Snow in Chang'an in December

After the military officer took Shen Zixu back to the prison, they went to drink together. They threw Shen Zixu to the ground, and put a bowl of cold water covered with a little dust in front of Shen Zixu. With great force, some drops of water jumped out of the bowl , There is not much water and therefore a lot less.

Shen Zixu's whole body hurts, especially his forehead and back.He didn't know how many times he had been beaten on his body, how many hard objects he had been hit with, and how many insults he had heard.

Traitor... traitor...

Every single word stung his heart, no one was willing to listen to his explanation, they all thought about their own feelings, but never ignored his feelings, the common people were like that, and so was Ning Feng.

Shen Zixu looked at the cold water in front of him, and couldn't help licking his dry lips. He forgot how long he hadn't drank water. His throat was dry and painful, and his body was already weak. Bitter, he already felt that his time was running out.

All the people in the world hated him, hated this traitor so much, and all the people in the world wished for his death.And why not himself?The former benevolent and peaceful world finally came to naught because of himself.

He deserved it.

By the way, why did he leave Chang'an?

Even he himself forgot, and only vaguely remembered that day seemed to be the Lantern Festival, and it seemed that it was not the Lantern Festival. He only remembered that day when he left the house because he was angry with his father. The Shen family, he would have no face to go back, and in the end, he finally came here.In fact, he never expected that Ning Feng would be the sixth prince, nor did he expect that the two of them would experience such a calamity later.

Shen Zixu raised his sleeves, rubbed his slightly sour eyes, he lost his home, his parents, his wife, Ning Feng, he lost everything.All he had was that little bit of dignity, but he didn't want... he didn't want to lose even a little bit of dignity here, that was the reason for him to live.

The moon was in the middle of the sky, and there was a faint moonlight pouring in from the window, and the moonlight sprinkled on the ground was mottled. Shen Zixu stared at the moonlight, couldn't help being a little lost, and even didn't even know that Ning Feng was coming.

Ning Feng stood in front of Shen Zixu, who was disheveled, barefoot, and covered in filth. He looked at him for a long time, and the slightest pain and sourness in his heart couldn't help but surged up again. Ning Feng slightly bent over, and gently lifted his finger The strands of blue hair covering those jet-black beautiful eyes were followed by the despair in his eyes.

"Shen Zixu." Ning Feng gritted his teeth and called out, but there was no trace of hatred in his tone.

Shen Zi said nothing, and he didn't want to look at Ning Feng, so he put his eyes on the mottled moonlight on the ground again.

Ning Feng hated his indifference and hated his calm face from beginning to end, and then he pulled Shen Zixu's black hair forcefully, forcing him to lift his head, forcing him to focus on himself, but in When he saw the scars and bruises on Shen Zixu's forehead and face, he couldn't help being startled.He didn't know how much he had suffered today, and he didn't know how those common people treated him, and he didn't know how those military officers who escorted him treated him.

The bloodshot scars were shocking, and when Ning Feng couldn't help raising his hand to caress, Shen Zixu turned his face away, such behavior naturally made Ning Feng furious.He stared fiercely at the person in front of him, and raised his palm to hit him, but, for some reason, when he recalled the tender years in the past, Ning Feng was still unable to strike.

He thought that he still loved him, otherwise how could he have forgiven him in his heart if that person had done such an excessive thing?

"I didn't allow you to die, you can't die, I will torture you to death!"

"People live in this world, after all, they are no match for the destiny. I have a destiny, so how can you be Feng'er and you can be right or not? Cough..." Shen Zixu said softly, stroking his throat.

Hearing this, Ning Feng became even more furious, he grabbed Shen Zixu's neck fiercely, the strength in his hands gradually increased, and he didn't let go until he saw Shen Zixu's drooping eyes turning blue.He was actually afraid, he was afraid that one day Shen Zixu would really die, he would never see Shen Zixu again, and he would never hear his call "Feng'er" again.

"I thought you hated me to the bone, ahem..." Shen Zixu was leaning against the wall, his eyes were half downcast and he couldn't see clearly what expression he had when he said this.

"Of course I hate you!" Ning Fengyu's hands under his sleeves had already clenched into fists. He approached step by step, and then reached out and grabbed Shen Zixu's black hair, forcing him to look up at him. The moment his eyes were full of fear and despair, Ning Feng actually hated himself a bit.

"Shen Zixu, you lied to me and betrayed me, how could I not hate you?" The more Ning Feng thought about it, the angrier he became, and then he slapped away with great force, Shen Zixu's left cheek was bruised Slightly swollen, he looked at Shen Zixu's left cheek, the anger in his heart had slowly dissipated, he felt extremely uncomfortable at this moment, he couldn't explain what it meant, he just felt very astringent, "I thought that only power can overwhelm the world Only then can I hold your life firmly...I thought you were sincerely treating me well, but unexpectedly, it turned out to be my illusion..." After finishing speaking, he finally let go of Shen Zixu slowly, his lips The horns are slightly raised, holding that bitter smile.

Shen Zi said nothing, he lowered his head, his messy blue hair drooped again, he sat leaning against the wall with his knees folded, he was completely different from the elegant and well-dressed Confucian Prime Minister in the past.

The moon is faint, and the sky is full of cold stars, who has lost love and love?

A few days later, the Nanman army arrived at the city. According to Shen Zixu's secret letter, the Nanman king ordered his soldiers to cross the river with a boat to attack the city.Ning Feng knew that the Nanman was imminent, and he was impatient, so he ordered the three armies to shoot arrows, but they couldn't hurt the enemy at all, and even added weapons to the enemy.

"Your Majesty, the enemy army sailed in chains and boats, resisted the fierce water, and resisted the swords of the three armies... Your Majesty, the ministers think... Your Majesty should surrender..." Those generals who had made great achievements in the past stepped forward Kneel down to persuade, now that morale is exhausted, and the enemy army arrives at the city, I am afraid that this country will fall into the hands of thieves sooner or later.

Ning Feng was standing with his hands behind his back, and he was facing his back at this moment. Those generals could not see clearly the expression on the Holy Majesty's face, nor did they know what he was thinking about. Time passed by little by little. Everyone persuaded to surrender.

He suddenly felt that he was very lonely and pitiful. He was taken out of the palace by his concubine since he was a child, and when he grew up, he found that he fell in love with Shen Zixu, who was also a man. Thinking of this, he couldn't help but smile bitterly. He was still too young back then She was so naive, thinking that she could hold that person's life firmly in her hands if she had the power to overwhelm the world.It turned out that it was just my own illusion in the end, what sincerity, what vows, all are illusions!

After a long time, Ning Feng finally waved his sleeves and said: "Shen Zixu, the guilty minister!"

He wants to know.

I also want to gamble once.