In the name of love

People, courts, social workers, these people have already done this. They chose the way that adults think is the most comforting to a nine-year-old child, and left the real problem in the dark, in the heart of this young man.

Just like Xiaoxin, like Ai Cao’s sister, what they need is never a sentence of "It’s so pitiful, that murderer is too much!" Tragedy will always end, injuries need to be healed, victims can’t always be victims, what they need is the road.

A path into the future, enough to keep them going.

"What's that?" Yulu asked ruthlessly, "You don't want to do that kind of thing with people, even marrying your wife and giving them Play...Isn't it because of that when you marry your wife and ignore it?"

Ji Lan bit her lips again and refused to answer. Yulu thought that many years ago, this child sitting in the police station must be the same as now, stubbornly pursing his lips, until the adults stretched out their hands to hug him out of distress.

"Or is it because of other reasons? Because of your elder brother? Because you like your elder brother, so you want to keep your virginity to someone who will never touch you?"

As soon as these words came out, Yulu himself felt a little too much.But just because these words were too much, Ji Lan finally reacted. Yulu saw Ji Lan's eyes widen suddenly, and before he had time to react, his face suddenly felt hot pain, and this gentle and elegant nobleman punched him His lower left jaw.

Yulu snorted and fell to the other side of the sofa in the private room.But Ji Lan had already bullied him, reached out and grabbed Yulu by the collar, and pressed him against the back of the sofa.

"...Don't get involved with Jize."

Ji Lan's face was stained with a little alcohol, and his breath was a little rushed, "This has nothing to do with him at all, don't get involved with these two things, otherwise, even if you are a senior, I will beat you."

"Then why?" Ji Lan's expression twisted Yulu's heart, but he knew he couldn't stop at this moment, or all previous efforts would be wasted, "It's not because of the shadow of that incident. Is there any reason why a man can't be with himself Even if his wife has sex, he can't sleep with the man he likes?" He looked directly at Ji Lan.

Ji Lan's lips trembled, and he let go of Yulu's hand, "Because I'm not normal..." he muttered.Yulu grabbed his wrist with his backhand, Ji Lan's body temperature was astonishingly low, and his tentacles were icy cold.

"Abnormal? What is abnormal about you? You will blush when you are kissed, and you will get an erection when you are touched by me. You have all the reactions that a man should have. What is abnormal about you?"

"I'm not normal, I'm not a normal man..."

Ji Lan shook her head, turned around and seemed to want to escape from the box.Yulu strode forward, grabbed Ji Lan's wrist, and pulled the pale young man back into his arms.

"Because that person touched you?" Yulu looked at Ji Lan's reaction, and he had to admit that his head was running at an unprecedented high speed, "Because the man who kidnapped you is abnormal, you think he touched you, and you also become abnormal?"

Ji Lan's arms trembled slightly, Yulu thought he must have caught it.

"Ji Lan, listen, just like you said to Xiaoxin in court, this is not your problem, no matter what, it's the kidnapper's fault, you don't need to take other people's mistakes and pile them on yourself You don’t need to use it to punish yourself for the rest of your life. You are you, he is him, the two of you are completely different objects, and you will not become the same because of what that dirty man did to you. dirty."

Ji Lan's body was very close to him, every breath was clearly audible, Yulu said in a low voice, "Do you understand? Ji Lan, it's time to forget those things, don't look at the past forever, you are no longer That helpless nine-year-old boy, turn your head and look at me, look at yourself now."

As Yulu spoke, his nose got a little sour. He hugged Ji Lan from behind and made him face the floor-to-ceiling glass on the side of the box.

"Look, this is you, the 28-year-old elite lawyer, the elegant Mr. Ji, even a handsome guy like me who can't fall down with a golden gun is fascinated by you. That filthy and miserable man has nothing left behind. In you, you are still the original you, you can fall in love, you can have sex with others, and he has not affected you in anything."

Yulu whispered in Ji Lan's ear in a low and slow voice, as if hypnotized.Ji Lan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling glass, staring blankly for a long time, so long that Yulu almost thought that his strategy had worked.

"Dirty and pathetic man...?"

It took a while for Yulu to hear Ji Lan's voice, the voice was so hoarse that it was hard to hear, "Then what am I...?"

Yulu was really stunned this time, "What are you? Didn't I say that? Ji Lan, you are you and he is him, and what he does will not pollute you..."

