Snow in Chang'an in December

?The street is very deserted in the middle of the night. Few people pass by in a hurry. Suddenly, a person walks out in a quiet alley. He is very drunk and insists on sending a pot of sake to his mouth. It is Tim Choi.Tian Cai was full of worry, he wanted to snatch the sake from Shen Ningfeng's hand, but he was pushed away by Fen and he was far away.

"Second Young Master, can you go back with me?" Tian Cai hurriedly followed.

"No return."

Tian Cai lowered his head, he knew that he could not control his master's will, so he could only follow him to protect him well, and if there was anything wrong, he would have no face to see Master Shen.

"What you don't get is treasure, what you get is grass...that's really a good statement." Shen Ningfeng sighed and smiled, his eyes filled with unconcealable sadness.

Tiancai was silent, following Shen Ningfeng's steps slowly, the lanterns hanging in the surrounding shops swayed lonely with the wind, the fallen leaves and dead branches of the trees in the distance were blown away by the wind, and the crescent moon in the sky was still lonely , a pot of sake in his hand was suddenly thrown to the ground by Shen Ningfeng, and immediately shattered into pieces.

"Why is he so unfeeling? Master once said that he is an unlucky person who cannot be loved..." Shen Ningfeng shook his head with a wry smile, and continued, "Master is right. Unlucky people really cannot be loved. I just ask for it. Suffering." He seemed to be talking to Tiancai, but also seemed to be talking to himself.

After a long time, Shen Ningfeng waved his sleeve lightly and said: "Forget it, let's go back."

"Okay, Second Young Master, be careful." Tian Cai nodded in response, and hurried back home with his help.

At this moment, Shen Zixu was sitting in front of the desk reviewing, under the flickering candlelight were the scrolls and ink, he rested his head on one arm, casually flipping through the pages, water dripped slowly from the tip of his wet hair, the thin door was light Qi, he couldn't help turning his face to look, and the target was Shen Ningfeng's drunken appearance.

The two looked at each other, but they were speechless, Shen Zixu closed the scroll, and then went to fetch a basin of cold water for him, Tian Cai helped Shen Ningfeng to sit by the couch, Shen Zixu twisted a clean towel and wiped it for Shen Ningfeng On his face, seeing Shen Ning's thin lips parted slightly, he didn't know what he was saying, Shen Zixu lowered his head and moved closer to his lips to hear clearly——

"Zi Xu."

Shen Zixu lowered his eyes, he really didn't know what to say.

I don't know when it started snowing again, Shen Zixu couldn't stand the cold, he hurried to close the window lattice, the person lying on his bed suddenly got up, he watched him approaching him with cold eyes, and pointed lightly. Look at your own facial features.

"You're just my big brother after all, aren't you?"

"Brother, Feng'er, I beg you, please feel sorry for Feng'er...Feng'er really loves you, really likes you..." Shen Ning couldn't hold back his tears, he put his head on Shen Zixu's shoulder, and only heard him choked up. .

With the sound of "Big Brother" and "Feng'er", Shen Zixu couldn't help but miss him a little, he only thought of how Shen Ningfeng treated him when he was young, the deepest memory was probably when he was sick and he was crying by the side of his couch.Shen Zixu stretched out his hand to pat him on the back, hesitated for a long time, and finally he carefully kissed Shen Ningfeng's lips.

Tongues intertwined, Shen Ningfeng inadvertently sent the smell of wine into Shen Zixu's voice, and then Shen Zixu was pressed on the couch, his ink hair was disheveled, and his clothes were half open. There is no other thought until the two climb to the sky together.

Went away overnight, woke up the next day, the light snow had stopped, and the winter plums outside the window were covered with residual snow. Shen Zixu tucked up the bedding for Shen Ningfeng, and only stared at Shen Ningfeng's face without moving his eyes. After a long time, the man's eyes slowly moved. Opening it, they faced Shen Zixu, the two were speechless, but suddenly saw that Shen Ningfeng's lips curled up into a faint smile.

