me and my gay husband

"Zhe Zhe doesn't need it, you can just go, I won't have fun going out with you." Aunt Xu was rejecting me, but I could clearly see the gratified expression on her face.

"Zhe Zhe." Mom didn't speak for a long time, not knowing whether the expression on her face was willing or not.I know what parents mean. My mother wants to take this trip to thank Yu Xing. After all, he is a good friend of mine since I was a child. My parents have seen the relationship for so many years.

"It's okay, I'll stay as a housekeeper, and it's time to try to be independent." In order not to let them think about it, I pretended to be relaxed and smiled.

Finally, under the discussion of the family, my parents finally agreed to this idea.In fact, traveling is not something I want to do. After the operation, I can't help but feel that it's time to be tough on myself.

The next day, I woke up early.Seeing Yu Xing and Aunt Xu packed their luggage, I felt at ease. Just last night, Aunt Xu and Aunt Yu Xing came to the room one after another to tell me what they couldn't say. I was still thinking about it until I opened my eyes. thing.

My parents looked a little unhappy, but they still smiled and said goodbye to me, told me to take good care of myself, and then went out. Yu Xing stayed until the end and didn't go out for a long time.

"Jingzhe!"

"Huh? Why don't you leave?"

"I have something to tell you, and I put it in the cabinet next to your bed." After he finished speaking, he went out. This feeling made me feel a little weird. What can't be said in person?Out of curiosity, I opened the letter:

"Jing Zhe, although I don't know why you asked me to travel to Sanya, but I know you want to stay. I have known you for so long, and I know your plan when you move your eyebrows. So I have not said anything, I want to follow your Just make the arrangements, and there is no need to add troubles for you.

However, since you have something you want to do, I think you must think that it is something you must do. Although it is not pleasing to the eye, I support you.

In this process, everything may not be so smooth, I just hope that you don't force yourself, if you are tired, take a rest, and don't keep yourself confined in an uncomfortable stage!Don't worry, just give you a call and I'll be right back. "

Looking between the lines in the letter, everything seems to be enlightened. I said that Yu Xing knows me best, but I still foolishly think that I don't know anything about me.Seeing the last typesetting, I felt my eyes were sore again, and the tears stained the bad wound, and it hurt again.

I ran to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror. There was still an unhealed scar in the corner of my eye, caused by glass shards from the water bar incident.And I didn't know it at the time, the blood that had come out of the corner of my eye was regarded as juice by me, tormenting my eyes bitterly.Thinking of this, I couldn't help getting excited, and clenched my fists with both hands, not to be weak, but to be strong.

Shu Jie's indifferent appearance, and Jiang Ling's arrogant appearance all came into view, these are all thanks to you...

In the days that followed, I lived alone. Although I wanted to do something, I had no choice but to recuperate at home.

"Ding~" As soon as I got home with the dishes, I saw that familiar figure standing at the door, and I couldn't help being stunned.Ma Shujie.

"Jing Zhe?" He rang the doorbell and called my name softly. It had been a long time since he called my name.I miss you so much.

"Ahem." I deliberately made a sound and appeared in front of him.Because I didn't want to look at him, I buried my head and walked to the door. His breath came to my nostrils. It was the best smell when I was in his arms.

"Jing Zhe?" He grabbed my hand with great strength, which made me a little hurt.

"Please let me go!" I tried to keep calm: "I'm going home."

"Baby!" His hand holding me trembled slightly, and his movements felt so fearful that I couldn't bear to refuse.

"Please, let go, me!" I closed my eyes and tried hard to find out all the bad memories about him.

He eased off and started kissing my neck, feeling sick.

"Why is there such a big potion smell?" Feeling him looking up into my eyes, I subconsciously covered the wound, not wanting him to see it.

"Why does it hurt?" He turned me around so I was facing him.

I looked at his face unconsciously. There was a long stubble on his chin, which seemed to have not been cleaned for a long time. The outline of his face was also thinner, and the bags under his eyes were also big. He looked very sloppy and pitiful.

