My destined love

When I woke up again, the whole room was dark. I didn't know how long I had slept, and I couldn't tell what time it was.Because I hadn't eaten all day, my stomach hurt badly. I curled up and stuffed myself under the quilt, tears streaming down my face.

The scene that happened more than ten hours ago has been lingering in my mind. My mother's crying and scolding, my father's anger, and Liu Yuechen's ashen silence were intertwined, turning into sharp knives to stab my heart. Torn to shreds.I have fantasized about how this day will come countless times, but I never expected that the truth will be presented to everyone at the most inappropriate time and in the most inappropriate way.

I can't remember when Liu Yuechen left. I also chose to forget what my mother said at the end. Now I don't want to move. My heart hurts, my stomach hurts, and even my eyes are dry and uncomfortable. , I feel that there is no comfortable place in my whole body.

The light in the room suddenly turned on, and I quietly hid under the quilt not wanting to see anyone, but the quilt was lifted, and the strong light shone on my face, and I reflexively covered my swollen eyes with my hands.

"Get up and eat." My mother still had a nasal voice, and she still hid her concern for me behind her indifferent voice.

I lay still and secretly sucked the tears from the corners of my eyes with my sleeves.

"Rao Che, get up and eat!" She seemed angry.

I lowered my head, let my hair hang down to cover my eyes, got off the bed stiffly, put on my shoes, and walked to the living room.The TV was on, and my dad was sitting on the sofa with no expression on his face. A bowl of rice was placed alone in front of my seat. The table was clean and there were almost no shortage of dishes. I asked them if they had eaten, but their throats were sore, and in the end they just opened their mouths without saying anything.

"Eat quickly!" After saying this, my mother turned and went back to the room.

I sat down, took the chopsticks and slowly put the rice into my mouth. When I swallowed, every grain of rice passing through my throat would cause a sharp pain. The rice, but the dishes didn't move at all.

This is the most unpalatable meal I have ever eaten. The feeling is really indescribable. My mouth is dry but my eyes are watering. I am so hungry that my stomach hurts but I can’t eat. Shen Shen was wondering if it was time to say goodbye to him...

Despair and unwillingness tortured my body and mind at the same time. The unwillingness is because this relationship has experienced too many twists and turns, from hesitation and confusion to mutual love, we have finally reached this point. If we let go now, who will be willing?But don't let go... I don't see a glimmer of hope in the future at all...

"I'm full." My voice was small and hoarse.

I fell heavily on the bed, and I tried my best not to think about any problems, but in this world, there are too many involuntary things, the more I force myself not to think, the easier it is to think.Although I choose to forget what happened in the morning, my parents' attitude towards Liu Yuechen is still vivid in my memory. Still there!

I hid under the quilt to confirm that the phone was indeed muted, and quickly typed three words and sent it: "Are you okay?"

"Well, what about you? Have you been scolded?" This time the second response speed was faster than before, and I had to suspect that he had been holding his phone and waiting all day.

"No, I just ate..." Thinking about the lonely dinner just now, my heart ached again.

"Hmm." With a loving expression.

"They just care too much about me." I typed the words slowly.

"It's true that I'm sorry for you."

"Don't say that, you are actually very good to me, but they don't know..." I bit my lip, and the eye sockets began to moisten again.

The other party was silent for a long time, and just when I thought he had dropped the line, he finally responded: "No matter what choice you make in the end, I respect you."

When I saw this sentence, I burst into tears. It turned out that he had already prepared for the worst.I curled up again and bit my lower lip tightly to keep myself from crying.Maybe because of the lack of oxygen in the quilt, I fell asleep again, and there were fireworks blooming outside the window, and the huge sound became the background sound of the world collapsing in my dream. I stood on the ruins, there was no one around, and I was alone Overwhelmed with hopelessness, I slowly wrapped myself in a cocoon, not wanting to touch anything outside.

When I woke up thirsty, the time displayed on my phone was 03:43. I got out of bed and drank all the water in the glass. I hugged my phone and sent a good night emoji.The other party replied quickly, which surprised me, "Did you sleep?" he asked.

"Just woke up."

"Me too, what a coincidence." Who are you kidding?To be able to reply so quickly at this point, in fact, he must not have slept.

"Take me to elope." This idea suddenly came to me, and I sent it without thinking too much.

"it is good."

"Where should I go? Domestic or foreign?"

"Wherever you want to go is fine."

"I don't have a passport, so you can only accompany me to live in seclusion in the deep mountains and old forests." I really admire myself, even at this point, I still have the mood to joke with him.

"Ah."

I hugged my knees and bent myself into a shrimp again: "I miss you so much..."

"I miss you too." Looking at the four words on the screen, I burst into tears again. The water I drank just now was for nothing.

"I really don't know what to do now..."

"Can I talk to them?" They, of course, meant my parents.

"No." I clearly remember him being slapped by my mother, so I didn't dare to let him appear in my house again, "Does your face still hurt?"

"No, it's just a pain in my heart."

I also felt distressed, especially when I thought that he was still awake, so I urged him, "Go to sleep."

"Okay, good night." He is always so good.

I lay down again holding my phone, staring blankly at the ceiling.There is still a long time before dawn, enough for me to slowly recall all the past between the two of them from the first day they met to the present.The appearance of Liu Yuechen was definitely an accident in my life, but what was even more unexpected was that I fell in love with him.

My brain switches back and forth between lethargic and awake, and each time I wake up the pillow is not dry.Watching the sky gradually brighten, I was actually very flustered, because I didn't dare to think about what would happen in the new day.How should I face my parents?Can I still be with him?All the problems gave me a splitting headache.

When I was having breakfast at the same table with my parents, I kept my head down and didn't dare to speak. I felt that I was right, but in front of them, it seemed that I was wrong too much.When my mother called my full name, I suddenly felt unprecedented fear, and all the negative emotions rushed out, and I couldn't even cry.

"Rao Che," she looked at me calmly, with bright red blood in her eyes, "give me your cell phone for safekeeping."