me and my gay husband

I remember you telling me I love you.You, who didn't know how to love when you were young, were willing to say this sentence to me.Shu Jie, I don't know if you are still willing to mention...you are the proudest memory in my life.

I stared obsessively at the clock hanging on the wall, fascinated by it, and felt as if it was turning backwards, turning many times...

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six years ago.

"Zhe Zhe." Mom knocked on the door outside the room again to wake me up.

"I'll sleep a little longer." Zhezhe is my nickname, and my full name is Feng Jingzhe.An unremarkable name, but a rare surname.

In the end, I couldn't resist my mother, so I left the room with sleepy eyes. When I got to the living room, I saw my mother chatting with a young girl I didn't know.Seeing me come out, both she and the girl stood up.

"Zhe Zhe, this is your history teacher." Another tutor.This is the winter vacation after the first semester of my first year of high school. I wanted to resist and say to let myself relax, but my mother's spring smile made me dare not say anything, so I nodded to her with a smile: "Teacher, hello !"

She nodded: "Feng Jingzhe, hello! My name is An Ming, nice to meet you." This girl seems to be different from other tutors, she should not be much older than me.Seeing that I greeted An Ming, my mother pushed me into the bathroom quickly: "Get up and tidy up, what does your hair look like?" Looking at me in the mirror, I couldn't help but want to sigh, after all, I'm only a teenager, why? Life is so tiring?

After a hasty meal, An Ming came into my room to give me tutoring.From the conversation, I knew that she was a third-year student at school. Because of her family's conditions, she came out to find a job during the winter vacation.But she is not bad, she behaves very real, unlike the previous tutors, she is like two people in front of my parents and me.

So An Ming spent almost all of this winter vacation with me. My parents are always busy with work. As for taking care of me, I left it to Aunt Xu, the nanny they hired.So sometimes, my closeness to Aunt Xu goes far beyond my biological parents.

The appearance of An Ming gave me some freshness, but more of it was the same intensive tutoring arrangement as before.An Ming sometimes complained to my parents for me, saying that they put too much pressure on me, but she just complained and taught me her history at the same time.This can't help but disgust me a little.

This winter vacation passed quickly, maybe I was too numb to think about anything, but the only thing I thought of was Ma Shujie who made me faint in the toilet one day.I have always understood what he said: "Why don't you ask me if I have a boyfriend?" Could it be that he likes men besides women?In this world, can he like men?People with this personality can't help but make me full of curiosity about him, but what kind of person is he?Parents have said that you can't get in touch with disobedient children.

The winter vacation is over, the new semester is coming, and the weather is gradually warming up. I also took off my thick fur coat and put on some fresh spring clothes.Because my home is very close to Pingta High School, my parents didn't let me live in the school. Compared with people who dragged suitcases, big and small, I seemed very relaxed.

Just at the end of last semester, the class teacher asked us to choose arts and sciences. I actually didn’t want to choose any subjects. After I went home and told my parents, my parents just smiled and told me that liberal arts was easier and more suitable for me.Speaking of ease, I would shudder when I think of the tutors who stepped into the door during the winter vacation.

At the school gate, I carefully searched for my name after class placement, and finally saw me on a list with a small number of people, but the name below me surprised me even more.

"Ma Shujie."

"Student, give way." I was so scared that I heard his voice before closing my mouth. I turned my head to look at him in astonishment: "Ma Shujie?" He was also looking for his name on the list, seeing me call out his name , He raised his head ecstatically: "Where, where?" I pointed to his name, and he curled his lips, "Okay, thank you." Then he turned his head and left.Didn't even look at me the whole time.

I stared blankly at his receding back, still confused. So, are you pretending to be cold?

It took me a long time to recover, when the phone rang, and I slowly took out my New Year's gift, the big red Nokia.The caller ID is Du Yuxing.

"Hey?"

"Jing Zhe, help me find out which class I'm in?" Yu Xing's voice seemed a little anxious.

"Oh." I answered and began to look down. Sure enough, as I expected, Du Yuxing was on the same list as me! "Congratulations, tablemate!" I said impatiently.

"Ah? Really?" His voice sounded extremely happy, as if he was about to jump up.As we expected, in high school, and now, we are still in the same class.

"Okay, okay." I quickly stopped his excitement, "When will you come to school?"

He froze for a moment, as if he didn't intend to tell me.I just didn't ask further, "Okay, I've already arrived at school, please tell your mother that you are coming to school soon, and you need roll call." Then I hung up the phone.

Yu Xing's family is not very rich. His father left him in an accident when he was ten years old. After his father left, his mother has been in a bad mood and often has mental disorders.Growing up in this situation, he was also tortured, but he never surrendered in front of me. He believed that he must be no different from other people.As a good friend, I can only watch and offer a few words of comfort from time to time.I think what I can do and what he can accept is only these.