In the name of love

? ', and other tricky questions. "

Ji Lan said as if recalling.

"As a result, the senior suddenly slapped the table and stood up. He talked about everything from Foucault's sexual history to the reform strategy of the US tobacco tax. He talked a lot, and it seemed to be about an hour! I remember The senior looked at what those people said at the end: "So I think that the IQ of people who ask such lack of cognitive questions is not as good as the piranhas in Africa." He ran away in disgrace."

Ji Lan laughed like a candle.

"At that time, I saw the way seniors spoke, and thought: Ah, this person is really amazing, like light."

Yulu listened blankly, and Ji Lan said again: "Later, senior returned to China one step earlier than me. I thought I would never see senior again, but I didn't expect to meet senior again at the year-end banquet of the Lawyers Association. At that time, senior was already ahead of me." Practiced for five years."

Ji Lan took a leisurely sip of wine.

"Since then, senior has always been 'senior' in my eyes. The reason why I can't call senior by name is probably because senior is too dazzling in my eyes!"

"But, but when you first cooperated with this case, you were still very cold to me..."

Yulu was still stupefied after being shocked, and his sentences didn't make sense.

Ji Lan was stunned for a moment, "Cold? Ah... I am often told that I look very indifferent, and Ji Ze also said the same thing. Probably because I was educated by my father in this way since he was a child. He told us that people in the Ji family will always be Those who want to do big things, if the people in the position are too emotional, they will be underestimated. Since I was a child, I have been used to not showing it on my face no matter how angry or sad I am. Perhaps it is because of this that my seniors feel Let me be indifferent!"

Yulu stood there stunned, Ji Lan took a sip of wine, and said: "And when it comes to indifference, isn't senior the same? It's hot and cold, and when it's hot, it's terribly warm to people. It's hard to feel that I'm getting to know senior But the senior took the initiative to avoid it, pretending to be a smiley face, making people want to get closer but there is no way."

Yulu was a little surprised, thinking carefully about how he and Ji Lan got along these days, it seems that this is really the case.

"But, but you also suddenly ignore people..." Yulu complained like a child.

"Senior, did you mean that time when I met Ricky at your house? I have already apologized, it was my fault, and didn't I explain it to the senior later? How can it be regarded as suddenly ignoring people." Ji Lan also said It was rare to refute plausibly.

"Who told you that you always look like you are ready to shoot people at any time, I am a telephone pole, so of course I dare not hold too much hope..."

Yulu said aggrievedly, Ji Lan was even more startled.

"Shot? What's that?"

He blinked, and then turned serious again, "Senior, did you say that you are so indifferent because you are afraid of being rejected by me? But I never meant to reject you! I have always wanted to be friends with you. I have worked with many lawyers, but Never go to drink with them in private, let alone invite them to the house, except seniors."

The more Yulu listened, the more stupefied he became, so is it all his fault?Probably because he was rejected so lukewarmly by Sam, the hurt was too deep, Yi Yulu found that he always turned around and hid under the quilt to cover his eyes, nose and ears before the result of the victory or defeat came out. .

Just like the previous national exams, Yulu never dared to look at the list. He always waited for his friends and classmates to call to congratulate him before he dared to get out of the quilt slowly.

He looked at Ji Lan, but found that his lips were pressed against the rim of the wine glass, and he seemed to be smiling.

"It's the first time I've told people these things." He murmured.

"What's the matter?" Yulu was taken aback.

"A lot of things." Ji Lan said leisurely, he took a sip of his wine, then pursed his lips and smiled, "So that's it, senior always thinks I'm very cold..."

Yulu's heart was beating wildly.Ji Lan drank half of the bartender in her hand, and she didn't look drunk.He can take it as Ji Lan's free will, not the nonsense of losing his mind after drinking.

And he knew that Ji Lan never joked.

Senior is very dazzling, like light.

I never meant to reject my predecessors.

Yulu unconsciously leaned over and got next to Ji Lan's seat. The box was very quiet. Yulu was quite familiar with this store and knew how much it would cost to book this one.Although to the Ji family, that figure might be a fraction, usually, if it wasn't for some deceitful things, most people would never spend such wronged money.

Yulu turned to face him, reached out to take off his goblet, and put it aside.Ji Lan was stunned for a moment, and Yulu walked onto the sofa with her knees, and pressed the soft velvet behind Ji Lan with her palm, trapping Ji Lan in her sight.

"Those words just now." He opened his lips, his voice tense and hoarse, "Can I take it as you confessing to me?"

He looked at the frightened young man under him, "Do you like me, little Ji Lan?"

