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Gu Xi's worries are actually somewhat due to his own reasons. Gu Xi's physical fitness is now dilapidated, so he can't absorb too much spiritual power and has to use a lot of it to support his contracted demon spirits and resist the erosion of the 'Wan Yao Pill' all the time. .

But in fact, Gu Xi was able to resist such a thing for so long because of his good health... Anyone who is of the same class as Gu Xi will die long ago, a wealthy master who was raised with pills and spirit stones Gu Xi obviously underestimated himself too much...

Seeing that Gu Xi also figured it out, Gu Kui continued:

"If you care about it, you will be chaotic. How can a person who is so clever and cunning to oppress others get dizzy when he encounters his own affairs? What am I afraid of? Her cultivation results are so good, but you just throw it away like you don't want money. The precious elixir has indeed helped her a lot, and my practice in the dense spiritual energy gathering place of "Xumerin" can get twice the result with half the effort, and the other one is to find a practice method and fighting style that suits her, so she will naturally learn it quickly Some. It's normal to have this result~"

Gu Xi nodded and looked helplessly at Gu Kui, who had been in a state of high anxiety opposite him, did he really have to calm down, otherwise why would he still be entangled in such a problem that even Gu Kui could understand?Is it true that the authorities are obsessed with bystanders?

"I see you have more than that to ask, don't you?"

"About An Lu, what do you think?"

"What can you think, just let it be. I gave her a chance to choose. It is not easy to muster up the courage to come back with her cowardly temperament. Since she wants to stay, then I will support her. Forever."

"Gu Kui, she doesn't have the root of spiritual practice, so her life expectancy is only 70 to 50 years old, and the time you have been together is only [-] years. She will slowly grow old, die and reincarnate. Then you can just watch like this Is she dead? Or will you chase after her reincarnation and fall in love with those idiots and monsters, is this the result you want?"

Gu Kui paused while holding the wine glass, and drank the wine in one gulp, looking at Gu Xi seriously:

"I don't plan to find her afterlife. I only care about her in this life, and I only accompany her for 50 years. I'm not you, and I won't torment myself for others."

Gu Xi was counterattacked by Gu Kui, but he didn't fight back, because he knew what the other party said was right, Gu Xi smiled wryly and poured out the tea in the cup, reached out and took the pot of wine in front of Gu Kui and poured it for himself.

"Hey, didn't you promise Zisang not to drink? Why did you make an exception first? I didn't force you to ignore me! Tell Zisang not to come and beat me up."

Gu Xi drank the wine in one gulp and stuck out his tongue:

"It's too strong to drink."

"As long as your drinking capacity is still disgusting, come on, you'd better continue drinking your tea."

Gu Xi curled his lips at her and raised his eyebrows, took out a jar of wine from his large sleeves and shook it at Gu Kui:

"Let me show you what is good wine~ made by the phantom fox clan~ Qianchun wine."

"You really have everything here. Damn you, I asked someone to ask Nangong of the Huanhu Clan to trace the river, and that guy just shut the door. But you still have it here?"

"Come, come~ Don't get drunk, don't go home!"

In fact, Gu Xi's "not drunk and not returning" is not very imposing. After all, everyone knows her drinking capacity. Gu Kui feels that the alcohol content is not very high when drinking this fruit wine, but it is full of aura. In the end, she didn't drink much. Looking at the cup, Gu Xi's eyes began to wander, and the corners of his mouth twitched instantly.Over the years, this amount of alcohol is not long at all.

Seeing her preoccupied look, Gu Kui couldn't help asking:

"Gu Xi, what exactly is it that you insist on wanting so much?"

"She stays with me, keep her."

"Try all means to keep it? How long can you keep it? Even if you delay until the last moment, you still have a year. After one year, you have successfully transformed the 'Ten Thousand Demon Pill' and you can still ascend to the Tao. Once you demon masters Feisheng, all the contracts are also void, as you can see from your master, your demon cultivation is also void, why bother? Once you fail, or if there is a mistake, you really have nothing."

"I know."

"The way you look now is not at all like the Gu Xi I know."

Gu Xi didn't know what she meant. In the past, she was so confident in everything she did, it had nothing to do with success or failure, and she was not afraid of losing, because she knew that losing once or a hundred times would eventually win her back, but this time no the same.

She couldn't afford to lose, and she didn't dare to try once, because there was no second chance, and Gu Xi didn't even dare to give Zisang a choice like Gu Kui. But Gu Xi didn't dare, and like stealing the bell, he clung to the only contract that could tie Gu Kui.It feels like a kite, once the thread between them is broken once you let go, Zisang will leave without hesitation, which is what Gu Xi is afraid of.

"You really don't intend to ask her? Gu Xi, you are getting more and more timid. If she doesn't want to keep you, she won't be able to keep you. If she really wants to be with you, you don't have to behave like this. You can do it now It's like walking a tightrope at the gate of hell, and there is an abyss at your feet. When you fall, bet on whether she will reach out to help you? Rather than waiting for the last moment to bet on her thoughts for a moment, it's better to just let it go. Are you really Are you going to let her stay with you until you die with your own eyes and then let her go? Is it interesting? Is it worth it?"

Gu Xi just drank one cup after another in suspense. In fact, what she knew better was the illusion made by the magic fox last time. So willing to really watch her leave, and even unable to bear other people standing beside her, Gu Xi's obsession has become a little crazy.

