me and my gay husband

How, how could this be?I was lying on the ground like a corpse, my whole body seemed unable to move, but my brain was awake, the pain in the back of my head was so clear, I was so scared, why did it become like this?

Lying on the cold floor, no one came over for a long time.I gradually thought that this was not Shu Jie's home, but a strange place, and what happened when I was unconscious?I don't know either.

I want to use my mobile phone to make a call, but I can't move my hands. I want to rely on support, but my trembling body can't do anything. My heart seems to be empty. How could this be?where is this

Unable to live up to my expectations, I cried again. Tears overflowed from the corners of my eyes and flowed to the ground, and the floor became even colder.

"Are you awake?" A familiar voice came from behind, and I was relieved.

"Shu..." Shu Jie, Shu Jie?Why can't I even speak?A sense of fear entered my brain instantly, I was so scared, what happened to me?

"Lie down!" Shu Jie said and hugged me to the bed, his tone was calm and emotionless.

I wanted to ask him, if he was still angry, but I couldn't speak.I can only look at him silently.He covered me with the quilt, sat next to me, and didn't intend to leave.

I was like a vegetative person, lying on the bed and watching him quietly, but he didn't speak, the whole room was very quiet and the atmosphere was heavy.

"Now you can't run away." After getting used to the quietness for a long time, Shu Jie suddenly I couldn't help being startled, but I couldn't move, and my whole body just trembled slightly, Shu Jie, you can tell me this is What's going on?

He leaned down and kissed my forehead, touched the back of my head, I felt like I was bandaged.I looked at him strangely, not knowing what he meant.

"Feng Jingzhe!" He chuckled, stood up and turned his back to me, this was the first time he called me by my full name after we were together, I couldn't help being even more surprised, I looked at him quietly.

"Did you enjoy last night?" I was stunned by the sudden nonsensical words. Although I couldn't understand what he was talking about, I still blushed when I heard that sensitive word.

"Ah~" I want to say, I want to ask, I want to know what happened yesterday, but...

"Aren't you very noble?" Shu Jie turned to look at me, with a mocking smile on his lips, you still haven't forgiven me, have you?

"It's all right now, the doctor said that you have a slight concussion, which paralyzes your whole body, and you can't escape anymore." He smiled, "It's like last night, I can treat you as I want, very good. Not even your nasty mouth has the right to speak."

His eyes are gloomy, and I, concussion, paralysis, these words are spinning in my mind, I am in pain, like despair, I can't see a little light.Even the person I like the most right in front of me is speaking in this tone, and those eyes of my favorite have also become very dark, I closed my eyes powerlessly, as if the world is dark and I don’t know anything. can not see.

"However, don't worry, I'm by your side. Didn't you say you like me? Even if I accompany you silently?" Shu Jie's voice broke into my brain again, and every word seemed to be armed with weapons, stabbing my heart brain.

Minor concussion, paralysis? I have experienced this at the age of 17, Shu Jie, are you happy seeing me like this?I said I want to make you happy, if this makes you happy, then I am willing to sacrifice.

I don’t know what supports me, and I don’t know what makes me insist on loving you like this. I thought it was you at first, but now I understand that I’m just deceiving myself, and I have such a good and good you in my mind.

"Are you happy with this?" he asked me after a long time.I can't say it, I just know that if you're happy, I think I'd rather be.

"But I don't know what kind of reaction your parents will have when they know this? Or maybe they can't find you even if the city is full of troubles." Hearing this, I widened my eyes and looked at his face from far to near, "I wonder if they're going crazy?"

The face in front of me is so familiar, but the words in his mouth are so unfamiliar, I am at a loss, why, Shu Jie, why did you mention this?Yes, I still have mom and dad. Counting the days, mom came back today, but I can't find it, what should I do if I can't find it?Thinking of this, the tears that had just dried up came out again.

Shu Jie, your move is very ruthless. Although I don't know why you treated me like this, but this time I clearly felt that this time it was not a prank, it was real, you were really hurting me.

"How is it? Does it hurt?" He pinched my chin and made me raise my head to meet his eyes.He invaded my mouth wantonly, I closed my mouth tightly, I don't want him to enter, that is my last bottom line, please don't do this.

It's a pity that he couldn't hear my words. He bit my lip fiercely. It hurt so much that I was about to bleed, but I still didn't let go of my last persistence, because my heart hurt even more. nothing.

I miss your kiss at the beginning, it was so sweet, but the contact at this moment is not like a kiss at all, but like punishment, but you have hurt my heart a long time ago, but you stubbornly think that the pain that tormented me In the flesh, I will be very uncomfortable.What's the point?

What happened last night, that may be the first night he occupied me. I couldn’t move my whole body and it was very painful, but the unprecedented unique pain in my lower body made me understand what happened last night, but I I have struggled thousands of times, but actually, I think I am willing to hand me over to you, but you used this method.

After being bitten for an unknown amount of time, Shu Jie finally stopped like a blood-sucking monster.I could clearly see traces of blood on the edge of his lips, and I couldn't help being very distressed, Shu Jie, your mouth is bleeding, why did you make yourself like this?

Even though I knew it was my blood, I couldn't feel the pain, so I just lied to myself.

Shu Jie wiped the corners of his mouth and laughed loudly, as if the protagonist in a TV drama had gone crazy. It was a look I had never seen before. Surprisingly, he was not afraid, but felt his heart ache even more.

"Do you think this is torture?"

No, this is not torture, this is, happiness, and your joy.

"Feng Jingzhe, are you afraid?" He smiled; "You gave me all these things. I will give you back double."

No, I am not afraid.These things may really be given to you by me. I also vaguely remember that I bit your lip. I also vaguely remember that I broke your heart. I also vaguely remember that I ignored you. When you are jealous.But that's all just vague, as to whether it is or not, you have the final say.But the only thing that is clear, I remember, was the day when I loved you deeply, and it is still valid even now. I have the final say on this matter.