me and my gay husband

I felt my limbs being dragged by someone, until I lay down on a generous place, that person didn't torment me.I figured it was the man's back, his shoulders swaying from side to side as he walked.It was a very familiar feeling, and a warm feeling suddenly poured into my heart.

"Don't move around!" The man under me complained, but I moved even more when I heard the words, secretly smiling, what can you do with me?

"Feng Jingzhe!!" The man called out my name, I was startled, the voice was so familiar.It seemed to be Shu Jie, but his voice was thicker than Shu Jie's. I wanted to open my eyes to take a look, but my eyes were so red and swollen that I couldn't move.

"Is it Shu Jie?" Why are you willing?I stroked the man's back and asked softly.

"Hmm." The man responded.Hearing the affirmative answer, I couldn't help laughing again, it's really Shu Jie. "Shu Jie, did you forgive me?" After being happy, he was afraid again, and he still had lingering fears.

"Is it important?" I felt the man turn his head to ask me.

"Well, I'm afraid." Because my heart plummeted and I didn't feel safe, I held the man's shoulders tightly with both hands. Wouldn't it make me feel better?

"Afraid? What are you afraid of?" Then came the man's mocking voice: "With me, Ma Shujie, what else are you afraid of?"

I laughed, isn't this kind of scene what I was looking forward to when I was young?Shu Jie is back?But I don't believe it, I really don't believe it.

"Shall we be together?" I rubbed my face against his back, and my face, which had been blown by the wind for a long time, became even warmer.

"What are you talking about, idiot?"

Impossible is it?Shu Jie, you still don't want me, do you?

The man chuckled again: "We were always together."

"Really? What about your girlfriend? What about her?" I knew it was a beautiful moment, but I still interrupted. I wanted an answer out of dissatisfaction. I didn't want to be a third party, but I was afraid Nothing can be done.

"Jingzhe, I love you." The man was silent for a while and then smiled happily. But I didn't get the answer, and my heart became more panicked. I felt that my body was getting heavier and heavier, and the limbs supporting the man's body were gradually getting heavier. Landed, and finally wrestled.

But strangely, it didn't hurt at all when I fell to the ground, and the man I was talking to just now has disappeared.What scares me is that I can't open my eyes at all, I don't know where this is.

I struggled hard, I wanted to open my eyes to see where this is, to know what happened.

His eyes were wide open, and what caught his eyes was a colorful ceiling lamp.It turned out to be a dream.I lay quietly on a big bed.I looked around and found out that it was at Yuxing's house, so I was relieved.

"Are you awake?" Yu Xing leaned against the door, holding a cup of tea in his hand. Seeing me looking at him, he slowly walked over: "Why are you running around alone?"

"Last night?" Just as I was about to ask, Yu Xing covered my mouth and handed me the cup of tea.The corner of his mouth raised: "Don't ask, drink some hangover tea first, and I'll tell you after I drink it."

"Oh." I took the hangover tea and drank it all in one gulp: "Okay, tell me."

I saw some disbelief in Yu Xing's eyes, but it became calm after a while, and he patted my shoulder heavily: "Okay, seal the water bucket." I gave him a blank look: "Don't make trouble, just say it."

Perhaps because of my persistence, Yu Xing sighed: "I called you last night, and I was always on hi, it seemed like you couldn't hear me talking here. But I remembered your address, and later I'm here to pick you up."

"that's it?"

"That's it!" Yu Xing spread his hands, and I put the hangover teacup I just finished drinking into his hand. He gave me a blank look, and then looked at me with sizing eyes, which made me a little unnatural.

"Say, who was the man next to you when I came to see you yesterday? At first glance, I thought it was your new friend."

"Well, I just met a new partner, I'm not very familiar with it." I looked at Yu Xing, and he looked at me, and they both looked at each other for a while, and there was nothing to say.

"Eh..." His eyes shifted, and I also looked away, and the atmosphere became awkward.

"How did I come back the night before yesterday?" I asked him, in order to solve the embarrassment, he was talking about everything.

"I brought you back and wanted to send you to the hospital, but it turned out that you were fine. Oh no, why did you appear in Zhefan at that time?"

I shifted my gaze and stared at my hand intently, to see if he would stop asking if I ignored him?

"You're here again? Tell me quickly! Did you go to see Ma Shujie again behind my back?"

"What's behind your back? I went by myself!" I was in a hurry, and I argued with him. Once I opened my mouth, I knew I couldn't get rid of his questioning, and I died.

"Then, did you see him?" Yu Xing's voice was much softer: "You went to that kind of place just after you got out of the hospital the day before yesterday. It's no wonder you didn't faint."

"I...I miss him." After hesitating for a while, he still said to Yu Xing.

"You saw it that day, Ma Shujie is engaged. You should give up now, right?" Yu Xing put his hand on my shoulder, giving me a moment of peace.

"Hmm." I responded softly.Yu Xing seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and laughed: "That's right, then what are your plans for the future?"

"Going abroad." I quietly watched the changes on Yu Xing's face, from relaxation to tension, getting uglier and uglier.

"Are you fucking okay? You don't want to work anymore?" Yu Xing punched me hard in the chest, feeling a little uncomfortable, but fortunately, it made me more sober.

"I've made up my mind! I quit my job at the radio station and I'm going to the United States." Seeing Yu Xing's expression about to explode, I was a little anxious: "Okay Yu Xing, I'm not impulsive. I just feel relieved suddenly and want to Just relax. I'll be fine."

"No way!" Yu Xing couldn't help saying, putting his arms around his waist and competing with me.

"I'm just going to relax."

"no!"

"I'm going to change my life."

"No."

"Do you think I can just sit and watch Shu Jie get married?"

"No."

"That's right." I smiled secretly.

"What did you say?" He asked me again, frowning.

"I said I can't just watch him get married. Even if you don't let me go abroad, I will go abroad." I protested.

"What did you say?" he seemed endless.But in order to be able to tell him calmly, I patiently replied: "I said I can't just watch him..."

"The second half?" He interrupted.

"Even if you don't let me go abroad, I will go by myself." I was very serious.

"Yes, I can lock you so you can't leave." He said to himself and went out.I chuckled, what the hell.