My Dear People · Moon Evening

No matter how turbulent the conspiracy, if it has nothing to do with him, it will be calm after all.

On the contrary, any troubles that belonged to him turned into thunder in the dark night for me, frighteningly easy.

-June 2016, 5

Honestly making friends is something that never existed in Chen Lu's life circle since he was a child, so he was not surprised by what happened in the restaurant, but he just stood beside his mother without saying a word, being her most solid backing , if you say that the only thing that is a little tangled in your heart is that you don't understand why Mayer is so inappropriate. No matter how touching the housework is, you don't need to be performed in front of outsiders. What made him lose his composure, or was it so intentional?

Suddenly there was a harsh car sound outside the window.

Chen Lu looked sideways at the night through the glass, as if aware of Lin Yilin's situation, he immediately frowned, immediately put aside the thoughts that had just formed in his mind, and walked out quickly.

After getting acquainted with Chen Lu, Lin Yilin has long been used to seeing outrageous things, so even though he was sitting in a speeding sports car and didn't know where he was going, he didn't yell in panic, but warned softly: "Stop, I have a mobile phone on me, so it’s so ugly that I want to call the police?”

Leo cast a calm look from the rearview mirror, reached out and pressed a button on the steering wheel, and then smiled: "Thanks for the reminder."

Lin Yilin watched helplessly as the phone lost signal, speechless: "What do you want?"

"I'm in a bad mood, let's chat casually." Leo didn't say that he took the far away place, and suddenly turned the car into the grass on the side of the road, regardless of whether the bushes along the road scratched his expensive sports car, stumbled Then he drove indiscriminately in the wild fields in the suburbs, until he could no longer see the annoying road, and then stepped on the car suddenly.

The top cover of the sports car was lifted gradually, revealing the star-studded night sky.

Lin Yilin jumped out of the car almost as soon as he breathed the cold air, but was stopped by Leo's question when he was about to sell.

"Could it be that Chen Lu or my grandpa's attitude towards me makes you think I'm pathetic?" The man who was born to be the favored one said seriously.

"Does it matter if others think you are sad? As long as you don't feel sorry for yourself." Lin Yilin replied.

Leo smiled, lit a cigarette, didn't smoke it, but quietly set it beside the car and burned it silently: "I don't have any fatherly love, just like you, all the affirmation and support I got in this life came when I was young. What my mother gave me is not as good as you."

"What do you want to express?" Lin Yilin's family affairs are known to everyone now, but fortunately he is strong enough in his heart not to be shaken by it.

Leo said: "Just knowing your past makes me feel that you are kind."

Lin Yilin put away all the redundant expressions, and asked softly: "So, what do you want to say to me, are you dissatisfied, are you wronged? Do you think everyone treats you unfairly? Let me treat you with sympathy? This world is not fair in the first place , so we need to live hard and give up those joys, sorrows and joys that have no practical effect at all. To be honest, I never think you are sad. You are much luckier than many people! Whether you think Chen Lu was young Your self-esteem has been hurt by your halo and willfulness, or your grandpa’s cruelty and ruthlessness have made you feel no warmth, no God will decide for you! These feelings are useless at all, why don’t you let go and do what you should do? "

"I like your indifference. This indifference is much cuter than the submissive you in front of Chen Lu." Leo was not annoyed by his words, and still had a wonderful smile on his face.

"If you understand love like this, I have nothing to say." Lin Yilin said.

"Look, when you mention Chen Lu, you will become very stupid." Leo said: "Okay, I won't be a good gay honey for a warm chat with you, I brought you out just to invite you to join my camp, of course, It's at the mall."

"I won't be involved in business." Lin Yilin asked back: "Besides, where do you have the confidence to say these things to me? If I'm willing to help, I'm only willing to help one person."

"Because even though I don't like the person you are willing to help, my grandfather hates him and his mother naked." Leo took a sip of the cigarette in his hand: "Let's talk again when we have a chance, since you don't want to sit with me car, then I’ll go first, and this is for you.”

After speaking, he threw out an envelope, stepped on the accelerator, and rolled towards the darker wasteland ahead.

Lin Yilin listened blankly to the sound of the sports car getting farther and farther away. It took a long time before he came back to his senses. He picked up the things Leo left behind with his mobile phone. The signal of the mobile phone lost the shielding and recovered again. Soon, Chen Lu's phone Then dialed over.

The originally good family banquet ended in an absurd way.

It was already very late when Lin Yilin was picked up before sending Yan Qingwei away.

Chen Lu's complexion was always ugly. In front of Xiao Linzi, he was always happy and angry so easily. It was only when he saw Xiao Linzi coming out of the bathroom warmly washing away the coldness all over his body that his tone softened: " You haven't eaten, you're hungry, I'll go and make you pasta."

Lin Yilin wiped his messy wet hair with a bath towel, hummed, and smiled: "Don't think about it, what happened tonight is fine, Leo should be very angry, that's why he quarreled with me, and threw me there again, didn't he Is there any accident, I believe he will come to apologize soon—if he still has this spare time."

Chen Lu's mood was a little confused, and he touched his face for a while: "Well, I don't want to involve you in these boring quarrels, let's take a rest first, and we'll just meet in a while."

Lin Yilin nodded and watched him walk out of the bedroom, and then calmly found the small envelope that was folded and hidden in the pocket of his jeans, and opened it. It was a photo of a foreign man, with an email address, besides There is no other information.

Lin Yilin was very puzzled, thought for a while, put these things into his briefcase, and then went downstairs, as if nothing happened.

Chen Lu who cooks is the same as Chen Lu who does other things, looking elegant and methodical, as if no accidents will disturb his rhythm.

Lin Yilin leaned against the kitchen door and stared blankly for a while: "Have you ever thought about going back to Beijing with me?"

Chen Lu put the pasta into the water, didn't ask much, and replied as if he understood his mood: "If you want to go back, you can go back anytime, even now."

"I'm just talking about it casually, I just miss my childhood." Lin Yilin put the towel on the chair and helped him season the meat sauce: "Everything I encountered before was very simple."

Chen Lu took the spoon in his hand and looked into his eyes: "No matter before or after, everything is very simple to me, except you."

Lin Yilin smiled: "What's wrong with me?"

Chen Lu said: "You promise me that you will always be honest with me, even if the facts are not satisfactory."

Lin Yilin looked away, thought for a long time before looking at him again: "Okay."