In the name of love

One day I said that I am a husband who cannot satisfy him in that aspect, if she wants to divorce me immediately, as long as she gives me three months, she said she is willing to wait for me.I am so sorry for her. "

When he talked about the amazing private matter, Yulu was stunned for a moment, and the words Mingnai stopped Ji Lan when he went to Ji Lan's house for the first time echoed in his head, "No matter what Mr. Lan thinks, since you have made up your mind Marrying you, I won't give up halfway. ', 'I think that couples come together not just for that kind of thing'...

"I can't do that with anyone... It's the same no matter how much I like someone."

Ji Lan continued to speak, Yulu saw him close his eyes, "I am an abnormal person, and I know how abnormal I am. That's why I had that ridiculous idea, thinking that if it was a senior, maybe You can give it a try, maybe you can use this to crack something."

Yulu saw him tighten his lips, "But I didn't think about the consequences after giving it a try. What Senior said is right, I underestimated Senior. After I saw Senior get along with that boy... I thought it was too easy , it's too easy to think about those things, it's too rash..."

He took a deep breath and grabbed the scattered clothes to cover his chest.

"I didn't think about senior's... intentions, I didn't know that doing so would hurt senior." Ji Lan looked at him as seriously as she looked at a judge in court.

"Senior... No, Yulu, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

Yulu, I'm sorry.

Yuri, I'm really sorry.

Ahhh, the appeal of the third instance was rejected, this is the death penalty.

After struggling for so long and objecting countless times, Yulu was at least a little thankful that this time his various tortures not only resulted in a "don't be joking", but at least a definite verdict.A definitive and unquestionable verdict.

Yulu looked at Ji Lan with her head bowed, bitterness spread in her heart.I just felt that there was a place in my chest that was suddenly empty, like when I was dreaming, sometimes I would step on the empty space and wake up from the dream.And now is indeed the time to wake up.

"Didn't I want you to get out of my sight?" Yulu was so bitter that the corners of his lips rose, "Don't you always call me senior? Are you indifferent to senior begging you like this, Ji Lan?"

Ji Lan looked at Yulu as if in shock.He stood like this for a while, Yulu watched him bend over to pick up the rest of the clothes, reached out and unlocked the door lock behind him, as if he was fleeing from something, he turned the doorknob and rushed out the door.

Yulu unexpectedly saw Ji Hua's face behind the open door, his hand was still clasped on the door panel, it seemed that he was the one who knocked on the door just now.

"Second Brother? Eh...? Wait a minute, Lawyer Yu..."

Ji Hua seemed to want to talk to Ji Lan, but Ji Lan bit her lip and passed Ji Hua without even looking at her.

Ji Hua turned around and wanted to say something to Yu Lv, but Yu Lv quickly walked through the door and hurried away in another direction, not even hearing what Ji Hua shouted behind him.

Yulu hardly remembers how he got home.Numbly passing through the crowd, walking out of the restaurant, numbly waving for a taxi, numbly driving back to his civilian residential area, numbly pressing the elevator, numbly going upstairs...until touching the familiar lambskin sofa chair, Yulu came back to his senses a little bit.

He found that the answering machine on the coffee table was blinking. Yuli stretched out his fingers blankly and clicked on the button of the answering machine. He heard a slight "beep--" sound, and then Yuli A voice trembling all over.

"Hey Davis, is that you?"

"I'm sorry to call your home, but you didn't answer my phone at all. I had to ask your Partner before I made a decision. But you didn't seem to be at home after calling a few times, and once it was answered by your cohabitant , but he said that you never told him your whereabouts, and there was nothing he could do."

Sam's voice flowed and spread in the air, and Yulu was suddenly surprised to find that the existence that made him shudder just by touching it, at this moment, when he pronounced the sentence as a death row prisoner, became so strange .So unfamiliar that Yulu really can't remember when and under what opportunity he fell in love with this person.

And the answering machine continued to play.

"Davis, are you okay?"

"I was surprised and overjoyed to meet you in Taiwan this time. I have missed you very much during the past eight years of separation. To be honest, Monnica seems not so positive about meeting you. I think she is afraid of you. Too busy in Taiwan. Several times I wanted to jump on the plane by myself, jump in front of you and hug you tightly."