"If he's a filthy, pathetic man, such a lowly man, then what am I?!"

Ji Lan said with a hoarse voice, Yulu has known Ji Lan for more than eight years since she was a student, and Ji Lan has always been so indifferent, as if vegetarian dishes with low oil and salt are always so low-key and indifferent that it is impossible to understand.

This is the first time Yulu has seen Ji Lan so emotionally exposed.Those beautiful eyes were full of flashing water, slowly rolling down along Ji Lan's blinking eyelashes, Yulu suddenly couldn't even utter a word of comfort.

"...What am I, who still feels happy after being touched by such a dirty man?"

After a while, Ji Lan made a hoarse voice again.The words that came out surprised Yulu endlessly.

"You're all the same...you say the same thing, tell me it's not my problem, it's the man who's bad, tell me how bad the rapist is...but I...I was kidnapped by him within three days, I've never felt this thing, I actually... I can't feel this thing..."

Ji Lan covered her cheeks with one hand, tears welled up.

"During those three days... I only felt happy, how could I feel happy, how could I feel happy in the hands of a... what you call a pervert, how could I feel happy..."

Seeing that he was almost incoherent, Yulu staggered and took two steps back. Without thinking, Yulv stepped forward to catch him in twos and threes.Ji Lan is like a torrent that has opened the gate, and her emotions are rushing like a river.

"That pervert...that kidnapper, he was very kind to me...really good, he talked to me in a very gentle tone, and he said to me: Don't be afraid, I am a man, although you are not yet, but always One day it will be, and I will teach you how to make a man the happiest."

Ji Lan's voice was still hoarse, and Yulu had to get very close to hear it clearly.But Yulu knew that he had to listen. This was the nine-year-old boy's confession that had been delayed for more than ten years.

"Well, then what?"

Ji Lan suddenly sobbed, "I haven't, I haven't told anyone about this..."

"Then say it now."

Yulu resisted the sourness welling up in his nose, "Ji Lan, I am here, senior Yu is here."

Ji Lan hesitated for a long time, Yulu knew it was extremely difficult, just like a wine urn that had been sealed for many years, when it was opened, the wine smelled of dust.

"He touched me..." Ji Lan raised her head and took two deep breaths.

"Well, he touched you, then what?"

"At first... he just touched himself and showed me. He touched himself and let me watch him... erect, before this... I haven't... never seen another man have... an erection, He said to me, try it yourself, he grabbed my hand, let me touch his place, and then let me touch myself, I felt scared at that time..."

Ji Lan took a deep breath.

"I felt scared, but he told me, don't be afraid, it's very comfortable. But Ji Ze told me that it would be bad and undignified, so I refused, and he said, if you don't want to do it yourself, then Let me do it for you, trust me, you will like that taste."

Yulu looked at the young man and covered his cheeks with his hands, leaning half of his body on his chest, breathing very shallowly and lightly.

"I didn't refuse, he leaned over and grabbed me...he touched me...I wanted to resist at first, but then...it was really like what he said, there was a comfortable feeling, I couldn't resist it, and I couldn't resist it. At first I didn't want to resist...I...I catered to him, I started to cooperate with him until...until...I didn't know what happened..."

Ji Lan spoke almost hoarsely, and almost lost her voice at the end.The more Yulu listened, the more confused he became. Of course he knew what happened to Ji Lan that year. The kidnapper molested him, and Ji Lan ejaculated under his molestation.

Yulu opened her lips, but didn't know what to say, so she could only continue to listen to Ji Lan.

"...I told him to stop doing this, but he asked me if I was okay, and I couldn't deny it, I couldn't lie. He did a lot to me again... He didn't just help me with his hands, he..."

Ji Lan took a breath and covered her cheeks with her lips.The waiters outside the box poked their heads in to take a look, but they had always been trained to remain unmoved, they only glanced and turned back, probably thinking that they were fighting fiercely.

"He... did a lot of things to me, many things I never thought about in the past... between men, I didn't resist the things that can be done. It should be said that I forgot to resist, because he was really good to me. Senior was even nicer to me, I... as if I was trapped, during those three days, I didn't try to ask for help, and I didn't think of a way to escape."

"He and I...became good friends."

Ji Lan said a secret that no one has ever known.

"He said he... likes me, because he likes me very much, that's why he did those things to me. I believe him too, and I even feel a little proud..."

"When he got the ransom and was going to run away, he still treated me