Two military policemen followed behind, and in front of them was a boy and a young girl who had gone crazy.However, it seemed that the young girl was pulling the boy the whole time, and the boy was just forced to play with him.

Shiina Feiyu turned his head from time to time, only when he saw Tiechang behind him could he feel at ease.It's just that there are too many people here, after leaving the fashion building, there were people coming and going in the square, and soon the crowd separated them on both sides, Shiina Feiyu also felt a little depressed.

"They won't be lost~" Okura Yeko couldn't understand his lost appearance, and said comfortingly, "If they can be lost like this, let them go back to the military academy and rebuild hahaha~~"

Shiina Feiyu sighed sadly: "Yezi is too much, why don't you let them follow."

This sentence seemed to be a complaint, but it sounded like a coquettish to Okura Yezi, she laughed loudly: "What can you play with those two people, no, you can only stand by and watch like a pillar." For us, the interest will fade."

Two big men have such a strong sense of presence, if they stare straight in your direction, they will be restrained and unable to have fun.Shiina Feiyu thought about the scene, and it was true.

It was impossible for the two of them to lose track of each other, so he relaxed and let Okura Yezi drag him along to join in the fun.

There are many people in the square, and there are more street performances, such as hip-hop, singing, playing music, etc., and some people perform magic tricks. Okura Yeko lost interest after walking half a circle. She said to Shiina Feiyu: "Xiao Feiyu, I heard Tiaoye say that you sing very well, right?"

Shiina Feiyu frowned slightly, and pointed to the neon noticeboard not far away where the street song and dance competition was held. On the temporary stage, there was a group performing modern dance. The crowd gathered and whistled and cheered, which was very lively.

"You... don't you want to participate in that?"

"It's not me, it's you." Okura Yeko also had a temporary idea, but he did have this idea long ago. "The prize for No. 1 is an et guitar. The market price is probably more than 200 million yen. It has a dazzling and elegant appearance and is aqua blue. It matches Xiao Feiyu very well."

"But..." Fei Yu squatted down and looked at her parallel, "Is this what Ye Zi meant, or Tie Chang?"

Okura Yeko didn't answer and remained silent.Shiina Feiyu stared at her, his eyes were as calm as water, he didn't think, he didn't want to interpret Okura Yeko in front of him, he just wanted to get the answer from the other party.

No matter what the answer is...

"Xiao Feiyu doesn't want to sing, is it because of Tiechang?" Okura Yeko asked such a sentence, which stunned Shiina Feiyu.Not letting him go, the pink-haired young girl said sharply, "Because I want to maintain a perfect image in front of Tiechang, so as not to let my true thoughts be seen through, ugly, dark, lonely, inferior, weak... Hey~ you Do you really think you can pretend for the rest of your life?"

Her face was intentionally close, her eyes and eyebrows no longer had the childish innocence just now, but an adult's, a sophisticated adult who, as an older person, questioned the person in front of her who wrapped her heart under the illusion. juvenile.

This made Shiina Feiyu's mind go blank, biting his lower lip tightly, he looked away in embarrassment.

"Xiao Feiyu is very smart, so you know what I want to express, right?" Okura Yeko sighed like an adult, at this time she looked like an older big sister, helpless He pinched Fei Yu's jaw indulgently.

Then, the deep eyes stared straight at his eyes, not allowing him to avoid his gaze, even if he wanted to close his eyes, he was forcefully pushed open by the other party's fingers.

"Xiao Feiyu knows better than anyone else that this is not going to work. It is true that Tiechang is a fool, and he will see it. He is a straight-minded guy. He only thinks that he has not done well and wants desperately. To please you and make you happy, but behind the smiling face in front of you, you are suffering from anxiety, troubled... Xiao Feiyu doesn't want to see such a humble Tiechang?"

Okura Yezi lifted his sunshade cloth in a flat tone, and his sharp words pointed directly at his heart. "If this goes on, not only you, but Tiechang will also be hurt. Do you really have no better way to change? Or do you want to admit that you are a weak loser?"

Does Shiina Tomo think he is weak?He doesn't think so.

He is not inferior, not weak, he is confident and strong.Because he knows where his abilities lie, and he has a clear view of his own positioning, as long as he thinks that the future is a bright and right path.

but……

"I want to be strong too..."

