me and my gay husband

Surgery is something I have never experienced before. The torture of the illness made me a little uncomfortable. When I was confused, I thought about a lot of things. I thought, I am dying of pain, Mom and Dad, where are you?I think, Shu Jie, when I needed you the most, where did you live?I thought maybe I would be relieved to die like this.

I don't know how long it took, but the wound on the lower abdomen seems to be less severe, and I can gradually absorb some liquid food.The existence of the blindfold made the dark night accompany me for many days. The doctor said that it would only take seven days to be hospitalized, but I felt dark for seven years. Is this what people say that life is like a year, so hard.

When the nurse took off the gauze, the strong sunlight outside the window was a bit dazzling, and the June sun seemed to burn me.It turns out that getting used to the darkness and seeing the light again is not a good thing.

After getting used to the sunshine, I immediately looked for the person who took care of me for seven days and nights, and finally saw him on the hospital bed next to me.When I’m sick, it’s easiest to think too much, and I’m also very fragile. When I think of pain, tears, and suicide, it’s the person in front of me who comforts me a lot. That’s the favor he gave me. I want to use my life Thank you.

He slept sweetly, with a smile on his lips.But his face was pale and colorless, and the dark circles under his eyes were heavy. He made himself like this for me. Thinking of this, I can't help but blame myself and feel distressed.

I got up gently, supported the bed frame and came to his side, quietly watching his sleeping appearance, the first time I looked at him so seriously, I suddenly felt that he was very good-looking and pleasing to the eye.Just like Shu Jie did back then.

Thinking of this, I shook my head, controlling myself not to think about those messy things.I propped myself up against the wall and walked to the window, watching the cars coming and going downstairs in the hospital, the high-rise buildings in this city, and the blue sky that belongs to the whole world. Everything in this world is so ordinary. Any change because of a certain person or a certain event.In the same minute, some people are elated, while others are distraught.Such coincidences happen every minute, but neither of them knows the existence of the other.

The breeze from the window blows into the ward, gently brushing my face.I smiled unconsciously, it was a smile from the heart.

In fact, during the period of fighting against the illness, I thought about a lot of things and also wanted to understand a lot of things.

Family love, my family love can be not only my parents, but also Aunt Xu, when my parents are away, she is my closest relative.

Friendship, there are not many friends, as long as you are sincere, I only want to give this friendship to Ling Wu and Yu Xing in this life.

Love, perhaps, Ma Shujie is really just a passer-by in my life, passing by in a hurry.See you no more.But I'm still glad to be able to like someone like this when I was young.

Figured it out, relieved, no one can change me, and no one can make me suffer and make me cry.My life, if I say nothing, is meaningless at all.

"Zhe Zhe?!" A voice came from behind, and I subconsciously turned around and made a "shh" gesture to the other party. Yu Xing was sleeping, so don't disturb him.

"Why are you up? Have a good rest!" It was Aunt Xu who came, holding a pot of porridge in her hand.

"I'm not that expensive." I smiled, and took the porridge she handed me: "Aunt Xu, thank you for taking care of me these past few days." To be precise, it's the past few years.I remember that when I was seven years old, Aunt Xu had already come to work at home. In ten years, her temples turned white.

Aunt Xu smiled like a flower when she heard the words, and patted my head: "Thank you Zhezhe for being so close to me. Sir and Madam will be back in the afternoon. I have already told them the news, and I will come to see you in the afternoon."

Hearing this, he was taken aback, his parents happened to be on a business trip for seven days?I'm back now and will come to see me this afternoon.I should be happy, but I can't laugh. Maybe, this deadline is a bit late.

Seeing me like this, Aunt Xu smiled and said, "Don't blame your parents, they worked hard to earn money for you." I looked at the wrinkles in the corners of Aunt Xu's eyes.She didn't notice it, and continued: "Look, Zhe Zhe, mom and dad can only buy you a house and hire a nanny after working hard. You see, Aunt Xu is so poor, so she can only work for others."

