Mo Dongyang

Day by day, September is coming, I haven't seen Zhang Lei for almost a month, and there is no reason to procrastinate the meeting, so I asked Aunt Shen to arrange a time for me to go out.

When I left Xinzheku, everyone in the courtyard went to have lunch. No one knew where I was going, but I still paid attention to it. I didn’t go directly to Zhang Lei’s place from Xinzheku. Sign that in the past.Because it took a lot of time to go around the long way, when I got there, Zhang Lei was already standing outside the courtyard looking around.

"Why so long?"

As soon as he saw me, he rushed forward and hugged me tightly.

"I don't want others to find out about the two of us. It's not good for you, so I made a detour."

I smiled and hugged him on his chest.

"What are you afraid of, this is my territory." He frowned dissatisfied.

"Don't say that, I'm special enough in Xinzheku now, they don't know that you are the master behind my back, if someone catches me having an affair with you, the tongue behind my back must be chewed to the sky, and then I will come back to you!" Let someone with a heart spread the word, this taboo thing will surely reach the emperor's ears, you don't want to be your general!"

I rubbed his head helplessly.

"It's still Qi Xin who thinks thoughtfully, come on, don't pester me here, let's go into the house."

As soon as he heard it, he was so happy from ear to ear, he took my hand and pulled me into the house.

As soon as he entered the room, he couldn't wait to hug me to the bed. The moment I was picked up by him, I almost screamed, and my face turned red instantly.

"Let me see your wound," he said, pressing down on me.

"Don't, there are scars all over your body, how ugly, don't look at it!" I immediately refused.

"No, I want to see how serious it is!"

His expression immediately became extremely serious.

In the end, I really couldn't hold him back, so I took off my shirt reluctantly.I don't need to look in the mirror to know how scary and ugly those scars are. Even though Aunt Shen applied me ointment to eliminate scars every day, those terrible scars still need time to fade and heal.Now the wounds on my back have just healed and the scabs have come off, and every wound looks fresh and hideous, because there is almost no complete place on my back.

"How could your original master be so cruel, didn't you say that she was closer to you than a real sister?"

Zhang Lei's face was as cold as ice and gloomy at this moment.

"Don't be cruel, can I lie on your bed now, maybe I should be in the emperor's bedroom at this time." I couldn't help but smile wryly.

"Then she can't do such a cruel thing." Zhang Lei caressed my shocking scar distressedly.

"We can't blame Lishu, she knows about us, otherwise I wouldn't be able to come to Xinzheku." I explained dejectedly.

"How did she know, but even if she knew, she would help you with your relationship, as for torturing you like this!" Zhang Lei was a little annoyed.

"I made an agreement with Li Shu that we would die of old age in the palace together, but now I choose to leave with you."

I don't know how to explain the complicated relationship between me and Lishu, so I can only cover it up vaguely.

"But doesn't she have an emperor? She wants both the emperor and you, so what should I do?" Zhang Lei lowered his head aggrievedly.

I couldn't hide the smile on my face at all. It turned out that General Zhang, who is brave and good at fighting, still has such an awkward side. I pinched his cheek and couldn't help laughing.

"She doesn't like the emperor, but she still let me live in Xinzheku."

I was out of breath from laughing, but Zhang Lei didn't understand what I was laughing at.

"So she helped you, she wants to fulfill us!"

Zhang Lei was surprised.

"But it was because of this incident that she felt alienated from me. We can never go back again. It is the utmost benevolence to help me this time, because she has no obligation to help me at all."

Once again, I uncovered my scars, but this time I suddenly found that there was only helplessness and self-deprecating in my heart. Before that, the heart-piercing pain I felt every time I thought of Lishu was much less , in the end time still kills something.

"That's right, it's thanks to your master's grace that you can become what you are today, and you should be content, but it's just that you suffer in the end." He sighed and sighed.

Countless lightning bolts flashed across my mind in an instant, Zhang Lei's unintentional words stirred up thousands of waves in my heart like a huge rock, and the words that had been hidden in my heart for a long time suddenly jumped up, like a beast breaking out of a cage, I couldn't help it Want to blurt out, after waiting for so long, I don't think I can wait any longer.

"Lishu has helped us so much. I will never forget her kindness until death. Although our relationship is not as good as before, I don't want to owe her anything. One thing is another thing. I I really want to repay her kindness, I want to fulfill her wish, but..."

I got up and put on my clothes to hide my beating heart, and said with a forced calm.

"Oh, let's hear what your wish is, and see if we can repay this kindness." Zhang Lei was a little curious.

"Li Shu told me more than once that her biggest wish in this life is to leave the palace. She said that she didn't want to spend her whole life in this lifeless palace. But I can't realize this wish at all, so... can you do it?"

With anticipation in my heart, I cautiously questioned him from the sidelines.

"Get out of the palace!"

Distress was evident on his face.

"is it hard?"

The hope that has been slowly but never stopped expanding just now filled my agitated chest, but at this moment, it was instantly pierced and discouraged by the bad news, and it was shriveled like the wrinkled skin of an old man.

"Could it be... Doesn't she have any other wishes?"

Zhang Lei obviously saw my downcast disappointment at this moment, and hurriedly wanted to comfort me.

Zhang Lei's words made me suddenly lose the strength to answer, and I just shook my head weakly. I know this is a more difficult request than reaching the sky, but I still want to try, but the result is still not satisfactory.

"Qi Xin, don't be sad, I swear I will find a way, but you also know that it is really difficult to take the emperor's concubine out of the palace, I will do my best, please, don't cry!"

Zhang Lei was in a hurry and didn't know how to comfort me, so he had to hold me in his arms and help me wipe away the tears that kept falling.

"kindness."

I could only force myself to smile when my expectations failed, and leaned on his chest to respond to him softly.

Although Zhang Lei agreed to this whimsical request, judging from his dilemma, I knew he couldn't do it.Full of confidence, I bet again and thought I would be as lucky as the first time, but my luck ran out the moment Zhang Lei accepted me.

I still lost in the end, what should I do?