Yulu also knew that he was too impatient to ask.Fool!People only say that you are like light, but they don't say they like you!Would you sleep with light?Have you seen anyone having sex with a flashlight at home?

But he really couldn't hold back, Ji Lan was right, he backed down too easily, even if he would go back to his hometown and get married right away, he wanted to be brave once.

"Senior..." Ji Lan was as usual, calling him by his title when he was at a loss.

Yulu was no longer polite, he thought of Ji Hua's almost seductive words, like the snake in the Garden of Eden, guiding Yulu to lean forward and grab Ji Lan's jaw, he knelt on the sofa with one knee, with one hand behind his back the wall.

Ji Lan was sitting in his arms, Yulu bowed her head to kiss him, Ji Lan didn't hide, maybe there was nowhere to hide, but Yulu couldn't care less.

He pressed his whole body onto the sofa, and Ji Lan's hands seemed to not know where to place them, and danced in the air for a while, before finally sticking tightly to the sofa behind him.Yulu kissed once, but it was not enough, her lips slid on the side of Ji Lan's neck, kissed the tight lips again, and pried it open.

During the exchange of lips and tongues, he could faintly taste the smell of wine, and Yulu took all of them as his own.

The young man in front of him seemed to be kissing someone with his tongue for the first time, his tongue was so stiff and clumsy that it made people feel distressed.Yulu almost straddled him, he held Ji Lan's cheeks, and leaned close to his ear, "Open your lips, Ji Lan." He gasped.

As if under some spell, Ji Lan opened her lips as she said.Yulu quickly stepped in and kissed the young man in front of him in a messy manner. The saliva dripped down Ji Lan's lips. Yulu wiped him away with his finger and took off Ji Lan's glasses. When Zhang Qingjun's thin face came into view, Ji Lan suddenly reacted.

"No, no..." Ji Lan straightened up from the sofa as if waking up from a big dream, "Senior..."

Yulu finally managed the duck to fly into the pot, how could he be allowed to fly wildly, he pressed Ji Lan back on the sofa, and kissed his ear, "It's nothing wrong, take it easy." He kissed Ji Lan flatteringly Rubbing his cheeks, breathing on Ji Lan's neck, Ji Lan's cheeks flushed all of a sudden.

Yulu's desire had reached its peak, and his head was full of buzzing tinnitus. He reached out to touch Ji Lan's slacks, groped inside along the elastic band, and caressed the young man's thigh all the way.

"No, senior, really can't..." Ji Lan seemed to have reached the limit of patience, he grabbed Yulu's wrist so that he couldn't take another step, and retreated to the other end of the sofa.Yulu's hand was still pressing on the back of the sofa, and his lungs were still a little lack of oxygen, but he could tell that Ji Lan was sincerely rejecting him, not wanting to greet him or reject him.

But Yulu's brain was still hot and cold, rumbling and unable to function smoothly.

"Why not?" he gasped, still refusing to give up. "You don't hate kissing me, do you?"

Ji Lan's thin shoulders trembled slightly. Yulu was just asking casually, but unexpectedly the young man in front of him really started to blush.Yulu feels more and more that Ji Hua's nonsense may have some truth.

"You don't feel disgusted when I touch you, and you don't feel disgusted when I kiss you."

Yulu guides cheekily, "And I don't think you allow everyone to do this to you, only me. This means that you don't hate me, Ji Lan, and you even like me a little bit. Do that with the person you like. This kind of thing is a matter of course, at least for me, it is a very natural thing."

Ji Lan still shook her head, "No, I really don't hate Senior, but I can't..."

Yulu was a little annoyed, "Can't what? Can't sleep with someone? Or can't sleep with me?"

Ji Lan bit her lip, and seemed to refuse to answer such obscene questions.Yulu's mind is full of lava, and his thinking ability has degraded to the stage of prehistoric humans. He blurted out:

"Is it because of the shadow left by you when you were a child? Because you were molested by a disgusting man, so you treat everyone in the world like that? Ji Lan, you can't escape for the rest of your life."

Ji Lan raised her head suddenly, as if surprised that such words would come from Yu Lv's mouth.Yulu felt somewhat regretful, but he could tell that Ji Lan, like Xiaoxin and him, had a thorn in his heart, but because no one had dared to reach in and pull it out, even Ji Lan himself had never tried to pull it out. .

So he has been there, rotten and rooted, and finally corrupted the feelings of this young man for the rest of his life.

"That's not it..." Ji Lan said hoarsely, her face pale as paper.

Yulu couldn't bear it, and almost gave up, hugged the trembling child into his arms, patted his head, and said to him: "It's okay, don't be afraid, Brother Xiaolu is here."

But he knew he couldn't do it. More than 20 years ago, Ji Lan's family, the police