Hate to admit it, but it does.

"It's so ugly...it's like this now." Tears flowed down her face unknowingly, "Because, literary and artistic works will definitely reveal the mentality of the creator, revealing many, many, essential things, right? The songs I wrote are too embarrassing... I dare not let him know..."

If it was known, Tiechang would definitely not sit idly by. "I will, it will be very nerve-wracking, and I will say that I want to face such handsome words with me, but in life... some hurdles cannot be overcome just by relying on ungraspable radiance and love... I don't want to So, but..."

If it were that simple, there would be no such popular profession as a psychologist in the world. The human brain is such a complicated thing, and it is extremely vulnerable to shocks. Even a tough man in front of outsiders will sometimes hide from the crowd and cry .

How cowardly and humble...

He looked at the open palm in front of him, the slender fingers, the thin palm, and the fragile arm, they were all too fragile...

"With such a hand, I can't grasp anything, wow!"

"Feiyu!" Tiechang, who was about ten meters away behind him, saw Shiina Feiyu who had been slapped to the ground by a slap, and was about to rush over immediately, but was firmly held back by Jono next to him.

"Stay here." Jono said.

"But!"

"There are not so many buts." Jono interrupted his partner, and said with a strong posture, "You know that it makes sense for me to let you stay here! On the battlefield facing the enemy, you can do it without hesitation. Entrust your back to me and follow my instructions to fight, then on this battlefield of life, obey me as well!"

But, how can this kind of thing be the same...

"It's nothing different." Tiaoye saw through the struggle in his heart, "The kid's condition is very serious, you know about it, right! That's why I asked Ms. Yezi for help, even though Dr. Kobayashi said it's up to you , but it is obvious that the situation is not so easy to handle!"

"Then you can take your time, won't it cause him pressure? What if..."

Tiaoye was almost pissed off by Tie Chang's gruff appearance. He put his hands on his partner's shoulders with a dark face, and said with a sneer, "You don't think I'm so idle, let's play this kind of long-distance running game with you. Don't think about it." Too many, the reason why I will help you is for the sake of the children, and Miss Yezi also wanted to help out on a whim, the so-called there is no shop after this village, understand?"

Su Guang Tiechang: ...

"Also, the kid's character, even if you are as dull as you can feel, he is not the kind of meek person, he is more decisive than imagined, it is only because of the psychological shadow that he went to the extreme, according to your In that way, it might be even more serious to shrink back into the shell after exhausting your courage in the safe house.”

One more reason...

"If a kid tells you that he doesn't want to work and just wants to stay at home, you idiot will happily agree. But do you really think this is a good thing? Although it seems that he is afraid of socializing and making noise now The appearance of the environment, but in fact, he is an outgoing person who likes to express his ideas and will put them into action. He is an aggressive person who is desperate for his ideals."

Tiechang couldn't refute this, because Tiaoye was right.

Their experience has made them meet all kinds of people, so the illusion shown by Shiina Feiyu is actually not as perfect as he imagined.Shiina Feiyu, who is inexperienced and lives in a simple environment, no matter how smart and immature he is, cannot escape the eyes of these three hounds.

It can be said that the illusion of his disguised personality has long been seen through.

"If he is really willing to stay at home, be a marginalized person in society, and rely on you to cling to you to live his life with peace of mind, then we won't meddle with such a person. Obviously not, if one day he When you wake up, you feel that you are wasting your time and wasting your talents to achieve nothing, do you think...he won't hate you?"

These words forcibly shattered the belief that Su Guang Tiechang still insisted on, and made him unable to stop thinking about it.

People's hearts are the most complicated, self-righteous according to Fei Yu's current thinking, let him be locked in a person's heart, and the future will be unpredictable.Even if Fei Yu would not hate him, it would inevitably leave a rift between them.

The human heart is such a complicated and unreasonable existence.

Thinking of this, Suehiro Tiechang lowered his head, he pulled his military cap to cover his face, and silently compromised.

He didn't want his selfishness to block Shiina Feiyu's future, if Feiyu lost the wings to take off because of him, that would be the most unbearable thing for Suehiro Tiechang.It was even more unbearable than Fei Yu leaving him.

On the other side, Fei Yu stared blankly at his red and swollen cheeks after being beaten. He didn't understand why Okura Yezi hit him suddenly. Although the other party deliberately restrained his strength, but...

