My Dear People · Moon Evening

I, love, you, three words.

In the end, the only one who really can't give up is you.

-June 2016, 10

"Please, help Chen Lu this time." Lin Yilin begged word by word while holding the phone, he didn't feel humbled, this was already the most decent thing he could do now.

Zheng Luolai didn't speak at first, and then said: "Does he know you're doing this, maybe he doesn't need other people's help."

"Maybe I can't accompany him anymore..." Lin Yilin closed his eyes and said softly: "Among those who can accompany him, only you can help him solve his troubles."

Of course Zheng Luolai has heard about their recent troubles, but no matter how he felt about Chen Lu, since he chose Dewey, the past is just the past, so any more questions are unnecessary: ​​"Don't be impulsive, wait for me to find time Let’s talk about it in America.”

"Well, thank you." Lin Yilin understood that even if he didn't make this phone call, Zheng Luolai would still stab Chen Lu in both sides, but sometimes when people do things, they can't help but want peace of mind.

It's been like a year lately. Thinking about Ziwei's birthday party, it hasn't been many days, but the upheavals one after another still make Lin Yilin so tired that normal life seems like a lifetime away.

He drove all the way to Zhao Ziwei's school, searched all the way according to the major he remembered, asked here and there, and finally asked the classmate who came to study with her.

"Ziwei went on a trip right after her birthday, and took half a month's leave. The professor was very angry." The classmate is also a girl from Beijing, who has met Lin Yilin a few times, and said heartily: "You still persuade Ziwei Be serious, there are two professional courses to be completed recently, and time is critical now."

"Where does she travel?" Lin Yilin asked with a frown.

"Europe, you didn't tell me the details, and I haven't contacted you on WeChat for several days." The girl shook her head.

"Okay, thank you." Lin Yilin smiled politely, and after she was carrying her bag, she slowly put away her expression, sat on the campus bench by the roadside and lit a cigarette.

The cigarette is a small gift from the restaurant just now, and the taste is not bad, but it is still very exciting to Xiao Linzi.

Fortunately, he needs stimulation now, and only stimulation can drive away fatigue and bring clarity.

It's so weird.

Ziwei has always been a person who understands priorities, not to mention that she took the initiative to come to New York to study, and it is impossible to ignore her studies, not to mention that she and Chen Lu are in trouble now, and she has always cared about her friends, and she has no reason to leave suddenly.

Is there really something that is too late to explain?

Or was she threatened or impersonated as she felt, and she was actually in danger?

Lin Yilin felt very heavy when he heard the reminder that Ziwei had been turned off on the phone.

We have been friends for many years, saying that we don't care is really cold-blooded and heartless, and when Chen Lu finds out about this matter after recovering from his mother's illness, he will definitely be hit again.

So no matter what, Xiao Linzi must be tracked down.

He sat on the bench and sighed, feeling that he was too weak.

Are people really like equal animals?

It is rare for Yan Qingwei to stay in the ward quietly and meditate. She is a leader with heavy responsibilities. Because she has too many expectations and happiness on her shoulders, she has gained so much self-confidence when facing the common illness of all sentient beings. Heartfelt reluctance.

In fact, the queen feels that she has done a lot in her life, and if she can walk away without worries in the end, it might not be a happy ending.

When he was distracted, the door of the ward, which had just been silent for a while, was pushed open again, and it was Lin Yilin who hadn't seen him for a few days.

The child has lost weight again, and his face is full of strength pretended to be strong.

Yan Qingwei smiled: "Lulu has something to do with the company, so I happened to ask you to come and chat."

Lin Yilin has just heard the unoptimistic speculation from the doctor, and there is unspeakable sadness in his eyes: "If you have any orders, just say it, and then go to bed early, the patient is most afraid of not having a good rest."

"Let's leave Chen Lu for now." Yan Qingwei seemed to be talking about homework.

Lin Yilin's expression froze: "Leaving, what do you mean?"

Yan Qingwei gestured to the file folder on the bedside.

With trembling fingers, Lin Yilin took it over and opened it. It turned out that the divorce agreement was drawn up in his own name. After reading it for a few seconds, he shook his head and said, "No, I can't do this, and I don't understand. I can do it for you." He died, but why did he call us..."

Yan Qingwei asked back: "Isn't losing someone who doesn't love you much better than losing a partner?"

Lin Yilin stared blankly at her face, and instantly realized that no matter what Yan Qingwei wanted to do, he was afraid that it would be really difficult for him to get out.

Yan Qingwei smiled again for a moment: "You take this first, and I didn't mean to force you, but I just thought you might need it."

Lin Yilin said softly: "It's too difficult to get close to Leo, and I can't do it alone. After all, I'm not someone who is used to this kind of thing."

"I know, I have already arranged for a helper, and he will find you himself." Yan Qingwei held Lin Yilin's hand and said, "You silly boy, the fastest way to get close to a strong man who is interested in you is to cover up Lose your own intelligence, let yourself show weakness, it is best to be vulnerable, so that he will relax his guard."

Lin Yilin didn't fully understand how to act.

Yan Qingwei motioned him to look at the folder again.

Lin Yilin flipped through and found a photo and a small note.

On the photo is a big boy who is calm. When he says calm, he means that the boy is not overly energetic, nor is he pretending to be indifferent. His pair of dark eyes seem to be able to see through people's hearts, bright and deep.

And the content on the note is simply embarrassing.

"His name is Ning Ze, and he will definitely help you beyond imagination." Yan Qingwei let go of Lin Yilin's hand: "If my illness never recovers, today will be the last time you see me, open the door and write a note to me Then, no matter how Chen Lu asks again, don't mention my name to him."

Lin Yilin was very sad, he hardly had the energy to act according to the Queen's words.

Yan Qingwei said: "If you want to accomplish extraordinary things, you must show extraordinary courage. No matter whether others regard you as a hero or a scum, those evaluations have no meaning at all."

Lin Yilin nodded.

Yan Qingwei smiled: "I've always been used to preparing for the worst, but if you believe in me, maybe we will all have the best results."

Lin Yilin nodded again, folded the folders and inserted/stuck them into the windbreaker, took a deep breath, then strode open the door, turned her head and said to Yan Qingwei what she ordered: "You have never regarded me as a son, I Nor need your poor legacy to dishonor my worth."

After speaking, he left quickly.