In the name of love

Willing to accept, do you understand? "

"I...I know."

"I trusted you and sincerely wanted to help you, so I read all the materials overnight. I was not a lawyer in this area, so I spent a lot of effort because of this. But no matter how many materials I read, it is What other people think about this case or about you does not represent the truth. And the reason why I came to see you is to understand the truth."

Yulu exhaled, and stared straight ahead.

"The court is a place full of lies. If even you, as the client, deceive me and me who trusts you, then where should I find the truth, Mr. Ye?"

The man finally changed his face a little, he still looked like he was about to cry, his eyes were even swaying with water, even Yu Lv couldn't help but regret that he had spoken too harshly.

"I... I'm masturbating."

"... Masturbation?"

Yulu was stunned, this was the first time he heard of it.

"Well, masturbation. I... I smoked in the toilet first, and then... I couldn't bear it anymore, so... I started masturbating. I don't know how long it took. Anyway... I lost myself a little..."

"Wait, Mr. Ye, why did you suddenly masturbate?"

Yulu interrupted him, although he finally got some new information, he was still puzzled.The man's face turned red when he heard the words, like a girl at the first night, even the base of his neck was flushed red.

"Just... a sudden impulse... I, I am a man after all..."

"Wait a minute, Mr. Ye."

Yulu's expression suddenly became serious, and he looked at Ye Chang's cheeks that were as red as bleeding.

"You have to know that the current situation is not good for you. People on the boy's side have accused you of sexually assaulting him, and there are many signs of sexual assault in the scene. Now you say that you suddenly ran to the toilet to masturbate, but you can't say anything. Do you think the reason why you go to the toilet to masturbate will be easily accepted by the court? Maybe it will become one of the evidences against you."

After hearing Yulu's words, the man's whole face turned pale again. This redness and whiteness, coupled with the increasingly moist eye sockets, made Yulu worry that the man would suddenly pass out.He became more and more coy, and started rubbing his hands again, and rubbing faster and faster.

"Must... have to say everything...?"

Yulu almost lost his patience.

"Mr. Ye, if you feel that you are being treated like a rapist, you will be imprisoned for 20 or [-] years, your wife will become the rapist's wife, and your child will be labeled as a 'rapist's child'. If you think it’s okay, then you can stop saying a word from now on.”

Moving out of the family seemed to have finally touched the man's defenses, and he shivered.

"I... have desires."

"Have desires...?" Yulu repeated in confusion.

The man actually shed tears, as if he didn't expect it, he hurriedly wiped it off with the back of his hand, and said while taking a breath, "I...for Xiao Lu...just...to be a guard with me the...another...man..."

It seemed that it was his limit to say these words. As soon as the man finished speaking, he covered his cheeks with his hands, leaned against the table and made a thumping sound, and the guard even glanced here.

Yulu was stunned for a moment, his eyes wide open, and it took a long while to show an expression of understanding, and he nodded slowly.

"So this is ah……"

"I know... I know it's wrong, very wrong. I... I have a wife, I have kids, I've liked men before, but... but that's over, I've changed, I was I thought, I thought I would never repeat the same mistakes in my life, I thought... I have been cured..."

Yulu opened his mouth as if to say something, but later decided to let the man continue.

"But I... But as soon as I saw Xiao Lu and Mr. Lu, I... I got sick again."

The man's expression blamed himself as if he had committed murder.

"Lawyer, you don't understand, it's like... it's like being infected with an acute infectious disease suddenly. I keep telling myself no... no... that's wrong, Xiao Lu also has a girlfriend. But the more ...the more I tell myself it's not possible, the more...the more I can't control it...I'm on duty with him every day..."

He took two deep breaths, as if to order himself to calm down, but in vain.

"He is a few years younger than me, only 27 or [-] years old, very young... child. Every time I see him... every time I see him, I think of when I was young...that period...that period was absurd The days of the wrong.... His every move... the lips he chewed when eating bento, the young and strong arms, the broad back when he ran... and... and that young, careless smile, Every part is very attractive to me, it seems to be tempting me..."

He took two more breaths, and after a while he actually laughed.It was an incomparably self-deprecating smile, Yulu discovered for the first time that Ye Chang, a man who smiled wryly, had another kind of poignant beauty.

