你 是 我 的 梦

My consciousness slowly came to life, but I didn't dare to open my eyes to find out where I was.I am afraid, I am afraid that when I open my eyes, I will see blood dripping from my body, and my eyes are full of trauma.I am also afraid that when I open my eyes, I will see the black and white impermanence with a long tongue, and the lonely ghost with disheveled hair floating around in front of me.What I was most afraid of was that I would open my eyes and see Lu Yifei sitting next to me and staring at me intently. . .

I clearly remember that Lu Yifei's palm really came down, and it hit the back of my neck, the back. .It is now that I don't know whether I am a human or a ghost. . . .

"Xiao Han, Xiao Han, can you wake up?" The small and soft voice came to my ears like a feather, very much like my mother's voice, but just like, I know it's ~ Chen Meng.

Chen Meng is here, which proves that I am not dead, but I just moved my eyelashes, but I still don't have the courage to open my eyes. I am afraid that I will see Chen Meng's eyes looking at monsters after I open my eyes, and I am afraid that Lu Yifei will ruin me to pieces.

That crazy person, if he seized the opportunity and didn't destroy me, how could he be willing?

All of a sudden, I became a real coward, a cowboy, and I just wanted to hide in a [place] that I thought was safe.That way the fear won't keep spreading to every [empty space] in my heart.

"Xiao Han, it's me, Chen Meng. Are you awake?" The gentle and slightly hoarse voice came to my ears again, I like to hear her voice.If I can't face my waking self, then I can absorb her warmth like a dream to fill my exhausted courage!

"Xiao Han, you're fine, it's just a cut in your arm. I've sent you to the hospital to bandage it up. Xiao Han, wake up! You've been sleeping for two days, I'm worried about you, wake up Look at me, okay?" She said while holding my hand with both hands, her hand is so cold, I also want to warm her with my own temperature, but. . .

"Don't be afraid! I'm here. I know that what happened that day must have scared you. I was also scared at the time. I hid behind the door on the roof. I'm just curious about your relationship, but when When I saw him gesticulating on you with a knife, I was shocked and frightened. I never thought that the mature, stable, and easy-going manager Lu would have such a scary side. When I saw him knock you unconscious and put you on the ground , I put aside all my obsessions, and concentrated on thinking of ways to save you." When she said this, her hands shook slightly, and then said: "I picked up the wooden stick that hit the door, and lightly Approaching him, although my hand holding the wooden stick was shaking all the time, I was afraid thinking that you might just lie there and not wake up. I was really afraid. For you, just for you, I overcame my fear, I became strong, and I approached him without taking a step back, even if, even if I might lie there like you." She grabbed my hand and put it on her face, and pressed it against her face Together, feel the opening and closing of her words.

"You know? I was still thinking about it in my head. I thought, if we are both alive, then we will be together! As long as that relationship doesn't happen, I promise to be with you. Ridiculous! Actually not Only you like me, and I also like you, maybe later than you. But I can't get over the hurdle of my past, the more I like you, the more I am afraid that you will know my past.

My past is the pain of my life.I can't choose my birth, I can't choose my growth, I can't choose my love.Only you, you really like me, I can choose, but I am afraid that you will despise me, so I understand your heart, and I turn a blind eye.But I couldn't help but respond, I hope you can look back at me more and give me more time. "As she spoke, I felt something wet dripping on the back of my hand.

"I really like you, can you wake up? Xiao Han, can you wake up? The doctor said that you are just overly frightened. Let people talk to you more, and you will wake up if you eliminate your fear. I have been with you all the time. When you talk, you must hear me, right?

You are really fine.At that time, in order not to attract his attention, I tried my best to overcome my nervousness, calm myself down, and try to walk out of his blind spot.So I can only move forward like a turtle.

do you know?When I saw him taking off your coat, I almost lost my composure and wanted to run over quickly to give him a slap in the face.But I understand that impulsiveness can't solve any problems. The power gap between men and women is too great. If I don't succeed once, my impulsiveness will only hurt you.

I tensed every nerve in me, I saw him take off your coat, then rolled up your sleeves, the moment he carved the knife into your skin, I finally got close to him, I used half of my I kept hitting hard, and in order to prevent him from waking up, I patched him with two more sticks.Then ask a friend to take you to the hospital.

Xiao Han, forgive me, I am too timid, I am afraid of paying my life, otherwise I will beat him to death with a stick.

Wake up, please, I was wrong, I should have killed the person who bullied you, but, but, Xiao Han, I still don't want to die, I will never see you again after I die. . . "Chen Meng whispered softly in my ear, telling, begging, depressed, I didn't find it annoying, but felt very kind, very heartache!

Chen Meng, it would be great if we could go back!Pure love, I don't care about your past, you don't care about my gender, we don't have to do things we don't like, just eat together, sleep together, get up together, walk together, grow old together hand in hand, all we need is simple love .

A tear slipped down from the corner of the eye gently and slowly, I wish the person beside the bed would not see it, it was a tear of love, it was a tear of apology for not being able to be together.Those were tears of heartache for not being able to go back to the past.Chen Meng, what should I do with you?All of this seems to be too late for me to know. . .

"Xiao Han, you're awake, open your eyes! I'm Chen Meng." After all, she saw it, and communicated with me with those extremely excited words.

I slowly tried to open my eyes, and what caught my eyes was a pear-blossoming face, how could people not feel bad about her like this.I pulled hard, and she was brought down in my arms by me.I put one hand on her back as lightly as a hair, and gently combed her hair that covered my face with the other hand. "Don't cry, don't be afraid, I just want to hug you." I really just want to hug her. For the first time, a girl shed tears for me. My heart must be happy.

If we really can't go back, let's be greedy once!Let this hug freeze into eternity.

She lay quietly in my arms, without moving or making any sound, but the warm liquid flowed intermittently towards my neck, slowly soaking through my neck and getting soaked. ~The clothes around my neck.

I also quietly stopped talking, gently stroked her hair, quietly listened to each other's heartbeat, quietly felt each other's breathing, quietly listened to my own heart, and told me that this constant pain Unreasonable love~Where will it go?

The author has something to say: Yazhi suddenly went fishing yesterday, and she fell ill when she came back. After eating in the evening, she fell ill.

In fact, Xiao Han and I are really [difficult to share]!She has Chenmeng, but I ~~ woo woo woo~~heal by myself~

Do you want to make up for it today?It depends on how the disease develops!hey-hey!