No.30 Eight Lovers

, because I have nothing, I have to find a reason for myself to continue to linger on, I have no choice..."

"I know!" Lu Han nodded, "I know!"

"Did you hurt? When Sehun and I hurt you?"

Looking at Bian Boxian with tears in his eyes, Lu Han knew what his expression and gaze meant.

It's an expectation and a longing, it's so complicated, maybe you don't understand it.

"It hurts..."

Baekhyun laughed and cried too.

It has been seven years since I hugged so hard again.

Seven years burn to ashes...

"Chanyeol..."

Without a car, Park Chanyeol took Luhan's hand and walked along the side of the street, the colorful neon lights in the window hit Luhan's face, it was bright and dark.Park Chanyeol saw clearly how happy Luhan is.

They are like a couple, the spoiled Park Chanyeol, and the happy Luhan...

"Chanyeol..."

Luhan looked up at Park Chanyeol, colorful neon lights reflected in his watery eyes, a colorful fairy tale world.

"what happened?"

Luhan didn't say anything, just smiled and made that childlike "giggle" sound, never before mischievous and cheerful.

"Chanyeol..."

Luhan seemed to never get tired of it, calling Park Chanyeol's name from time to time, but didn't say anything.

"Yeah." Smiling and rubbing Lu Han's hair, "You and Byun Baek Hyun reconciled?"

Saying what Luhan has always wanted to say, Luhan looked at Park Chanyeol in a daze, "You know?"

"It's all written on the face." The fingertips lightly poked Luhan's lovely apple muscles, a little pink because of happiness.

Lu Han frowned and smiled, "Maybe it's not a reconciliation, but it's a good start, I want to make up for him."

Park Chanyeol nodded, "He... did he mention Oh Sehun?"

The smile that was too late to take back was still hanging on his face, Lu Han stopped, and the hand he was holding with Park Chanyeol was still pulling, Park Chanyeol, who was not willing to let go, also stopped, looking at Luhan who lowered his head, "What's the matter?" ?”

"You actually know everything, right?"

"What?!" Park Chanyeol smiled, his exaggerated laughter was a bit abrupt, "What do I know? Xiaolulu is asking me to guess how you will celebrate later? Well, let me think about it..."

"Stop pretending! You're not Wu Shixun, compared to him, your acting skills are terrible!" Lu Han looked up at him, frowning beautifully, "Are you a fool?!"

"Why did Xiaolulu say that about me..." Park Chanyeol pouted pretending to be wronged, "I'm not a fool!"

"In vain, Wu Shixun hid and they couldn't find them! He also said that Wu Shixun didn't like him, but me! He said that as long as I beg you, you would help me find Wu Shixun! He said that Wu Shixun and I can finally be together But what about you, Park Chanyeol! This is not fair to you!" Lu Han looked at Park Chanyeol, making his eyes stop avoiding, "I'm anxious that Sehun is gone, but I try my best not to show it in front of you! I try my best not to go Miss him! Because I don’t want you to be like a fool and give for me! Wu Shixun is gone, I can look for it myself!”

"Lulu!" Park Chanyeol's gaze was burning like a torch, "You make me look at you sad, this is even more cruel to me!"

"But Chanyeol," touching his chest, knowing it was cruel but still said, "There is only Sehun here, if you help me find Sehun, I will leave with him, do you know that?! All your efforts are useless, do you know ?! I can't let you suffer for nothing because of my happiness! It's not fair!"

Seeing Luhan's red eyes, and the mist covering his star-like eyes, Park Chanyeol's mouth twitched in pain.

"You're the fool..." Pulling Luhan into his arms, his chin lightly rested on the top of his head, "This kind of thing is always willing, I can do this for you, so I'm happy..."

Pulling Luhan to the crowded square, Park Chanyeol wrapped Luhan in his arms, "Lulu, you must remember me, my name is Park Chanyeol, I really like Park Chanyeol who likes Luhan..."

He took off his hat, folded off the collar of Luhan's coat, and held Luhan's delicate face in both hands, caressing it lovingly.

"Chanyeol..."

The people around him began to be restless, Lu Han only had eyes for the other party.

"Lulu, remember to close your eyes when kissing!" Park Chanyeol said mischievously, blinking playfully, "I'm kissing his beloved like this, let's see if that bad guy still shows up!"

Leaning down, kissing his rosemary lips, rubbing, rubbing...

What are you crying for?Unpromising Park Chanyeol!

Bitterness spread from the corner of his mouth, Lu Han closed his eyes, he knew what he was.All the love and unwillingness of a big boy, all the bearing and enduring...

With both hands wrapped around Park Chanyeol's waist, Luhan was not confused, he knew that it was not Oh Sehun, but Park Chanyeol with sunshine.He gave himself too much, what else can he give...

