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Chapter 53 I won't be your shadow anymore
After finishing speaking, He Qiao put the pen back into the briefcase, ignoring the suddenly motionless person in his peripheral vision.
The hotel staff rushed over to avoid further conflicts among several people.Liu Sheng's cheekbones were bruised and blood was still dripping from the corner of his mouth, and he glared at Fang Shaoyang fiercely.Fang Huaiye watched coldly from the sidelines and didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but his heart felt so comfortable that he wanted to blow the firecrackers and set off the firecrackers.
Everyone present wanted to die, probably even He Qiao was no exception, Fang Shaoyang thought sadly and angrily.
Wang Keyu was not tall enough, and when he hugged him from behind, his hands passed through his armpit, and his posture looked very intimate. "Let's go, Shao Yang, what can we say to these people?"
He Qiao only took one look and turned his back.
Fang Shaoyang broke free from her hand, staring stubbornly at the back in front of him: "He Qiao, turn around and look at me."
He Qiao remained motionless.
"He Qiao!"
There was no one around who didn't know about their relationship, and they all had an expression of watching the show.
He Qiao closed his eyes, picked up his bag and walked out. When he passed by his forearm, his forearm was grabbed violently, "He Qiao, what do you mean? What do you mean by being broken? What do you mean by nothing?"
"That's what you heard." He Qiao pulled out his hand, "A pen is not worth a lot of money, if it breaks, just throw it away."
Fang Shaoyang gritted his teeth: "You throw one and I'll see."
He Qiao remained silent.
"I'll let you throw one and let me see!"
Fang Shaoyang's chest heaved violently, and his eyes were fixed on He Qiao.He Qiao stood quietly under his gaze for a while, then turned around and put the briefcase on the table, and took out the pen without saying a word.
Fang Shaoyang's breathing stopped suddenly as if his heart was tightly grasped by a hand.
He Qiao pursed his lips tightly and then loosened them, and walked towards the trash can while holding the pen.Fang Shaoyang rushed over to stop him, his anger seemed to be emptied all of a sudden, his words were so hoarse that he choked: "Is this your pen? Why do you throw it away?"
Great question.
He Qiao took a breath: "I bought it."
"You gave it to me and it is mine. You have no right to throw it away if I don't nod!"
Raising his eyes, He Qiao looked at him calmly: "Didn't you want it before?"
"I--"
"In the past, you didn't think it was important, and you didn't even know it was lost. Now it's broken and can't be used. I want to throw it away, but you refuse."
The gloomy outline was reflected in the clear eyes, and He Qiao didn't feel the slightest joy when he said these words, he only felt a little sad.
"Fang Shaoyang, if it's broken, it's broken. Don't be childish."
Fang Shaoyang opened his mouth and watched helplessly as He Qiao threw the pen into the trash can, took his coat and briefcase and left the box.In an instant, a heart palpitation he had never felt before overwhelmed him, and he stood there, unable to tell whether it was anger or despair.
Not long after, there was an extra hand on his shoulder, and Fang Huaiye's low voice came from his ear.
"Why, feel uncomfortable? It's your turn to be uncomfortable, brother. Besides, He Qiao and He Ming have always been on my side. If you don't believe me, you can even punish He Ming together I dare say he will hate you even more than he does now."
—
After half an hour.
Zhang Wei pushed open the door of the box, and there were only five or six people inside, and Liu Sheng's face was still bright.
Liu Sheng was still alive and kicking a second ago, when he turned his head and saw him coming, he immediately covered half of his face and yelled, "Hiss...it hurts me to death, it hurts to death."
The few people next to me laughed so hard that their stomachs ached.
Zhang Wei sat down without saying a word.
Liu Sheng raised his eyebrows: "You are dumb, didn't you see that I was injured?"
Zhang Wei had no choice but to lick his lips: "What happened."
Only then was Liu Sheng slightly satisfied. He shaved his face with his eyes, and then kicked him with his foot under the table: "You don't care about men's affairs. Go, ask the waiter to bring me two eggs to fuck my face."
Zhang Wei moved half an inch to the side: "Can you not move your hands?"
"You're fucking angry again, aren't you? What's wrong with my own people?" Liu Sheng turned his face faster than a book, and pinched his chin when he turned his head.
Zhang Wei rolled his eyes.