"Even here, I still often think back to the time we spent together. I held your hand, your expression of bearing but desperately working hard, and every time you took a step forward, your face always bloomed. Smile. I don’t think you know how much your smile encouraged me at that time. At that time, I was worrying about whether to continue to take the legal path. LawSchool’s tuition fees were very high, and I was not at all Know whether you have talent or not.”

"The lawsuit I fought for you later was the most important milestone in my life. That lawsuit made me understand that if anyone has to stand in that position, hold the hand of a child like you, and go for him I deserve it, but if you lose something for some reason, then it's up to me!"

The film of the answering machine rustled and swirled.

"Seeing you become a lawyer, stand in court, and fight for someone makes me happy from the bottom of my heart. I still serve in the New York State Legal Aid Association and meet many people of all kinds. Work is full of meaning, and thinking that you will gradually experience those meanings in the future, I am really happy for you."

"Although it is inconvenient for me to talk more about the case, I must be in the role of assisting the victim because of the association. But I have watched you and your partner in court a few times, and my heart is full of admiration, not only for you , but also to your Partner."

"I talked to you outside the court that day, and you didn't respond to me very much. I think it's because of the case. I just want to tell you that although I stand on the side of assisting the prosecution and become the attorney for the prosecution, it does not mean that The defendant and I will be at odds. On the contrary, my desire for the truth is no different from that of you and your Partner."

The person on the other end of the answering machine seemed to take a deep breath.

"I can feel that you are at a bottleneck right now, which is why I am so persistent in wanting to talk to you. Dear Davis, sometimes we lawyers defending the defendant will become narrow unconsciously, just like some Prosecutors same, convicting only for the sake of convicting the accused.”

"Too often we work so hard to exonerate the accused that we lose sight of why we decided to do so in the first place."

"Remember, it's not just the defendant who wants answers in the courtroom, the defense lawyers who want answers. The victim is the same, and if acquittal is the answer we want, it's the victim as well. Because the only way to find permanent, Only with the correct answer can the victim's heart be truly healed."

"Take your eyes off the defendant for a moment! Go see what kind of people are sitting across from the courtroom, and you will see a completely different view. Sometimes the answer is there."

Yulu put the hand on his eyes, and paused when he heard Sam's voice.

"A notice came from the court. The next oral argument has been set. I will accompany Mrs. Wu to attend at the beginning of November. No matter what the result is, I will go back to New York State after that, and Oscar is also thinking about how I Not going back yet. I sincerely hope that this trial will have a good result."

"Maybe after that, you'll be willing to meet and chat with me."

"I really miss you, Davis. You will always be my dearest son."

The answering machine made a long beep, and Yulu found that his eye sockets were swollen and hot.He walked slowly to the phone, looked at the answering machine in a daze for a long time, and pressed the delete button for the recording.

Then he saw, just under the phone, there was a piece of paper that looked like a letter.

Yulu picked it up from the coffee table blankly.I couldn't quite tell what it was after seeing it. It took me a long time to realize that it was the hospital's diagnosis report.

The type of test is RT-PCR, the most detailed AIDS screening.He didn't recognize the subject's name, Lynch, it took Yulu a long time to realize that it was Ricky's real name.

His eyes moved blankly to the column of "test results", the word "positive" was written in a particularly small size, as if such a result was natural and insignificant.The doctor's order was "recommended follow-up to the hospital for follow-up treatment and examination." Yulu read this sentence silently more than a dozen times, but still couldn't fully understand its meaning.

He found a note pressed under the inspection report, and he reached out to pick it up, with Ricky's crooked and familiar handwriting on it.

'Goodbye, Lil.

Ricky'

Goodbye, Lil.

Ricky.

Yulu flipped the note over and over, trying to find other handwriting, but there was nothing.There were too many blank spaces in the note, and it seemed that most of Yulu's heart was also blank.

Holding the inspection report, he slumped back to the sofa.It was only now that he noticed that the house suddenly became much tidier, it should be said that it was much more empty, and everything that belonged to another person was taken away.

throw pillows on sofa, kitchen