I was taken down as a black fan

After running far away and making sure that Bai Yue hadn't followed, he slowed down.

He doesn't want to take a taxi now, he doesn't want to go back, and he doesn't want to stay with Bai Yue.

Said he would go back right away.

But does he really want to go back quickly?He is resistant.

That was the place he had stayed for so long. When he first entered, his heart was full of excitement and anticipation. He thought he would start there and climb to the same height as Bai Yue.

But he didn't even have a chance to play, and he was leaving now.

Where can I go if I leave?He didn't know that no one in other teams wanted him, but he didn't want to just leave. He still wanted to continue playing professionally, and he wanted to climb to the top. He really wanted to understand Bai Yue's feelings when he chose to quit after reaching the top.

But he has no chance, and it is very likely that he will never be able to be a professional for the rest of his life.

Bai Yue really wanted to cry, he really wanted to let go of all his burdens and cry, but when he saw the people passing by him by chance, the tears were forced back.

Finally, he walked into an empty alley, squatted down, buried his head in his knees, and shrugged his shoulders slightly.

When Bai Yue followed, Chi Mu was already leaning against the wall in despair and staring at the sky in a daze.

Bai Yue walked over without saying a word, walked in front of Chi Mu, and squatted down.

"what happened?"

Bai Yue put his right hand on Chi Mu's right shoulder. After realizing that Chi Mu was crying, he didn't mock him, but tried to make his voice softer.

"What are you doing here!"

Chi Mu came back to his senses, his expression changed immediately, and he wanted to speak to Bai Yue in a normal tone, but his voice was already hoarse.

"What happened, don't you want to go back?"

Bai Yue asked him very patiently.

"It's nothing, how did you find it?"

Chi Mu immediately stood up and turned his face away, not wanting to be seen by Bai Yue in his distress.

"Your acting skills are too bad, so I followed you."

Bai Yue also stood up.

In fact, he had been closely following Chi Mu, but he knew that Chi Mu would definitely run away if he pursued directly, so he waited until he was sure that Chi Mu hadn't moved before coming over.

"What acting skills? I don't understand what you're talking about!"

Chi Mu is still pretending to ignore, Bai Yue is his goal of joining the profession, the last thing he wants is for Bai Yue to see him in a mess.

"Your eyes are red, what kind of acting skills are you talking about?"

"It has nothing to do with you!"

Chi Mu stubbornly wiped away tears with the back of her hand.Turning his face away, he didn't want Bai Yue to see his embarrassed posture.

"You cried as soon as you ran out of my house. I have no reason not to suspect that I made you cry."

Seeing that Chi Mu refused to admit it, Bai Yue's way also changed.

"Who do you think you are! You still make me cry."

"It has nothing to do with you, you can go back with peace of mind"

Chi Mu broke away from Bai Yue and moved two steps to the side.

Bai Yue followed him, just to get in front of him.

"Even if it has nothing to do with me, I can't be completely indifferent when I see a person crying in front of me. I want you to go back with me."

"If you walk away now, don't you cry in front of you?"

Chi Mu's voice was extremely hoarse, and he was still stubborn.

This made Bai Yue laugh.

"I'm not blind, I've seen everything, how can I pretend I didn't see it, and the crying person still likes my little black so much, I can't just turn a blind eye."

"Who likes you, I'm a black fan!"

"Okay, okay, black powder black powder."

Bai Yue put his hands on Chi Mu's shoulders, clenched them tightly, looked at Chi Mu, and said very seriously.

"Xiao Hei, tell me what happened, don't be alone."

When Chi Mu heard Bai Yue's words "don't hold back alone", how could he

"Don't hold back alone", these words successfully touched the softest part of Chi Mu's heart, he couldn't bear it anymore, and buried his face in his hands.

There is an older brother in his family, and his grades have not been as good as his older brother since he was a child. Naturally, his family loves him much less than his elder brother.

Every Chinese New Year is the most painful time for him. When relatives come to the house, his parents always praise his elder brother in front of relatives.

In their eyes, he is like a transparent person, and they won't even mention him.