"You're used to it..." Liu Sheng shook him off forcefully, "Today is really unlucky, I met Fang Shaoyang after dinner, kicked you, you fucking gave me back."
The person next to him said with a casual smile: "Fang Shaoyang is just a brat. Next time I meet you, I will call you back. Are you still afraid that he will fail?"
"I'm afraid of him?" Liu Sheng slammed his chopsticks, "If it wasn't for He Qiao's face, today's business would never end, and I won't be Liu if I don't kill him."
Zhang Wei was a little restless, so he had to lower his head to pour water for Liu Sheng in order to conceal his emotions.
"Give me the cup."
Liu Sheng turned his head and glanced at him, and after handing over the cup, he continued to chat with other people: "But Fang Shaoyang's face is almost ashamed today, don't you think so? If I had known that he cared so much about that pen, I would fucking Throw it on the ground and step on it twice."
Zhang Wei shook his hand, water poured onto the table, and hastily pulled out a few pieces of paper and bent over to wipe it.
Before he straightened up, there was an extra hand on his buttocks.
While talking to someone, Liu Sheng pinched his buttocks with his hands, without turning his eyes to this side, the position and the feeling were so familiar to his bones.Feeling the hot and sweaty palm through the jeans, Zhang Wei closed his eyes and wiped off all the water stains without saying a word.
He sat down, Liu Sheng's hand was caught between his hip and the chair, he pulled it out angrily and slapped him.
"Is that pen from He Qiao?" someone asked.
"Yes, I didn't realize it until later. It seems to be a birthday present from He Qiao."
Just when a waiter came in to dispose of the garbage, Liu Sheng pouted at the trash can that was being transported out, "Did you see Fang Shaoyang's expression when He Qiao threw the pen, he was as mournful as his own mother, it's so fucking good to see !"
Everyone echoed, and he talked more and more vigorously: "If I want to change someone else, I really don't know what my dead mother looks like. Fang Shaoyang is different. When his mother died, he looked like a bereaved dog." Jiang Du has seen it before, and that was a deep impression."
Zhang Wei couldn't listen anymore, got up after a while and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Walking out of the box, his pace changed from slow to fast, and finally he ran.After rushing into the back kitchen, he grabbed someone and asked, "Where did the garbage on the third floor go?"
The staff thought he had dropped something, so he pointed to the back door of the hotel and asked him to look for it at the garbage disposal center.There was a cleaner working there: "We have to deal with this garbage in a unified way. I will help you find what you are looking for."
He refused to say, and insisted on turning it over by himself.
The road that had rained the night before was not completely dry, and the ground was covered with mud, footprints, and fallen leaves, and the trash can gave off a stench.Suppressing his nausea, he rummaged around Rengao's bucket for a long time, and his hard work paid off, and he actually found it.
fortunately……
Fortunately, it is still there.
He wiped off the dirt on the pen case with his sleeve, and was about to put it in his arms carefully, when the hair on the back of his head was suddenly grabbed by someone, and he fell backwards in inertia!
"Zhang Wei, you are brave enough." Liu Sheng grabbed him, and his angry face appeared in front of his eyes, "I also said why you didn't come back for a long time, so you came here to find a pen for your old lover. He Let you come to find it?"
"No...not..." Zhang Wei's scalp ached, his vision was blurred by physical tears, and he stretched his hands back but couldn't grab his wrist, "I came here to find... "
"Bitch bone, don't you still forget him?" Liu Sheng threw him to the ground suddenly, went up and kicked him so hard that he curled up, "Stay nervous about the pen He Qiao gave him, your brain There's shit in there, isn't it!"
"I'll make you miss him, I'll make you miss him!"
Punches and kicks fell like raindrops. Zhang Wei lay in the dirty water, covering his head with one hand and holding a pen in the other. His back and waist hurt so badly that he couldn't feel it.There were not only the two of them in the back alley, but no one called for help or asked for help, only the muffled sound of leather shoes hitting the flesh and the sound of cursing.
In the end, it was Liu Sheng who was tired from beating himself, stopped panting heavily, and kicked his knee hard.
Zhang Wei fell to the ground, unable to tell whether it was day or night, his eyes were blurred by tears or dirty water.After being pulled up by Liu Sheng, he couldn't even stand upright, his pale lips were split and bleeding.