"I'm going home." She subconsciously withdrew her gaze and turned around as if leaving. I've already been disappointed in you.

"Forgive me? Forgive me, okay?" He let go of his hand this time, and a begging voice came from behind him. It was him who was always proud, but he would say such words.

"How could you be wrong?" I was the one who followed you with a shameless face.With that said, I took a step forward.

"You don't want to be like this, baby?"

I couldn't see his face, but his voice was clearly instilled into my brain, and I couldn't resist it at all.I froze for a moment, opened the door quickly, entered the room and leaned against the porch, my eyes wet.

At this moment, there is only one door between me and him, but I feel that he is so far away that I will never be able to touch him.

"You go!" When I opened the door again, he was still standing outside.

"Baby, you may not understand the situation, that day was..."

"Enough!" I didn't want to hear anything more about that day, that person. "Get out!" It was the first time in my life that I swear, and it was still directed at him.

He froze for a moment, then said amusedly, "Why do you always think it's my fault?" His fist was reflected on the wall, and his voice was loud. "You fucking tell me to fuck off over this matter? Huh?" He grabbed my collar with great strength, as if trying to pick me up.

"What the hell are you crying for? Damn it, bitch!" I've never heard him say that to me before, and then I realized that I was crying uncontrollably again, with tears streaming down my cheeks to my chest and that hand .

"Let... let me go." Probably because he was a little afraid of him in front of him, his voice was a little hesitant.

"How could you treat me like this? Did you really mean what you said back then? You promised to be together all the time, all fucking fart?" Seeing the man in front of me yelling at me like this, my heart healed again. Opened his mouth, as for what he said is no longer important, I know, Ma Shujie, we are completely over!

As he let go of his hand, I coughed a few times.

"Ma Shujie, you keep telling me my sincerity, but where is your sincerity? Are you nice to me? Did you say a word for me about the water bar? My eyes were hurt after the fierce dispute that day, you know Where were you when I was in so much pain that I was rolling all over the floor? I was in the hospital for seven days because of a perforated appendix. At that time, as my boyfriend, where were you?" I pushed him hard Put: "The person who keeps saying that he loves me, is this the way to hurt me? If you were just saying that you were just playing around, then I wouldn't be hurt so deeply. Do you treat me like a doll? Touch me when you think of it." As soon as you touch me, kick me away if you hate me?"

He froze for a moment, wanting to say something, but didn't speak again.

Maybe it was because of extreme sadness, I suddenly wanted to laugh: "You have imagined how happy I am every time you tell me about you, I will write down one by one, even though you don't hear me Ask. But have you thought about being pulled away by a woman, leaving me alone, enduring countless strange looks, how much I need you, where are you?" I said with a snort, and touched His face was soaked again.

"You've lost weight!" He looked at my face.I thought he would come to me to reason like crazy, and tell me about him like crazy, maybe I could accidentally know how he lived, but he didn't.He is always like that, after his own quarrel, he can quickly switch to another topic. It seems that he doesn't want to continue the quarrel, but in fact he can't hear me at all.

This is young, too naive, too alone.

He was gradually approaching me again, with his hands on my shoulders and his mouth close.

"Let go of me, Ma Shujie!" He always is, always thinks that as long as the big things are over, it will be fine.

"Kiss me, will you?" He pouted, speaking in a tone I had never heard before.Would I be ecstatic if I changed it before?But things are different.

"What qualifications do you have for me to kiss you?" In order to make him let go of me quickly, I have been looking for his sensitive words, "You are not handsome, why should I kiss you?" This sentence is Against my will, I remember, I used to love his face the most.

"Are you just handsome?" His tone changed back to cold, and the change between the two was really like that of a child.Can't help but feel cold.

"Jingzhe, do you still like me?" He asked face to face.I can't find an answer.I have asked myself thousands of times, do I still love you?