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He Qiao was woken up by a knock on the door.

He felt tightness in his chest when he got out of bed, thinking that he got up too quickly, turned around and went to the bathroom before reaching the living room, and vomited a small mouthful of blood while clutching his stomach.The knocking on the door outside became louder and louder, and he answered "here we come" and turned on the faucet to wash away the blood.

When he opened the door, Rong Yue frowned and looked at him, holding some porridge and side dishes from the restaurant in his hand: "If you don't open the door again, I'm going to call someone to pick the lock."

"Sorry, fell asleep just now."

"Since sleeping last night?"

Seeing that his face was flushed and he looked a little weak, Rong Yue put down his food and went to get the thermometer: "Come and measure it."

"No, I'm fine."

As soon as he finished this sentence, he almost fell down in the living room.Rong Yue went over to help him onto the sofa, and touched his forehead, and there was nothing unusual. We can only speculate that he was completely hungry like this.

"It's hard to imagine how you lived to be in your thirties with such a hungry and full meal."

He Qiao's forehead and nose were covered with sweat, and he smiled palely: "There is an aunt at home."

"You can still joke, it seems that I won't need to rescue you for a while."

Before they knew it, they also became a relationship that could be joked about.Rong Yue heaved a long sigh, feeling that he owed He Qiao in his previous life, otherwise how could he have persisted for so long when he knew there was no hope, and gradually developed many revolutionary friendships.

With such helplessness and distress, he took care of He Qiao in the apartment all day, and even cooked a meal in the evening.When He Qiao woke up and saw that he was still there, he asked apologetically, "Don't you have to work today?"

"Switched shifts with colleagues."

In fact, Zhou Peiyuan, who was out of town, called him specifically and asked him to come and have a look.

"I've walked the dog for you. I'll take you out for a walk at night too. What's the matter with being bored at home?"

"Well, I'm going to add some water to Wukong."

He Qiao walked slowly around the house wearing slippers, and the soles of the shoes rubbed against the wooden floor making a slight sound.Rong Yue felt very relieved while listening, a feeling that the two of them were living inexplicably appeared in his mind, so he quickly shook his head to wake himself up.

In fact, think about it, he has never seen He Qiao's appearance in the company, which means he has never seen the decisive and resolute side of He Qiao.In his eyes, He Qiao has always been aloof and self-sustaining, yet fragile and sensitive, like a snow lotus blooming on a cliff, so beautiful that it is unbearable to be tarnished.As for when this snow lotus will belong to me, there is a long way to go...

After washing the dishes and wiping the countertop, he found He Qiao standing on the balcony.He walked over: "What are you looking at?"

He Qiao didn't turn his head immediately, but looked through the glass at the darkening night outside: "It's going to rain soon."

The blue-brown sky was impenetrable, and thick clouds billowed silently below.

The two stood side by side, looking at the distance in unison, and Rong Yue led He Qiao past him out of the corner of his eye.

He Qiao was wearing ordinary cotton gray home clothes with white mother-of-pearl buttons. The line of his jaw was very smooth. He was very thin, and his eyes were cooler than the night.

The closer he was to being broken, the more charming his eyes became.

Pushing open the window, the damp and cold air blows in, and the wind is also loud.He Qiao shivered lightly, the pores of his body were cold, as if a layer of skin had been shed.

Rong Yue said: "Your spirit looks bad. Is it because of the weather, or what happened yesterday?"

He also heard what happened yesterday from Zhou Peiyuan. Although he couldn't fully understand it, he generally understood that it was a fierce struggle between He Qiao and Fang Shaoyang.

"To be honest, I didn't expect you to hit Shao Yang hard. After all, the relationship between you is very complicated."

"Actually, I didn't expect it either." He Qiao didn't seem to have any superfluous expression, "But I've done everything, there's nothing to regret."

He took a deep breath.

"Just to get revenge on him? That's not like what you're doing."

of course not.

He just felt that his father was right, that a person's character always comes first.Fang Shaoyang can use him again and again today, and tomorrow he can do other things that have no bottom line.Sea navigation depends on the helmsman, and the direction of the helmsman is always crooked. How can the giant ship arrive at the correct port?One day Rongxin's huge ship will capsize because of Fang Shaoyang, and he doesn't want to be an accomplice, that's all.

But he said, "Let's take it that way."

"How?"

"I'm taking revenge on him."

Rong Yue twitched the corner of his mouth: "Why do you sound like you are starting to give up on yourself, and you don't think there is any need to spend more time talking with me, an idiot?"

"no……"

"Okay, I'm joking." The difficult explanation was erased by a smile, "Let's go for a walk? It's good to blow some air."

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After changing his clothes and going out, Rong Yue didn't come with a car, so he could only drive He Qiao's car.