"Damn it..." Liu Sheng was still not relieved enough, "Do you know what's wrong?"
"I……"
"Be louder!"
Zhang Wei clenched his teeth and gritted his head. After standing still for three seconds, he suddenly turned around and pushed Liu Sheng's head against the wall with all his might!
bang-
Liu Sheng's forehead was scratched heavily, he covered his head and stared at him in horror, then fell staggeringly to the ground, probably passed out.Zhang Wei trembled all over his body, and stood there for a long, long time without moving, until the cleaner in the distance suddenly woke up like a dream, turned around and ran out of the alley like a madman.
The evening wind was still sultry, passing through his face, his sleeves, and his ears, beating his heart with bloody fear and excitement.
He held the pen firmly in his hand, and ran farther and farther.
—
At around nine o'clock in the evening, Fang Shaoyang received a text message from Zhang Wei——
"Come down, I'm in the pavilion downstairs of your house."
At that time, Fang Shaoyang was taking a bath to change his dressing, and it took about ten minutes before he got down.
The moonlight was shining brightly, a thin figure was sitting in that secluded gazebo, leaning on the pillars to wait for him with the wind blowing.
"Zhang Wei."
Zhang Wei turned his head when he heard the voice, stood up slowly with his hands on the pillar, and smiled on his face: "Why is it so long?"
After speaking, staring blankly, two clear tears suddenly fell, without any sign.
Fang Shaoyang's heart tightened, and he walked over quickly.
"Why are you crying, what happened to your face?"
Zhang Wei shook his head and wiped away his tears, and pulled him to sit next to the pillar: "I'll talk about this later, guess what I found."
Fang Shaoyang frowned.
Zhang Wei took out a clean pen from his pocket, handed it to him, and stared at his expression expectantly: "Surprise."
Fang Shaoyang was stunned for a moment: "How did you find it?"
"That's how I found it." All things were ignored, "You put it away, don't lose it again."
Unexpectedly, Fang Shaoyang looked down and remained motionless, his side cheeks were cold and silent.
Zhang Wei held the pen warmly: "What's wrong?"
"Throw it away, I don't want it anymore." He turned his head away, looking at the square bricks that were trampled outside.
"why?"
"No why."
Fang Shaoyang's attitude was particularly blunt.
Zhang Wei was silent for a moment, then slowly put the pen back: "You don't like him anymore?"
Fang Shaoyang was a little annoyed: "You don't understand."
Zhang Wei looked down at the paint rubbed off the cap of the pen. There seemed to be a lot of stagnant air in his chest. He took several slow and deep breaths, but he still couldn't make his voice completely stable.
"Of course I understand. If I don't understand, why would I try my best to find the pen for you?"
Fang Shaoyang turned his head away.
"I've heard about what happened today. If I were He Qiao, I would do the same thing. Who told you not to explain and apologize until now."
"It's He Qiao—"
"Listen to me, tonight you just need to listen to me." Zhang Wei rarely interrupted him, but after the interruption, he fell silent again, and it took a long time before he spoke again.
"Shao Yang, do you know that I have always admired you since college."
Fang Shaoyang frowned and looked at him unexpectedly.
The temporarily bought clothes are not very comfortable, Zhang Wei is pulling the thread of the cuffs, speaking faster than usual, as if there is something on his mind so he is very anxious: "Really, I mean it, I always think you are very brave. In his sophomore year, the dormitory head fell in love and called very late, every time you reminded him not to talk, and later he kept asking us to answer it for you, and it was you who made him get up early and go to class by himself."
"At that time, I thought you were really good. You refused to suffer at all, and you always lived so selfishly. Since then, I have envied you, admired you, and took the initiative to be friends with you because I want to learn from you and want to change. Be like you."
"Zhang Wei—"
"But now I don't want to learn." Zhang Wei smiled, and plucked up the courage to stare at him, "Because I found that I am too weak, and I can't learn it in my lifetime. Besides... Besides, I can't be like you So selfish."
Being criticized so bluntly by his best friend, Fang Shaoyang's eyes flashed with astonishment.
The fingers holding the pen tightened more and more.
"Don't be angry when I say this, I'll just say this once, and I won't say it again."
"We used to go out for a walk at night at school. You walked in front and I followed behind. When I looked up and saw you, I was thinking that I looked like your shadow."
