In the name of love

Put him on stage.Always call the world to let the old man's past friends continue to maintain confidence in the Ji family. "

There was always an indelible sarcasm in Ji Hua's tone, "Eldest brother is really hardworking, and he was determined to follow a path that he couldn't control since he was a child. Well, let alone elder brother, everyone in the Ji family is the same."

Yulu glanced at Ji Hua's distorted lips, and then at Ji Lan who kept lowering her eyebrows on the stage, as if she was different from the lawyer in court.Thinking of Ji Lan telling him a long time ago that in order to help Ji Ze inherit the family business, he would give up being a lawyer, his heart tightened like a screw.

Ji Lan's ten fingers moved forward, and Yulu saw clearly that what Ji Lan was facing was a black guzheng, which had probably been improved, and its shape was particularly trendy and beautiful.Ji Lan's fingers have always been slender, and they look more like works of art after wearing finger gloves. Yulu always thought that Ji Lan's plan to perform the guzheng was just a feint, but he should have known that this person would be a martyr in everything he did.

The dinner venue was quite quiet, and Yulu saw that a large group of wives crowded to the front of the stage, including Huaiyu's female companion.

Ji Lan took a shallow breath, as if to relieve the tension, following the music of the ancient servant, it flowed out from under Ji Lan's fingertips like magic.

Yulu really doesn't know much about music. Although he usually goes in and out of the concert hall for socializing, most of them go in to chat with Duke Zhou.

But like now, from a distance, I watched Ji Lan pluck every string and shape every melody so intently.What Yulu listened to was music, but his heart was taken to another level. Many scenes of getting along with Ji Lan flowed through his heart. Those notes seemed to turn into Ji Lan's words, Ji Lan's shallow laughter, Ji Lan said "Senior is like my family", and that night, Ji Lan raised her face and asked him: "Can you kiss me, senior?"

Yulu stood up straight like this, the Ji Hua hanging around his neck became no longer important, and Yulv couldn't even feel his presence.His mind, thoughts, vision, and five senses are all attributed to the young man in front of the guzheng.Except for Ji Lan, Yulu couldn't perceive anything in the world, and was insensitive to it all.

Yulu's fingertips trembled, and his eyes were hot.It turns out that this is the situation when we really reach the other side. It turns out that hell is not as difficult as imagined, because everyone who is at the bottom of hell thinks he is in heaven.

It's over for me, Yulu thought.It's all over, 30 years of butt life, planted on this guzheng.

After Ji Lan finished performing a song, she stood up from the front of the guzheng and bowed to everyone, even answering the salute was very old-fashioned.The ladies in front of the Yulu stand seemed to be crazy, applauding desperately, and several of them gave Ji Lan a big look.Yulu also vaguely saw Ji's eldest son's newly married wife, who looked like a star-struck fangirl.

Ji Lan was very calm, as if she had won a battle in court, she bowed calmly again, and exited behind the terrace.

The person in charge of the ceremonies made some scene remarks and introduced the next performer.Yulu didn't pay attention to listening at all, and saw Ji Lan walk into one of the reserved hotel rooms from the inner corridor, he shook off Ji Hua's entanglement behind him, Ji Hua said something to him, but Yulu couldn't even hear it. Paralyzed.

He followed Ji Lan into that room like a bee looking for nectar.There are all kinds of props and costumes in the room, which are presumably rented by the organizer for the performers to change their costumes.

Ji Lan stood in front of the mirror, taking off the long wig on her head.He let out a breath, like he was thankful that the show was finally over or something.Yulu approached him quietly from behind until he also entered the reflection range of the floor-to-ceiling mirror.

"senior?"

Ji Lan soon found him and turned around unexpectedly.Yulu had already locked the door when he entered the room, and he didn't want the second Mingnai to ring the bell at the District Prosecutor's Office to sue him.

"Senior, what are you doing..." Ji Lan's wig was halfway off, and her fingertips were still stuck in her hair. Yulu got closer and closer, almost touching Ji Lan's body.

He put down the crutch in his hand, stared condescendingly at Ji Lan's bright black eyes, then pressed his hand against the wall, pulled Ji Lan's chin with his thumb, pulled him over and kissed him.

This is a very formal and gentlemanly kiss, unlike the day when Ji Lan caught a cold, the gentleman even surprised Yulu himself.He ignored Ji Lan's slight struggle, and put his lips on Ji Lan's slightly parted lips, until he felt the temperature of those lips change, and then slowly let go of him.

Ji Lan looked a little dazed, but did not immediately resist.Yulu saw him caressing the red lips that had just been kissed with one hand, and stared at herself in a daze.

