My destined love

"Rao Che! Don't tell me you don't eat again!" Bai Bin slapped my bed rail hard, making me upset.

"Let me sleep for a while..." I pulled the quilt over my head.

"You've been sleeping all day! I don't care what's on your mind right now, just get out of here!!" He disturbed my sleep relentlessly.

"Don't force him, let's go and bring him some back." The good man Zhu Shiyu finally dragged this annoying roommate out.

Lying on the bed alone, staring blankly at the ceiling, I have been in this state since I came back yesterday, waking up and sleeping, it is a hundred times more uncomfortable than being sick.Thinking back to Liu Yuechen's words, I still couldn't believe it. It always felt like a nightmare. As long as I struggled to wake up, nothing actually happened.

I opened the address book and dialed the number with the most recorded calls to me, but no one answered, and when I called again, the other party turned off the phone directly.I turned over and got out of bed irritably, still didn't want to do anything, just changed to a different place and just stared blankly.

As expected, I am still a nervous person. As he said, this incident had been foreshadowed several days ago. At that time, I believed too much in the relationship between us. I always thought that he was just in a low mood. Be tired of this layer.But why?

The more I thought about it, the more upset I felt, so I simply stood up and packed my things to divert my attention.When I first started school last year, my mother helped me arrange the clothes and trousers for each season separately, but I didn’t have that much patience. The clothes were all stuffed in random, so now I had to move out all the things in the cabinet, and then Fold one by one and put them back.

There is a winter quilt stuffed in the bottom of the cabinet. Seeing it, I have mixed feelings. Thinking about the time we have spent together for more than half a year, it seems to be quite beautiful.He is much more careful than me, and I have been taking care of him, from being flattered at the beginning to taking it for granted later, it is really unpleasant to recall now.

After tidying up the cabinet, I went to the desk again, wet the rag and planned to wipe the top and bottom of the desk, and touched the box on the top shelf, I slowly opened it, and the pen he gave me lay quietly inside , except that I practiced calligraphy for a few days on a whim when I first got it, and I haven't touched it since then.

I dug out the ink from the drawer and wrote and drew on the notebook at will. Seven years ago, we started this relationship because of a pen. However, after I hated him for seven years, he broke into my life again. , Another way to torture me physically and mentally, even more cruel than when I was a child.The more I thought about it, the more angry I became. Attachment, pain, longing, and anger were all intertwined. Unknowingly, I increased the strength in my hand, and I scratched several layers of the book.

"Hey, are you finally willing to get out of bed?" The roommates pushed the door open, and Ou Nan came over with a bag, "Damn you, you're crazy, you've bent the nib of your pen, hey, stop drawing, it's broken Ah!"

"That's right...it's broken if you bend it..." I threw the pen away and sighed.

"Eh..." He heard something in my words, "I didn't mention you!"

"Hmm." I know, I'm really on my nerves.

"Drink porridge, drink porridge! Otherwise it will be cold!" He helped me tear off the plastic bag and lifted the lid of the carton.

Preserved egg and lean pork porridge... I was silent again after looking at it...

Seeing that I didn't make a move, Bai Bin asked me: "Don't like it? No, I see you drink this every morning for a while. What do you want to eat now? I bought it for you!"

"No, this is fine." I picked up the spoon, "Thank you."

Ou Nan dragged a chair and sat next to me, and said earnestly: "Rao Che, in this life, it is inevitable to encounter lovelorn..."

I lowered my head and put the porridge into my mouth spoon by spoon, feeling that today's preserved eggs are a bit bitter.

"Where there is no fragrant grass in the world, why hang yourself on a grass." The old class must know that he will be beaten if he changes the proverb so recklessly.

I still didn't speak, quietly waiting to hear what he had to say next.

"Let me tell you about a friend software, there are a lot of handsome guys in it, you will definitely be able to..."

"Pfft!" I was so startled by his words that I choked, and the rice grains fell into the air intake, causing me to cough endlessly.

"I think you're better off!" Bai Bin was also shocked, "In my opinion, you might as well introduce a girl to Rao Che."

"It's even easier to get a girl, just leave it to me!" Ou Nan patted her chest to assure her.

"Don't bother you... bother you..." I managed to slow down, but my words were still broken, and I kept swallowing, "I...in a few days...it will be fine..."

"What's the problem between you? Didn't you be fine not long ago?" Bai Bin thought for a while and then said, "Eh... just pretend I didn't ask you..."

"I do not know either……"

"I don't know? You just got dumped out of nowhere like this?!" After being reminded by him like this, I suddenly realized that it really ended without asking anything, and I was completely passive.

"Could it be because of the post bar..." I guessed.

"It's useless for you to guess here! If you want to ask him yourself!"

He made a lot of sense! "Who can lend me a cell phone?" If you call from your own cell phone, he will definitely not answer, "Forget it, he seems to have your number too, I'll go next door and borrow one."

I stood at the corner of the stairs, listening to the beeps nervously, hoping he wouldn't find out it was me.

"Hello, hello..." He didn't answer until it rang for a long time.

"Don't hang up and listen to me first." I said anxiously, seeing that he didn't hang up, I let out a long breath, "I have something to ask you...excuse me...are you free now?"

"I'm not at school."

"It really only takes up a little bit of your time..." Please don't reject me anymore, even if you die, let me die to understand...

"Rao Che, I didn't lie to you, I'm really not in school now." His voice became gentle because of helplessness.

"Okay..." I suddenly remembered that I still had the keys to his apartment, so I planned to go there and surprise him. Of course, it would be better if he was in the apartment now.

I took the bus to a familiar neighborhood and watched the number of elevators keep rising. My ostrich personality relapsed again, and I had the urge to retreat.What if I went to seek abuse this time?However, if you don't go to him, it's still abuse, so it's better to abuse him once and for all!

I raised my hand and rang the doorbell, but no one responded, so I rang it again, and the door opened just as I was about to take out the key.

"Liu..." My words got stuck in my throat before I could say them.

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?" A girl in pajamas rubbed her eyes and asked me.