In the name of love

The time the child was bitten by the honeycomb, I was so frightened that I felt helpless, and for the first time in my life, I realized what it means to be helpless. "

"But it wasn't the bees that really frightened me. When the fire brigade took off the child's shirt, I stood aside, looking at the large and small wounds on the child's body, and hardly dared to look directly. The emergency team and I were going to give first aid. Medicine, put medicine on the child, when I took the cotton swab and the red medicine touched the child's wound, the child moaned."

Ai Ting paused dramatically, Yulu saw Ji Lan straighten her upper body, her five fingers on the table turned white, and she almost stood up from the defense seat.

"I can't describe the feeling at that moment... The child's groans were very soft and fragile, as if he was asking someone for help. But I found myself becoming strange, and the child suddenly became different in my eyes , the naked back, the young body with potential, and the flexible limbs that have not yet fully grown, intertwined in front of me into a tragic scene of the Garden of Eden."

"Miss Ai, you will never believe that at that moment, I told that child..."

"Don't read..."

A hoarse roar suddenly came from the dock, interrupting Ai Ting's voice.Startled everyone in the courtroom.Yulu saw that the judges were the first to raise their heads, and stared at Ye Chang in the dock with red eyes just like Yulu. .

"Don't read...don't read any more!" Seeing Ye Chang gripping the railing excitedly, Yulu yelled almost hysterically. The bailiff took a nervous step forward and blocked Ye Chang back into the railing.

Ji Lan was obviously also surprised, and opened his mouth as if to say something, but the old judge sitting in the center spoke before him.

"Defendant, please control your emotions." He knocked on the gavel calmly, "If you yell again in court, we will force you to leave the court, and the trial will be interrupted because of this, understand?"

Ye Chang trembled all over, and Yulu saw that he closed his eyes tightly, lowered his hand wearing the restraint, and the letter in his hand fell to the ground. "Please...don't read...don't...read anymore..." Yulu heard him sobbing.

Ai Ting turned around, "Can I continue, sir?" He asked coldly.

The old judge made a gesture, and Ai Ting picked up the letter again, and continued reading amidst Ye Chang's soft humming.

"Miss Ai, you will never believe that at that moment, I had a desire for that child..."

"Yes, desire, I want to touch the child's skin, I want to touch the child's back, I even want to kiss the child's lips when he turns to me for help. His whole body, up and down, for me Words are suddenly full of attraction."

"Miss Ai, can you believe it? A child, a ten-year-old boy who doesn't even fully understand this world! I actually have such delusional thoughts about him, and this realization makes me tremble all over. The punishment given to me is the most painful and stern warning to the dissolute and cowardly me in the past ten years."

Ai Ting turned the letter to the end, and Yulu saw that Ji Lan's face was extremely pale.

"I'm sorry, I wrote this letter specifically to tell you such unsightly things. You must despise me, right? Miss Ai, the colleague who has worked with you for a year is actually a demon in human skin."

"That incident shocked me deeply. I am determined to make a change. Although the change may be small, slow, or give up halfway because of my cowardice, I cannot do nothing. If I Do nothing, if this continues, I may become a monster that I don't even know myself."

"I decided to go to church and I recently talked to my district president and he put me in a fellowship with good reviews. I think I might be saved, thank God."

Ai Ting walked around the court and stood still in front of Ai Cao.

"Miss Ai, if there is no trouble, I only have one request, and that is please pray for me. For me, a humble man with weak will, pray that I can overcome my cowardice and my hesitation, and pray that I can overcome my weakness and my hesitation. Be reborn and stay away from those shameful temptations. Pray that the next time I meet you somewhere, I will be a whole new person."

"In this way, even if I still can't accept your kindness, at least I can become a person who faces you with my head held high. Please pray for me like this! Miss Ai Cao."

"Your friend, Ah Changbi."

The court was quiet for a while, stopping at the end of Ai Ting's letter.Ai Ting folded the printed paper, and the sound of paper folding echoed in Jing Mi's court, making it particularly loud.

"Miss Ai, this letter was dated in June eight years ago, and it was the last time you communicated with the defendant, right?"

Ai Cao stood on the witness stand, Yulu looked as pale as her, and bit her lower lip tightly.

"……Yes."

"You've read this letter, haven't you?" Ai Ting asked again, his tone seemed to be much softer unconsciously.

