me and my gay husband

Airports, hospitals, shops.I went to almost all the streets and alleys in Sanya, but there was still no news of my parents.I've been busy looking for it all day.And Shu Jie didn't speak all the way, just followed me silently all the time, which made me not used to it.

"How about we go back?" Out of desperation, I finally proposed to go back.

"Jingzhe!"

"Huh?" Just about to take a step back to the hotel to pick up the luggage, but Shu Jie, who had been silent for a long time behind him, spoke up. I don't know what he wants to say. My intuition tells me that it is bad news, but I am not too willing to go. Thinking deeply, just answering first.

"us……"

"Huh?" I turned around and met his eyes just in time. His eyes wandered a little, and his mouth stopped moving.

At this moment, it seemed that the world was at a standstill. He and I were standing in a very lively square, and the crowds passing by us seemed to stop moving and everything stopped.

The movement of Shu Jie's lips didn't seem to stop intentionally, but stopped because of the frozen time.My mind suddenly went blank, I didn't know what was going to happen next, and I didn't want the next moment to come.

"We all need to be quiet!" I wanted to take a big breath, but God didn't seem to give me time, and the scene around me returned to its original state.

I looked into Shu Jie's eyes, it's okay, it's okay he just said to be quiet, it's not as bad as I thought.Maybe, I think he's going to break up.If so, am I going crazy?Or accept it calmly?I have no idea, I don't know.

"Oh!" There seemed to be no words to express my thoughts.

"You're still blaming me, aren't you?" He frowned and moved closer to me.

"Why do you think so? What am I blaming you for?" It seemed that he was asked about something, and suddenly became very unnatural.

"Since you got off the plane, you have been deliberately avoiding me. I don't know if you are uncomfortable with me or where I offended you? If there is anything, I hope you can tell me, don't be like this! Okay? "He held my shoulders with both hands, very lightly, but I didn't feel safe at all.

"Well, whatever." I didn't dare to look at him, and I didn't want to answer him seriously.Maybe now thinking about me being so perfunctory, will he stop delving into these things for the time being?

The hands on the shoulders gradually became heavy, and they left in an instant.He raised the corner of his mouth and smiled: "Feng Jingzhe, Feng Jingzhe, I still don't know you well enough." It's not that I don't understand, it's just that I didn't understand.

I don't want to talk, I look forward to what he has to say next.

"Shall we break up?" He sighed amusedly, and looked at me seriously.

That look seemed to see through me, but now that I don't even know what I am, how could he see through?

"Huh?" He said again, and I slowed down, realizing that I hadn't spoken the whole time, but I didn't know what to say?I closed my eyes tightly, trying hard to recall the past days, trying not to let myself agree to this decision, I still like you, don't I?Shu Jie?

However, the decision to like you has no support, no motivation, it seems difficult to persist.

I froze in place, trying to think about my feelings for Shu Jie before, but my mind was full of the trivial things he did when I misunderstood him.feel so tired...

In a blink of an eye, Shu Jie was no longer in the crowd. Is this considered a breakup?But why?

……

Maybe this relationship is too fragile, or maybe this road is too difficult to walk.It may be more likely that my sense of superiority is too strong, thinking that everything is going according to my ideas and ideas.Ignored Shu Jie, ignored each other.

Thinking of this, the phone in his pocket rang.Is it Shu Jie?

"Hello!" It was Yuxing.

"Are you in Sanya?"

"Hmm." I looked around and saw that I was alone in Sanya.

"Why did you go to Sanya? Uncles and aunts have already returned, so you still want to go to Sanya?"

Yu Xing's nonsense made me feel a little overwhelmed, didn't it mean that something happened to my father?Have you gone back for treatment?

"Do you need me to pull you?" The warmth of my palm made me drop the phone, those beautiful eyes were looking at me seriously, and there was a smile on the corner of my mouth.

"Shu Jie!" Feeling his eyes light up, "Why are you back?"

He rubbed my hair, his eyes showed sincerity: "I'm sorry baby! I shouldn't treat you that way, I should consider your inner feelings. I'm sorry, I was wrong."

I was wrong?

I was wrong?

I was wrong?

Such words actually came out of Shu Jie's mouth.

Can't hold back the tears in my eyes.

"Shu Jie, don't say I'm sorry, you're not wrong. I'm too entangled, I shouldn't be angry with you, and I promised to love you well, I shouldn't, I shouldn't have so much thought to speculate on you. I I said I would love you, I'm sorry."

On the streets of Sanya, we kissed.Can't figure out what's going on.But I just feel relieved suddenly, why think so much?Why are you angry with Shu Jie?Why can't you let it go?Because as I said, Ma Shujie, you are my world, and I only have you in my eyes.

I also said that the love I want requires only two people, one is me and the other is you.

For you, I never care about anything outside.Like something like this happening on the street, I don't care because I can't see it.I don't know whose call is on the phone at my feet, and I don't want to respond, because I can't hear it, I just know that I want to respond to you, love you, and protect you.