Snow in Chang'an in December

?It was already late at night, and when Shen Zixu was about to lie down and rest, someone suddenly ordered the emperor to announce him into the palace. He couldn't help being startled, and had a vague suspicion that Ning Feng had already noticed what had happened.He suddenly felt that it was difficult to face Ning Feng. The person Ning Feng had always trusted and relied on was himself, but he had let him down, causing him to be hurt and disappointed more than once...

Shen Zixu raised his head and looked out of the window, there was a piece of night outside the window lattice, and in the vastness was the endless night sky, he didn't know the rest of the day, he could still live in the world, and he still had freedom, sitting here looking at Han Xing with the moon.

The person who delivered the order took Shen Zixu to the palace and then retreated. The imperial study was in a mess. The case files were neatly arranged. I don’t know when, but the case files were turned over on the ground. was swept to the ground.Shen Zixu's hand hidden under his sleeve had already been lightly clenched into a fist, he didn't think it was a good thing for Ning Feng to announce himself into the palace at such a late night.

Perhaps, he has already noticed it.

"Feng'er." Shen Zixu still called softly in such a friendly tone, when he saw the person with his back turned trembling because of this soft call, he couldn't help but have mixed feelings.

After a while, the man finally turned around, and those red eyes were full of hatred and suspicion...Shen Zixu was startled by his eyes, he took a step back, not daring to talk to him again. relative to each other.He remembered...he remembered that in the past, Ning Feng had always been gentle to him, why now, he actually hates him with such eyes?

The candle flickered a few times, and accompanied by the sound of crackling candles, the Yuda imperial study was even more quiet and silent. The two had their own concerns, and neither of them wanted to speak first.

The slightest cold wind came in through the wide-open window, Shen Zixu was already sick, and now his body was very weak, when the cold wind blew, he coughed a lot, and because of this, he almost staggered and fell to the ground, Ning Feng held him back She picked him up, helped him to a soft couch, and then let him sit comfortably, and then went to pour water for Shen Zixu himself.

Forget it, Ning Feng pulled the man into his arms, let Shen Zixu sit on his lap, his arms gently wrapped around Shen Zixu's waist, his chin rested on Shen Zixu's thin shoulder, and then he gently pulled the corner of his lips , pulled out a hint of a smile, but the smile was bitter.

"In my whole life, I still love you too much." Ning Feng stroked Shen Zixu's palm lightly, and couldn't help but sigh softly. The slightly hot breath breathed out was all in Shen Zixu's ears, and he couldn't help frowning slightly , but did not escape.

"Ning Huai just came." Ning Feng said indifferently.

Shen Zixu was startled, and suddenly remembered what Ning Huai said to him a few days ago, could it be that Ning Feng didn't realize it, but Ning Huai said it to him?

"Don't be afraid, I believe in you after all." Ning Feng felt a slight tremor in the body of the person in his arms, and he couldn't help comforting him, then kissed his cheek, and continued, "I just want to know, have you Lied to me?"

Shen Zixu couldn't help being taken aback when he heard the words.Would he have lied to him?The matter of A Liu in the past, and the matter of helping the enemy break the city today, everything is deceiving Ning Feng, and the person who deceived him is none other than himself...

He hates it.

I hate myself so much.

Why did he fall to such a state now, why did the brothers who were close to each other in the past become monarchs and ministers, and why did he have such a sick body, and this fate of bad luck, if it wasn't for him, his Xu's wife and children who haven't been married may not die, and Feng'er Xu wouldn't be so desperate without him.

If there is no one in the world, the people will probably not be in war, and maybe they won't be displaced...

Shen Zixu leaned into his arms, it was the warmth that he had gradually longed for at some time, he slowly closed his eyes, and said softly as if he had exhausted his life: "Yes."

For a long time, the man still didn't respond. Shen Zixu opened his eyes in doubt, but suddenly he was pressed under him. He opened his eyes wide, looked at Ning Feng's expression uncertain, and saw the faint tears in Ning Feng's red eyes, and then , he raised his sleeve, as if he wanted to wipe away the unshed tears for Ning Feng, but before he touched it, he swung it away with his arm.

"Shen Zixu, I ask you, is it true that even the 'Feng'er' was a lie to me, is it just to please me...?" He tore off Shen Zixu's belt, and the clothes fell apart in time, leaving most of his chest The slightly red cornel is also half hidden under the clothes, which is very attractive, "Is that you who helped the enemy attack the city?!"

Shen Zixu turned his face away, but finally nodded in response, he thought this might be the best ending for the two of them.

"Why did you lie to me! Why?!" Ning Feng's eyes were blurred with tears, he couldn't see Shen Zixu's expression clearly, he only felt that for a moment, he was like a monkey, being teased by this person for fun, but he still didn't get his love Sincerely, unexpectedly... was still deceived by him all the time.

If he wants this world, he can give it up, why does that person want to lie to himself?What he hated most in his life was being deceived.

Besides, the person who lied to him was actually Shen Zixu.

I don't know when his hand was pinching Shen Zixu's neck, but with a little force, Shen Zixu could hardly breathe, his face was blue and his eyes were closed. He had already expected the end to be like this. Perhaps, this is the best thing for the two of them. destination.

"I'm going to kill you and pay for the lives of thousands of my dead soldiers...!"

"Feng'er...yes...I let you...down..." Tears slowly fell from the corners of his eyes, it was the pain and hatred he couldn't explain, he didn't hate Ning Feng, the enemy country, or Ning Ning Huai didn't hate the fate either, what he hated was only himself.

Just when Shen Zixu thought he was about to go to hell, he suddenly felt the man's hand loosen slowly. Because he hadn't breathed for a long time, he couldn't help coughing again, but this time the cough was more severe, and he felt dizzy. Pain, hoarse throat, and weakness, he thought that he might as well die if he was like this.

"I still don't want you to die..." Ning Feng buried his head in Shen Zixu's neck, "Even though you lied to me and did such an outrageous thing, in my heart, I still can't bear to kill you..."

Feeling a slight chill on his neck, Shen Zixu understood that it was Ning Feng's tears.He gently stretched out his hand, and then gently embraced his former younger brother. The two embraced and fell asleep, as if they had returned to the old days when they were young and still ignorant. The destiny is inevitable, the doom is inevitable, the two of them have no choice after all.

The next day, Ning Fengqin issued an order to abolish Shen Zixu's position as prime minister and lock him into the prison.

However, the ministers in the court were dissatisfied with each other, and each wrote a memorial, all begging Ningfeng to execute the treacherous officials, but Ningfeng ignored all of them. After a few days, I don’t know why this matter was spread all over the world, and some so-called aspiring patriotic scholars also wrote a memorial to ask the admiral If the treacherous officials are executed, they will be dissatisfied by the people of the world.

Ning Feng knew that those who lost the hearts of the people would lose the world, but he couldn't let go after all, and he couldn't be willing to kill him, so in the afternoon of a certain day, he gave an order to the world, saying that today's treacherous ministers are the best. It only makes people lose face and lose face.That day, every time Shen Zixu took a step, he was insulted and kicked, his hair was messed up, his head was lowered, and he didn't dare to raise his head again.