"No, Aunt Xu, you are not a nanny, you are my relative!" Upon hearing Aunt Xu belittle herself like this, she simply said what was in her heart.Aunt Xu was slightly taken aback, then smiled again, so kindly.

"Good boy!" She said as she hugged me into her arms.How long has it been since you lay in someone's arms like this?Aunt Xu's embrace was very warm and caring.I remember the last time I was 12 years old.From then on, every time I wanted to hug my mother, she would always say something like "how old are you?", and since then I have no urge to be close to my mother.

"Zhezhe?" I don't know when I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I saw the cheeks of my parents. I thought there would not be too many ups and downs, but seeing my dearest person On the face, the tears still couldn't help falling down.

"Dad, Mom." I was crying like a lost person on the street disappointed but seeing my parents, and I was also grateful.Although this is a late care, but I am still very touched, they finally came.

Family love is the longest confession...

Friendship is the most natural confession...

Love is the most beautiful confession...

Although I no longer believe in some feelings, but like ordinary people, I still long for them deep in my heart.

After my parents came back, I was taken back home. Since Yu Xing worked so hard to take care of me, I specially asked my parents to let him live in my house temporarily. Firstly, he could continue to take care of me, but also let Shu Jie relax.

When I got home, the final grades also happened to appear. Unsurprisingly, I got the first place in the class. My mother was very happy, but my father hurriedly called to ask about the trip.I am happy to get a high score in the test, but how can I still have the mood to travel?Sometimes I really don't know what my parents are thinking.

"I finally know what kind of environment you lived in since you were a child." Yu Xing looked at me and said with a smile.

I curled my lips, and looked at the two people who were busy in the living room with him, saying that I was happy, rather I was busy showing off.Although I am happy.But I am not proud. Maybe I would be arrogant and arrogant in the past, but now I am just a little happy. This is the result of my hard work.

"These seven days have been really difficult for you." I turned my head to look at Yu Xing beside me, the dark circles under my eyes were severe, and they still haven't disappeared.

He smiled: "What nasty words are you talking about? You are my friend, and I should take care of you." "Should?" I thought it was funny: "There is nothing that should be. Your kindness is only suitable for those who will be grateful." people."

He also smiled: "Then, Feng Jingzhe, will you be grateful?"

"Well, I will." Only to people I care about.

Finally, the moment my father hung up the phone, I unexpectedly found out the news that I had defeated Uncle Wang's son. My father was ecstatic, and my mother was elated, and they seemed to be happier than me.And I was just a little surprised.

"The place of this trip is Sanya!" At the dinner table, Dad looked at the text message and said.

"Sanya?" Mom was stunned for a while, but continued to eat after a while: "Sanya is also good, it's better to go for a walk than to work."

Sanya, when I go to Sanya in summer, I don’t know much about Sanya. I only know that it is a very hot place. Apart from the sea and the beach, I don’t know much about it.

"Zhezhe, this time we have four places. I thought about it with my father. How about asking you to bring a friend?" Mom put down the dishes and looked at me.Obviously, the whole family only knew that Sanya was where they were going, but my mother said that I had discussed it with my father. How could there be any discussion?But they kept looking at Yu Xing, as if they were waiting for my trigger.

In fact, I really wanted Yuxing to go, but I looked at Aunt Xu who was sitting opposite. She was eating seriously and turned a deaf ear to the things we mentioned.

"Let Aunt Xu go!" "哐~" Before he finished speaking, he heard the sound of the bowl in Aunt Xu's hand hitting the ground, resounding throughout the living room.

"I'm sorry, I'll clean it up right now." Aunt Xu squatted down in a hurry, trying to pick up the broken bowl with her hands.

"Wait for me!" Yu Xing quickly got up and took the broom, and cleaned the room in two or three strokes.I saw my parents kept looking at Aunt Xu and Yu Xing, and I knew they were making it difficult for them to go to Sanya together.

I smiled, and in order not to embarrass my parents, I had to do this: "Mom and Dad, let Aunt Xu and Yu Xing go with you two? There are just four of you, how about it?"