No.30 Eight Lovers

Is there a problem with the child? Why do you want to lie to the little goblin and pester Bian Baekhyun? "

"This matter was wrong from the beginning." Wu Shixun stared at the dark red light above his head, "It's like buttoning the wrong button from the beginning, and everything left is wrong. I know it's wrong, but I'm fucking selfish!"

"Bian Baekhyun?" Kim Jong-in asked tentatively.

Wu Shixun was silent.

"You obviously like Luhan!" Kim Jong In sat up and looked at Sehun Oh, "It's really stupid to deceive yourself!"

"It's really... really bad..." Wu Shixun smiled helplessly, "I can't even explain why, I clearly think about Baekhyun, but I think about Luhan from time to time. I see him so embarrassed Please don’t go, ask me if I really like him, my heart really hurts! At that time, I really wish I could hold him so he won’t cry.” Sitting up, Wu Shixun buried his face in his hands "So far, the most inhuman thing I've ever done is to watch him hoarse in front of me, but I leave cruelly..."

The music continued downstairs, Jin Zhongren watched Wu Shixun buried his face like an ostrich fleeing from danger.

"Sehun..." Jin Zhongren looked at Wu Shixun's slightly trembling shoulders, and sighed helplessly, "If you are capable of being messy, you must be able to bear it."

"I miss him..." Wu Shixun's voice carried the hoarseness of a man crying, "Thinking about it is going crazy... I'm really going crazy..."

"Why did you leave him? Just because you liked Baekhyun first?"

"You won't understand. There is a deep misunderstanding between them. Before I can solve their misunderstanding, this is the best way to protect them." Finally raised his head, wet tears were still hanging on his face , the slightly drunk Oh Se-hoon was a little out of order, lost his usual vigor, and was a little sad, "Park Chanyeol is very good...he is better than me...better than me..."

"Wu Shixun, you are so stupid!"

"This time, I admit..."

Like an ascetic monk, paranoid people bump along the way with their helpless persistence.Stop and go, they never give up, like lunatics, like fools, but in fact they are children.

They are really like children, the kind of obsession similar to a toy ball. If you don’t give them what they want, they will want it more. If they don’t get it, they will either cry or find something else , or don't, either one or the other.It's either-or, just like people always put the odds of heads and tails in a coin toss as [-]/[-]. They never consider that there will be a neutral phenomenon, either heads or tails, nothing else.Paranoid people are always either one or the other, either persistent to the end or give up; either believe or not; either happy or painful...

Luhan is just an either-or paranoid, either continue to love, or stop loving, he will never touch the action that made him hurt a few times, never again.So, Chen told him not to give up, it may not be a good ending, but this is to give him a chance, and it is also for Wu Sehun, or for Park Chanyeol, when Lu Han is not yet desperate.

I don’t like dark nights, but there are still dark nights every day; I don’t like adultery, but it’s crowded everywhere, Luhan knows that you have to bear some helplessness for the rest of your life, because there is nothing you can do except bear it.Luhan knows that the helplessness between him, Wu Shixun, and Byun Baekhyun is like a river that cannot be crossed. He is on this side and they are on the other side of the river. If they don’t come over, Luhan can only try to swim across. In the end, either survive or drown.

"Go back, it's windy."

Putting his coat on the people around him, Park Chanyeol looked up at the gate of the building.The sensory glass door opens and closes from time to time, and the lifeless dead things seem to be alive because of people, but the people who come in and out are like dead things compared to those doors.

"Maybe they won't come today."

"Park Chanyeol..." His eyes were fixed on the glass door that opened and closed, his expression was calm and calm, "You said they saw me, what kind of reaction would they have?"

Turning his head to look at Lu Han's perfect side face, everything is still, except for his slightly trembling eyelashes.Park Chanyeol smiled, followed Lu Han's gaze, "Maybe you will still be disappointed."

One morning, Park Chanyeol accompanied Luhan outside the Starshine building, waiting for the person Luhan wanted to see to appear.

The nanny's car stopped at the door, and the man with his baseball cap lowered walked out of the company surrounded by the staff with a bag on his shoulders.

Obviously feeling the slight tremor around him, Park Chanyeol frowned and stared at Oh Sehun who was greeting the fans guarding the door.

"Let's go." Lu Han said lightly, "Let's go back."

"You..." Park Chanyeol was a little surprised, "He's right there."

Seeing Wu Shixun's unsuitable smile on his face, Luhan tightened the clothes on his body, "I'll come and see him." I want to know if you have a bad life like me without me, or you will be better than me Imagining a good life "He's doing well." Turning around with a smile, Lu Han got into the car.