"Brother." He called softly, propped himself up with both arms, and kissed Shen Zixu's lips lightly.

"You can leave today."

Shen Ningfeng was startled for a while, but finally responded with a smile: "Okay." Then he gently curled up the blue hair that fell to his cheeks for him, "As long as you don't marry anyone else, I promise you everything."

"Heh..." Shen Zixu sneered, and patted his hand that was caressing his face away.

"You... still want to marry her?"

Shen Zixu didn't answer, but don't face him anymore.Yes or no, why tell him?

Unexpectedly, Shen Ningfeng laughed a few times, and then said yes repeatedly, Shen Zixu was puzzled, looked at Shen Ningfeng with a sad expression but wanted to smile, bitterness or hatred in his red eyes, Shen Zixu hid it in his sleeve His hand couldn't help clenching into a fist, and his fingertips lightly pricked the flesh of his palm.

"Shen Zixu, if I die, will you feel at ease?" Shen Ning closed his eyes, only hearing his tone was very flat.

Shen Zixu was startled when he heard the words, "Feng'er, what do you mean by that?"

"It doesn't mean much, I just want to know, who is more important to you, me or her?"

"Feng'er, don't mess around! You and I are brothers."

Shen Ningfeng shook his head and smiled wryly, he lifted the quilt on his body, then fell down on the bed, called Tiancai to pack up the clothes for himself, and only said that he was leaving today, Shen Zixu turned his back to Shen Ningfeng, I don't know what his expression is at this time No matter how bitter the grief, Shen Zixu only remembered the absurd incident last night, and only remembered what Shen Ningfeng said just now.

He's going to die... let's die.

Shen Zixu closed his eyes slowly, and suddenly felt a slight pain in his chest, which only caused him to cough for a while, and then choked up a few mouthfuls of blood. He coughed so badly that he fell down on the bed, his bloodless thin lips were pulled lightly, more and more The face of that person was vaguely seen in front of the blurry eyes.

When Shen Zixu was about to faint, he only contemptuously said to Shen Ningfeng: "Feng'er, your life...what does it have to do with me?"

In the early spring of March, when the snow was thawing, Shen Zixu was alone again, unexpectedly he received a letter today, he recognized the words on the letter were from his mother, the letter roughly stated that Shen Ningfeng was now weak, and said that he had returned to the mansion that day, So he stayed in the room for more than five days. He didn't eat a drop of rice in those few days, but in just a few days he was already haggard.

After Shen Zixu finished reading the letter, he put it aside and looked out of the window in a daze. After a long time, he suddenly heard someone calling him softly. He just came back to his senses. He got up and went to open the door. He saw a plain but elegant man woman.

"Aliu." He called with a smile.

A Liu nodded, and then asked: "Zixu, how is your body these days?"

"Very good, thank you for your concern." Shen Zixu tidied up the books and pens on the case table, and poured hot tea for Ah Liu.

The two had a chat, and before they knew it, it was dusk. A Liu took a sip of tea and said, "Actually, it doesn't matter if you agree to him."

Shen Zixu raised his eyebrows lightly and looked at A Liu.

"The affair between me and you can't be concealed. How can you be my husband? My husband...is already dead." A Liu lowered her eyes, stroked her lower abdomen and sighed softly, "Zixu, you This is clearly forcing him to die."

He forced Shen Ningfeng to die?How can he be blamed for this?He just wanted him to let go. He did this for his own good, so how could he say that he forced him to die?

"Take care." Ah Liu stood up and bid farewell to Shen Zi, then she turned her face and only looked at the budding tree outside the window and smiled, "I don't think the capital is the place for me to live, and it's really a blessing for me to meet him in my lifetime." Now that he's gone, I just want to live an ordinary life."

The day after A Liu said goodbye to him, it began to rain in spring, the light rain pattered, blurring the scene in front of him a lot, the spring wind and rain brought no warmth at all.