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"The Gao family issued a notice."

I slowly took a breath and sat on the sofa. Although I expected that the time for Ke Ruo's counterattack would come soon, but when it really came, I felt that I was still not stable enough. I didn't know how to look at Sheng Yun. So in a disguised way, he picked up his phone and swiped: "Ah, let me see."

My right hand is not very good, and I have to swipe it several times before pressing it open, and my fingerprints are not reliable at this moment.

I opened the headline news, and sure enough, the first one was that Gao Yu, the only son of Mr. Gao Min of Gaocheng Group, announced his engagement to Mr. Ke. This is Gao Yu's second marriage. The first marriage was with...

I looked at ten lines at a glance, and the headlines are generally very brief, and there will be no miscellaneous gossip and scandals, so I quickly saw the part about me, and the above is also very simple. They disagreed, and they broke up peacefully a few days ago, and the engagement was terminated.

I hope that everyone will give the past couple time to forgive, and also give the new couple a new blessing, and wish them a happy marriage for a hundred years.

There will be no more after that?

I can't even react.Why didn't Ke Ruo fight back?This news is still not good for him. I said the dissolution of the engagement with Gao Yu is too general, and others will still blame Ke Ruo for everything, although he is not innocent enough.

I'm not speaking for Ke Ruo, I just can't figure it out. Judging from the few times Ke Ruo and I have played against each other this year, he is not a person who is good at swallowing his anger.

When he first came to look for me, he knew that something was going to happen to my Xie family, so he never had any scruples about me, showing off his might, I thought he was the right palace.And now that my Xie family has collapsed, shouldn't he add insult to injury?

What is he doing this for? What?Isn't he afraid that his acting career will be ruined?

I don't need to click on Weibo to know that Weibo must be paralyzed now. My hand shook for Ke Ruo, and I didn't hold the phone.

From Sheng Yun's point of view, I must have been hit hard, so he looked at me and asked, "Are you okay?"

I'm fine, I just haven't reacted yet,? I glanced at him blankly: "Huh?"

Sheng Yun frowned when he saw me like this, he must think that I was stupid, which made his voice softer: "Let him pass the past, you still have... Where is Xiaojin?"

I know this, Xiao Jin is mine, and now it is really mine alone.

I'm not stupid, I'm just a little dull, I have some sequelae of being locked up, I have been divorced from Gao Yu for two months, and it has been eight months since I filed for divorce. When Ke Ruo told me that his belly was a month old, I told Gao Yu The divorce was filed for various reasons, procrastinating, and still in the see-saw. ? I was a little bit overwhelmed by the sudden announcement of divorce.

The four years of marriage accounted for one sentence in this news because of their disagreement.

I think I am a little bit dissatisfied, you can say that I cheated, you can say that I don't look like an O, but I think my personality is very good, I can be beaten and scolded, I am a father and a mother, I, I...

I finally 'I' can't come out, I am also stupid, I have cheated, what can people say.

Sheng Yun took my phone away: "Don't look at it, what's there? What's so interesting! The face of a capitalist."

I looked up at him, he glanced at me, and the corner of his mouth slightly curled: "Why did I say something wrong? When your Xie family was here, they coaxed you to enter the door. Now that your Xie family has collapsed, it is useless, so they let you Get out, what else do you have? What is there to see? Shouldn't you have seen it clearly?"

What he said was right, it was too ruthless, too real to be accepted, my past was such a failure.

I clasped my fingers silently, Sheng Yun probably looked at me pitifully, but he didn't want to leave, he never sat with me for a while in the past.

But the relatively dry time is very difficult, and it is like a death row prisoner on the rack for me.

I lowered my head and looked at his straight sitting posture. He said he was discharged from the army, but his words and deeds are standard. I am afraid that this habit will not be changed in this life.

Just like the scandal with me, what I have done can never be erased. Even if Ke Ruo didn't retaliate against me, I can't treat it as non-existent. I'm afraid that one day, I won't be able to cover it up, and it will make people even more disgusting.

I can not tell others, but I have to tell him the truth.

I was afraid of this kind of torture, it was too painful, so I hung a sword above my head. I don't know when it will fall. Instead of doing this, I might as well stab it out.

Sheng Yun poured me a glass of water: "Drink some hot water, don't think about it."

I held the water glass and took a sip. It was hot. Is he afraid that I will be chilled?

But in fact I was the one who did it wrong.

I'm not just saying that my child is not Gao Yu's.That's just the most superficial, and I have more embarrassing things.

I held the water glass tighter and tighter. Xiao Jin had already gone to sleep. There was no better opportunity than now. I will take advantage of this divorce to explain the reason. Otherwise, I would make him wonder if I said it abruptly. ,Ok, deal.

I put down the water glass and looked up at him: "I'm fine, there is one thing I didn't say, my marriage with Gao Yu has been dissolved long ago, the Gao family did nothing wrong, not because of Ke Ruo, but because of me,"

Because I have no face, I started to talk long-winded and stumbled, so I gritted my teeth and prepared to speak happily, but my happiness was interrupted by Sheng Yun: "The matter is over, Don't mention them both anymore."

Sheng Yun always interrupted me, but this time I insisted on speaking out, I finally mustered up the courage: "I want to say it, and I am also responsible, I am the first..."