His eyes were red with pain.Okura Yezi couldn't bear it, and wanted to apologize with a guilty conscience, but also firmly restrained his soft heart, telling himself not to look at his aggrieved and pitiful appearance, otherwise everything would really be in vain.

It's all come to this point, the right time, place and people, of course, it is better to cut the mess quickly.

Otherwise, do you still wait for the other party to retract the tentacles again?Dr. Kobayashi's slow approach is not suitable for a genius like Shiina Feiyu at all. The judgment of the hounds is far more clear than that of hounds who have never been on the battlefield, and who have not been in contact with many amazing geniuses. profound.

With great strength, she pulled up Fei Yu, who was in a daze, and walked to the registration place for the song and dance competition.And using his identity as a military police officer, he threatened to jump in line, borrowed a guitar from the organizer and stuffed it into Fei Yu's arms, and then pushed him onto the stage.

"Come on, little Feiyu! Tie Chang is such a dead-headed person, even if you make a big fool, he can put hundreds of layers of filters on you, so... let go of yourself, say what you want to say, what you want Let’s let it all out.”

Okura Yeko encouraged Feiyu, who was still a little uneasy, and delivered the heaviest blow. "It's just that you don't dare to step out at this level. Do you still have the confidence to enter the world of Tiechang who is a hound? Do you still want to support him for the rest of your life? This world is not what you imagined So simple and peaceful!"

These words, like thunder, resounded in Shiina Feiyu's mind, even when he was unknowingly pushed to the center of the stage, he didn't recover.

He knew, how could he not know.

How ruthless and cruel this world is, there is no place for weakness and innocence, the weak can only count on the pity and rare kindness of the strong to live, but peace is short-lived and false after all.

Not to mention the supernatural war more than ten years ago, the leading war that took place in Yokohama, only a few years have passed?

How could he think that with an iron intestine, he could hide his eyes and ears and live a self-righteous peaceful life.

Because even Tie Chang was not sure that he would die well.So on the day of the wedding, all properties and properties were changed to Fei Yu's name, and even the death insurance was bought and filled in his name.

Therefore, it would be too selfish and shameless to put the pressure purely on Tie Chang, and even he would despise himself.

Shiina Feiyu sighed deeply, and his subordinates adjusted the strings without delay, ignoring the impatient voices of the people below, and the voice of Okura Yeko angrily telling them to shut up.

"Yezi, you hit him too hard just now." Shiina Feiyu said with his head down.

He didn't intend to ask the other party to respond, he raised his head slightly, his bangs covered his eyes, and also covered all his emotions that he inadvertently revealed to the outside world, and he could only hear him talking softly into the microphone near his lips. Yes, calmly, indifferently, talking.

"A song of my own making..."

Even if it's a stolen life, it's been long enough to give up on yourself, it's better to return to reality.

For better or worse, at least try.

""I Wanted To Die" is for...the past and the present self."

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Please match the song in this article with "I once thought about it too" sung by Mika Nakashima

Come and eat~

Some songs will feel better if they are substituting reality

So don't do unnecessary so-called originality

After all, I am not a professional in this field~~

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prior to

Yezi: Okay, anyway, he is the only one of our hounds who is out of order, lest his wife run away and embarrass us, I will help with this

Jono: I want to let those who are bored and slander us for being lonely know that Mr. Tiechang, the number one, can get out of the singles, which means that I will not be alone for the rest of my life

Tianyin: However, in this article, Tiaoye is indeed single

S: As for why Yezi likes Feiyu and is able to hit him...Yezi should answer: I want to abduct him home and I don't want to see him dead and want to beat him up.What's more, with such a light slap, he would have turned into a cat cake with all my strength... Such a very characteristic answer of the Queen of Bloodthorns

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Later, Fei Yu said the song he wanted to sing

Yezi:? ? ?

Jono: No, is it such a big game?

Tie Chang: Fei Yu ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah !

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感谢在2020-12-2916:54:32~2020-12-3021:28:18期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: Mr. Dazai has a meow in his arms;

感谢灌溉营养液的小天使:半夏30瓶;步步18瓶;某熊10瓶;这时的我才三岁5瓶;2589439qazxn2、魔性的兔先生1瓶;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!

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