Because it was about to rain cats and dogs, there were not many people on the street, the big trees on both sides of the road were shaken by the wind, and Linjiang, which was still brightly lit, looked a little bleak.

Rong Yue lowered the car window a crack, and a slight muddy smell blew in.When we arrived at the riverside, the rain was still simmering in the sky, and the thick dark clouds were overwhelming.

Stop the car.

As soon as he walked to the embankment, He Qiao had an extra coat on him.

"Be careful not to catch a cold."

Looking back, I saw Rong Yue looking at him with deep eyes.He said thank you, turned around and supported the white stone railing, and continued to stare at the cold water in a daze.

More than 30 hours have passed since the board meeting, and because the phone was not turned on, his world was as quiet as if nothing had happened.He didn't know that Fang Huaiye had swaggered into the chairman's office; Haven't changed places for hours.

He didn't want to know anything.

The coat he was wearing was his own, but Rong Yue wore it just now, and it smelled of disinfectant.He tightened his clothes, and his lips were a little pale.Rong Yue thought for a while, then turned around and hugged him, with a desperate look: "It's still cold? Why don't you get in the car instead of standing outside."

He didn't struggle, and couldn't find any extra strength.The people behind were encouraged, and their arms were slightly tightened: "Do you feel uncomfortable if I hold you like this?"

He doesn't speak.

Rong Yue lowered his head to support his face, and stared at him closely: "Huh?"

Before he could avoid it, his cheek was kissed.Rong Yue inhaled lightly, touched it for a while and then let go, staring at him without further movement.

He turned his face sideways, feeling a little wet, but felt numb in his heart.

"Does this reaction mean that you have me in your heart. Or let me put it another way, at least you don't hate me."

He Qiao didn't know what to say.His internal organs were surrounded by a sense of powerlessness, his gaze was unfocused, his feet stood there with no place to go, he just wanted to find a secluded place to bury himself.

The bottom of my heart was at a loss, and before the feeling of sadness and joy dissipated, many cold raindrops fell on my face.Rong Yue hurriedly put his hands on top of his head, protecting him and sitting back in the car.

"It's raining as soon as it's said, and it doesn't look too small." Rong Yue wanted to take off his rain-stained coat, but his hands were grabbed as soon as they touched the zipper.

"I will do it myself."

Rong Yue felt his resistance, paused for a moment and asked solemnly: "You hate me?"

He Qiao shook his head slowly: "Of course not."

"Then why do you close yourself off like this. Fang Shaoyang was the one who was wrong from the beginning to the end. You just did what you thought was right. Why do you suffer so much?"

"I just don't want to misunderstand you again."

"Is it a misunderstanding?" Rong Yue looked at him, "I remember you wanted to try with me at first."

Not only did I think about it, but I made up my mind so much that I even allowed myself not to wear a condom.

He Qiao shook his head: "I don't want to drag you down anymore."

Rong Yue adjusted his breathing and said, "If you really don't want to drag me down, you have to let me give up completely."

He Qiao raised his eyes, and Rong Yue looked at him fixedly.

"Let's try, He Qiao, and give each other one last chance. If it's okay, we'll have a formal relationship, if it's not... let's not meet again."

For He Qiao, this was an attempt, but for Rong Yue, it was a gamble.Either get this guy, or cut off all possibilities altogether.

The car fell silent.

Rong Yue was extremely patient and waited patiently.

It was a long time before I heard He Qiao's voice: "How do you want to try?"

Rong Yue faced him face to face, with a serious expression on his face, his hands slowly moved to his front, and unbuttoned him.

He Qiao grabbed hold of it.

Rong Yue didn't back down: "If you don't want it, you can stop at any time, I won't force you, but don't even give me the chance to start."

After finishing speaking, he took He Qiao's hands away and untied them one by one from top to bottom.

He Qiao didn't give him an affirmative answer, but he didn't stop him either. The eyes he turned away showed a little embarrassment and uneasiness.Although he knew that he was breaking the boat and forcing himself, but he was willing to take the first step, and Rong Yue was already very surprised.

He unbuttoned the last few buttons under his shirt, worried that He Qiao would be cold, so Rong Yue didn't take off his clothes completely, just left them open like that, but he still had a good view of the beautiful scenery inside.

Although He Qiao was thin, his skin was delicate and smooth, and the inward curve of his waist seemed to breathe.Rong Yue pinched him with both hands, sat up straight against the car window, leaned over and hugged his upper body tightly, breathing and kissing slowly.

He Qiao raised his neck, the dense raindrops hit the window close to his ears, the fiery body in front of him was the cold glass behind him.Rong Yue kissed passionately, kissing from the navel all the way up to the neck before discussing in a low voice: "Can you lie down, it's more convenient to lie down."

