My destined love

When I got the screening program list, I fully understood why J had such a big reaction when he saw that he was drawn to the "song category".

"My God...why are there so many..." I looked down the list, and I had to turn the page as soon as I slipped.

"For 48 programs, one song is 3 minutes, and we have to listen to it for two and a half hours." J sighed.

"Where's Miss Yao?" I looked back, and there was a dark crowd of "singers" waiting to perform behind me.

"I don't know, maybe I slipped away." J handed me several scoring sheets.

"I will sue you for slander!" Sister Xiaoyao's sweet voice interrupted, she rolled up her chair and sat down next to me.

"Yo, are you coming?" J gave her a few scoring sheets, "Let's start, finish early and go home early."

Sister Xiaoyao made an OK gesture, stood up and signaled the people behind to quiet down: "The students whose numbers I have called are invited to perform on stage, first of all, the first group..."

In the next two hours or so, I listened to songs in various languages, in various ages, in various genres, and in various ranges. There were even a few groups of selected songs with the same level of singing. It's hard for us to choose.After finally getting a general idea of ​​the selected programs, it was already past 06:30 in the evening.

"Hurry up and eat, I can't do it!" J put together a lot of scoring sheets, looked at us, "Together?"

Sister Xiaoyao waved her hand and said, "Nonono! I've already had two meals today, that's enough."

"You lost weight?" J seemed surprised.

"Yeah." She raised her eyebrows, "Is there a problem?"

"You still want to lose weight with your small body?" His expression was exaggerated, "According to your standards, wouldn't I have to quit eating?"

"Anyway, go eat, I'm going back to the dormitory." Sister Xiao Yao left the activity room after finishing speaking.

J and I sat down in an airtight corner in the cafeteria. The noodles exuded a strong aroma of heat. I put a few of them into my mouth, but they were burned, so I quickly blew them vigorously.

"J, do you know when our vice president will return to school?" I pretended to ask him casually.

"How would I know, he didn't tell me this time when he came home." He suddenly changed the topic, "Aren't you on good terms with him? He didn't tell you?"

I almost choked: "How can it be good?!"

He looked at me suspiciously: "Why are you so excited? I saw the two of you having supper outside several times, and once..."

"Then how did you and him know each other? They're not from the same department." I interrupted him with a random topic, and I couldn't let him go on. Who knows what else he saw.Hmm, like in the woods next to the dormitory after supper... I swear I was pulled in by force, not voluntarily at all!

"Of course I met in the student union." Is it my illusion?Why does it feel like he is looking at me like an idiot?

"I mean... you guys have the best relationship in the entire student union." What the hell am I talking about!

"I'll go!" He widened his eyes, "You shouldn't be doubting our 'pure' friendship! I have a girlfriend!" He deliberately emphasized the word "pure".

"I didn't mean that!" God, the more he explained, the more confused he seemed.

"Besides, he seems to have a girlfriend or fiancée, who is abroad."

J lowered his head and took a sip of the noodle soup after saying this, so he didn't see my froze face at that moment. When he raised his head again, I had adjusted my emotions and restored my original expression, as if nothing had happened .

******

I was sitting alone on the edge of the playground, watching a few girls running at night wearing earphones, recalling what J said, my heart was in a mess.Thinking about it carefully, I have always been in a passive position in this relationship. I didn't avoid him when he approached me.

I can't tell how I feel about him, and I'm not sure if I really like him or if it's because of other feelings.These thoughts weighed on my chest like a stone, and I couldn't breathe.Looking up at the sky, compared with when I was a child, the sky now seems not very clean, so there are few stars, and the clouds in the sky reflect the color of the street lamps.

At this time, the mobile phone rang, and the sound was very abrupt in the empty playground. I could tell who it was from the ringtone of the incoming call, so I hesitated and answered it.

"Hello..." I said lazily.

"What's wrong?" He quickly heard the strangeness in my voice.

"It's okay, what's the matter?" I pretended to answer him briskly.

The other party was silent for a while before saying, "I'm sorry these days."

"Why do you apologize again?" He really liked apologizing more and more.

"I haven't had time to contact you, do you miss me?" His chuckle came from the phone.

"I don't want to..." I replied desperately.

"Unfortunately, I'm going to buy some food for you, since..."

"Think about it! How could you not want to?! Can't you tell I was in Tsundere just now?!" Since he has already defined me as a foodie, why not do it.

"Hmm." His tone was so brisk that I seemed to be able to see his smiling face through the screen.

"Are you busy these days?" Thinking of the overseas phone call, I asked him with the depression in my heart.

"A bit."

"What's the matter?" I asked cautiously, trying to find out what was going on.

"It's not a big deal, but I still can't get away and go back to school for a while." He didn't seem to want to discuss this topic with me in detail.

"How can this work? The final exam is coming soon." I reminded him.

"I have no choice but to take the make-up exam next semester. It's okay."

"Okay, okay, you're a bully, you're awesome." I scolded him.

"Jealous?" He smiled happily.

"Of course not!" I changed my phone to the other hand and complained to him, "Today we reviewed the programs of the Double Egg Gala, and there were more than 40! Fortunately, you ran away at the busiest time."

"Tired?"

"It's okay, it's not me performing, it's just that my butt hurts after sitting for a long time." As I was talking, an idea suddenly popped up, so I continued, "To be honest, I was tired yesterday, and shopping with girls was too painful. Girls are too picky about things."

After listening to my words, he stopped talking. Such an attitude made me feel guilty, but I was still very upset when I thought that he might have something to hide from me, so I just stayed in a stalemate with him.It seemed like a long time before he spoke, his voice was soft but clear: "Rao Che, will you suddenly not want me one day?"

I felt a twinge in my heart for a moment, and pretended to be joking and said to him: "What are you thinking, I went to the street to buy party decorations with Ola senior sister yesterday, she has to choose everything for a long time, and my legs hurt from shopping." .”

"What should I do if you really don't want me?" He seemed to be talking to himself, but also seemed to be asking me.

"What can I do? Then eat all the snacks you bought for me." Yes, I'm running away.

"Okay." He smiled, but couldn't tell whether it was happiness or helplessness.

"Then what, when J and I were eating in the cafeteria today..."

"Well, what happened?"

I really wanted to ask this matter clearly, but I still hesitated when I got to my mouth: "It's nothing, I just found that the noodles are delicious, let's go together next time?"

"Okay. I can't contact you again during this time. Let's see you during the winter vacation. I'll find you."

"It's up to you, but don't forget to buy me something to eat!" After hanging up the phone, I decisively scolded myself, it seems that this passive position at a disadvantage will never be changed.

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