My Dear People · Moon Evening

I am willing to appreciate suffering, and I am willing to enjoy sorrow.

I am willing to work hard to survive in the opposite way.

But I am reluctant to give up loving and being loved.

-June 2016, 10

"Mom, how do you feel?" Seeing his mother waking up from a coma, Chen Lu hurriedly straightened up and asked anxiously.

Yan Qingwei was still calm, with a pale face and a light smile: "I'm fine, it's rare that you are so obedient."

Every child will grow indescribably from the fear of losing their parents. When the big tree that protects us unconditionally in this world finally faces death, any proud young seedling will understand what it means to face it alone. Of course, Chen Lu is no exception. Hearing this, she smiled wryly with her mother: "Why didn't you tell me earlier when such a big thing happened?"

Yan Qingwei was still wearing a respirator, and answered with difficulty: "You are not a doctor, what can you do for me?"

Her cruelty is also a kind of kindness.

This woman can make the most powerful door open to her unconditionally, so no one will be overwhelmed and take care of her. Even Chen Lu himself once thought that the queen was omnipotent. The news of falling ill is really hard to feel true.

It's a pity that Yan Qingwei is lying on the hospital bed dying, waiting for the heart that can save her in the vast world, with little hope.

"Mom, you will definitely get better." Chen Lu comforted him so forcefully.

Yan Qingwei still smiled: "Of course, so don't be distracted and cry here, help me take care of the company when you have time, and don't let others see my jokes."

Chen Lu thought he would refute his mother at this moment when he could finally prove that Qian Quan was useless, but at this moment he just nodded obediently: "Don't worry."

"This is my son." Yan Qingwei said softly: "In my will, except for Lin Yilin's food and clothing, everything else is left to you. You must not let my mother's life's hard work go to waste."

"Why are you talking about this?" Chen Lu's charming blue eyes were filled with sadness, and he stretched out his hand to stroke Yan Qingwei's forehead: "Have a good rest, don't think too much, can you?"

"There is nothing you dare not say about death, don't be a coward." Yan Qingwei replied calmly.

Chen Lu stopped talking.

"I don't live a minute or a second according to my own will, so I accept everything." Yan Qingwei smiled: "I just don't want you, when will you really grow up, don't worry me anymore."

"I will always be a child in front of you." Chen Lu had already heard the doctor's unoptimistic answer. He suddenly buried his head in front of the bed and said in a trembling voice: "Don't leave me, I have done too many mistakes, and I haven't had time to treat you It's okay, Mom, don't leave me..."

A tear slowly flowed down from the corner of Yan Qingwei's eyes, she did not want to feel out of control, and did not accept bleakness and sadness.

But this is life, and no one will be self-willed.

With the queen's acquiescence, both her people and Chen Lu's people will make things easier for Lin Yilin.

So knowing where Shen Xuan lived was not a problem at all.

The place he had never been before, the strange villa, and the strict guards made Xiaolinzi feel a little uneasy. He frowned and meditated in the yard for a moment before pushing the door to enter the house to search.

Sure enough, Shen Xuan was watching a movie with a projector in the upstairs room. Fruits and red wine were placed beside the soft sofa, and he seemed to be having a good time.

The moment he saw Xiao Linzi, he was a little panicked, but soon calmed down, and said with a smile, "Long time no see."

Lin Yilin didn't speak, walked to the middle of the room and stopped for two seconds, then picked up the remote control and turned off the projector, and said softly, "Get up."

"What?" Shen Xuan didn't respond.

Lin Yilin gave the bodyguard a look, and immediately two strong men came over to lift Shen Xuan up from his comfort zone. He said, "You have touched my bottom line. Being able to return to Beijing today is your best result."

"Of course it's good to go back to Beijing. I want to go back too, but do you want to ask Brother Lu if he agrees?" Shen Xuan didn't seem nervous at all, with a smile on his face.

"Why should I ask him?" Lin Yilin remained unmoved, and said to the bodyguard, "Let's go."