"Senior Yulu?" He called out his full name, "Well, this..." Ji Lan seemed unable to speak.

"Your request from last time." Yulu said in a low voice, and took another step closer, "Remember? You asked me to kiss you."

Yulu saw that Ji Lan's face was like a late-blooming Feng, slowly turning red.

"No, last time it was..."

Ji Lan blinked, as if it was a bit difficult to speak, he hesitated, "I'm sorry, that's my fault, anyway... I'm sorry, senior, please forget that sentence, I should have asked senior to forget it."

Ji Lan said as if complaining, he still stroked his lips with his hand, as if Yulu's kiss just now had scalded him.He turned sideways, as if he wanted to go around Yulu, Yulu grabbed him with one hand and pressed him back to the wall, Ji Lan looked up at him as if frightened.

Yulu stared at his eyebrows, then spoke.

"I like you."

Yulu opened his mouth, but just as he said it, a burst of sourness hit his nasal cavity.

Ah, he said it, he actually said it!Yulu screamed in his heart.

He didn't know where he read a sentence saying that unrequited love is like a glass filled with water. As time goes by, the water in it will become more and more full, until one day the glass can't hold it, and the water in it spreads. Disaster, that is the end of unrequited love.

And Yulu feels that her unrequited love is not a glass, but a bathtub.Too much accumulated, accumulated for too long, and delusional as a drain hole.

He once thought his bathtub would never be full in his lifetime.But it still fills up, cracks the walls, and kills everything.

"Little Ji Lan, I like you, you know I'm gay, right? I like you, the kind of love between lovers."

Yulu paused for a moment, God knows how deep he must be suppressed so that he could not choke up so that he could not speak, "You can push me away, slap me, or ask the guards to drive me out. I don't I can deceive my feelings, Ji Lan, I don’t want to deceive my feelings anymore, I want you, so I don’t care if I lose my reputation.”

"senior……"

Ji Lan looked at Yulu, he seemed to be really scared, and took a step back to the wall.But there is no retreat behind the wall.

"How about it? Ji Lan, do you want to slap me? You can punch me, otherwise I won't give up."

Yulu stood there, waiting for the pain on his cheek, waiting for Ji Lan to ring the bell to call the guards, who lifted him up and threw him into the resource recycling box as he did with Ye Chang that day.

but none.Seeing Ji Lan staring at him for a while, Yulu suddenly revealed a slight smile that seemed to make things right.

"Senior still likes to make jokes." Ji Lan turned her head away as if sighing, "Senior is blaming me for punishing you that day, don't make such jokes, I will really be shocked, senior."

No kidding, Lil.

Don't make any jokes.

Yulu stood there stunned, and the air seemed to be mixed with the fragrance of primroses in an instant.Something snapped in Yulu's mind.

Ji Lan still maintained that bitter smile, he got up from the wall, and was about to push away Yulv who was blocking his way with his hand.Yulu suddenly stretched out his hand, pushed Ji Lan's shoulder, who was still wearing a long gown, and pushed him into the bed beside him.

"I'm not kidding."

Suddenly I understood one thing, that is why those seemingly ordinary people would commit those heinous crimes of rape.There is a string in the bottom of the human heart, a string like a musical instrument, and that string is very strong. In our daily life, it undertakes the important mission of binding our emotions and pulling us back.

It allows everyone to stay in the circle called "normal" even if they suffer from work setbacks, illnesses, emotional failures... all kinds of unsatisfactory life.

And only in a few times, maybe it was due to long-term wear and tear, or it might be a momentary heavy impact, the string snapped and shattered in some people's hearts, and those people become a criminal.

And once broken, the possibility of repair is very slim, and most people who have been in prison spend their lives in and out of prison.

"I'm not kidding." Yulu said it again, gnashing his teeth, "I'm not kidding! Ji Lan, listen clearly, I like you, and I plan to get you by any means. Now every word I tell you The words are not a joke, do you understand?"

"Senior..." Ji Lan was completely stunned.Yulu felt that his string was broken and continued, he should stop roaring immediately, put on the mask of a good senior and good brother, pull Ji Lan up from the bed, and said with a smile that it was really just a joke just now, just a joke It has to be overdone.

Although Ji Lan's expression was shocked, he still didn't move his body, and he didn't even make any preparations to grab something and throw him.This appearance made Yu Lv feel depressed, he stepped on the bed with one knee, and made a gesture to pull the tie at the neckline.

"I said I want to get you." Yulu said in the harshest tone he could, "I'm not joking, why don't you call someone in now, or I will really fuck you. Ji Lan, it's now ,right here."

Ji Lan's fingertips trembled, and there was a hint of fear on that pale face.In an instant, Yulu