me and my gay husband

That little bit, the little bit of goodwill left was also wiped out. I wandered alone on the street at the gate of the community. I wanted to move forward, but I didn't know where to go. I wanted to turn around, but I didn't want to go home.

The conversation just now seemed to express all the thoughts in my heart. Facing Shu Jie, I was still so at a loss. I persuaded myself to hate him thousands of times, but when I saw him, no matter how firm my belief was, it would be a little bit weaker. Melting; I want to treat him like he hurt me, but I can't do it because I like him; seeing his pious apology, I want to hug him tightly and say no more trouble, but once When I opened my mouth, I didn't know what I said.

My eyes were a little itchy, I looked at the sky and saw that the starry sky tonight is beautiful and there are many stars.

"Please, don't break up with me!"

Hearing such a conversation suddenly, I couldn't help looking over. It was a woman kneeling on the ground and dragging a man, as if begging.

The man looked very impatient and wanted to shake off the girl, who kept kneeling on the ground and crying.It looked like the boy wanted to dump the girl.Immediately, I looked around, wanting to see if there were enthusiastic people coming to try to persuade me to fight, but I didn't know when I came to a secluded dark path, and there was no one there.

"Let go of me!" The boy's voice was loud and fierce.

"No, don't break up with me, I beg you." The girl cried fiercely, her voice a little worried.

"What the hell do you think of me?" The boy lowered his voice, seeming a little gloomy, "How many men did you have sex with, what do you think?"

I didn't want to watch the excitement anymore, but the plot suddenly took a 180-degree turn. It turned out that the girl betrayed the boy?For a while, he was not interested in the word betrayal, so he simply turned around and wanted to leave.

"Please don't, don't talk about me like this, I don't have one, I only have you, I, I'm pregnant."

Hearing that, I stopped in my tracks, and the direction that was originally noisy was also quiet without any sound. I suddenly wanted to know what would happen next.

"What does it matter to me that you are pregnant?" The boy's tone was cold.

"No, listen to me! I..."

"I don't want to hear it." The boy stopped the girl.

I watched this scene blankly, why didn't he listen to her explanation?What if there is a misunderstanding?

"Qiqi, I liked you at first. I like you very much, but you always treat me as a spare tire, right? That's fine, who made me like you, right? But you are fucking living like this, interesting Do you?" The boy's words were so familiar, as if he had heard them somewhere.

"Bin!" the girl sobbed and took the boy's hand.

The boy also squatted down and looked at the girl at eye level. He stroked the girl's temple hair, his voice choked up: "Qiqi, I hope you will be happy, no matter what you do to me, I won't be angry with you, but, you now Are you happy?"

are you happy now

are you happy now

Such words entered the brain over and over again, Shu Jie, are you happy?

The boy hugged the girl: "If what you are doing now can make you happy, then it doesn't matter if I leave you, but if you are not happy doing these things, I don't know if I can still be by your side .” The boy kissed the girl’s forehead: “Can you let me feel at ease? Let’s have a good time?”

The girl didn't speak, and kept twitching.Seeing this scene, I seemed to feel that I was so hypocritical when facing Shu Jie, Shu Jie, I should forgive you.I like you, how can I do something that hurts you?

Or maybe, you are not wrong at all, and the starting point of everything you do is to love me.

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that I was a heinous idiot, an idiot who likes to make a fuss.He hurriedly took out his mobile phone and dialed Shu Jie's number.

One call, two calls, no one answered after many calls, and it was not until the line was about to be cut that there was a sound from the other end of the phone.

"Shu Jie! Thank you for answering my call." There were so many things I wanted to say, but when I heard his voice, all I could do was feel at ease, and I didn't want to say anything.

"Hmm." It was a short word, the tone of which could not be heard.

"Where is your home? Can I come to you?" He gritted his teeth, "Ma Shujie, I want to see you."

"...The Isle of Man community."

"Isle of Man Community!" I reported the address to the taxi driver, looking at the retrograde street scene outside the window, I really hope that time can also be reversed, Shu Jie, can we still go backwards?

I asked the driver to drive very fast, from the north of the city to the south of the city in 5 minutes.It was only after entering the Isle of Man that I realized that Shu Jie lived in that building?I fumbled to dial the phone.

"Shu Jie, where are you? I'm here."

"Oh, I'm coming down!" His tone was cold.

"No need, I'll just come up and look for you!" How could such a thing make Shu Jie make a trip?

"I think you don't have to come up?" He snorted and hung up the phone.The hangup beep is still ringing in my ears, what does it mean?Shu Jie...

Five minutes later, Shu Jie appeared in front of me. Since it was night, he took off his handsome shirt during the day and changed into a set of loose pajamas.

"Is there something wrong so late?" He looked at me, then at the security guard at the gate of the community, not understanding what this meant.

"I have!" I have something to tell you.

"Huh...?" He frowned.

"Today during the day, I..."

"You can pretend that I haven't been there during the day today." Before he could speak clearly, he took a step ahead.

I froze for a moment, I seemed to say to you, I know I was wrong, can you forgive me?

But the words seemed to be stuck in his throat, unable to speak.

"But you're still here!" I looked into his eyes, I couldn't pretend that you hadn't been there before, so I said unconsciously.

"And then? Then how long are you going to torture me?" He frowned, his face very ugly. "

"I..., I didn't!" Seeing his ugly face, I was a little scared, "Shu Jie, I didn't torture you!"

"Heh~" He snorted coldly, and in the next second he grabbed my arm and led me into a tall building.

The tugging this time was a bit painful, unlike the last two times at school, it was holding hands and it was very warm, but this time, Shu Jie was very angry.

"Kuu..." Shu Jie dragged me to an unknown number of floors, and pushed me in as soon as the door opened.There was a dull pain in the back hitting the wall.

"Why did you come to me?" Shu Jie squeezed my shoulder hard, it hurt so much, the strength seemed to crush me.

"Shu Jie, can you forgive me?" I gritted my teeth and said it out.

"Forgive you? Don't you always think it's my fault? Yes, I'm too naive, you're arrogant, what the hell do you mean by coming today?" His forehead pressed against mine, always Push hard against the wall.

I feel a little pain in the back of my head, but I still want to say: "I'm here, I'm looking for you, I want you to forgive me, because I don't feel happy at all when I'm separated from you, I want, I want to be happy." I almost lost my strength when I wrote a few words, and my head was dizzy for a while, and I don't know what happened after that.

When I woke up again, I was lying on a strange bed. I guessed it was Shu Jie's bed, but what about Shu Jie?

I looked at the sky outside the window, it was already blue, it seems that I rested at Shu Jie's house overnight, but why I don't have any memory of what happened last night?How will Shu Jie treat me?Could it be, or are you blaming me?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but get scared, I sat up quickly, and wanted to go out to find Shu Jie to explain clearly, but the pain came from the back of my head, and I fell to the ground.No coma, just, it seems that I can't move...