Then he was the first to leave the house.

Shen Xuan was taken out of the room before he could struggle, maybe he didn't want to struggle because he could see the result.

The international airport is still bustling with people of all kinds.

Lin Yilin sat in the VIP waiting room with his sunglasses on, didn't speak all the time, just waiting for the bodyguards to go through the formalities for Shen Xuan to return home.

On the other hand, Shen Xuan who was sitting next to him rolled his eyes and suddenly asked: "Lin Yilin, are you afraid that I will snatch Brother Walking?"

Hearing this, Xiao Linzi didn't react for several seconds. After all, Chen Lu gave him so much sense of security that this kind of problem never existed.

"He should love you very much. Everyone who cheats on you is very similar to the person you love in the past, right?" Shen Xuan asked again: "Do you think I am very similar to you ten years ago?" ?”

Lin Yilin did not answer, but simply said: "Chen Lu only belongs to himself, there is nothing to take away, you are you, there is nothing like it."

Shen Xuan smiled: "Actually, you also feel very similar, don't you?"

Lin Yilin had nothing to discuss with him, so he simply remained silent.

"We're in bed." Shen Xuan shrugged indifferently.

If Lin Yilin can't feel uncomfortable with these words, it must be a lie, but now he doesn't care about these little troubles, as long as Chen Lu can live in peace, in a sense it is enough He was satisfied, so he could keep his composure: "You will understand in the future how idiot you are when you say these words."

Shen Xuan was still grinning, until the door of the waiting room was suddenly pushed open, and then he put away his face in an instant.

The person who came was Chen Lu, who seemed to be in a hurry, holding the windbreaker too hastily in his hands, and had no time to put it on. He looked at the situation with a cold face, and ordered the people behind him: "Send him back."

Lin Yilin said: "Let him go back to Beijing."

"Why do you insist on believing the rumors this time?" Chen Lu was very helpless, but there were too many things he couldn't say, so he even frowned.

"I didn't believe anything. I just asked him to go back to Beijing. This is what your mother meant. Can you respect our opinions?" Lin Yilin said, looking at the empty space in front of him.

Chen Lu hesitated to speak, and finally glared at the embarrassed bodyguards: "You don't have to listen to me, then go get your salary and leave now."

After all, the young master is their boss, and Shen Xuan was brought back safe and sound after half a minute.

Lin Yilin watched quietly, not seeming angry.

Chen Lu closed the door and said, "You shouldn't doubt my feelings."

"I never doubted it." Lin Yilin lowered his head.

Chen Lu walked in, squatted in front of him and said, "Don't bother with these insignificant things when my mother has an accident, okay?"

"This is not an unimportant matter!" Lin Yilin suddenly raised his voice, revealing the fragility hidden in his heart, and threw the phone on the table: "Tell me what is this?"

Chen Lu was stunned for a moment, took it over and opened the video that was pressed to pause.

In the blurry video due to insufficient light, there are two men lingering on the bed.

One of them really looks like Chen Lu, and the other who keeps calling "Brother Lu" is obviously Shen Xuan.

"It's not true, who gave it to you, don't be deceived." Chen Lu quickly turned off the video.

"It was sent from Shen Xuan's cell phone, and I don't think it's true, so just let him go." Lin Yilin's voice revealed a lot of tired depression: "Or tell me why you have to keep him By my side, he is just an ordinary person I have funded, isn't he?"

Chen Lu was fed up with all-pervasive threats, fed up with Lin Yilin's uneasiness and doubts, and fed up with the helplessness that the originally perfect relationship had to be manipulated by others. The moment the airport was smashed to pieces in the explosion, it was heroic.

But he can't, he wants the person in front of him to sit here safely, without any harm.

"Lin Yilin, give me a few days to clear things up, and I will confess everything to you." Chen Lu finally said, "Now I have to go back to the hospital, she needs to be checked, and I can't be alone."

"Okay." Xiao Linzi nodded faintly: "I will give you time, and I will give you as much time as you want."