Before he could agree, he bent down and took two steps back, putting He Qiao down in the back row.During this process, the car body shook violently, like a ship on the sea.He Qiao felt as if he was seasick, and felt nauseated.

Just a few meters away, someone was watching all this in the car, looking at the vaguely undulating body and the swaying body, and saw everything.

Inside the car, He Qiao closed his eyes, feeling a hand trying to pull his trouser chain, and his body stiffened suddenly.

Rong Yue raised his head from him: "No?"

He turned pale and said nothing.

"Or...are you afraid of pain?"

He is indeed very afraid of pain. He used to be patient when he was with Fang Shaoyang. Sometimes Fang Shaoyang came too fast, and he would go into battle with a gun without any explanation, which often made him in unspeakable pain.

"Don't be afraid, I'll be gentle."

Having said that, he didn't have any ready-made auxiliary tools around him, so he could only try to make him relax as much as possible.Rong Yue didn't dare to force it, and after much deliberation, he decided to use his hands first.

While soothing his emotions, he took He Qiao's trousers down to his knees, but before his hands touched any skin on the back, his arms were pinched again.

Looking closely, He Qiao's facial muscles were tense. Although he gritted his teeth reluctantly, the nervous expression still leaked from his eyebrows and eyes.

"Can you not go in?"

"Is it really so uncomfortable? I mean have sex with me." Rong Yue couldn't hide his disappointment.

He denied it with difficulty: "It's not your problem, it's because I can't pass the test in my heart."

Simple sex can be easy, but sex driven by love is not easy.Because he knew that Rong Yue was serious, he couldn't just treat the other party as a friend with sex. That would be a great disrespect to Rong Yue.

"It doesn't matter if you don't go in, just put your legs together." Rong Yue didn't want to give up, He Qiao turned his head away slightly, and closed his eyes.The metal buckle of the belt made a crisp sound, Rong Yue's breathing became heavier, and he took off his trousers for a try.

The faint light lined He Qiao's lips very thinly, and the raindrops hit his shoulders through the glass, making the sense of fragility more and more clear.

During the ups and downs, the car body began to shake rhythmically.

Rong Yue's heart was burning wildly, his forehead was sweating like a bean, and he sighed in his heart, "the emperor pays off those who wait and see".I was excited for a while, and when I couldn't bear it any longer, I reached out to touch the whole body, but suddenly it was like being poured over the head by a basin of ice water, and even the soles of the feet were cold.

He Qiao didn't change at all.

The body's response is always the most honest.He Qiao turned his face sideways, with a forbearing expression, and a blank gaze.

"Am I making you uncomfortable?"

"No."

He didn't know how to explain it.It wasn't anyone's fault, it just happened once with another person, also in the car.The memories of the past are too vivid, and any similar scene makes him tremble.

Rong Yue felt like a wishful clown, and smiled self-deprecatingly: "Do you still want to try?"

He Qiao was speechless.

"I see what you mean."

He turned his back in a gentlemanly manner, and He Qiao put on his trousers by himself.This borderline sex act hastily started and ended sloppily, and no one was satisfied.

Such a scene was embarrassing for both of them, not to mention that Rong Yue was a man with outstanding qualifications and self-respect.He put on his clothes and got out of the car under an umbrella, insisting on leaving immediately, refusing to let He Qiao see him off.

It was raining heavily outside.

"Go back to the car, I'll just wait by myself."

He Qiao shook his head: "I'll wait with you, and I'll go in when the car arrives."

However, the two of them had nothing else to say, only the wiper mechanism was working silently, and the rain on the umbrella cloth was noisy.

When the taxi came, Rong Yue turned around and waved to him, half of the sight of each other was covered by the edge of the umbrella: "Go in."

"Well, be careful on the road."

Walking to the car door, He Qiao heard Rong Yue calling him.

"He Qiao!"

When he turned around, the door of the taxi had been opened, and Rong Yue's left arm was completely drenched in the rain: "Leave after the rain stops, it's not safe to drive now."

He Qiao nodded slightly, and then said "I'm sorry" in a very low voice.

They won't be able to do that anymore.

Back in the car, most of the coat on my body was wet from the rain.He Qiao took it off and threw it to the front, and curled up on his side in the back seat with the sound of wind and rain, as if lying in a rain curtain.

He closed his eyes, turned over, and the car door suddenly opened before he had time to lock it. The rain mixed with the wind, and a tall figure rushed in!

"Who--"

Before the cry came out, it was suppressed by a tyrannical force, "Ugh!"

After a moment of astonishment, he struggled desperately. Fang Shaoyang knelt on one knee and held him down, covering his mouth with one hand and pressing his face with the other, his voice hoarse as if being rolled over by hot coals: "It's me, you If you want to kill, kill it."