Ai Cao turned her head away, and she held her upper arm with her hand, as if she didn't want to answer.

"Yes, I've read it, so what?" Ai Cao pouted.

"Then may I ask the witness, what are your thoughts on this letter?" Aiting asked, "Is your evaluation of the defendant still the same after you read this letter?"

"It's no different." Ai Cao raised her jaw stubbornly, and spoke again after a while, "I think this is proof that Brother Ye is positive and wants to correct himself. Brother Ye is not a bad person in the first place, and it is even less likely that he will be a bad person after he corrects himself. At least No more obnoxious than an old man who abuses custody and rummages through his daughter's drawers."

Yulu felt that Ai Ting had been hit to some extent, and a warning sign of "HP-500" appeared above his head.After all, for fathers in the world, there is no more lethal word than a daughter saying "I hate father the most!"

But Ai Ting quickly coughed twice, straightened his tie, and used the holy light technique to replenish his blood.

"In court, I think this letter is enough to prove that the defendant did have desires for underage children."

He raised the letter and his voice regained strength.

"The defendant obviously understood the danger of such desires, so he voluntarily left his job as a child volunteer and joined the church, hoping to get rid of those abnormal desires. But unfortunately, the defendant's efforts were not successful, and the desires eventually remained. Overcame his inner morality and made the defendant commit the crime he most feared he would commit."

Ai Ting took a deep breath.

"Although the defendant committed heinous crimes, he is not hopeless. The defendant has the ability to reflect on himself, but the past has been wrong. So I think the best way is to let the defendant be able to do something for him. The crime is adequately atoned for, through which he finds new life, and a long sentence of liberty would be the most suitable form for the defendant."

As Ai Ting spoke, he glanced slowly at the wormwood on the witness stand.But wormwood had already turned her face away.

There was a lot of noise in the courtroom, and Yuli saw that several women in the auditorium were discussing and whispering in low voices.

Even if he didn't invest deeply in this case, Yulu knew that the situation was not good, not to mention that the evidence that the prosecution originally had was conclusive enough, the purpose of applying for wormwood was originally to overthrow the possibility of Ye Chang committing the crime from the fundamental sexual desire Sexuality, but now the other party turned against him, Yulu almost didn't dare to look at Ji Lan's expression.

Yulu saw that Ye Chang was not much better, he had already bent down while holding onto the railing with both hands.His expression could not be seen clearly under the bangs, but Yulu somewhat understood that this letter was Ye Chang's drawer, the secret he least wanted to be seen by others, but now it was pulled out in this public place by force, the inside Things spilled all over the floor, and Ye Chang couldn't even cover it up.

"Don't..." He vaguely heard Ye Chang's voice, but Ai Ting covered the ending.

But Yulu also suddenly understood why a seemingly cowardly person like Ye Chang would resolutely reject Huai Yu's feelings for him back then.

Ye Chang was too shocked to discover his pedophile tendencies, but for Ye Chang, he couldn't distinguish between those desires for boys and those desires for men, and he couldn't separate his own desires, so Ye Chang Often you can't choose one and give up the other, so you have to choose to give up all of them.

In this way, Mrs. Ye's description of Ye Chang's almost paranoid behavior after marriage is also understandable.The deeper Ye Chang loved those children, the more he hated his own desires, which made him have to deny all his past life, put himself in a Buddhist altar that was not suitable for him, eat fast and chant Buddha all his life.

Yulu suddenly felt a sore nose.He hurriedly lowered his head to hide the hot eye sockets again.

It's all Sam's fault.His appearance broke through the iron wall that Yulu spent 30 years building, and now his heart would cry out in pain if he poked it casually.This feeling is really unpleasant, Yulu pursed her lips and thought.

"What do the witnesses think? What's your opinion on my opinion?"

Ai Ting turned around, facing the wormwood, with a look of protest.

Seeing Ai Cao, Yulu took two deep breaths and puffed up her chest, "My thoughts have not changed."

Ai Cao said forcefully, and her two dark pupils scanned everyone on the judge's bench one by one.

"I think Ye Chang is a person who pays attention to others' pain points and understands their weaknesses. When others are happy, he will smile from the bottom of his heart. When others are sad, he will cry with him. He This is the kind of person who can jump over the boundaries between people, and this is what I like about him.”

Ai Cao raised her head and looked at Ai Ting without avoiding it at all.On the contrary, Ai Ting was forced to shrink back a bit.

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