My Dear People · Moon Evening

Good feelings can not only make people fall in love with the world, but also make people re-examine everything.

-June 2017, 6

It is rare to see well-preserved courtyard houses in Beijing now.

Lin Yilin was waiting for the time to grab the medicine, standing under the lush osmanthus tree and looking up at the bright spots of light shining through the branches on the net, enjoying the tranquility. He remembered that when he was in middle school, he often hid in such a quiet place to memorize books, and he was tired of memorizing , I will use the same movement to look up at the sky. Although I am nearly thirty now, I can still feel that there are many corners in my heart that time has not shaken.

A slight camera sound effect interrupts contemplation.

Xiao Linzi has long been used to Chen Lu's unmoving candid behavior, so he asked without any surprise, "Okay?"

Chen Lu nodded. He also came to visit the Chinese medicine doctor after being introduced by Zheng Luolai. He heard that the old gentleman in the room had been prescribing medicines for his grandfather before. very.

"Let's take a walk around, the weather is very nice today." Lin Yilin took Chen Lu's hand, presumably because he was in Beijing, he was more energetic than before.

Chen Lu said, "Okay, I'll go back when you're tired."

He knew that although Lin Yilin had longed for the United States, he loved Beijing more. If he could have foreseen the troubles before, he would not have forced him to live in New York. It was all for his own sake, but in the end it hurt him.

In the afternoon of weekdays, there are not many pedestrians in the alley, and even if they occasionally pass by some grandparents, they don't know them, so it is rare for the two of them to stop and go easily and chat aimlessly.

"That cheese shop is still open. I ate there during my college summer vacation." Lin Yilin suddenly found a familiar small shop on the corner of the street, shook Chen Lu's hand and said, "Buy one."

Chen Lu habitually picked up his mobile phone to look through the memo, and he wanted to call the doctor in New York to ask serious questions about the ingredients of Chinese cheese and whether it could be eaten.

Seeing his hesitation, Lin Yilin said nonsense: "It's made of milk, I can drink milk, it's good for my health."

"Okay." Seeing that he was rarely energetic, Chen Lu said, "But you can only take 100ml."

Lin Yilin was amused by the seriousness that didn't match the young master, and dragged him to the counter, looked at it for a few seconds and said, "I want a red bean."

The little loli, who was dozing off and looking at the shop, became energetic when she saw the two handsome guys, and said with a sweet smile, "Welcome, 20 yuan."

Chen Lu handed over the credit card.

"Brother, we can't swipe cards here." Little Loli pulled her long hair in a distressed look.

The young master, who was used to living in New York, was slightly startled, flipped through his card bag, and then looked at Xiao Linzi in dismay.

Lin Yilin who went out empty-handed was embarrassed: "Why don't you forget it, don't buy it."

"Is the check okay?" Chen Lu meditated for a moment and asked in a flash of inspiration.

Little Lolita shook her head, and then said: "You can use WeChat or Alipay, or you two can take a photo with me, then I don't need money."

Chen Lu didn't want Xiao Linzi's photos to spread all over the place, so he took out his mobile phone and started to register the software in distress: "I don't have a Chinese ID card, can I use it?"

Little Lolita fell into a daze.

Xiao Linzi, who gave up helping them, had found a seat and started eating leisurely. He watched Chen Lu call Zheng Luolai for help, and couldn't help laughing. After laughing for a long time, his eyes turned red again.

At the beginning, I really thought that I was going to die on that snow-capped mountain, but everything after that almost became a luxury.

In fact, he cherishes every moment of the present very much, so when he looks at the physical pain and the death that comes at any time, he also thinks that they are nothing more than reminders of this cherishment, so he will not be as difficult as others think.

Bitterness and sweetness are the same as love and hate, and it is difficult to have a clear-cut boundary.

It took half a bottle of mouthwash to eliminate the astringent taste of traditional Chinese medicine.

Xiao Linzi put down his glass, scratched his half-dried hair, walked to the bed, took off his bathrobe and changed into a pure cotton white T-shirt, and then climbed onto the soft big bed with his long bare legs: "It's eleven o'clock, Go to sleep."

Then he flicked the forehead of Chen Lu who was peeking at him: "What are you thinking?"

"Miss you." Chen Lu put down the document he was flipping through, suddenly pressed his wrist, and kissed his lips sideways, only thinking of Xiao Linzi's weak body, finally gave up the next move while panting.

All the pain of Lin Yilin will only be weakened when he is in his arms, and he smiled and said: "You have learned well."

The young master intentionally lay beside him with a sad face on his face: "Thinking about how miserable I've endured, you should get well soon."

"I think it's fine now." Lin Yilin covered the quilt, patted and closed his eyes satisfied.

"Liar, no, you miss me too." Chen Lu put his hand into his clothes.

Lin Yilin turned around with a smile: "Stop making trouble, I just took the medicine."

Only then did Chen Lu withdraw his hand, and honestly turned off the light and lay down.

"Actually, did you not ask me any questions?" Lin Yilin closed his eyes in the dark.

"What's the problem?" Chen Lu asked back.

"I will answer whatever you ask me now, but not necessarily in the future." Lin Yilin teased him.

Chen Lu was silent.

Lin Yilin laughed silently for a while, and said: "I never slept with Leo, nothing happened, he just wanted to use me to get revenge on you."

Chen Lu remained silent.

Lin Yilin said: "Don't worry about it, besides, it's not important."

"Important." Chen Lu hugged Xiao Linzi: "Your person, your body, your soul, your memory, and the traces of your existence all belong to me."

Lin Yilin sighed: "Fool."

Chen Lu was afraid that he would be unhappy, so he added: "Of course, it also belongs to you."

"I would like to belong to you." Lin Yilin shook his head, huddled in the warmth of his embrace and said, "After being kidnapped by Leo, I thought more than once, Lin Yilin, Lin Yilin, you have worked so hard and done so much for yourself, What did you prove in the end? The things you proved are not important in the face of death. When you are about to die, all you think about is Chen Lu. How funny. It turns out that the only thing that matters to you is being taken for granted people……"

Chen Lu gently stroked his back.

"At that time, I said to myself, if you are lucky, you can still see him, even if it is a year, a month, a day, or an hour, you must cherish him well, so that you will not regret it, and you will not be afraid of death. "Lin Yilin smiled: "So it is like this now. For me, it is a good thing for me to live as long as I can."

Xiao Linzi's red medical examination report appeared again in front of Chen Lu, and he assured him in a low voice, "You will live as long as I do."

Lin Yilin, who had talked too much, was very tired, so he vaguely agreed, and then fell asleep.

Although the shadow of injury is still threatening, but by Chen Lu's side, he can always have long, long sweet dreams.

Loving someone will turn ordinary breathing and deep sleep into happiness.