"In my eyes, you are both brave and self-confident. Unlike me, you are weak and inferior. You walk in front of me, you are not afraid of any setbacks, and you will do everything you can to get what you want. At that time I I think it’s great to be your shadow, you will take me with you wherever you go, no matter where you go or what scenery you see, I have a share, and I can be in your light in everything.”
Speaking of this, Zhang Wei's shoulders trembled slightly, and it took him a long time to slowly restrain his emotions.
"But I can't live like this forever Shao Yang, I can't live like this forever, I have to change."
The evening wind gently brushed his face, making it more comfortable than before.
"I won't be your shadow from now on." He raised his red eyes, "Shao Yang, we should all grow up, and we can't just go around in circles forever. Don't just think about your own feelings anymore, and I don't want to be blind. To endure and escape, we should all strive to become better people."
After he finished speaking, he put down his pen and stood up, his movements seemed a bit difficult.Fang Shaoyang heard him talk so much for the first time, and felt that he knew him again, staring at him from bottom to top.
"Xiaowei."
Zhang Wei was stunned when he heard him call that, "Huh?"
Fang Shaoyang asked: "Are you also disappointed in me?"
Zhang Wei shook his head slightly: "No matter what you become or what you want to do, I will always stand by your side, who made us friends."
After speaking, I smiled embarrassedly, as if the words were really nasty, and it would give goosebumps to friends.
Fang Shaoyang breathed a sigh of relief.
At least one person stood by him unconditionally, which was a great comfort and encouragement to him, and kept his increasingly hardened heart soft.
"You go up, Shao Yang, I'm going back too."
Fang Shaoyang's face was far less gloomy than when he came down. He put his hands in his trouser pockets and raised his chin towards Zhang Wei: "I'll watch you go. It's so dark that I'm afraid you can't find your way."
"Okay." Zhang Wei patted his arm with a smile, "Hurry up, I'll call the car before going out."
"Well, then be careful yourself, and report to me that you are safe when you get home."
"understood."
Fang Shaoyang left.
Zhang Wei stood there watching him, until his back disappeared at the door of the unit building, then turned around and limped out.
During the May Day period, Changpei will give away 100 starfish every day when he signs in. Can I dare to ask for more starfish?
The hotel staff rushed over to avoid further conflicts among several people.Liu Sheng's cheekbones were bruised and blood was still dripping from the corner of his mouth, and he glared at Fang Shaoyang fiercely.Fang Huaiye watched coldly from the sidelines and didn't say a word from the beginning to the end, but his heart felt so comfortable that he wanted to blow the firecrackers and set off the firecrackers.
Everyone present wanted to die, probably even He Qiao was no exception, Fang Shaoyang thought sadly and angrily.
Wang Keyu was not tall enough, and when he hugged him from behind, his hands passed through his armpit, and his posture looked very intimate. "Let's go, Shao Yang, what can we say to these people?"
He Qiao only took one look and turned his back.
Fang Shaoyang broke free from her hand, staring stubbornly at the back in front of him: "He Qiao, turn around and look at me."
He Qiao remained motionless.
"He Qiao!"
There was no one around who didn't know about their relationship, and they all had an expression of watching the show.
He Qiao closed his eyes, picked up his bag and walked out. When he passed by his forearm, his forearm was grabbed violently, "He Qiao, what do you mean? What do you mean by being broken? What do you mean by nothing?"
"That's what you heard." He Qiao pulled out his hand, "A pen is not worth a lot of money, if it breaks, just throw it away."
Fang Shaoyang gritted his teeth: "You throw one and I'll see."
He Qiao remained silent.
"I'll let you throw one and let me see!"
Fang Shaoyang's chest heaved violently, and his eyes were fixed on He Qiao.He Qiao stood quietly under his gaze for a while, then turned around and put the briefcase on the table, and took out the pen without saying a word.
Fang Shaoyang's breathing stopped suddenly as if his heart was tightly grasped by a hand.
He Qiao pursed his lips tightly and then loosened them, and walked towards the trash can while holding the pen.Fang Shaoyang rushed over to stop him, his anger seemed to be emptied all of a sudden, his words were so hoarse that he choked: "Is this your pen? Why do you throw it away?"
Great question.
He Qiao took a breath: "I bought it."
"You gave it to me and it is mine. You have no right to throw it away if I don't nod!"