Had it not been for their strong opposition when he proposed that he would drop out of school to pursue a career, he would have thought that he was a transparent person in their eyes and would not exist at all.

After joining the team, he thought his life would change for the better.

But no, as a substitute, not only did the outside world not pay attention to him, even the team members had no contact with him.

He also knew that he couldn't cooperate well with them and could only be a substitute. His inferiority complex made him gradually stop talking in the team.

The funny thing is, even so, no one in the team noticed that something was wrong with him.

In the end, he was still a transparent person.

He who never thought he would be comforted by others finally couldn't help crying in front of Bai Yue.

Seeing him crying silently, Bai Yue hugged him tightly.

"What the hell happened?"

Bai Yue patted Chi Mu's back lightly, his voice was so gentle that he didn't even think of it himself.

"Bai Yue, I have nowhere to go..."

Chi Mu said in a hoarse voice, grabbing Bai Yue's back tightly like a drowning person.

After Bai Yue waited for Chi Mu to stabilize, he took him back to his home.

……

"What happened?"

Bai Yue handed a glass of warm water to Chi Mu, this time Chi Mu didn't refuse, and obediently took a sip of the warm water.

My voice was hoarse from crying just now, but after rinsing it with warm water, I felt much more comfortable.

"It's not a big deal..."

After Chi Mu regained his composure, he felt a little embarrassed.

"It's all crying like this, it's not a big deal."

Bai Yue sat next to Chi Mu. Chi Mu lowered his head, not daring to look at Bai Yue.

Seeing that he was unwilling to speak, Bai Yue continued to ask.

"Isn't there no place to go? Do you want me to live here?"

"you……"

Chi Mu turned his head to look at Bai Yue in surprise, then turned his head back immediately, and said in a muffled voice.

"Why did you let me live with you? Why are you so nice to me suddenly?"

Really, it makes me want to cry.

"I happen to have a vacant room here. If you feel sorry, you can be responsible for the water and electricity bills."

Bai Yue knew that Chi Mu was embarrassed, so he was very patient.

Chi Mu lowered her head and said nothing.

In his memory, he had never said kind words to Bai Yue, nor had his tone been gentle. He couldn't find a reason why Bai Yue was so kind to him.

But the fact is that Bai Yue treated him really well, and his tone was very sincere. Although Bai Yue always liked to tease him, he could clearly tell that Bai Yue really wanted to help him this time.

But he couldn't get over that hurdle in his heart.

He wanted to enter this circle because he was amazed by Bai Yue's skills. Bai Yue has always been the motivation for his hard work, but he has not been recognized by Bai Yue as an e-sports player, so Bai Yue retired .

He lost his purpose and was depressed for a while, which was simply the darkest period of his life.

Originally, the team planned to sell him because he couldn't play anymore. In addition, his training results were not good during that time, which led to the team really hanging him out during the transfer period.

During that time, he could only vent his pain by scolding Bai Yue in Bai Yue's live broadcast room.

He thought Bai Yue would hate him, but Bai Yue was the one who reached out to him.

He didn't understand why Bai Yue would help him, just like he didn't understand why Bai Yue chose to pass when he was at his peak.

Seeing that Chi Mu hadn't spoken for a long time, Bai Yue knew that Chi Mu would not agree if he was like this, so he changed his tone and became the usual him, and said with a joking smile.

"It's not just the water and electricity bills, you also have to be responsible for cleaning and cooking, and you have to live broadcast with me during my live broadcast. Even if I tease you in the live broadcast room, you can't resist. In the live broadcast room, what I say is what I say."

Chi Mu was dizzy after hearing Bai Yue's one-slap conditions, but with so many conditions, he finally felt better.

"I'll move out when I find a place to live."

Chi Mu still had some signing fee from their team back then, but the team asked him to move out immediately, and he couldn't find a place to live for a while.

"It's okay to stay with me all the time."

Bai Yue used to stay in the team, and he could find his teammates to fight with him every day, which was quite interesting, but now living alone, it's much less fun.

"Never."

He doesn't want to stay in other people's homes and refuse to leave, and Bai Yue is a person who usually likes to play tricks.