me and my gay husband

I just stared at the ceiling obsessively, I couldn't move, except that I moved a little in the morning when I got up to look for Shu Jie with the last bit of strength, and I didn't move for a whole day after that.It was getting dark, I squinted out the window, the lights were brightly lit, nothing changed from the past.

Xu Shi opened his eyes for a day, and suddenly felt that the eyelids were heavy. I closed my eyes gently. I don’t know what kind of embarrassment I am in at this moment. Maybe any day in the past, I never dreamed that I would be like this person now. look.It's as if you were still laughing in the last second, but things are different in the next second.Just a second about your war of the worlds.

His thoughts couldn't help but think of Shu Jie. After the entanglement in the morning, no one saw him again.I would think, did he eat?What is he doing?I'm really worried that something will happen to him outside?

The stiff body gave me some pain, and I didn't move for a whole day.I would also think, if I hadn't come to see Shu Jie last night, wouldn't all this have happened?However, you have no right to regret what you have done.

Thinking about these little things, I gradually fell asleep.

When he opened his eyes again, he was still awakened by the sound of moaning very close.I found that I had already been moved, and I just lay on the sofa, watching the ups and downs of sex between men and women on the bed where I slept all day.The girl turned her back to me, but she was naked and moaned loudly.

And the man sitting under her, I know.Seeing this scene, I couldn't help closing my eyes again. I wanted to ignore it, but I couldn't ignore the woman's moaning.That feeling is very uncomfortable, I want to cry, I want to cry out loudly, but there is no way.I'm like a piece of shit.

After waiting for a long time, the woman stopped moving, and she patted the man: "Five hundred, give it to me, I have other business!" As I spoke, I heard the sound of counting money.When I opened my eyes again, the woman had already dressed, she took the money, curled her lips and said to the man: "What a madman, you have to ask someone to watch me do this kind of thing with my old lady. It's disgusting." After that, he took the bag and walked out the door.

I squinted at the man on the bed, the quilt was covered up to my waist, and it was empty.He took out a cigarette and smoked excitedly: "Okay, open your eyes?"

Hearing that I opened my eyes, but I didn't want to look at him, I just listened to his words, which showed that I was awake.

"Does it look good?" He took a puff of the cigarette, propped himself up to my side, and blew a puff of the cigarette at me with a smile.

Shu Jie has also done this kind of thing now.Is this what he said to torture me?It's very effective, at least, if this continues, I think I'm not only concussed, but also paralyzed, and I'm afraid I will die.

"You..." I tried to speak, 'Are you happy like this? 'But I can't say it.When I opened my mouth, it was already "Yeah!"

"Pretty?" He frowned, twisted my hair, and stared at me: "Pretty, why are you crying?"

did i cry?I have no idea.

"I think you must be very tortured?" He smiled: "Do you know why I did this? I did it on purpose." As he spoke, the hand that twisted my hair tightened.

I'm tormented and I know you mean it.However, when you said it, I was even more broken.I'm so tired, I think I'd be better off if you could kill me.

I closed my eyes, not wanting to hear those barbed words.Finally, I don't know how long it took him to stop. He got up and turned off the light, and lay down on the bed again. He should have said good night, but...

"Oh, by the way, it must be very cool for you to fall asleep in that position, what a dream!"

I realized that I was curled up on the small sofa, and the pain in the cerebellum, as well as the numbness in the cervical spine, waist, and thighs all woke up.That night, I was really suffering, but I didn't cry, I just looked at Shu Jie on the bed obsessively, his brows were tightly furrowed when he fell asleep, as if he was afraid or uncomfortable, he looked like a young man big kids.

Shu Jie, I don't know what makes you feel so uncomfortable, and I don't know how many things you have experienced without me.It's all my fault, and I hope that what you're doing now can make you vent your anger, that's enough, at least it can ease my anxiety a little.

The deeper the love, the deeper the hatred. I looked at the sleeping Shu Jie, and I couldn't help thinking of this sentence, Shu Jie, it seems that you really liked me so much, thank you.

Just looking at him like this until dawn, watching him kick the quilt, I was afraid that he would catch a cold, so I got up subconsciously to cover him with the quilt.When he was about to wake up, I returned to the original position and pretended to be asleep.

I like this kind of life very much, and it is also because that night with that woman, I curled up on the sofa all night, when I woke up again, I found myself turned over, I moved my fingers, and found that I could move.But, still can't speak.

I looked at Shu Jie on the bed, wondering if I should run away?In the end, he still didn't want to leave.

Until Shujie came out, I searched through all the big and small furniture, trying to find a mobile phone and send a message to report that he was safe.But I found my test sheet in his bedside cabinet.It turned out that he took me to the hospital.

The test sheet stated that the patient had a mild concussion and may have temporary numbness symptoms, but his symptoms were normal and needed to be recuperated.

It turned out that it was not paralysis, but a temporary inability to move.

After reading these, I had no choice but to put them away intact.He took out his mobile phone and saw the text message on the mobile phone, which was the chat history between Shu Jie and his family.Shu Jie told his family that I went on a trip with my friends and had a great time. I hope my family will not worry and will be back in a few days.

It means that in a few days, Shu Jie will send me home?Adhering to this thought, I restored everything to its original state.Shu Jie didn't know either.And the happiest thing is watching him sleep every day.

Until one night, seeing him kicking the quilt habitually, I got up and covered him.Suddenly the eyes of the person below him widened, and they looked a little terrified in the room without the lights on.

Shu Jie grabbed my hand hard, but didn't turn on the light.

"You've been ready a long time ago, haven't you?" His tone was a little angry, as if he knew it a long time ago.

"Hmm." I can only say this one word, but I still complied.

"Why don't you leave? Huh?" He grabbed my hand even harder, his tone full of interrogation.

"Because... because I will miss you." As soon as the words came out of my mouth, I knew I could speak, but every time I said a word, my throat hurt as if it was stuck.

He loosened his grip on my hand a little, and then he laughed again: "Do you think I'll let you go if you say that?"

Seeing his appearance, I couldn't help feeling heartbroken again. I stroked his forehead lightly with my hand, and lowered my voice: "Shu Jie, I know, I know everything. You love me! Everything is mine. Wrong, I will accept the torture you gave me. Really, I don’t want you to be unhappy. I would rather be the one who gets hurt than you. Seeing you fall asleep with your brows tightly locked every day, I seem to be with you You said 1 times sorry, I hope you can forgive me, but I know it will only backfire. It hurts me to see you do something you don't even want to do in order to anger me. Shu Jie, don't let yourself So uncomfortable, okay?" My throat hurts, but I still have to say, it's as if I poured out all the words I've been holding back for a few days at once, and that feeling is the real relief.

I looked at Shu Jie with both eyes. Since the quarrel, he rarely listened to me like this.He seemed to freeze.

I let go of his grip on my hand, sat on his waist, and gently stroked his face, which I love so much.I kissed the corner of his eye, it was wet.Taking advantage of the trend, it went down again, attacking the lips.

I am like dry grass lit by a match, wanting to keep asking and burning.

Shu Jie lay limp in my arms, and I occupied his auricles, cheeks, and neck.

He trembled slightly, and stroked my face: "Baby?" The voice was so gentle, "I'm sorry, baby, I'm sorry!"

I laughed, and hugged him even tighter: "Shu Jie, you have nothing to do to me, I am to you! Husband!" It was the first time in my life that I said those two words.

Shu Jie responded with a smile, and then...