你 是 我 的 梦

back again!Back to this passionate and sad city again!

How many times to leave, every time I feel sad.How many times I come back, but every time I feel different. . .

Back in the past, it was like a fish entering the sea, joyful.

Back in the past, it was like a wild goose going in winter, nostalgic.

Back in the past, it was like returning to the earth in spring, lively.

Back in the past, it was like a tired bird returning to the forest, warm.

Come back now, like a child who has lost his way, looking at the road leading in all directions, but doesn't want to move his steps.I am deeply afraid that if I take this step, I may walk into the abyss of loneliness that cannot be resolved! !

If you don't leave, what can you do? ?

"Xiao Han, my friend is here to pick me up, do you want to come together?"

Chen Meng's question brought me back from my melancholy thoughts.

well!think too much!Give yourself a pep talk!

come on!come on!Work hard, earn hard, live hard.

The earth will not stop turning because of my sadness, time will not stop because of my sadness, and life will not slow down because of my sadness, so I can't stop because of my sadness.

"No need, my car is parked in the underground parking garage of the commercial building opposite, I just walk over and drive."

"Oh! Then I'll go first!"

"Ah."

Chen Meng became less and less confident when speaking in front of me.Obviously I didn't do anything, but I still feel like a [heinous] bad guy who made a beautiful woman [bow down] under my [oppression].But she likes it.

I don't know what Chen Meng thinks, what's wrong with having a boyfriend who is always on call! !If you want a car, a car, a house, and talents, I think it is enough to match her.

Don't care about her?

don't love her?

It seems unlikely.

Then why does she still want me to fuck their feelings?

Make your boyfriend jealous?

Let me take more care of her in the company?

still. . . .

Why!Who said it: Don't guess what a man's mind is, it's because it's too simple and there's no challenge.Don't guess what a woman's mind is, it's because it's too complicated, the challenge factor is too high, and it's often a dead end.

So I don't guess anymore. There are too many unknowns, too many possibilities, and too many hypotheses. I might as well go back to sleep.

When I got home and was about to change my shoes, I found a pair of men's sneakers on the shoe rack.This shoe is obviously larger than Zhang Yi's shoe size, so it means there are guests at home?

In my impression, there have been no guests at home in the past few months, and even his parents asked us to come over when they had something to do.

How rare are the guests today, I have to take a closer look! !

I lightly put on my shoes, and walked lightly to Zhang Yi's bedroom, wanting to see who this [sudden] guest is [He Fangsheng].

But. . .

When I saw this scene, my eyes were directly blinded.

what did i see?

I saw two people playing computer games. . .

Two people sit on the same chair and play computer games. . .

A person hugs another person sitting on the same chair and playing computer. . .

And both are men. . .

And they really hold together. . .

It's not that my eyes are dazzled.

Buy Karma!What the hell is going on in this world?

Completely crazy.

Before I went to Beijing, I went to [understand] Zhang Yi's private life, and found that he had no close relationship with any woman.Ask his neighbors what happened to him in recent years, and everyone can't tell clearly.

Apart from going to work every day, he just goes home to play on the computer, goes to his parents' house for a meal when he has nothing to do, and goes outside to play with his buddies who grew up.Life is so regular.It made me return empty-handed and went to Beijing.

I wanted to come back and find some time to talk with him about whether I should go to the hospital, but seeing this scene, I underestimated my imagination. . .

He needs to see a doctor. . .

People's curiosity is unlimited, I couldn't help my inner curiosity, and immediately wanted to know who is that man?

The mouth was very faithful at this moment, and it opened automatically without any hesitation and called, "Zhang Yi."

Zhang Yi came out of another man's embrace like an electric shock and looked at me. The other man also turned his head a little nervously, then stood up and looked at me.

Isn't this person I [learned about] a few days ago, Zhang Yi's buddy who grew up together?

The world is really amazing!

I have never thought about them in this regard, the less I think about it, the more likely it will happen?

What is the logic!

If the two of them have always been CP, then what kind of existence am I? ?

Covering? ?

Soy sauce? ?

When will my [mission] be completed?

No wonder. . .

No wonder I always feel that something is wrong, and I have been unable to explain why.

It turns out that I have entered a game, they are a large group of onlookers, but I am the only one who is confused in this game.

Look at the two of them standing there like two kids who did something wrong.Looking at me apologetically.

Do you feel sorry for me?

Where are you sorry for me?

Isn't it just asking me to cover you for decades, what's the big deal. . .

People in their twenties, willing to stand in front of me and do this is really giving me face.

Curiosity killed the cat!

If it wasn't for my curiosity, I would at least feel that I have a cute little brother.

There is a safe haven.

Now my curiosity is satisfied, but my heart is empty.

Finding himself in their family is an absurd existence.

It's all like this, and there is no better way than to relieve the embarrassment.

You can't just turn around and walk away!That should put a needle in their happiness, so why bother?

If you are not happy, let others be happy!

The [disaster] caused by oneself is resolved by oneself.

"Zhang Yi, is this your good friend? Have you eaten yet? If I don't have it, I will cook." When I spoke, I realized that my voice had become deeper.

Isn't that cheating?As for?

"Me, we ate."

Judging by his tense expression, he seems to be intimidated by my [surprise visit].

"Oh! I just came back from Beijing. I'm going to take a rest. You and your friends have fun, whatever you want."

Although they are the rightful owners of this family, but before the relationship is announced, at least I am still the [mistress] of this family.Polite words are a must.

I have to rest and rest, there are so many blows like this.Not because of the two of them together, but because of their whole family's partnership to cheat.No, not just the whole family, but a large group of people.

I pretended to be very calm and turned around and walked to the second floor. As for their expressions, I really didn't have the extra thought to look at them, and I didn't want to care.

Go to your bedroom on the second floor and close and lock the door.Walk slowly to the edge of the bed and sit down.Then slowly fall backwards.Just lying down like this is good, the posture is like death, but the person is alive.

I have to reflect, to reflect!

When did my perfect world become such a mess?

Should I be used as long as I have a little surplus value?

Even caring can be faked, what else can't be faked?

What else but cheating?

Could it be that whatever I want, I can just fabricate it, and finally be ruthlessly exposed?

This world is not only lonely and lonely, but also crazy and unfeeling.

Unfeeling to the little warmth of home that I was looking forward to, was replaced by lies so quickly.

Father Zhang and Mother Zhang, how did you do it?

Zhang Yi is your child, so you can deceive other people's children?

Or do you think that I am a child without a home, and I can knead as much as I want?

When you chose me to complete this [mission], did you consider me one percent?

Head hurts! !Don't want to stay at this place again.I have to leave immediately, leave this place that doesn't belong to me, leave this place full of lies.Even living a life of nomads from now on is better than living this life of being calculated, better than standing outside the iron cage and watching yourself being treated like a monkey.It's better than the shameless behavior of these people who don't pay for the show.

Zhang Yi, you are the worst. . . .