Raising his eyes, He Qiao looked at him calmly: "Didn't you want it before?"
"I--"
"In the past, you didn't think it was important, and you didn't even know it was lost. Now it's broken and can't be used. I want to throw it away, but you refuse."
The gloomy outline was reflected in the clear eyes, and He Qiao didn't feel the slightest joy when he said these words, he only felt a little sad.
"Fang Shaoyang, if it's broken, it's broken. Don't be childish."
Fang Shaoyang opened his mouth and watched helplessly as He Qiao threw the pen into the trash can, took his coat and briefcase and left the box.In an instant, a heart palpitation he had never felt before overwhelmed him, and he stood there, unable to tell whether it was anger or despair.
Not long after, there was an extra hand on his shoulder, and Fang Huaiye's low voice came from his ear.
"Why, feel uncomfortable? It's your turn to be uncomfortable, brother. Besides, He Qiao and He Ming have always been on my side. If you don't believe me, you can even punish He Ming together I dare say he will hate you even more than he does now."
—
After half an hour.
Zhang Wei pushed open the door of the box, and there were only five or six people inside, and Liu Sheng's face was still bright.
Liu Sheng was still alive and kicking a second ago, when he turned his head and saw him coming, he immediately covered half of his face and yelled, "Hiss...it hurts me to death, it hurts to death."
The few people next to me laughed so hard that their stomachs ached.
Zhang Wei sat down without saying a word.
Liu Sheng raised his eyebrows: "You are dumb, didn't you see that I was injured?"
Zhang Wei had no choice but to lick his lips: "What happened."
Only then was Liu Sheng slightly satisfied. He shaved his face with his eyes, and then kicked him with his foot under the table: "You don't care about men's affairs. Go, ask the waiter to bring me two eggs to fuck my face."
Zhang Wei moved half an inch to the side: "Can you not move your hands?"
"You're fucking angry again, aren't you? What's wrong with my own people?" Liu Sheng turned his face faster than a book, and pinched his chin when he turned his head.
Zhang Wei rolled his eyes.
"You're used to it..." Liu Sheng shook him off forcefully, "Today is really unlucky, I met Fang Shaoyang after dinner, kicked you, you fucking gave me back."
The person next to him said with a casual smile: "Fang Shaoyang is just a brat. Next time I meet you, I will call you back. Are you still afraid that he will fail?"
"I'm afraid of him?" Liu Sheng slammed his chopsticks, "If it wasn't for He Qiao's face, today's business would never end, and I won't be Liu if I don't kill him."
Zhang Wei was a little restless, so he had to lower his head to pour water for Liu Sheng in order to conceal his emotions.
"Give me the cup."
Liu Sheng turned his head and glanced at him, and after handing over the cup, he continued to chat with other people: "But Fang Shaoyang's face is almost ashamed today, don't you think so? If I had known that he cared so much about that pen, I would fucking Throw it on the ground and step on it twice."
Zhang Wei shook his hand, water poured onto the table, and hastily pulled out a few pieces of paper and bent over to wipe it.
Before he straightened up, there was an extra hand on his buttocks.
While talking to someone, Liu Sheng pinched his buttocks with his hands, without turning his eyes to this side, the position and the feeling were so familiar to his bones.Feeling the hot and sweaty palm through the jeans, Zhang Wei closed his eyes and wiped off all the water stains without saying a word.
He sat down, Liu Sheng's hand was caught between his hip and the chair, he pulled it out angrily and slapped him.
"Is that pen from He Qiao?" someone asked.
"Yes, I didn't realize it until later. It seems to be a birthday present from He Qiao."
Just when a waiter came in to dispose of the garbage, Liu Sheng pouted at the trash can that was being transported out, "Did you see Fang Shaoyang's expression when He Qiao threw the pen, he was as mournful as his own mother, it's so fucking good to see !"
Everyone echoed, and he talked more and more vigorously: "If I want to change someone else, I really don't know what my dead mother looks like. Fang Shaoyang is different. When his mother died, he looked like a bereaved dog." Jiang Du has seen it before, and that was a deep impression."
Zhang Wei couldn't listen anymore, got up after a while and said, "I'm going to the bathroom."
Walking out of the box, his pace changed from slow to fast, and finally he ran.After rushing into the back kitchen, he grabbed someone and asked, "Where did the garbage on the third floor go?"
