tears, and then flowed away.
It was raining too much that night, and they really couldn't let anyone go. Seeing Zuo Tian's state, they didn't dare to let people go.
In the end, after asking Father Song, he settled him in the guest room.
Zuo Tian cried with red eyes and was extremely tired.
Sleep on the pillow.
If you fall asleep, you won't be sad anymore, that's okay, Song Zhen closed the door for her.
Song Zhenxin had something to worry about, felt guilty, and couldn't sleep, so he stayed in the study for a long time.
I didn't want to turn on the overhead light, so I turned on the desk lamp and read the paper data of Alpha's clinical trial repeatedly.
What I looked at was not data, but Zhuang Qing's signature and handwritten opinions.
Song Zhen could feel some sporadic relief from these few words that traveled through time and space.
If Zhuang Qing is still there, she still has a lot to say to her, right now.
"Am I doing something wrong?"
When Zhu Sui entered the study with milk, Song Zhen flipped through the materials and muttered.
"What are you mumbling about alone?" Zhu Sui put down the milk, put his hands on the table, looked at Song Zhen, and asked her, "It's so late, aren't you sleepy, usually you are already asleep at this time."
Song Zhen let out a long breath, glanced at Zuo Tian's room, and did not hide it, "I still can't sleep."
Zhu Sui knocked on the table, "Then how long do you have to watch, Teacher Song?"
Song Zhen begged, "Look at it for another 10 minutes, okay?"
Zhu Sui glanced at his watch, nodded, "OK."
Before leaving, Song Zhen thought of something, touched the cup of warm milk, and said, "You are, are you not angry?"
Zhu Sui turned his head to the side, deliberately shook his head, and sighed, "That's not life, it's hard to be coaxed by Baba and others, and this kind of thing happened, you just finished comforting a broken-hearted friend, how can my wife If you don’t wink like that, it makes you feel old-fashioned, doesn’t it? Don’t dare to be angry!”
The playful words made Song Zhen laugh.
Song Zhen smiled, Zhu Sui looked at her, and laughed too.
"Okay, just 10 minutes. After 10 minutes, I will arrest you and return to the bedroom!"
"Look, I won't bother you anymore."
Song Zhen smiled, turned the page, Zhu Sui was about to turn her head, when there was a flash in the corner of her eye, she froze for a moment.
The next moment, Zhu Sui turned around and said seriously, "Don't move."
Song Zhen looked up blankly.
Zhu Sui, "You turn the page again, yes, just turn the page, you turn the next page."
Song Zhen followed Zhu Sui's instructions.
When Zhu Sui came up, he turned over the pages of data recording paper in Song Zhen's hand, took a bookmark and flipped through the previous pages, asking Song Zhen, "I remember , this is special paper, right?"
Song Zhen was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "Ah, yes, it's specially made."
"S-level scientific research project, it was the world's attention at the time, and then entered the clinical trial for the first time. In order to avoid tampering, or to distinguish the authenticity in the future, a special drug was added to the paper, which can be preserved..."
"That's not what I'm talking about." Zhu Sui interrupted, "What I'm asking is, I remember, for S-level scientific research projects, each batch of data paper is specially made, right? The difference is used to distinguish."
Song Zhen was a little confused, blinked his eyes, thought carefully, Fang said, "It seems that a batch of papers for copying will be issued at the beginning of every month, but are the labels on them different?"
"It's different!" Zhu Sui suddenly determined.
"And for Alpha, obviously the measures were more complete at that time."
Already understood, Zhu Sui turned to the bookmark page, and the watermarks on those pages were clearly revealed through the light.
Then Zhu Sui turned to the front again. The watermark on the front and the last few pages were indeed different.
Song Zhen was stunned for a moment, "But maybe this time just happens to be, it's the beginning of the month, just..."
Halfway through the conversation, I got stuck again.
Because after Zhu Sui turned these few pages, the light shone through on a certain page at the back, and the watermark became the same as the previous page.
For the last batch of data recorded by Alpha paper, the watermarks are messy, some of them are the same as the previous ones, some of them are self-contained, and they are another kind.
Realizing something, Song Zhen hurriedly looked through it by himself, after reading it, he sat down in a daze.
Zhu Sui concluded, "There is only one situation that fits the way this watermark appears, and that is..."
Song Zhen murmured, "The pages with incorrect watermarks are all recorded medication data, while the pages with consistent watermarks are the temperature, humidity and pregnancy status of the day."
"This is the last batch of data. You can't use the principle of sandwiching. Use the data before and after to approximate the positive and negative derivation at the same time to verify its correctness. This batch of data only needs to conform to the forward and reverse derivation of the previous data."
Staring wide-eyed, Song Zhen couldn't believe it, "It proves that someone replaced the data from the source!"
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