me and my gay husband

This is like a beautiful dream, and Shu Jie is like a gift from God, he always appears when I need it most, and it is because of his company that makes me feel so deeply love.

However, the scene in the dream was still a bit unsatisfactory, and my mind was in chaos. Jiang Ling, Shu Jie's terrible appearance, and I witnessed everything between him and that woman in his room that night. All the things I remember appear.It made me even more excited. I seemed to return everything they did to me one by one. I wanted revenge and wanted to have a good time.But they, they are so powerful, I can't fight against them, but I can't bear it either, so I can only hide in the darkest corner alone, sobbing secretly in a place where there is no one.

"Jing Zhe, Jing Zhe?" Until the feeling of fear rose to the top of my head, I subconsciously opened my eyes and met Shu Jie's eyes.I just realized that this is on a plane.

"Having a nightmare?" Shu Jie patted my shoulder.I didn't dare to look at him, I was still afraid of his hostile eyes, and I still vaguely knew how hard he used to hit my head against the wall that night in my memory.I'm still scared, I feel that the Shu Jie in front of me is not really nice to me, what if, what if he gets angry one day and treats me like that again?

"Don't be afraid!" Feeling being hugged tightly around my body, my twitching body became a little quieter. "Don't be afraid, baby, don't be afraid!" Hearing his comfort, everything became so peaceful again.Devil, angel, Shu Jie, which one are you?

It wasn't until the plane landed that I felt a little better. I gradually realized that it was just a dream, so I simply didn't pay much attention to it.

According to the address Aunt Xu gave me, I found the hospital in Sanya, but there was no information about my father’s hospitalization. I wondered if Aunt Xu made a mistake.I wanted to call back to find out, but the phone was disconnected.

"Prank?" Shu Jie frowned.

"Aunt Xu has never lied to me, and how could she play a prank on Dad?" I refuted Shu Jie's opinion, but Shu Jie just shrugged his shoulders and didn't speak any more.

I don't know what it feels like, I'm in the hospital, but Aunt Xu's cell phone is off, I don't know where my father is, and I don't know where I am.

"Okay, let's find a place to live first, I'm so tired after flying for so long!" Shu Jie yawned, and reached out to hold my wrist, looking very sleepy.

"But, but dad?" I shook off Shu Jie's hand as I said that, maybe no one could understand my feeling of wanting to find my dad.

Shu Jie was stunned for a moment, and then smiled again: "Look for your sister, find a place to live first, maybe uncle has already been discharged from the hospital? You have to think in a better way!"

"I won't go, I won't rest if I can't find my father!" I disobeyed Shu Jie's decision, I didn't dare to look at his face, but I was also looking for my father, so he shouldn't be angry with me, right?Won't……

"Feng Jingzhe, are you kicking my nose and face?" Shu Jie amplified the volume, regardless that this is a hospital.He leaned closer to me: "I'll give you a multiple-choice question. One is to ask me to carry you to the hotel, and the other is to walk there by yourself!"

I wanted to say something else, but the inclination of my body made me feel that I was already on Shu Jie's shoulder.My face suddenly heated up, I wanted to refute him, and hit his back with both hands to let him put me down, but I found it even more embarrassing!

After arriving at the hotel, the whole person seemed to be calmer. Looking at the sky outside the window, it was already night, but my father's matter was still unsolved. I wanted to find it, but Shu Jie asked me to start action tomorrow. Although I was still uneasy, But I had no choice but to trust Shu Jie, because he was the only one I had in Sanya.

"Go to sleep!" I didn't wake up until Shu Jie came out of the bathroom. The bright lights reflected on the beautiful lines, the towel around the waist was just right to the mermaid line, and the wheat-colored skin looked so sexy.It felt like my head was getting hot, like I was about to have a nosebleed.I swallowed the saliva that I didn't have time to swallow, and shook my head, not letting myself look at him.

"Well, where are we going to find Dad tomorrow?" I looked down at my slippers, not daring to look up.

"Let's talk after today, baby?" Feeling his hands on my shoulders and his wet head on the nape of my neck.I couldn't resist this temptation at all, and my body kept trembling.

"Shu Jie." I frowned. Although I really wanted to cooperate with him, I still couldn't forget the important matter of finding my father, and I couldn't forget the pain he had planted on me. Compared with lust, it was more fear.

"En!" He began to occupy my side face, and his lips gently rubbed against my chin, which was a little numb but very comfortable.

"Can you, don't." In the end, he gritted his teeth and stood up. Shu Jie stopped his movements, and seemed a little unhappy.

There was no sound in the empty room for a long time, and the atmosphere seemed a little awkward.Shu Jie sat on the edge of the bed and lit a cigarette at some point, and I also stood there, not knowing what to say.

"Okay, go to sleep!" Shu Jie patted the bed, covered the quilt and prepared to sleep.Seeing Shu Jie like this, I seem to feel a little guilty. I don't know if I should interrupt his actions. Is he angry?

He turned off the light, leaving me standing there alone.I stared blankly at him lying on the bed, closed my eyes, and looked very natural, as if nothing just happened.

I turned my head and saw the bright lights outside the window, and the sound of passing cars was clear, but I didn't feel sleepy. I felt limp and weak again, and finally squatted down, a little at a loss.

Am I not liking Shu Jie anymore?Why would even such a small thing embarrass each other?In other words, the criminal record between me and Shu Jie has not been completely resolved. I can't forget the things he did to me, and maybe he can't forget how much harm I have done to him.

I used to never believe how love can be so fragile, as long as two people work together, maybe no one can destroy it.It's just that I neglected myself. I used to fear that such embarrassment would be caused by Shu Jie several times, but I never thought that it was actually because of myself now.