The staff thought he had dropped something, so he pointed to the back door of the hotel and asked him to look for it at the garbage disposal center.There was a cleaner working there: "We have to deal with this garbage in a unified way. I will help you find what you are looking for."
He refused to say, and insisted on turning it over by himself.
The road that had rained the night before was not completely dry, and the ground was covered with mud, footprints, and fallen leaves, and the trash can gave off a stench.Suppressing his nausea, he rummaged around Rengao's bucket for a long time, and his hard work paid off, and he actually found it.
fortunately……
Fortunately, it is still there.
He wiped off the dirt on the pen case with his sleeve, and was about to put it in his arms carefully, when the hair on the back of his head was suddenly grabbed by someone, and he fell backwards in inertia!
"Zhang Wei, you are brave enough." Liu Sheng grabbed him, and his angry face appeared in front of his eyes, "I also said why you didn't come back for a long time, so you came here to find a pen for your old lover. He Let you come to find it?"
"No...not..." Zhang Wei's scalp ached, his vision was blurred by physical tears, and he stretched his hands back but couldn't grab his wrist, "I came here to find... "
"Bitch bone, don't you still forget him?" Liu Sheng threw him to the ground suddenly, went up and kicked him so hard that he curled up, "Stay nervous about the pen He Qiao gave him, your brain There's shit in there, isn't it!"
"I'll make you miss him, I'll make you miss him!"
Punches and kicks fell like raindrops. Zhang Wei lay in the dirty water, covering his head with one hand and holding a pen in the other. His back and waist hurt so badly that he couldn't feel it.There were not only the two of them in the back alley, but no one called for help or asked for help, only the muffled sound of leather shoes hitting the flesh and the sound of cursing.
In the end, it was Liu Sheng who was tired from beating himself, stopped panting heavily, and kicked his knee hard.
Zhang Wei fell to the ground, unable to tell whether it was day or night, his eyes were blurred by tears or dirty water.After being pulled up by Liu Sheng, he couldn't even stand upright, his pale lips were split and bleeding.
"Damn it..." Liu Sheng was still not relieved enough, "Do you know what's wrong?"
"I……"
"Be louder!"
Zhang Wei clenched his teeth and gritted his head. After standing still for three seconds, he suddenly turned around and pushed Liu Sheng's head against the wall with all his might!
bang-
Liu Sheng's forehead was scratched heavily, he covered his head and stared at him in horror, then fell staggeringly to the ground, probably passed out.Zhang Wei trembled all over his body, and stood there for a long, long time without moving, until the cleaner in the distance suddenly woke up like a dream, turned around and ran out of the alley like a madman.
The evening wind was still sultry, passing through his face, his sleeves, and his ears, beating his heart with bloody fear and excitement.
He held the pen firmly in his hand, and ran farther and farther.
—
At around nine o'clock in the evening, Fang Shaoyang received a text message from Zhang Wei——
"Come down, I'm in the pavilion downstairs of your house."
At that time, Fang Shaoyang was taking a bath to change his dressing, and it took about ten minutes before he got down.
The moonlight was shining brightly, a thin figure was sitting in that secluded gazebo, leaning on the pillars to wait for him with the wind blowing.
"Zhang Wei."
Zhang Wei turned his head when he heard the voice, stood up slowly with his hands on the pillar, and smiled on his face: "Why is it so long?"
After speaking, staring blankly, two clear tears suddenly fell, without any sign.
Fang Shaoyang's heart tightened, and he walked over quickly.
"Why are you crying, what happened to your face?"
Zhang Wei shook his head and wiped away his tears, and pulled him to sit next to the pillar: "I'll talk about this later, guess what I found."
Fang Shaoyang frowned.
Zhang Wei took out a clean pen from his pocket, handed it to him, and stared at his expression expectantly: "Surprise."
Fang Shaoyang was stunned for a moment: "How did you find it?"
"That's how I found it." All things were ignored, "You put it away, don't lose it again."
Unexpectedly, Fang Shaoyang looked down and remained motionless, his side cheeks were cold and silent.
Zhang Wei held the pen warmly: "What's wrong?"
"Throw it away, I don't want it anymore." He turned his head away, looking at the square bricks that were trampled outside.
"why?"
"No why."