I don't have the confidence to keep my promise and let her go at the last second before I die. Maybe all the contracts will be canceled by then, leaving only one soul contract with Zisang, and it is possible for a heartless one to pull Zisang and be backlashed by the contract to die together. .

It's unlucky to think of Zisang in this way, it's fine to be bound by such a selfish and cowardly person like yourself, maybe even the promised freedom will turn into hell at the last moment?For people like Zisang and Gu Xi who have formed inner alchemy, once they die, there will be no hell and reincarnation in the afterlife, it will really disappear and be exhausted.

Gu Xi laughed nonchalantly, but there was no cheerful emotion in that laughter, and Gu Kui, who was laughing straight away, had goose bumps beside him.

"It's bad luck for her to meet a selfish scoundrel like me. A good demon lord, who has been bound as a servant for hundreds of years to the end... may be dragged to hell by me hahahaha... really It's really... she's unlucky, it's really me, Gu Xi, who is vicious."

Gu Kui couldn't help shivering when he saw that Gu Xi's face was flushed unnaturally, his eyes were misty and he spoke illogically, and he was already drunk.

It's strange that fruit wine can be drunk to such an extent, Gu Kui sighed and leaned over to take Gu Xi's hip flask, Gu Xi swayed and almost fell off the chair, Gu Kui stretched out his hand to grab it, the more headache, Gu Xi mouth He was still muttering about the grievances of just listening to those words, it was almost like reciting a curse, Gu Kui bent down and picked up Gu Xi lazily, but Gu Xi flung his teeth and claws wildly, laughing maniacally:

"Hahaha, go to hell with me! I won't let go even if I die! I won't let go... Want to leave me? No way! Hahaha."

Even Gu Kui couldn't hold it down, and was almost scratched, thinking that it would be okay for Zisang to see this kind of virtue?He couldn't hold Gu Xi up at all, so he carried Gu Xi back to his room with his arms around his neck.

Gu Xi lay on Gu Kui's back and was much quieter, just asking from time to time:

"Are you saying I'm particularly selfish?"

"En~"

"Am I particularly timid?"

"Hmm~"

"Am I particularly vicious?"

"Yo~ You still know."

Along the way, Gu Xi murmured all kinds of questions like this, and Gu Kui also answered and comforted him helplessly, until he went back to the room and put him down, helped her take off her shoes and coat, covered her with a quilt, and wanted to get some soup to sober up. , was held back by Gu Xi before he left.Still chattering endlessly, he began to ask:

"Then... is she really unwilling to be with me? The demons, haha, are also liars, liars like me, they don't count their words, they are just like me, they are also selfish ... same as me so I'm afraid."

"Hey, little aunt, I don't know that."

"you say?"

"Tell me, I'll tell you everything."

"Gu Kui, should I let go, I'm really tired... so painful, so uncomfortable, I really can't hold on to it. Really... can't wait..."

When Gu Xi said this, he put his hand over his eyes and covered the back of his hand, his tone trembling with choking, the last sentence, it felt like it took a lot of courage to even say it, the last syllable was swallowed back and sobbed .

Gu Kui had no choice but to sit down again, looked at Gu Xi, who was on the verge of collapse, and said that it was a lie that he didn't feel sorry, and reached out to rub her hair:

"You have done a good job. You have persisted for so long and waited for so long. You just need to take another step. It is actually enough to get an answer. There are so many people around you who care about you. What are you afraid of? Stop Tormenting you also tortured her."

She watched Guxi grow up, from the little girl who carried a big knife and fought everywhere with a cold face, to the girl who always smiled at the corner of her mouth and looked arrogant, and when she grew up, she became the head of the sect by herself. Mature, any Gu Xi is dazzling and confident in her eyes.

And that Gu Xi forced himself to be like this, practiced himself like this, but he flinched and dared not explain it, and he didn't even have the courage to accept the answer frankly, and everyone could see this kind of suffocating love However, that Zisang was unmoved, and just stood aside tepidly watching this woman change for herself.

Gu Kui doesn't know whether Zisang is pretending to be stupid or really stupid, but she doesn't want to see this kind of Gu Xi, and she would rather give Gu Xi an answer simply, not dragging it around year after year, not being so cold-eyed Watching her collapse and appearing to stay out of the matter indifferently.

Gu Kui sighed and wiped away the tears on Gu Xi's cheeks:

"Actually, it's not difficult to give up. As long as you have the answer, you can free Gu Xi. Whether you are going forward or backward, you must go. You can't stand still and wait to be trapped in the swamp."

It's really not difficult to give up. Gu Kui gave up before, so she knows that when Gu Xi was about to leave her for the first time, she gave up and forced her to stay. Later, she gave up to interfere with her life and bring her a burden, because she Knowing that it is impossible, Gu Kui is very aware of that feeling, and it is because he knows Gu Xi's feeling that he is particularly distressed that that feeling happened to Gu Xi.

But now that he is relieved, Gu Xi is still friends with him, and he will still drink and talk with him, and he has also found the person who can accompany him and give him the answer.He put it down a long time ago, but Gu Xi's tossing and tossing really made Gu Kui worry.But it's just out of the care and distress of the elders.

After Gu Kui finished speaking, he saw that Gu Xi didn't respond for a long time. He lowered his head and gently pushed her hand away, only to find that Gu Xi had fallen asleep, with water on his eyelashes and a slight frown, and fell asleep just like that.

The author has something to say: Ambiguity is the scariest thing, isn't it? In fact, Gu Xi has tolerated it to the point of becoming a sick and charming character... If he doesn't die in silence, he will explode in silence?