me and my gay husband

Even though I know how absurd my so-called love is, I can guess the truth of the matter.Rather than saying that Shu Jie broke into my life, it is better to say that I have the audacity to pursue his footsteps.

Internet celebrities once said that life is too short, and it is only enough to love one person.

Perhaps it means unswerving determination and vows to each other.

Thinking about it carefully, Ma Shujie didn't feel sorry for me. Is it just my obsession?

Husband?I have entrusted my life to the people, but in the end I did not cherish them~

I always like the sweet love of others, and envy the vigor and vitality of their love for each other.But when it comes to me, I feel that there is no vigor, no vows, no superficial dislike of An Ziyan and Mai Ding, but no steadfastness in their hearts; nor is it as cruel and affectionate as my beloved Chu Mu and Liu Chenfeng.

But my love is like this, plain and unremarkable.

That's pretty much the end of my life.

I once thought, I really thought, I want to save Shu Jie, I want to bring myself and him back to the happiness we had when we were young.

However, the society is too realistic. What I can do is far from what I think. What I do can only hurt, and I can only let this world have one more person like me. There is no joy, anger, or happiness.

Why bother?

After I got out of the hospital I had moved to a remote town and didn't practice with anyone.No one in this small town knew me, and the only person I could talk to was an old lady who lived downstairs.

My mother-in-law is old and has difficulty speaking.One day when I was bored, I told her my story.

The old man sighed after hearing this, seeing that I was out of my mind, and then advised me to find a woman to carry on the family line to live out my life. I was surprised that my mother-in-law did not discriminate against me, but no matter what my mother-in-law said, I was powerless in my heart.

The old man's son has been working outside all year round and has not returned for ten years.Seeing that I found a good relationship with the old man, I decided to settle here and take care of her.

I heard from her that her son and daughter-in-law haven't come home for ten years. She is alone with a little grandson who is still studying in high school outside. I heard that she is 19 years old, and the old man likes it very much.He said he would introduce me to him when he came back.

I laughed and joked with her, I said, old man, are you not afraid that I will kidnap your grandson?

I laughed, and she laughed too, and she said, if there is a relationship, who cares?

Destined?What is fate?Of course this was just a joke, I didn’t think much about it, Niannian just passed away~

In this small town, I have met the only friends, no, relatives.She made me decide to stay here and continue my life.

I open the window and the breeze blows against my cheeks again.Taking a deep breath, the gardenias in the courtyard in front of the gate poured into my heart. Is there anything in this world that can be better than being happy now?