Fang Shaoyang's attitude was particularly blunt.
Zhang Wei was silent for a moment, then slowly put the pen back: "You don't like him anymore?"
Fang Shaoyang was a little annoyed: "You don't understand."
Zhang Wei looked down at the paint rubbed off the cap of the pen. There seemed to be a lot of stagnant air in his chest. He took several slow and deep breaths, but he still couldn't make his voice completely stable.
"Of course I understand. If I don't understand, why would I try my best to find the pen for you?"
Fang Shaoyang turned his head away.
"I've heard about what happened today. If I were He Qiao, I would do the same thing. Who told you not to explain and apologize until now."
"It's He Qiao—"
"Listen to me, tonight you just need to listen to me." Zhang Wei rarely interrupted him, but after the interruption, he fell silent again, and it took a long time before he spoke again.
"Shao Yang, do you know that I have always admired you since college."
Fang Shaoyang frowned and looked at him unexpectedly.
The temporarily bought clothes are not very comfortable, Zhang Wei is pulling the thread of the cuffs, speaking faster than usual, as if there is something on his mind so he is very anxious: "Really, I mean it, I always think you are very brave. In his sophomore year, the dormitory head fell in love and called very late, every time you reminded him not to talk, and later he kept asking us to answer it for you, and it was you who made him get up early and go to class by himself."
"At that time, I thought you were really good. You refused to suffer at all, and you always lived so selfishly. Since then, I have envied you, admired you, and took the initiative to be friends with you because I want to learn from you and want to change. Be like you."
"Zhang Wei—"
"But now I don't want to learn." Zhang Wei smiled, and plucked up the courage to stare at him, "Because I found that I am too weak, and I can't learn it in my lifetime. Besides... Besides, I can't be like you So selfish."
Being criticized so bluntly by his best friend, Fang Shaoyang's eyes flashed with astonishment.
The fingers holding the pen tightened more and more.
"Don't be angry when I say this, I'll just say this once, and I won't say it again."
"We used to go out for a walk at night at school. You walked in front and I followed behind. When I looked up and saw you, I was thinking that I looked like your shadow."
"In my eyes, you are both brave and self-confident. Unlike me, you are weak and inferior. You walk in front of me, you are not afraid of any setbacks, and you will do everything you can to get what you want. At that time I I think it’s great to be your shadow, you will take me with you wherever you go, no matter where you go or what scenery you see, I have a share, and I can be in your light in everything.”
Speaking of this, Zhang Wei's shoulders trembled slightly, and it took him a long time to slowly restrain his emotions.
"But I can't live like this forever Shao Yang, I can't live like this forever, I have to change."
The evening wind gently brushed his face, making it more comfortable than before.
"I won't be your shadow from now on." He raised his red eyes, "Shao Yang, we should all grow up, and we can't just go around in circles forever. Don't just think about your own feelings anymore, and I don't want to be blind. To endure and escape, we should all strive to become better people."
After he finished speaking, he put down his pen and stood up, his movements seemed a bit difficult.Fang Shaoyang heard him talk so much for the first time, and felt that he knew him again, staring at him from bottom to top.
"Xiaowei."
Zhang Wei was stunned when he heard him call that, "Huh?"
Fang Shaoyang asked: "Are you also disappointed in me?"
Zhang Wei shook his head slightly: "No matter what you become or what you want to do, I will always stand by your side, who made us friends."
After speaking, I smiled embarrassedly, as if the words were really nasty, and it would give goosebumps to friends.
Fang Shaoyang breathed a sigh of relief.
At least one person stood by him unconditionally, which was a great comfort and encouragement to him, and kept his increasingly hardened heart soft.
"You go up, Shao Yang, I'm going back too."
Fang Shaoyang's face was far less gloomy than when he came down. He put his hands in his trouser pockets and raised his chin towards Zhang Wei: "I'll watch you go. It's so dark that I'm afraid you can't find your way."
"Okay." Zhang Wei patted his arm with a smile, "Hurry up, I'll call the car before going out."
"Well, then be careful yourself, and report to me that you are safe when you get home."
"understood."
Fang Shaoyang left.
Zhang Wei stood there watching him, until his back disappeared at the door of the unit building, then turned around and limped out.
During the May Day period, Changpei will give away 100 starfish every day when he signs in. Can I dare to ask for more starfish?
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