My Dear People · Moon Evening

Love is too simple, simple can not cheat cheating.

Love is too heavy, so heavy that it takes up all my mind.

Love is not a good thing, but once you have a loved one, you have already forgotten all the well-organized and well-founded value judgments in the first half of your life.

-June 2017, 1

"Today is the Chinese New Year. I just watched your Ziwei Doushu. It's time for you to change your luck." Ning Ze had already put on the orange prisoner uniform, but there was a smile on his face that shouldn't belong to him: "You How are you going to spend the holidays?"

After Fujii Hiroshi was imprisoned, he got an easy job sorting out books.

He pushed the trolley with a numb face, and glared at the guy who had followed him shamelessly since he was detained: "What are you doing, do you know that you are in jail?"

"So what?" Ning Ze took the first step to help him put the donated encyclopedia on the bookshelf, clapped his hands and said, "Leo is dead."

"What does it have to do with me?" Hiroshi Fujii never responded to anyone's speculation about his relationship with Leo.

"Lin Yilin should die too, I think you are enough." Ning Ze smiled: "After you get out of prison, I won't let you trouble Yan Qingwei again."

Fujii Hiroshi couldn't help showing the expression of which green onion are you, and remained silent.

"Have you ever been to China? If you go to China, you must go to Hangzhou. It is the most comfortable city." Ning Ze continued to laugh.

I'm afraid his family will think that this is the ignorant Ning Yun when they see it.

Hiroshi Fujii was tired and didn't want to talk. When he saw the break, he sat on a cold chair in the library and ate a sandwich from the prison.

"I want to eat dumplings during the Chinese New Year. You Japanese are really not particular about it." Ning Ze quickly sat across from him, and opened the lunch box that his family had just brought in in front of him.

The steaming lotus root and pork stuffing is picked apart by chopsticks, exuding a tempting aroma.

Fujii Hiroshi hadn't eaten warm food for several days. He looked up at this stranger who was always by his side, preventing anyone from approaching him, and finally reached out and took a bite.

"Are you a savage?" Ning Ze stuffed the chopsticks into his hand: "Eat."

The information Ning Ze received was correct. Lin Yilin's physical condition has been unstable since he was admitted to the hospital. Even though he was transferred to the best hospital in New York City, there was no sign of waking up. Recently, he underwent emergency treatment twice in just three days. , the organs are gradually showing signs of decay, and death can happen almost at any time, but every time the attending doctor checks the indicators, it is difficult for the anxious Chen Lu to explain the facts.

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Chen Lu, who was still unable to recover from his injuries, pushed his wheelchair over to see Xiao Linzi. He walked to the bedside with a cold face, and his eyes softened instantly.

"Happy Chinese New Year." The young master took out the wedding ring just sent by the jewelry company, carefully put it on his slender hand with the needle inserted, and whispered: "You lost the previous ring, you promised me Will never take it off."

The ring was exactly the same as the one they ordered when they got married, the diamonds shone with a low-key and luxurious light.

It's a pity that Xiao Linzi didn't respond in the slightest.

"I love you." Chen Lu put his hand on top of his own and held it carefully.

Everything started because of Yan Qingwei, maybe she also deepened the hatred buried deep in Leo's heart, but it really had nothing to do with Lin Yilin, and in the end it was Xiao Linzi who suffered the worst injury.

"I really don't know what you owed me in your previous life." Chen Lu narrowed his deep blue eyes and smiled: "If you are in too much pain, I can let you go, don't continue to suffer for me."

He suddenly shed a tear quietly at this moment when no one was around: "In the next life, I will pay you back what I owe you, so you must come to me."

Lin Yilin still didn't respond in the slightest.

Chen Lu looked sideways at the faint life signals on the screens of the machines, and remembered that Xiao Linzi's heart stopped beating yesterday, he was given another electric shock, and he was given adrenaline, and the doctor who tossed him was exhausted before he recovered half of his life. There is really no way to describe the feeling in any words.

Now think about the love and hatred when I was a child, how silly.

For useless likes and dislikes, getting and not getting it, you will be so angry that you can't sleep or eat.

In fact, many things in life are illusory. Lin Yilin is almost one of the few truths that Chen Lu has lived for half his life, but it is inevitable that there will be a time to say goodbye.

"They have persuaded me that even if you wake up, you may not be well, and you will be very uncomfortable. I don't want you to suffer." Chen Lu continued to talk to Xiao Linzi: "But I really don't want you Let's go, I want to share the rest of my life with you, even for one day, we will be together for one day, then we will die together, close our eyes together, no one will be sad."

There was complete silence in the ward.

"Damn it, I've never cried because of others when I grew up." Chen Lu smiled and wiped his face, put Lin Yilin's hands away, helped him cover the quilt, and then leaned on the wheelchair to rest.

During these days, he spent the night here like this, and when he fell asleep, he would be pushed back to his ward by the bodyguards.

It was snowing again outside the window.

In the past, the young master liked snow very much, but now he feels very sad when he sees the white snowflakes, and always feels that if it is not for their coldness, maybe Xiao Linzi can survive.

As soon as this kind of discomfort appeared in his heart, the sleepiness he had just now disappeared. Chen Lu reached out and closed the curtains, sat in the dark and said, "Let me sing for you."

After he finished speaking, he hummed Lin Yilin's favorite melody to himself, trying to get rid of the difficult time in front of him.

In fact, when he was a child, the young master never liked any performances in front of people. The art lessons that Queen Yan forced him to learn seemed to be completely in vain. It was not until Lin Yilin said that he liked his singing that he fell in love with singing.

Chen Lu just couldn't help liking all actions that Lin Yilin could appreciate.

It's a pity that the person who admired him the most is probably going to leave.

Tears that were barely held back just now poured out again, and Chen Lu sang sobbing uncontrollably.

He really understands himself, he knows that without Lin Yilin, he would not be able to live alone properly. Perhaps the name of a coward who committed suicide in his mind at this time, and Yan Qingwei's loneliness in the future are far more sad for the young master than the result of Xiao Linzi, because the loss He really doesn't want to be a strong person after losing his true love. The little prince in the fairy tale can leave Rose to travel far away, but Chen Lu can't. , he has become an ordinary person with flesh and blood, full of weaknesses.

It's so useless, but it's the truth.

The singing had stopped in the midst of crying.

But another voice sounded quietly at some unknown time: "Chen Lu..."

Light and floating, like a hallucination.

But Chen Lu really felt that the edge of the blanket on his lap was grabbed with very little force. He wanted to get up in a panic, but fell to the ground in embarrassment. Fortunately, he managed to hold Lin Yilin's hand again. .

This time, the hand had the strength to hold it back slightly.

Lin Yilin was really speaking: "Are you crying...don't cry..."