Sheng Yun looked at me: "Are you trying to make me angry?"

I opened my mouth and closed it again, I never wanted to make Sheng Yun angry.

Sheng Yun looked at me with the same sharp and sarcastic eyes as before: "What happened to Ke Ruo and Gao Yu, are you clear about it? He has been pregnant for several months now, don't tell me you didn't know before?"

I didn't say anything, even if I didn't want to know, Ke Ruo didn't want to cover it.

Sheng Yun also saw my cowardice, and said coldly: "Thank you Shen An, don't make excuses for them, it will make others look down on you even more."

He stared at what I said firmly, as if I was the one who repeatedly committed lowly things and would have no shame unless forced to scold me.

I couldn't help thinking about my past as he said, I used to be quite cheap. ? To not blame him for looking down on me.

Sheng Yun continued to look at me: "Do you know how what happened yesterday?"

I haven't come back to my senses yet, and I shook my head blankly. He also knows why I'm stupid? Why don't you know? So he hooked the corner of his mouth and said softly: "The person who asked you to shine shoes on your knees is him. I came here to humiliate you, but you are still here to speak for him, Xie Shen'an, "

He paused and looked at me: "Are you such a virgin?"

Did he even call me a white lotus?

I lowered my eyes, I don't want to look at the sharp light in his eyes, his eyes always force me to hide, my actions these years are all like idiots in his eyes.

But even if I lowered my head, he still refused to let me go. His condescending voice said: "Xie Shen'an, don't let me look down on you. Don't let Xiao Jin follow you, don't let him hold his head up, don't let him," he paused After searching for a word, my ears opened subconsciously, and I heard him say word by word: "I'm ashamed of you."

I finally raised my head, and I wanted to ask Sheng Yun: Is it because you have always looked down on me, just like now?

If that's the case, then I can't tell it anymore, because telling it will only make him sick again.

There is no most disgusting thing in this world, only more disgusting.

I finally didn't dare to say anything, I buried my dirty things deeply, and smiled at him: "Okay, I won't say anything, don't be angry."

It was me who took myself too seriously, thinking that speaking out would win an honest and good impression.

Hehe, I laughed at myself, so I still have some thoughts, I still hope that Sheng Yun will forgive me, forgive my cheating, forgive my... past.

Now I realize that I think too much, I, Yu Shengyun, is just a friend, and I don’t need to explain such deep secret things as cheating and not cheating.

After I figured out this problem, I lowered my head and forked fruit to eat. I washed a lot of fruit today, but it was still full, and he didn't eat any of it.

What I forked was a small tomato. I forked it again and again, but it didn’t work, so I forked a big papaya cruelly. This time it finally arrived, and I took a bite.

Probably seeing that my attitude is not good, Sheng Yun looked at me: "Did you understand what I said?"

I chewed the papaya and nodded: "I understand, I won't let Xiao Jin feel ashamed of me."

I don't know how long it can last. Ke Ruo didn't expose me. It wasn't because he was out of kindness. It was because he was pinched by Sheng Yun. I don't know when he will explode, and I don't have the courage to tell Sheng Yun again. up.

Probably because I saw that I was hit, he wanted to calm down: "I didn't mean that, I mean..." He took a deep breath: "What do you have? You can tell me anything, you, and I."

The next four words he said were so difficult and so far-fetched.

I nodded with a smile, and reached out to him. I should have wanted to shake hands with him.

But he may have misunderstood, he thought I needed a hug like a comrade-in-arms, so he hugged me stiffly, with only one arm around me, that arm was as stiff as a piece of steel, I thought I had become a durian.

I think it was too much for him.

He hugged him so reluctantly, so I was also a little stiff. I have never been so close to him in these years. He has a very weak laundry smell. He seems to rarely wear perfume and never release pheromones, so? I can't smell anything, and I can't smell the good smell in my memory anymore. I think his embrace is like this before, and there's nothing rare about it.

I thought about it, but I didn't go out. In the end, he couldn't go on stiffly, and pushed me away. He pushed me farther than I was sitting on myself just now. I was almost pushed to the ground. My family The sofa is quite small.

When I was about to fall, he caught me again and pulled me up with my clothes.

One and a half minutes of hugging is not enough to fall, he is probably a little sorry, but he really can't apologize to me, he just said in a low voice: "You can go to work tomorrow, what do you need in the future? Tell me, if you are short of money Tell me, and I'll transfer the money to you."

He straightened his clothes and looked at me again: "If it's all right, I'll be leaving. I'll pick you up tomorrow morning."

I nodded, I can understand him, comfort is comfort, money, anything? You can give it, but people can't give it.

I went back to the bedroom, Xiaojin was already fast asleep, I touched his face, poor little guy, he only had a rest for three days and was going to kindergarten again.

And I can go to work again, although Sheng Yun looks down on me, but he is right, if you want others to look up to you, you have to straighten your back.

I lay on the bed and closed my eyes, I had another dream, it was my birthday.

Gao Yu forced me to think about who my adulterer was, so I thought about it for half a year, and it wasn't completely futile, at least I was able to figure out when it happened, because Xiaojin's birthday is here, except The day of my birthday will never be another day.