"Yes... I'm sorry, Mr. Lawyer, you must think... I'm a pervert, I'm unbearable. Things like this... I'd rather be accused of being a rapist than..."

Yulu himself took a deep breath.

"Mr. Ye, are you gay?"

He asked unreservedly, causing another shudder in the disturbed man.

"Ah, it was, it was in the past."

"In the past? Gay is born, Mr. Ye, there is nothing that cannot be passed."

"No!"

Ye Chang suddenly retorted loudly, this was the first time Yulu saw him so excited.

"No... no, it's a disease, a... original sin of human beings. I didn't know it when I was young, and I was addicted to this kind of carnal desire for a long time. Later... my father took me to the church and got to know God. , and participated in the fellowship, they...they let me know that these are all wrong, they are against nature and blasphemy..."

He raised his head, and Yulu could see many complicated struggles on his face.

"Later, with their help, I gradually got rid of these bad habits. I became normal, I could have sex with women, I also married my current wife, gave birth to a child, and lived happily...if not...if not... If you are possessed by a devil..."

Yulu didn't speak, just sighed lightly.When he raised his head, he had his usual shrewd expression.

"...So, because you fell in love with the young guard who was on duty with you, you couldn't control your sexual desire for a while, so you went to the toilet to smoke and masturbate. On the way to masturbate, that boy just broke in?"

"Yes... yes." Ye Chang lowered his head.

"and then?"

"Then?"

The man's expression was a little dazed, and he lowered his head after a while.

"And then... and that's it. I panicked, this secret must never be discovered, so I quickly put on my pants, but... But the little boy suddenly yelled and asked me what I was doing in the toilet, I was anxious I put on a fierce face and told him to keep silent, and he suddenly cried, and cried very loudly..."

"...So you just cover his mouth and drag him into the toilet?"

"Yes... I also know that this is not good, but... But I was really anxious at that time, and my mind went blank. I put on my pants and fled the activity center. I don't remember what happened afterwards. It seemed that I was alone. Wandering around the park, I didn't expect, I didn't expect later..." The man's voice choked up.

Yulu put his index finger on his lips and thought about it for a while.

"So you ejaculated?" he asked.

The man was startled again, "What?"

"You masturbated until you ejaculated in that toilet and then left without cleaning it?"

"Ah... yes."

The man's ears are red again, this really doesn't look like a fake, Yuli thought in his heart, although there are many rapists who are very conservative about sex, but for a man with a girly personality like this, even if he is working is also rare.

"That's how it is... This is really bad for you. Not only did you leave semen evidence, but you also have a record of homosexual love. With the shrewdness of those foxes in the prosecutor's office, sooner or later your love history will be found out and brought to court. Be deceived to accuse you..."

Yulu rubbed his chin with the back of his finger, talking to himself for a while.The man has been looking at him very disturbed, with the expression of a boy who has made a mistake and is waiting to be scolded by his parents.

Yulu looked at the files and calculated for a while, then looked up at Ye Chang again.

"I see, let's come here first today. Mr. Ye, the meeting time is coming soon."

He pushed the chair and stood up, holding the large stack of documents under his arm.Seeing the man's eyes chasing him uneasily, he was silent for a moment before opening his mouth slowly.

"Mr. Ye, I'm considering transferring your case to another lawyer." Yulu said.

The man seemed to have completely misunderstood the meaning of his words, he smiled self-consciously, and lowered his head again.

"Is that so...? My case...is really hopeless, right?"

"No, it's not, Mr. Ye, please don't get me wrong,"

Yulu suddenly pressed his hands on the table and bowed down solemnly.

"I didn't hand it over to others just to avoid it. If possible, I also want to help you to the end. But my ability is limited. First of all, I am not a lawyer who specializes in this kind of case. To tell you the truth, I have been practicing for eight years. Most of them are medical malpractice lawsuits, and I am a lawyer specializing in medical treatment.”

"Then...why...?"

The man froze for a moment, but Yulu didn't let him continue asking.

"I don't want to harm you because of my lack of ability, so I want to transfer this case to an expert. He is my former apprentice and also works in the same firm.