Thank you, Park Chanyeol...

Thank you, Park Chanyeol with sunshine and breeze...

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【Your eyes are full of moonlight Baby, silently flowing pure light in pain】

It was late at night when I left Lu's house.

Wrapped tightly in the windbreaker, buttoned up the hat, and walked alone along the silent road.

This is Wu Shixun's stubbornness, the arrogance in his bones and unwillingness to admit defeat, even if he is in such an unprecedented downfall at this moment.

Wu Shixun refused the Lu family's car, preferring to walk five or six kilometers.

The night wind was cold, the weather wasn't too good, it was hazy and misty, and the night fog wet his hair.

The fatigue and lack of sleep in the past few days made Wu Shixun almost collapsed, his stomach hurt faintly, and his body began to light up red.He has never been down and down, and he is so shy that he doesn't want to ask anyone for help. The kind of inherent arrogance allows him to live in a rooftop room in winter and summer, and can eat fast food bought in line. He can squeeze the bus early in the morning, and he can even resell his collection of watches... These are the hardships and sufferings that he has never experienced, whether he is the young master of the Wu family or a popular idol.

He can't go home and doesn't want to go home, because his beloved Luhan hasn't come home yet, or is still suffering.

When he arrived in the urban area, Wu Shixun finally stopped the car.Closing his eyes tiredly, his head leaning on the back of the chair shook slightly with the bumps of the car, the flickering lights hit his face, and his face with some stubble was a little pale.

There was dead silence in the car, and the driver turned on the radio, beeping and flicking FM credits, intermittently disturbing.Finally, the announcer's voice gradually became clear, and the voice of the host of the late-night show was soft as if singing a lullaby, and Wu Shixun's frowning brows gradually relaxed.

The content of the broadcast is recent entertainment news, and news that has become old news is still talked about.But Wu Shixun doesn't care, even if he is reporting his own news, even if he wants to punish him.After two or three years in the entertainment industry, Wu Shixun, who is not used to anything, has gradually learned to be indifferent. Those things don't touch his heart, and he doesn't care if he can be indifferent.

"Famous designer Luhan revealed his new relationship again."

This is the thing that can touch Wu Shixun's heart, mentioning Luhan, everything about Luhan.

"Master, turn up the volume on the radio."

Even though he put all his energy into listening, Wu Shixun was still dizzy, his headache was splitting, his breathing became difficult, and his stomach began to throb little by little.

"Hey, young people nowadays, change as soon as they say it!" The driver shook his head with emotion, as if wanting to ease the oppressive atmosphere in the car, "This designer had a quarrel with his idol Wu Shixun a few days ago. After a while, I hang out with Had's Xiaokai again, quite shameless, actually kissing in public, what do you think it is like!"

Pursing his dry lips that were almost chapped, Wu Shixun's face became paler, his eyes closed, and even his breathing became deep and fast.The harder he tried to hold back the pain, the more painful it became. Wu Shixun could no longer tell where the pain came from. His limbs were all pricked like needles, and it was like a bomb was buried in his chest, which would explode in the next second.

Luhan came back, but he didn't go home, he didn't come to find himself, even he and Park Chanyeol were together...

It shouldn't be like this!It can't be like this!

How can the luxury that Wu Shixun tried his best to keep become someone else's!Luhan still doesn't know that Wu Shixun really likes him, and he hasn't listened to Wu Shixun's explanation, he didn't give Wu Shixun a chance to make up for him!

"I heard that when he was abroad, changing boyfriends was like changing clothes..."

"Master, go to Pu's Manor."

"It's so late, it's a bit..."

"Five times the price! By the way, please shut your mouth!"

The purple earrings refracted the moonlight, casting a layer of purple on the snow-white wall.

The 23-year-old said that life seems too hypocritical. If the so-called emotions are not experienced half a lifetime of ups and downs, then they are ups and downs.Luhan belongs to the latter group, at the age of 23, with 23 years of ups and downs, he is brilliant but also injured.

Like this, thinking about the past alone in sleepless nights, all I can think of is tears.People are too self-pitying, as if they are the worst in the world, maybe it would be better to die, but in the end everyone will continue to live.It's not worth it to die like this!The same is true for Lu Han, too much pain and unbearable looking back made him bear too much, he just painted the ground as a prison, he was obsessed with obsession, until finally a person appeared, he can accompany Lu Han, not let him remember, don't give time to pain. to pain.

That person is Wu Shixun, Luhan's No.30 eighth lover, the untrue couple status gave Luhan the feeling of love.

The purple earrings lie alone in the black velvet brocade box, the sparkling diamonds are cold and hard, cutting all Lu Han's thoughts.

Bian Boxian said, Oh Sehun really likes Luhan!Luhan didn't doubt it, because it was Wu Shixun, and also because of that