me and my gay husband

Looking at the wound with fascination, I don't know when it will heal.The bell rang again at the door, and no one was at home. Who was it?

I walked softly to the entrance, and looked at the people outside the door through the cat's eyes. I couldn't believe the eyes that came to make me widen.He who was still in his mind a second ago unexpectedly appeared here.

"..." Because the decoration was better when we moved to the new house, and the sound insulation effect was specially made, so I only saw what he said outside the door, his mouth was moving, but I couldn't hear it.

"Ka~" When he came back to his senses, he had already pressed the armrest with his hand, and opened the door.This is an involuntary move.

Shu Jie outside the door stared wide-eyed, today he is very handsome, not as sloppy as last time.There was light in his eyes, and he seemed very happy.

"Baby." He said.call me baby

"What are you doing here?" I am very happy that he will come, I really want to greet him with a smile, but why is it so cold to say it.

"I miss you." I, who had kept my head down, saw him take out a bunch of roses from behind.The temperature on his cheeks seems to be rising again, Shu Jie is not angry with me?

"Oh." I couldn't think of anything else to say except to answer.

He raised the corner of his mouth slightly, wanting to go further.

"Stop!" I watched him take a step forward, and then thought about how the house had not been cleaned for several days.So quickly stop.

"Oh!" He stopped his movements when he heard the sound, obediently like a child.I couldn't help laughing, but I managed to control it.

"I was too impulsive last time, because I didn't consider your feelings." Hearing these words, the fortress in my heart seemed to melt little by little, Shu Jie, have I forgiven you?

I don't know when he approached me quietly and took my hand: "There are many things I haven't told you, baby." He handed me the rose: "Don't worry about this little thing." Just quarrel with me, okay? Our relationship is not that fragile, is it?"

Well, I don't want to fight either.My heart hurts too, and I miss you too.

It's a pity that I still can't say such a thing. I don't know how to say it. Everything he said today is reasonable. I can't bear to say another word to reject him, but I can't say anything to forgive him.

"Baby?" He looked at me tentatively.

what do I do?I don't know, I have a lot of questions I want to ask the person in front of me, but I can't say such a good opportunity.

"Do you want to ask about Jiang Ling?" He patted my hand and said softly: "Jiang Ling's father is my uncle, who has always been very kind to me, but Jiang Ling's personality is very Strange, when I first came back, she often asked me to say something nonsensical, I still remember one time, she asked me to call her name in their class."

"You and Jiang Ling are brother and sister?" I was taken aback when I heard that, and suddenly felt that the plot of a Korean drama happened to me, "Is it a situation where two are fighting for one?" I looked at Shu Jie blankly.

He smiled: "Idiot, that's my cousin, how is it possible?"

"Then why did you ignore me one day and go with her?" After understanding the situation, it seemed that my heart knot was also opened, like a hundred thousand why upper body, wanting to ask all the questions that have been asked for so long.

"She told me that she didn't think you loved me at all, so she made a bet that she wanted to try." He frowned.

I looked at him in front of me with a funny face, and seemed to think that everything he said was untrue. I can't forget the uncomfortable juice, and I can't forget the pointing eyes around me.And if, even if it's true, I don't want to believe it, even if it's a bet between the two brothers and sisters, but what about me?Am I a bet, or a toy?

"Really?" I looked into his eyes seriously, as if I understood something, but I still hoped that he would not give the answer I didn't want.

"I'm sorry, I didn't think it would be that serious." He put his arms around my shoulders: "I didn't know about the splashing of orange juice. I wanted to talk later, but..." He stopped here.

"But Jiang Ling asked you to leave me alone and increase the authenticity?" I couldn't help but find it funny, it seemed that I was really a toy.

It turns out that all my pain came from a prank?is it a joke?

"Then I'm sorry, you guys are making too much of a joke, I can't afford it." I moved my shoulders, trying to get those two hands off my body.I handed the rose back to him, I really wanted to close the door, I didn't want to see him again for a moment.

"No, Jing Zhe! I lowered my head and didn't want to look at his face. But I felt a little panic in his tone: "Jing Zhe, don't close the door. "He only called my name when he was serious. He put his leg against the door. I didn't have as much strength as him, so I stopped.

"Ma Shujie?"

"Ok?"

"Am I a toy? Should I feel honored to be a bet for you two brothers and sisters?" I suddenly felt that the plot was so funny that I was spoofed by the two brothers and sisters, "Shu Jie, since I met you, I have always thought you are a Very serious, very upright person, but I didn't expect that you are just a naive child, you are still so playful in the face of all new things, you can't tell the occasion, you don't know the situation."

He froze for a moment, then frowned and said, "I'm not just playing, I'm Jingzhe who likes you, please believe me."

like?Can't help but find it funny again: "I can't bear your liking."

"Why? Why do you treat me like this? Just because of some trivial things?" Shu Jie's expression changed.

trifle?Shu Jie, what is the big deal in your eyes?I am funny looking at him dressed in a shirt and shorts, he looks very trendy and handsome, but facing him today, I can't see handsomeness, only see the childishness in his bones that hasn't grown up yet.

"That's right, you said you didn't like me, so what are you going to do? Break up?" He widened his eyes, as if he felt that he had taken advantage of it again, and became more confident.

I have to say that after this incident, I clearly saw Shu Jie in its entirety. It turned out that it wasn't that he was unfathomable, but that I wasn't good at discovering it.The real him is this kind of character, very straightforward and gentle.And seeing these, as someone who still likes him, I have a panoramic view, and I am a little excited.However, the atmosphere has long been different.

"Shu Jie, let me talk about it today!"

"..."

"I like you, I really like you very much. At first I always thought it was just a good impression, but I think I really like you. I admit that what I said some time ago may be a bit heavy, but that is my most vulnerable When it happened, you were not there."

"..."

"Maybe if you don't come to me today, I think I will forgive you soon. As long as I like you, no matter what you do, I will always be by your side. What are those little injuries? Nothing can stop you I like you. I want to be with you, always, always."

"Jing Zhe." His expression was a little dull.

I swallowed my saliva: "But Shu Jie, you came to me today. I am very happy that you came to me and gave me roses." As I spoke, I looked at the beautiful flowers in his hand: "But It is also because today, you let me understand what possession is and what possession is. I think, maybe the happiest thing in the world is not because I possess you so I will be happy, love is possession, not possession.”

"Baby?!" I just met Shu Jie's eyes, and his eyes were still so beautiful.

"But don't worry Shu Jie, I will still like you as always, I will not change my mind about you, and I don't want to hurt you again." Because that is equivalent to hurting myself. "I will leave your life." I don't know when my eyes were wet, I glanced at him for the last time, and hurriedly closed the door.The closed eyes do not want to open, let the tears flow down the eyelashes and cheeks, until they leave my skin, just like this relationship, also leave completely.

Many times, I obviously don't think that way in my heart, but I can't control myself and say the opposite.Is it because we are too obsessed with the so-called self-esteem, or are we all used to duplicity.