The moment he raised his head, Wu Shixun seemed to see Luhan, he pushed aside the crowd, and ran to the black Bentley parked across the road.

"Luhan!"

On the endlessly flowing road, a large truck roared past, and the opposite side of the road was empty.

"Luhan..."

There seems to be still Luhan's undissipated rosemary in the air, carrying his temperature and the humidity of his tears.

Maybe I'm really crazy, Wu Shixun thought.

"Sehun, what's the matter?" Do Kyungsoo who caught up looked at Wu Sehun worriedly, "I can't be late for the film promotion press conference anymore, let's go!"

Looking across the road, Wu Shixun finally turned around helplessly, "Let's go."

Tao! Tao! Tao! ..."

"Not bad, kid!" Standing in the stands and looking at the fanatical fans underground, he pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, and the light behind Austin's glasses was shining. "I didn't expect that just Teaser could attract so many people."

Folding his arms, Huang Zitao looked at the crowds of people in the audience without saying a word. For the first comeback show, he waited for a long time, so long that Huang Zitao almost forgot the reason for waiting, so long that Huang Zitao almost had no hope.

"This is just the beginning." He said lightly, keeping his eyes on the fans, "I will go up step by step."

"That's right!" Austin nodded in satisfaction. "Wu Shixun is not a peaceful master. He will have to play himself out sooner or later. As long as you listen to me, you must be the next Ace!"

Huang Zitao looked at the assistant beside him with a sneer, "Brother, my success has nothing to do with you, it's my own hard work."

"Young man..." Austin shook his head disdainfully and continued to look at Huang Zitao's lights and hands, "Gold agent! Austin, it's time for you to get ahead."

Turning around, Huang Zitao returned to the waiting room.Arranging the heavy performance costumes, his eyes were always looking at the black screen mobile phone on the table.

He didn't open it.

"Tao Stand Bay!"

"OK."

Jin Junmian, you will definitely regret it!

"Tao! Tao! Tao!..."

Sitting in the auditorium, surrounded by excited little girls shouting Huang Zitao's name, Jin Junmian smiled lightly.

Huang Zitao is not considered a rookie. He is born with excellent conditions and hard work, but he has been covered up for many years, and he has returned to people's sight with just one hit.It is well-known that gold can always shine after being polished, Huang Zitao is such a person, he is not a genius but a local talent!

Unlike Bian Boxian, Huang Zitao's dynamic dance music has brainwashing melodies and rap, paired with handsome and difficult dances, Huang Zitao is the king of the stage tonight.

"Tao!"

"Hello, everyone." Huang Zitao, who finished playing, gasped and looked at his fans. "I'm Huang Zitao." Huang Zitao wiped the sweat from his forehead with a tissue. "Thank you everyone! Thank you for discovering Huang Zitao, thank you for making it possible for me." Fulfilling my dream..."

"Tao, don't cry!" The fans in the audience shouted distressedly, "There is nothing impossible for you in the world! We are with you!"

"Thank you!" The big boy was still crying. Huang Zitao, who loves to cry, has not shed tears for a long time, "You will stay with me, right? Will you always be with me?!"

"Yes!" The fans said in unison.

"Fool..." Jin Junmian tearfully looked at the young man on the stage who seemed not strong, "What a fool..."

"Don't lie to me, don't perfunctory me!"

"Yes!"

"Thank you!" Huang Zitao bowed deeply, "Thank you also to one of my older brothers, who grew up with me! When Zitao grows up, I know he must be watching. I just want you to know that Huang Zitao is great and outstanding. !"

Jin Junmian nodded in relief, got up and left the studio.

It is not easy for everyone to grow up, for someone, or copy and paste someone's life path, or take a path that others have not taken.We are all obsessive-compulsive disorder patients, but fortunately, we have all grown up bravely in the stumbling...

ch28.

【Please let me maintain my last dignity, or destroy me directly】

Forest, fog, silence, alone.

Luhan walked aimlessly through it alone, confused and helpless.

It turns out that not only can't see in the dark, but even in broad daylight, I'm still blind.

"deer deer……"

"deer deer……"

"Lulu, mom is here..."

"Son, mom is here, come here quickly!"

"Mom!" Looking around in surprise and joy, "Mom, where are you?!"

"Here! Come here!"

A face almost identical to her own with a gentle smile, a pure white dress, and black hair, smiling and beckoning to herself, "Come on Lulu, come to Mommy..."

"Mother……